Okay breathe a huge sigh of relief because now we get to enter clarity into the mix! Wow is all I can say about August 2011. I have never seen or felt such a rough and confusing month, nor have I heard more people who were in the same boat of having no idea which way to turn, which decision to make, which a, b, or c to walk towards, and at the same time being so inundated with out of the blue loss and changes and things dropping away. I was so excited for August and had been for the entire year. I had intuited that in August things would come together and peace would begin to take hold. I felt like all the changes of 2011 would really sort of solidity and become clearer and easier to understand once August hit. And boy of boy did I get blindsided! It started for me with a really strange illness that left me with a 103 fever for 7 days, that broke 3 times and each time you would just hear water dripping out of my body onto the sheets as if there was a leak in the ceiling. Drip, drip, drip and soaked bedding. I had never experienced such a thing. But then after the release of all the water would come the rising of the fever again. And then once the fever did fall for good there came the journey of getting my life force back. I was so weak and exhausted with adrenals depleted. So this is how I started the August Mercury retrograde and from there I found that all I could really do was lay in bed and worry about what I was supposed to be doing. The fears were overtaking me and this inner need or desire to make a decision was feeling ever present, yet there were no signs of which direction or decision I should make. So it felt like the pressure to act, yet with no signs or even any opportunities to move towards. It was almost like being in the forest at night, while hearing a voice say, make a decision! make a decision!, yet you are in the dark and can't see any thing so which way to go was a huge mystery and kind of scary. If you are in the forest and it is daylight and you hear someone urging you to act, it is a lot easier to make choices and to get the body moving. So I know a lot of you have been in this same boat.
Then what happened was opportunities to act started coming to me, and from multiple directions and all kind of contradicting each other, which added the confusion of the darkness lightening but then becoming an A, a B, or a C ... so a fork in the road. Within days I got this job offer, that job offer and a job offer to move back to Oakland, CA and all sounding good, but each so different and with no signs of which was the best road for me to take. But being in the depth at this point of the Mercury retrograde and knowing this is a time for re-evaluating and re-examining things, so I knew to just trust, surrender and KNOW that the most appropriate route for me would be made known once the transit had passed and the storm had settled. It's kind of like you don't go out and fix up the damage while the storm is still going on. You wait for the storm to pass, then you go out and see what needs to be done. So I sat with my options and even now I still don't have clarity as we still are in the Mercury retrograde hot zone, even though Mercury went direct on the evening of August 26. Now until about the first 10 days into September, Mercury will be going back over the steps it already took and will then be back to 1 degree Virgo which is the placement of when it went retrograde on August 2nd. From there on out you should be in a new place, with new clarity and with empowered feelings of okay, this is the RIGHT thing for me.
I will get to this further on your individual sign readings but for me being a Pisces, Mercury was going back to make changes in my sixth house of work and health, so those areas have been where the changes are taking place for me and all Pisces. But what I have really gotten and the feelings that come forth out of me is that we don't have to accept what does not feel totally right on any longer in living this new world. We have full choice as to say, no, this is not acceptable for me, or yes, this feels good to me. It is the same when you are in the grocery story. You choose what you want to take home and put in your body. You choose the clothes you want to wear. You choose the attitude you want to hold. So I got these 2 job offers in my present location, both very part time, and with one I walk out of there on fire with energy and happiness and every moment of it is an absolute joy to work. It is so fun and I feel giddy with the feelings of things are really going to work out, when I leave the job. Now the other job, is pretty much the antithesis. It is draining and I get home and have to sleep and I feel unable to do anything productive. The owner is very much on the vibration of fear and negativity and that is her journey to climb out of, so no judgment here, but to put my energy in with hers just doesn't feel good or empowering to ME. There are other people who work there who are awesome and they are the ones who really made me say, give this a try, feel it out, but, just a few days in the environment and noticing how my body felt was enough for me to stand up and say, No. I can go into the land of scarcity and say, but I need this job for the money and I need this job to stay afloat. Or I can go to the land of abundance and say, well, I do need money to stay afloat but I believe I can manifest a better job that feels more at home and inspiring to me. I can say, even though I can not see that job yet, I can trust that it is out there and I can trust that by saying NO to this one job that makes my energy shrink, is really just me making space for something more appropriate to come, and is really just me setting up my boundaries as to what I will and will not accept in my free will, think it/manifest it world we live in now.
If you accept less than, you get less than. For so long we have said things like, no no that's okay I'll take less, I don't want to take up space, I don't feel okay asking for what I REALLY want, you choose for me, I'll take the scraps and be happy. Basically we have been bottom feeders. We have been afraid to shine, because others try to make us think it is unacceptable to shine and BE vibrant beings. And we have been too shy to ask for what we REALLY want inside. We accept less and say, well at least I have this. And I am not saying that we shouldn't be thankful for whatever comes to us, we absolutely should give massive thanks for it all, but NOW it is time to really go for the gold. It is time to get really clear on what will make our hearts sing. It is time to live lives that feel full of joy and light in every single moment, even when things aren't going as we would have liked them to go. It is time to envision what we would really like our lives to look like and to go for it. Now if you feel hesitant to let go of something that feels horrible in your life for fear that you really can't manifest something better then don't. Hold tight to what you got. And if you really feel like karmically you are here to suffer and not live an abundant passionate life, then I am not going to convince you otherwise. Just like that business owner I was working with for a spell, she was choosing this path and I say, continue on if you like the way it is looking. But if you really believe it can be better, can feel better, that your dreams can be a reality, then go for making that happen. Follow the bread crumbs that are being placed before you and trust that these steps are leading you to a happy, whole, content, path that honors who you are and what you are here to bring this time around. And also trust that the steps sometimes go right or left too. Even me feeling out these 3 options, the one that was to go back to Oakland at first felt so amazing and this is it! But as I walked it for a little while I started to feel like it was only leading me backwards and that it wouldn't be the most growth producing. But I don't know yet. As this Mercury journey plays out, it may bounce back to being the best path for me. So keep your mind open as you follow your bread crumbs to happiness. Sometimes one path takes you only so far in order to bring in another element that is then the place to merge from. But if it FEELS good, GO FOR IT. Feel the right path, the right job, the right friends, the right partner. Put yourself in places that make you SHINE. If your energy grows, you are home. If your energy shrinks, you need to step away. This is the message of this Mercury in retrograde in Leo. This is what you all have been learning this difficult confusing month of August. And just think of the Lion in the Wizard of Oz and don't be afraid or think you have no right to choose what feels good and what feels wrong. You have every right to choose and you have every right to be that puffed up powerful lion who owns his life through his own conscious choice of believing he is a magnificent, all deserving powerful being. Believe in your magnificence and choose the paths that reinforces that truth.
Okay New Moon Info!! So this is all so perfectly timed as 2 days after Mercury is done excavating through our souls by forcing us to see where change needs to take place, and moves into direct forward motion once again, we have a New Moon and a new opportunity to state what we want our lives to look like. It's like okay, we have run all out of gas and are empty and now in a few days we get to the next gas station and get to fill up with our intentions of where we want to be going next. The New Moon will be occurring about 8:05 PM Pacific Time on August 28th, and the Sun and Moon will be at 6 degrees Virgo and in a Grand Trine with Jupiter and Pluto. This is BEAUTIFUL. Jupiter is all about expansion and unlimited possibilities and growth potential and dreaming huge and Pluto is all about going to the depths and really getting deep in there into the core of things, and also Pluto is the sign of death and rebirth. And they are lined up in Earth grounding signs and in a Trine which is the most magical, easiest transition and just blessings galore. So this to me is the most beautiful way to end what has been the most difficult month for many people out there. Maybe this is why I have been waiting for August all year. This is the proof that rainbows DO come after storms and that life is always cyclical; it goes up, it goes down. Things are flowing awesome in our lives, then things fall away and change. We have Summer, but then we have Fall. We have Winter, but then we have Spring.
Now a little more tidbit on this New Moon activity is that you have to understand that everything happens in steps. Nothing really happens in evolution all at once. So we are given these opportunities to manifest change in our lives through making outward and inward changes. So on the 26th Mercury goes direct so we gain a little more clarity into what we want to change and which new choices we should jump on. And 2 days later, we have a New Moon opportunity to set those new insights in motion and then 2 days later, Jupiter goes retrograde. So in this next step we will really be going inward to search for more ways to have full spectrum happiness in our lives. We may grow stronger in our faith in something. We may start mediating more and really making that a daily part of life. We may start to connect with our Spirit Guides more and call them closer so we have assistance in navigating life more appropriately. Along with Pluto in retrograde we may start going back to our childhoods to understand where the beliefs we hold now had first taken root. We may start to get clearer on what is really the best for us individually to believe in. You may see a lot of old beliefs falling away as not really appropriate for the changing times, or for where you see yourself going/growing, or even just that they were your parents beliefs and not really what you believe in anymore. And then on the 17th of September Pluto goes direct so all his deep and undercover investigating into the core of you will really come forward and you can expect A LOT of things to drop away and for reborn feelings to take their place. Pluto in retrograde has been like a therapist who says nothing but just observes you as you ramble on with your life story. On the 17th he will finally start telling you what he has discovered and what needs to be transformed. I'm looking forward to him going Direct. Sometimes Pluto going retrograde can have us feeling a little crazy with all the self analyzing and microscopic examinings of our psyche. So you know, Pluto went retrograde on the 9th of April. Does that help you understand the crazies and unstable feelings you have felt the past several months?
Okay so the September 2011 Monthly horoscopes will arrive by the first for you to see how the planets are playing with you this next month, but for now work on your intentions for this New Moon. Now besides these descriptions I've listed below, since the New Moon is in Virgo you can all include intentions for how to bring more order into your lives; how to let go of being such a perfectionist so that it holds you back from really being happy and accepting; how to bring more exercise discipline into your life; how to create a really awesome and empowering work environment; and how to be less judgmental and critical of yourself and others.
If you are an Aries or have an Aries Rising:
Make intentions for making job environment changes, health adjustments, new workout goals, new healthy eating habits. Focus on what your dream job would be if there were no limitations.
If you are a Taurus or have a Taurus Rising:
Make intentions for how to have more fun in your life, how to express more creativity, how to bring more spice into your romantic life.
If you are a Gemini or have a Gemini Rising:
Make intentions surrounding your home base as a more comfortable place or better working from home environment. Work to bring peace and acceptance to any fractures in your childhood upbringing.
If you are a Cancer or have a Cancer Rising:
Make intentions for clarity in communications with others or with siblings. Express yourself through writing or writing projects.
If you are a Leo or have a Leo Rising:
Make intentions for how to bring in more money, be more creative with your hands, how to bring in more value into your life. Focus on stability.
If you are a Virgo or have a Virgo Rising:
Make intentions on bringing in new beginnings and for looking in and really getting to know/get real with who you are. Think self love. Think more about how to make yourself happy instead of focusing on only being happy with this other thing in your life.
If you are a Libra or have a Libra Rising:
Make intentions for doing inner work and going deep into your past to find healing. Focus on peace and faith in the powers that be and solitude.
If you are a Scorpio or have a Scorpio Rising:
Make intentions for finding new friends or group associations that really vibrate just like you. Get ready to feel really at home with others, finally. Focus on the impact you want to make on the world at large.
If you are a Sagittarius or have a Sagittarius Rising:
Make intentions for expanding your career and going to the next level. Focus on walking your authority out in the world, success and monetary stability.
If you are a Capricorn or have a Capricorn Rising:
Make intentions for traveling or at least expanding your mental horizons. Focus on truth, higher thought learning, and finding freedom.
If you are an Aquarius or have an Aquarius Rising:
Make intentions for doing deep psychological housecleaning (get real). Focus on transformation and for creating stronger bonds through kick ass sex.
If you are a Pisces or have a Pisces Rising:
Make intentions for harmony, cooperation, working for instead of against others. Focus on new partnerships or for more harmony in existing ones. Focus on how to make others happy. Focus on bringing more beauty into your life.
Hello everyone. I sure hope life is bringing some interesting aha's and realizations that are helping and giving positive freedom to your world your mind, your heart, your body and your emotional patterns. Though it may seem like one big cloud lifting and not so detailed SOMETHING is definitely happening would be the best way to define life's currents presently. The best strategy is to find the flow, go with it, surrender wherever possible and let the information good or bad in all it's colors and flavors impress upon you so you digest whatever is being presented as efficiently and effortlessly as possible. Resistance to change can only bring pain so do your best to let go and let be wherever possible.
Some details of where the current transits are impacting and navigating and guiding our lives:
Mercury Retrograde: We are in the final week now and I have to say this is the strongest most impactful retrograde I have lived through for quite some time. The pace and the magnitude of how many places we are being asked to change is heightened and is much more not negotiable than previously felt and lived out. We will feel this more strongly as we approach and come through the end of the year into April of next year. Try to view it with an open heart and arms and as the grand adventure of your life because in many ways it is. We are living in times we have never created before and everyone has a choice to shift or not. To face and let go of their fear and not. This retrograde has greater impact because it has a great whooshing affect to cleanse clear and provide more oxygen to our brains to function in a higher and more whole integrated way. So if your anxiety is high and you are shaking like a leaf for unknown reasons please be gentle, kind and warm to yourself and the people around you. ALWAYS keep a slower pace to help yourself relax in these moments of change slow and easy always helps to get shifts done efficiently and with ease. Great doubt can be swimming around in your mind so let it swim it will shift on Thursday to your chest bringing some real future directions after the shake up of this month in the many areas we are addressing. So write down in your calendar what reveals itself to you Thursday through Sunday. It will help guide you in the future later down the road. Also if nothing really comes that means you are living in perfect and right motion so keep up the good work and stay on your path guided from your deep inside breathing always in the nose and out your mouth to help give your mind some space and some release. Thanks.
KEY shift: Uranus the planet of lovely alchemy and electricity and profound changes quickly and unexpectedly starts in a new gene today. If you find yourself crying and having mini emotional breakdowns this planet is helping to keep the water and alchemy in us moving. It shifts out of the logic in our mind and has been quite intensely busy repatterning how we think about things and the facts that are important to our lives to let go of and to to take into the future with us as they are important and are building blocks for your future lives. It moves from our right eye to our chest helping us to be reunited with the innocence and love for all of life in a cool and detached manner. This gene will help to navigate some of the electrical storms and unexpected shifts occurring and center and integrate just where we need to be to identify home and what is necessary to be at home in our body and lives moving forward. It has real and truth authenticity and purpose in it and will make sure we get the messages flowing through right. Thank goodness.
I can't stress enough that SURRENDER to what is happening in this world and your own life is the key to getting through some of these evolvement changes. Your ability to be present and in this moment is directly linked to how well you can surrender right now. Please don't feel this means you have no choice and you are a wimp and the world is doomed. Nothing of the sort. Instead Surrender is just an energy that takes us to a better place in our whole body and being and helps us to easily let go of things we are complete in because we want more of life and yearn for a more whole more connected more honest way of living with one another so we can create, improvise and have way more fun then the automatic life sucks and we are victims in a world that does not work right theme. Old theme just let the surrender move you on and forward. We can, We will, We are living our heart's and soul's desire. Focus there say those words often as an affirmation: I can, I will and I am living my heart and soul's desire. It will help focus you in the current life theme and not the one that is clearing itself and freeing you to a better destiny. Placing your hands on your chest and just breathing there for just 5 minutes a day can help center you into your own innocence and love of the home you inhabit in this body. It will help calm the energies pulsing through you because you are acknowledging they exist and you are cooperating and not fighting the process that is happening.
EGO/Righteousness: We are exploring all of this and we have some serious pressure in our hearts and throats expanding each of us into understanding what we need to have to be authentic to our life, this one, we came here to live out not just the one that has been dumped on us or delivered so far. Our greed and inequality in wealth is being worked out here. So please don't think this part is so pretty. If you feel strongly about being right, be careful, examine some more and be sure you want to be right in these ways. If so, awesome, it is important for you to have ego in these areas then. If life is bringing you some rewarding challenges embrace them as part of the adventure you are playing in and be present and ask yourself how you feel and what does feel right in this moment? This is all tied into money and the inherited financial abundance or lack your family delivered to you. Never blame just forgive yourself and them for a story that can be different now. Put your energy into making good decisions and a stable base and quality of life that suits you and belongs to you personally. Not collectively, Not the family drama version you may have needed to live out so far. It is so ok to be mad and to use that energy to fuel yourself, your vision, and what you need and want to have moving forward. It is great to stand up for yourself but not at the cost of another. Be very careful of your heart, of what you say and how you say it as the strength of your words is stronger and will be hitting you and others in more impactful ways. The other difficulty is a lot of people in this world are unconscious and not so well practiced at having an adventure so they may not realize the magnitude of what they are saying and that it can pierce to the core of your heart and your words to theirs. Also it is making us aware of inherited family patterns we need to let go of so when someone says something and it really bothers you and irritates you there is something there for you to feel, digest, process through and let go of. Then with each of these your heart will open a bit and your manifestation in life quality will expand and open as well into a more stable form. It is ok. Give it your all and some very nice results will be felt come October. Let people know you need to take some space to be with yourself and don't play that out in arguing ego battles. A so, totally waste of this good transformative energy. Be careful of alcohol and drugs at this time they can heighten all of this and make these issues magnify out of control quickly. So be aware please and responsible to yourself, your heart and this body of yours creating it's rightful home. Any form of exercise is awesome especially walking just to ground and center all this heightened energy into the body in a great integrated way.
Lastly Saturn a planet I watch that really gives us good concrete leadership and change in the limitation of our body and our current life theme is wrapping up in our instinct and awareness of how to be more conscious in our body and immune system and overall health. It is the non negotiable planet and never comes until we as a collective are ready for the push and movement and finality and new beginning only Saturn can negotiate. It is a good guy and is a guy, more yang type of energy. This week it brings the highest form of valuable energy to us to imprint in our depth of spirit and core of our being navigating this new home in our body. It has been doing quite an amazing job in our architecture since March of 2011. So you have become quite accustomed to it. Listen, feel, watch, this week for the last threads of inadequate feelings of fear to leave and also ways you feel deeply adequate as a person, in your life and the lives you touch. Write this stuff in your calendar. You will need the adequate expression that you feel most comfy in for future use. Thanks.
I count, You matter, Together, We make the difference. I really appreciate you reading this and listening and using it in your daily life to navigate the current life themes we are finding ourselves in. Please share it with others if you find it useful and of course write comments below to share whatever ways you feel this helps you. Peace now and only, Hi'ilani
We had three big planetary shifts recently that affects the bigger framework of our lives and what and how we are transforming ourselves, body, mind and spirit and this world recently. It takes a little while to settle in and get used to the new energies and frequencies affecting your body so this last week could have been quite the interesting phenomenon. It feels quite a lot in my body and I am pretty well seasoned at these kind of things so I will try to go step by step and just honor each of these shifts for what they are in their most fundamental and concrete form.
The three are:
Nodes of the moon changed genes from mind and throat to heart and throat, Mercury Retrograde in Leo, Neptune's last hoorah in Aquarius.
Before I do this I have a few things to say:
Each and every person is built differently. So these guiding pieces of information will affect each person differently. The one thing we need to find out more about now is to honor the fact that we can't keep acting as if everything is like before. It isn't and every moment we move farther from how it used to be. So if you hold onto that it is not going to be easy, may be quite painful and is not really what is scheduled to live out now. So don't resist these energies. They are what is helping us to be more of who we truly are authentically and less of what we are not and can't stand to be one moment longer. People around me have described good and evil my whole life. I have never believed in such things and do not categorize any part of our existence that way. To me it is quite conservative and black and white to view anything in such light and does not allow for the whole picture to be revealed or lived out. We view things we are ignorant to in a black and white, this or that kind of way. The extremeness and limitation of such a perception is kiling us and choking our financial flow right now so if you are scared about the future and don't know what to do about it make sure you check into your own perception and see where things are too constrictive and coming from a fearful protective place not based in truth but in lack of knowledge and information and shear ignorance. We are all connected and it is ridiculous to keep putting up these separating barriers as if we are not. We are becoming psychically aware on so many levels about all of the ways we are connected and all of the ways we have had this hidden from our awareness and what we could be conscious of. This knowledge we can locate now that was previously not available to all of us is going to help us to view, perceive and create better solutions for our future and the future of this planet so that we can manage life in a better way and a way that allows every single person to be ok in exactly the way they need to be to survive and to live their life out the way that feels good and right and true to their unique selective genetic make up. Some people don't want to be wealthy and greedy and some do. There is enough space for everyone to do that and to not lose in it. Our hearts have some of the answers and have a special vision and perception that is based on a higher frequency, higher vibrational awareness which just means there are more dots to connect and when connected it gives us a bigger more whole picture than ever before and within that wholeness lies answers and information that can solve some of the current dilemmas we face. This feels wonderful, it will feel fun and exciting to be able to see and feel and connect and be a part of in new ways and share with each other to make win/win scenarios. The only way for this to be the possibility it can be is for people to let go of their fear, let go of the past, let go of a world that is fast becoming a better one if we will just nourish ourselves with some of these more truthful, more whole, higher vibrating frequencies and not be afraid to become all that we each can be. Don't be afraid of your power, your light, your selective unique gifts and perception that took this long to be able to connect the dots enough to be alive now. You can, You will, You are living your heart's and soul's desire. Please get out of your own way.
What is offered here is information, water to drink for your parched being that is tired of trying to grasp for things based in limitation and lack. If you don't want to drink it that is your right. What is not ok is to use your creativity and power in destructive ways towards others just because you don't want to face yourself. Take that out on yourself not on others everyone has a right to real life and life based in the truth, the beauty and the love they came here to be. These self destructive projections and emotional stagnating lower vibrational forms of emoting are up to be healed right now. They are ugly and not the most pretty part of being a human. Clear them. Go get good help, Shamans, healers, energy workers, coaches, physical trainers, chiropractors, acupuncturists, nutritionists, therapists, herbalist, Readers, Psychics, Astrologers, any one that can help you get clearer about who you actually are and how your energy works and what you came here to live out is what you want to expose yourself to. Pay these people well and get the efficient help you need to transform yourself into all that you came here to be. Get your human design chart free from Human Design America and look at it daily.
I would much rather you use these highly charged energies of anger and rage to fuel your life experience into a better place rather than take any of it out on yourself or others. Thank you.
Details: Each of the following is an accurate description of what and where you are currently growing and developing. Reading this information will help your nervous system relax just by hearing it as it helps tell your body what it is doing so it can help itself in it. Thanks.
First, the nodes of the moon changed genes and vantage points August 1st. These I watch as they guide our collective experience and help us to clear the past to live out the future more correctly. They have been in our left eye and our throat/thyroid/manifestation in the gene of metamorphosis since March 18th. The left eye was viewing and stimulating us emotionally and making us aware of what stimulations were harmful and not peaceful and what ones were harmless, funny, and feel at peace. This gene in the past can be quite punishing, and really full of emotional blame and pain. When it moved we finalized the pain patterns as a species and a doorway shut so we will know longer be allowed to get away with such ignorance. If you try to you will get instantaneously karmic retribution for what is painful right back so you can correct more quickly and not put gunk into the collective space that is not helpful and not in peace. Our left eyes will see from this perspective now to keep us in better check and to not cause unnecessary pain ever. The metamorphosis was clearing our lives of the genetic shifts that have been occurring since SARS was first introduced and opening us up to manifest from this grander and more vibrationally savvy perspective and showing us what simple stimulation and tone is a style that works for each of us personally for the individual we are. These sourced our lives March 18th until August 1st. That was a long time, as well, I also notice we don't really fully experience how we have changed until the transit shifts off of us so in that there can be a deluge a week later of us realizing all that has occurred and if not cleared can make people really unmanageable quickly. If you feel that way get some help to clear yourself into the flowing state not the stagnated one. Flow means energy is moving, Stagnation means energy is not and usually feels uncomfortable, irritable, and painful like your skin no longer fits you or your clothes need to be washed, given away or a whole new style altogether.
Currently the above moved on August 1st and will be affecting us until September 28th in the following genes:
we have the node affecting and clearing the past in the gene of our ability to gather and to know what we want to have and what we do really need to have. This matters as we were different people in the past, felt differently about things, were not as aware of what has heart and meaning to us and what does not and definitely what things cost and what we need to have in that and not. We will be going over our past and refeeling and reexamining what for sure we need to abundantly have going forward personally and what is not important to have. We are getting more efficient about what items we need to have and how to spend our money more wisely and efficiently to feel more safe and secure in our survival and to trust a little better the bottom line important features that are not negotiable. Do not be surprised if what you need to have becomes a lot less and easily can be shared with others in a win/win cooperative way.
The other gene is in our heart and this is imprinting upon us in our heart. It is Egoic truly and has a big ego and is very fragile equally. If you feel like you are breathing and moving and creating blood for two people all of a sudden it can feel like this. This part of the heart needs a lot of rest so in order to process and eliminate cell memory that is no longer needed and is too much ego and not enough tenderness we all need to have enough sleep. In our sleep our dreamtime will eliminate and reorder how our heart visions our life and puts it into the right order to have it efficiently pump our blood and work on our muscle tissues and tones to prepare us for best results and living going forward into our futures.It will also make you aware of your heart's desire and start to develop the vibration to magnetize that towards you. Be open to a change of heart and do notice when you behave differently as equal to all this development when we can witness and observe all the new ways this wants to operate in our own body it helps us to be more at home in our own life quicker.
If you are really agitated and very angry you may need to physically move in ways that honor this energy. Punching bags are good and punching into the air ok too. Any kind of vigorous quick exercise as these tissue fibers are quick and intense so doing vibrant quick intense exertion works really well to release these frequencies with ease and not take them out on your life or each other in negative less than great kind of ways. You may be kind of jerky at first as aggression spits out or you move and break a glass or random acts of aggression are common so have patience, forgive yourself and work with the active/aggressive energy to help yourself in it.
MERCURY Retrograde: 8/2/11-8/27/11
I was born and live in this life with my own Mercury, my mind and communication connection being retrograde. To me it does not mean the same as what some folks say and I am always quite at home during such times. I do feel it is a time for moulting and to be able to unconsciously make ourselves aware deep inside of what we are living out kind of like a cosmic pause and reevaluation as well as to be sure we are being thoroughly on the right track and path for our life. If makes sure we get it right and does affect our species and our collective consciousness before and after the retrograde in a very specific way. I have never witnessed what this retrograde is bringing us so let's hope I can get the words out to describe what I feel is occurring in a way that really addresses it's possibility. I don't talk like others and have developed my own languaging in my speech patterns kind of because my mercury in my birth chart is retrograde. I also speak from my heart and intuition so when I talk I address your body instinctually, your mind intuitively and bring it home to your heart. It has not been easy to be valued in this world so far and I appreciate you reading this and allowing it to touch you in all the ways it can. Thanks so much.
WHAAAAAA! smiles. I have been feeling like having really good sex is really high on the priority list for folks right now. So if you read Steph's entry recently in the empowering words section it is great and talks about making love in all its facets for some suggestions of what making love can be that includes being sensual to everything not just the physical act of sex. When I say Sex I do mean that. If you are a person who is fortunate enough to physically share your developing body with someone now in a wonderful and safe way please do so. If you can do that with yourself and pleasure yourself physically to move these energies from your uterus or prostate up to your heart please do so. There are so many different energies in this retrograde that are all about our fertile relationship with our own sexual, vital life force which is really about our own creativity personally as well as our ancestral heritage of creative function as a person and creative force in this world. This is heightened because August is our time of Leo sunlight and represents Heart, pride, and is the changing energy of creativity for the last three years into a heart centered creative function and flow that is truly different than just pride in its vengeful limitation in the past. This speaks directly to letting go of cold spots in your heart yours or your ancestors that are very sharp and have a twinge of a knife blade in their expression because your heart got hurt and has not been healed yet to a more whole and tender place that has compassion in it from the ability to process what it must be like for the heart to keep beating and surviving no matter what it meets in some of our more shortsided and smallness expressions as a species. In the past disposing of people that would not go along with the heart plan was a great way to exclude valuable people and not include them in the overall power play and business survival structures in our communities and life and helped create people with power, wealth and greed that felt they could cut whomever out of the plan whenever they wished. So when you look at it from that perspective we have some work to do folks. This retrograde will address and clear the cell memory lingering in our DNA forever. WAY cool. Please forgive yourself and all of those involved. This story has been very long as a species and we are capable of becoming more now so let's do it! I say YES!
I also feel like there is a twilight zone operating with this retrograde, many different realities able to converge in our mind and our vitality, our life force, that says yes or no to life happening all at once. There are many little small moments in time all converging together and gathering in just the right time and speed for each person. We can't push that envelope we can only watch the movie kind of like what it must be like for the edit person on a movie in the old days when they had huge reels of picture negative that had to be edited to have just enough picture frames to capture what the movie goer needed to see. Thank goodness our body knows how to do this which is why to not resist the moulting and the re emerging that is taking place is important and to let the storyline of life offer you something instead of you affecting it in any way is the necessary pause needed.
The specific genes affecting this retrograde:
It started with our fertility and creative force opening a new pathway and way to create a union with others being open to new more whole and vital connections with others. Done correctly it would open people to have more sex and to want to share themselves in a way that will have a flair of vervent heart felt flow. The connection will be vivacious, freeing, lighthearted and more fun and easy shameless rather than shameful to express your body physically. As Steph writes you can make love to many things so if you are watching your connections have this feel you are feeling it properly and well. Thank you for sharing yourself newly and differently.It does not mean you need to literally have sex with everyone rather to be more open to make a bond of any kind with others in a more heart felt and loving way. It may surprise you go with it! If you get to have yummy encounters fill up your cells with the feeling of fullness you feel it is replacing the emptiness of the longing for these moments to show up and get here. So fill up.
Next we have new ways we will respond and say yes!. It is opening us to wanting to be open to new life experiences and to say YES to a greater experience of life and a real yearning to HAVE that now. This has a real timeless feel to it so if you find yourself saying YES to time with folks and then you are there all day don't be surprised. Let your moments unfold just as they wish.
The above two genes are kind of putting our mind in our belly. Though this sounds weird it is kind of true so if you feel like your mind is lost go to your belly and you will have an easier time focusing and being in the right moment in the right time. The next gene will move our mind back into our mind. So what is really happening is the creative life force in our body is helping to change our mind as well as helping our mind to think in a greater and more connected capacity. We will come up with new formulas for how to think about life and how to use our creative life force and mind together in a better more cooperative way. If you feel frustrated during this transit take a pause and ask yourself how do I open and learn more about my own power here? You may be freed in some interesting wonderful ways to open to more powerful, sensual and vital ways to have a better handle on your life in the future. Also when you can honor the limitation you feel in your frustration and be open to patiently working with it you can feel a whoosh that will expand you into better function of your power in your body that you can use to lead a better life in the future.
Last we will have revealed some nice desires of our spirit and truly what our soul wants to include and have for the future. So whatever happens to you August 6th until August 11th write it down and when the end of the retrograde comes see what that week has to do with what gets manifested and communicated August 25th to August 28th. If it feels great and like a YES even if it is a brand new direction really ponder it and give yourself an honest heartfelt answer as your purpose may just be revealing itself for the future. Be grateful for whatever comes this retrograde as these are some pretty special times if you choose to use them as such. Also being over qualified and under qualified for jobs speaks to the fact that people need to be more on purpose in their job and not just selling their soul for a pay check. In that if something comes this week and it makes sense, feels right and qualifies as over qualified or under qualified it may be perfect motion. Digest it fully and you will know what is correct motion for yourself Thanks!
Neptune Moves: 7/31/11 This is our watery nature and where we can gleam some crystal clarity about things that can normally delude us. It is in its last hoorah of Aquarius and will culminate, finish, move through and place us into a new life experience as its possibility one filled with emotional maturity and a wisdom that our soul's genetic expression carries us forward with. We have been working on this shift since March of 2009 in and out and in and out these transits give us a clue and then leave and then more of a clue and then leave and this is the crescendo moment where all the instruments and emotional droplets come together and show us what we need to feel and see to not delude ourselves and to take the proper steps for ourselves and live our right life of passion and truth. Pay attention, get it right and make sure your life is big enough for your soul. If it is not you will need to expand and open now to include a version that feels comfortable to your own skin and that gives you some confidence to extend yourself and reach for something that is more full and more true to the dream called your life you need to have to fulfill your purposeful destiny on planet earth. Literally.
Lori on this website interprets dreams so if it is your waking dream or your sleeptime one she can help you interpret the symbology in a way that can help you help yourself.
KA has great astrology chart books a must have NOW. Use it as your personal reference with explanations to get you in better touch with yourself and of who you are becoming. If you have your astrology book you can reference who you are in the planets I reference and it can help you to know what is being worked on in you and the color and flavor you carry so you can better embrace who you are. YES! please.
Thanks for listening. Enjoy. I count, You matter, Togther we make the difference! I bridge Heaven to Earth in practical useful ways. Peace Hi'ilani
There will be a little delay in the horoscopes coming out this month as I have been bed ridden and in the most intense pain I have ever felt, with a 103 fever for 5 days. There is major transformation going on in this body of mine. But today in my mind I keep hearing the song that says I'm BAACK in the saddle again! I'm BACK! So I know I will return and with some supersonic gusto. Most of this time in bed I struggled with my commitment to put these monthly readings out and the deadline but I finally surrendered to all is always in order and this mostly makes sense with the Mercury Retrograde that begins officially on August 2nd. So my message to you until I can come back here and share more is that don't force anything right now. Think things over, feel things that come your way, analyze the flow of events, but do not make any moves and do not expect anything. Mercury Retrograde is the ultimate time to surrender and trust the process. By the end of the month you will be able to be back in the saddle again and riding that horse with massive gusto and intentionally directed force. For now, sit back and trust and chill out. Okay I'm out. This was really hard to type. KA Vanzo