Spot on KA! I am grateful to KA for the space and container of this website and for including me. My gift is to be aware of when things manifest at first for all of us in the collective consciousness. It has taken a long time to understand how to navigate my personal life transpersonally. So every thing about me is about what is around me and in order to do my transfomation personally, I had to reflect exact vibrations of the personal dramas around me through family, clients, and relationships to clear them for others to make my pathway in life. I am a Capricorn sun, Scorpio moon, and Pisces rising in its last degree. My sun's vibration is Enlightenment/Endarkenment and you would not believe what I have lived through to live this out. Trust me. smiles. Just know the good nuggets are the morsels here and are my service to help. That is my path and it has been enormous and has been quite lonely as mostly I am misunderstood. I can't not live out what I am. It is impossible for me and in that I was built to face my fear and drive ambitiously through it. I really innocently did not understand no one else cared to do so as much as I, or that it was a scary thing perhaps. I have been recording information for all of us for 14 years now. It has been tested and does work so please feel free to utilize this information to help yourself navigate through the current waters we find ourselves in. We can and will get through this. Together.
We as a humanity are in some interesting moments. There are choices to be made by each of us. Our lives are at about 10% of real living and we are going to have to face this and feel it and make different choices if we want to continue to have life. I can hear every cell in people's bodies a little like hearing a symphony for each person. So all I am ever sharing is what is possible now, free of the past, and incorporating what is remaining once the transformational whoosh has occurred at the level I can hear it. Though it is subtle and not what everyone can hear, it is there and we need to stop pretending we don't have this information available to us. This information has a place for each of us and is all our bodies want is to recognize our spirit and accept it, not shame it, to use the body as the miracle it is and allow it to be home to house our spirit while we are here on earth. There is a lot we are given through our body to help guide us on earth and all that is happening in these current celestial shifts and change is to find a more comfortable authentic place for ourselves in our own skin. It is such a personal thing and I just want to help all of us get there efficiently and to know what to focus on to feel better in it. We have to do this shift. It is not negotiable. In this sense we are responsible for our own reality. I wanted to write today to address further what KA wrote on sadness and it has been deep and very low emotionally these last few days. I had a heart meltdown yesterday myself which generally looks like a few hours of nonstop really hard crying that usually is raw and vulnerable out of nowhere with no real trigger point. WHOOSH What is left is here with a bit of practical tools to use for everyone. The heart shifts of awakening were with us for three weeks as well as a simultaneous mercury retrograde down low meltdown restructure for our mind. I have never seen such a transit ever to activate and transform and initiate and awaken everyone of us in a body. This lifted off of everyone on Thursday and the way our heart feels about this transit can now be revealed. This happening in both the heart and mind for many was life affirming through questioning whether to stay alive or not? To live in this body or not? Can I keep going or not? Can I live out what I came here to or not? So if a big bunch of sad melancholy and tears came please let the pressure in your body release through the cleansing water either through drinking it and peeing, tearing and crying, or baths or showers are good. We must find our emotional flow now and if you need to just have a little fountain to help find your way that is sometimes the simple easy way to begin. Each sad dip in life allows us to test and taste and feel and realize the cup we are drinking from is not full enough and that with some focus and some fortitude we want to help ourselves in it now. The body does release anxiety and fear through water flow, so help yourself to allow the flowing water to reveal what you are afraid of and what fear may need to be addressed and let go of as well as to let go of the lie of the fear you have been living out. No judgement, No shame in anything. Get good help, soul full conversations are a must and talk about deeper things so you can honor this part of yourself and feel and birth the excitement and aliveness that lives there free of the fear. When the cup feels full you are right on track, feel it in all the cells of your body, enjoy the new discoveries, childlike in their wonder and awesome simplicity. When unsure, focus and be open to the innocence centering in your chest and let go of bigotry, bias, and principles and values you have outgrown. When the cup feels more empty, let go and say: Free, Clear and Restore. I forgive myself and all those involved. Thanks be me. This method of purifying is with us now through July. We will never live such moments again so it matters a lot to use these energies to propel yourself through and forward into your future.
Consistently Affirm: I am living my heart and soul's desire. say it often now and let go of what is outdated and worn through.
I count, YOU matter and together, WE make the difference. Thanks! Peace be YOU!
i've had this "gift" for kind of feeling what people as a whole are feeling at times, as if i can tune into the collective consciousness at will. fortunately i have realized that it really has nothing to do with me and more to do with us, the people as a whole. so i wanted to post my feelings on sadness because wow has sadness and hopelessness washed over me like a tsunami these past few days. yesterday i couldnt even move and my brow was all pushed down in tension and fear. i had to keep consciously pushing it back up and opening my eyes wider. there were no outward manifestations in life to cause such fear. there weren't even any thoughts in my mind to feel worry or nervousness over. i was just still. which did make me think that when sadness does come over us it seems like an indication for us to get still and to put ourselves in a meditative, receptive state. and so many times we are told to snap out of it, to rise from the sadness and to just force happiness. but. that isnt really possible is it? and i dont really encourage it. it think there are valid reasons to the wave of the emotions we as humans go through. and sadness is such a valuable feeling. it humbles us and hopefully, it brings us to the awareness of all that is good that we DO HAVE in our lives. i know whenever i feel sad and scared of the future and once i have sat in that stew for awhile, the one thing that tends to shift the energy is when i look around and start naming everything that i am so thankful for. i will conjure up the gratefulness for my 2 maine coon kitties, my partners of 15 and 13 years, my awesome home out in the forest, my friends that are so special to me that i cradle in the depth of my heart as my anchors always there for me, my gift for expressing, the hummingbirds showing up at the window at just the exact time i need to feel hope, the kids out in the world, the indigo kids, the crystal kids, that beautiful miraculous sunrise i see right now, the heart cloud that shows up as i look gazingly into the sky, and on and on. you can take it forever once you shift your mind into gratefulness. look at the designs in a sliced persimmon, wow. look at the miracle of the intricacies of flowers, of insects, of the strokes in a painting. there is so much to balance out the sadness we feel at times in our lives. but to feel the sadness and to honor that feeling is crucial to our growth too. feel it, dont deny it, dont even try to drink it away unless you just want to magnify it, and dont judge yourself for feeling sadness. dont even think there is something wrong with you when you feel sad, because, looking out at the goings on in the world, there is hella to feel sadness over. the magnitude of what is out of balance in the world isnt even close to what operates in right action in the world. and if what is out of balance is colored black and if what is of high vibrations, right action is colored white then yes this is a very black world. but. it is whiter than it has ever been before so at least the white is finally deciding to stand up and fight. and it is like a house being built from the basement up and it is a process and not one that should cause hopelessness but excitement for the opportunity to design and build from scratch this new world/this new house of light and love and peace and understanding. and we have to bring white to the black and not just shove it in some corner and turn our backs on it. it has to be mutated and transformed otherwise nothing really changes, we only change our placement by turning our backs to what is out of balance. (wow where am i going with this) anyway. my message to you is that if you are feeling sad and unable to move,or do anything, if deep inside it feels scary and unstable and if the thought of your future makes your eyebrows feel heavy and pressed together sit with that and go with that for a spell. dont judge it but feel the feeling and when you have had enough then take this opportunity to look around and see all that is pretty awesome in your life. to shift and mutate the energy you then need to feel all that is perfect and right in order. at least you have "this" or at least you have "that". and especially know that you are not alone and that horde loads of people are in the same boat as you, right there with you feeling the same feelings as you. and also dont forget that everything changes, like the seasons do and this will not stay around forever. see this for the opportunity it brings for you to see what you do already have in a brighter, renewed light and dont dwell on the empty feeling of sadness as it is only a passing fleeting thing. its like you're driving west and thru kansas right now but keep on going because soon you hit new mexico!!
Affirm daily: I am living my heart and soul's desire
we are currently learning, discovering, wondering, wanting, to live out a more full and whole expression of our life. Affirming the above phrase daily will put you in touch with what is being birthed in you and what is important now for you to live out the quality of life you are destined for. This process is deeply personal so it is important for each of us to affirm daily and receive, learn, become aware of, what these desires are so we can live our life with heart and meaning according to how we are each uniquely built. All this Aries energy is forcing this equation and showing you what needs to be all about you. Pay attention. The neptune Pisces water is linked to Chiron and will focus a light on the darkness to make it clear what your spirit's intention and destiny are. You can help by breathing and by staying still for 20 minutes a day doing nothing just receiving and being. If you affirm: I am living my heart and soul's desire you will live this out purely and surely just as soon as you can. Everything about you will be grateful and allow you to use the current energies to propel forward simply, easily, step by step in a way that will allow you to trust your existence completely. Thanks so much. Peace be YOU.
I count, You matter, We make the difference.
41 years ago earth day was declared, and i only know that because i had a friend who was born on the very day, but so what does that mean to you? do you just say the words or are you really finding ways to honor the mother earth. i declare that on every earth day we should decide to do one thing different that honors the earth instead of depletes and rapes the earth. i'll offer some suggestions for you in case you think it would be a good thing to do:
1. this gardening season change from the pesticides that are killing the bees to something more earth friendly. (kat any suggestions?)
2. start buying recycled toilet paper and paper towels, which they are cheapest at trader joes and beyond affordable.
3. get yourself an aluminum BPA free water bottle so the landfills wont be filled with those disposable toxic plastic bottles that are poisoning you too! and so you know it is the IN thing to do and people will look at you as ass backwards if you still buy the plastic toxic throw a' ways. and you will SAVE MONEY on refilling instead of rebuying.
4. start a compost! you will be amazed at how satisfying this is! even if you arent going to use the compost you will be buying less garbage bags because that stuff is a lot of the trash in your bags. so now keep a bowl out and dump the egg shells, the coffee grinds, the potato skins, the banana peels, everything in the fridge that goes bad, although the meat should be skipped, especially if you plan to use the compost because it makes maggots. find someplace outside, maybe dig a little hole and start dumping, and keep a black bag over it to keep the flies out with some rocks holding it down and there you go! every day or so i go ladidadida and out to the pile to dump my goods. it just feels good to do to put it back into the earth.
5. keep a big bowl in the shower to collect water to water plants outside. or like when you are at the kitchen sink and waiting for it to get hot, why not put a bowl under there and collect that water to water house plants. or when you rinse out the cat or dogs watering dish why not dump the old water in a plant instead of down the drain.
6. if you are not already, always keep recyclable fabric bags or even the paper/plastic bags from the store, in your car and bring them in when you do shopping. trust me people will think you are cool if you do that and they may judge you again as being ass backwards if you dont. and if you are here you are NOT ass backwards, okay. so walk your talk.
7. educate someone on what you know being so ahead of the times like you are.
so pick one and go with it. i'm counting on you.
now astrologically speaking....okay our cars have been in 1st gear for a few weeks now, feeling like we cant really move forward and we have been going so slowly that all we can really do is take in the sites and think things over in our minds, but tomorrow that at all changes and as the days move on through the rest of this month you will find yourself at 80 mph and everything will be flying by so quickly that all will be a blur. things you have been contemplating over this last week will really get energy to manifest so keep dreaming what changes you want to make in your life. we have a whole line up of planets in aries right now and that is why inside you feel the need for action and with mercury going direct tomorrow you can really push forward in all areas of your life. all those resolutions you made, in the dead of winter, dont know why we would want to start things then, but now they can really can come into play. the new exercise program, the new eating habits, the new thought patterns, the new job, the new relationship, the new its great to be alive feeling of spring is where your mind should be now. even if the seed is just a thought in the mind, plant the seed now and by summer you will be amazed. take control of your destiny NOW because it truly is you who is behind the wheel.
Subtle and not so subtle transit movements are currently allowing our hearts to be rewired to initiate a new pathway in our bodies and lives. you may feel sluggish and have circulatory awareness of your heart beating, flowing, contracting and expanding which can feel odd from the waste up. Also a bit like you are pumping blood for two, kind of what new mothers feel like in their first trimester. Key is to get enough rest, move slowly and easily to accomodate your breath. This is working with the instinct in your body to make you more aware of what your heart's desire is now, what it is willing to pump blood for and what it is not willing to pump blood for in your life. Pay attention. The body is also really clearing some old patterns of feeling inadequate in our instinct, old judgments that do not belong to your future or the future of the planet. So if you have had issues on the burner for the last many years nervously twisting and turning and showing and revealing your cells are now trying to dump these patterns permanently and reveal to you, your innocence in it so you can embrace yourself gently and kindly for what you did not know. Don't fight it just Let go and place your own hands on your heart and say out loud: Free, clear, restore. Breath in your nose and out your mouth. Peace be YOU! Thank you.
So Aquarius is ruled by Uranus and Uranus in Aries is a great big push for this website to finally come through the birth canal. Its a "boy/girl!!" Its an integrated soul with the perfect balance of the masculine and feminine. Our job here at aquarius nation is to nurture you and offer you support but also and to push you beyond your comfort zone.
The earthquakes and tsunami in Japan on March 11 (which was also my birthday) marked the movement of the planet Uranus into Aries. Uranus shakes things up, out of the blue and in a very unexpected manner, but for the higher purpose of moving us forward on the path of BEING conscious people. Consciousness is being awake and aware and honest and compassionate with ALL living things, that includes spiders and bears and pigs and wolfs and people of all races and sexual orientations. Consciousness is shifting our awareness from our thinking, judging minds down to our heart centers. If it helps imagine a string from your heart going out and let that lead the way for you because that will be your greatest and most aligned navigational tool through these massive changing times of our near future. The catastrophe in Japan is leading the way for many things that are of not right action to make the way to our awareness. Are we not thinking about the safety of our food and water and air now? Is it not totally in our faces? Everything that depletes and uses up and exploits and is disposable has got to be transformed. Everything that composts into something else, everything that supports mother earth, all things reusable, all things local, all things sustainable that support LIFE will be the new way we all will embrace.
So for you personally, this movement into Aries is shaking up a lot in your body. You are probably really examining what is valuable in your life, with your career expression, with your relationships. The things coming to light in every corner around the world may be hard at first to look at or even comprehend but it is like a boil that is so ugly and has to burst and release its poison in order to heal and get to its abundant state. Take a break if it is all too much to comprehend. Spend lots of time out in nature, with our animal companions and with babies. They can instantly align us into a safe and hopeful space. But this is a time when looking away does nothing but hinder your own individual growth and we must all come together to do this together. You dont want to hold the entire team back, do you, just because you cant handle getting real and honest with what is really going on in all the dark hidden corners of the world and in all the dark hidden corners in your body? Shine the light. Shine YOUR light.
I count, YOU matter, together WE make a difference...