OWN- REAL-We are Energy living in Matter

Hi'ilani here:

OWN-WON-NOW- Welcome one and all. If any of these words keep showing up in your reality you are on the right track.  We are Energy living in Matter not matter learning about energy. Ponder this for a while.

Once during Valentines day Oprah gathered some quotes together as only she can and one of them was the following:

"Attention is the most basic form of love: through it we bless and are blessed." This is written by a man named, John Tarrant.

 I then googled his name and somehow contacted him to find out he had no idea she was using that quote. I thought it was pretty neat to be able to be the one to make him aware of this fact and just how many people must have been affected by his words without his knowledge. THAT is how energy works. It is not loud nor boisterous and demanding and lame. It is subtle and true and honest and loyal and does not always have every answer but commits to paying attention the best way it can despite all of the push and pulls, ignorance, and disconnection and LOUDNESS of matter. Energy always is in the right place, at the right time, expanding and touching in all the best ways without any of us being a part of how that occurs. Remember this a lot now. It will help you to pay attention to your life in a way that will move you forward and very gently allow you to let go of all that does not serve you to be the energy that you are and have always been. Life has huge awesome possibilities moving forward if we can just get enough people to get to this place with themselves, OWN this NOW.

Use this quote often to guide yourself in love now authentically. To love yourself and others requires attention nothing else. Do not judge yourself ever for where your attention is but certainly now to have the right perception of your life you must be aware of where your attention is and is not. Both matter and both count for something. Your body and being know how to wire this together. YOU must pay attention properly to OWN your Life, to be alive NOW, and to take responsibility for your part here to be a part of the whole correctly. This is non-negotiable so don't fuck around with it just get her done! YES! 

 Early today we are having a full moon that is in the gene of shock/thunder.  It will sincerely place a lightning bolt of spiritual direction, truth and conviction into your heart impulse. It has the ability if you have been doing your work on earth to catapult you forward into a world, and quality of life you have desired and dreamed of forever, living magically so inside of you maybe even without your knowledge. Made true in form at the very core of the beat of your heart this full moon is a way to put being back into the Human equation quickly, succinctly, surely, alchemically. The roots for this shift started in April and the fire you have felt mixing with your emotions in the form of heat and electricity, revolutionary bursts, this is unacceptable, I can't take this anymore, come to Jesus talks to address your bottom line are all thanks to this firey Aries energy. It also carries a HUGE, I AM in it. Aries folks I am convinced are the only ones who should carry such a strong I in their power and if you are unsure Ever tried to tell an Aries person who is ready to take action that they can't? They can, they will, and they will get the job done efficiently so much so that nothing is left of the original structure, Life is changed forever and there is no going back. Welcome to the full moon in Libra. We are now entering balance at a level that will not allow the extreme parts of ourselves to exist in matter as we knew possible previously.   

Let's catch up to where we currently find ourselves, breathing, living, transforming into the energetic beings we each are, living in the matter we are capable of. These are not little moments we find ourselves in. We had a transit shift on 9/29/11 that took us from two months of eliminating old cell memory via our heart and making ourselves aware of what we have and what we don't have in our throat, lives and manifestation here on earth. What matters in matter and what doesn't. The thing that was helping us to decipher this is our energy, that with each and every transit is getting stronger and stronger and the parts of matter that don't matter are getting weaker and weaker. Thank goodness.

This shift now has us already experiencing many changes that are forever endings and beginnings, magnitude, big ones not little ones so please don't miss the point. The passage of Steve Jobs and all that he represented in his authenticity, personal privacy, and public generosity of genius and innovation has changed this world forever and that was all him, no education needed. We had three women winners of the Nobel Peace Prize.  This has changed our world forever. The First Female President of Brazil,  Dilma Rousseff for the first time ever was the first female speaker of the six day united nation's debate followed by Obama where she declared," This is the century for women," 1911-2011. She gave us permission NOW to recognize the achievements of women moving forward in a new way. This will change this world forever.  It allows the female part of each one of us, male or female,  to be OWNED wholly in all its connections never to be harmed, hurt nor oppressed again. In that it equally Opens the door for the Male part of each of us to actually exist openly to be aggressive and fiery and act upon the subject matter we feel most passionate about and take action appropriately.  This transit will bring us big surprises, beginnings, middles and endings that are perfect and right to close the door on the past emotionally and open us up to our one narrow pathway that each of us have to OWN.

 We are energy living in matter not matter learning about energy. WE already know how to do this folks. We just have to drop our identification with the masquerade.  What do you need to OWN?  Your responsibility, the one that suits you best at this point of reality, Your Power, the energy electrical spark you came here to be, the one that shines your light and others feel the warmth and comfort only you can bring, Your Authority what you are an expert at naturally through the unique selective way you are built and put together in this body in matter. Way cool. Bring it on!
 
Our mind:  Has just been rewired. It was what was helping the male and female part of our brain to become more at one and to live more thoroughly. If you feel dizzy, or nauseous in your tummy part of the reason is this transit was sitting in our pituitary gland kind of behind your nose and under your eyes in the middle of your head. It just left today. You will feel differently than you did in July and it will take your body, a few days to adjust to this new placement. For me, it is usually a good week before I get my stability back and my sea legs again to navigate the new waters I find myself in after a transit shift. That means your mind is different now in how it thinks as well as has more space to think with. This space has to be grounded by your body and being in order to work right. So if you feel weird, odd, not sure, move cautiously until it becomes more comfortable. Pay attention to your feet, knees, upper legs and hips and address anything that is talking to you that is not comfortable. It is happening so that you will pay attention and move slow enough at a pace that makes you feel  comfortable, calm and grounded. The more you put your attention HERE the more your mind will work right. This particular transit was in a gene called the return and it happened to return many pieces of information we need to utilize for our future. It did this on many levels of our being and needs to be centered, integrated and balanced now that the transit is over amongst all parts of our mind, body, and emotional health and well being.  See how long your adjustment is so you can help yourself move correctly with every transit shift. This is personal and unique to each person so developing your information pool and knowing your pattern in relationship to what is moving through you is a life long journey and one you must begin with this full moon. SO welcome to OWNERSHIP. Welcome to NOW. Welcome to WON- world of no-nonsense:)

 Your mind should feel quieter and less full of pulse. Many people especially towards the end were feeling the electricity in their head and the pulse like a non stop thump. As this transit moves away it should diminish and get quieter.  This made everyone very sensitive and under pressure to hear noises and sounds and information that they would not normally hear as well as returning information, a bit like a rat on a wheel that just keeps coming back and giving you more and more truth. You may feel a bit exhausted as well as excitement somewhere that you just can't place. You want to close your eyes and sit and settle into your solar plexus, area just above your belly button to center down in your belly now in balance. Breath in the nose and out the mouth and then in the mouth and out the mouth. This should help you center into your calm.   

The electricity is important as it is the alchemy that changes the body and upgrades each of us vibrationally to a more correct expression of who we each are emotionally.  If you are someone who is a high vibration person many fast twitch fibers in you, don't sit still easily this was probably heightened in you to get your mind and head in equal proportion to your bodies electricity. People who are like this all the time generally are emotional beings. All the rest are feeling this way too in their own unique way to stabilize in their own emotional boundary. So this applies to everyone it will be different and personal to each of you. This electricity does screw with the internet and computers so if you are someone that is built in this fashion every time you shift, your phone, computer, internet, anything electrical will need to shift a bit too. Have patience, get the bug worked out allow you and all your electricity to upgrade accordingly. If you are like this all the time,  you have a higher emotional chemistry, have a more mature spirit,  a bigger role here, and may have a hard time grounding this energy. YOU MUST ground it to OWN your life,  to move forward so you will have emotional crisis right now to get you in the right frame of mind, right pace, and with the right job and folks to live your life properly. Stay with the crisis, pay attention to how you feel, name it honestly and let the rest go. The momentum is sure and true. If you have been pondering emotionally for some time an emotional shift and upgrade of your life, this transit will help move you forward into the right job, community, home, food, life that honors your obsessive compulsion to desire something more for your life all the time. Remember less is more so you are getting really clear about what your narrow efficient comfort place is in yourself and letting go of all that you don't need to have to live there. Say, " I am living my heart and soul's desire" often to ground yourself in trust and find the connections necessary to live a life your can recognize and you are built for exactly.

Let us get REAL: Responsibility, Empower, Authority, Leadership- this always reminds me of the little child that loves its stuffed animal so much that in time it actually becomes real and alive. This process we currently find ourselves in is just like that. So keep it simple and remind yourself you are loving yourself back to life and aliveness in the tough moments you may find yourself in.
what is important: Attention: Love and kisses to yourself for being alive, doing the work, being a part of the grandest experiment ever and what it FEELS like to be energy in a body.

Responsibility:  What to be responsible for is coming from Pluto and Capricorn and is cleansing the perverse ignorance out of our culture. It is taking dysfunction out in a nonconnected way- neglect and ignorance. Read Steph's entry here about Neglect it will help you get clearer of how this force is talking to you and what it wants you to address and offering its support and help to bring you to a better truth. IT will help each of us be responsible for our part to OWN in a balanced way using all of our emotional dysfunction from the past streamlined into a useful functional genius that only you can bring. You may thank your upbringing for your well developed ability to know what you know by the way. It is the only way to free the matter and form that holds you back so say thank you and use any remaining anger to fuel your process and handle what you need to, to feel well, healthy, like you.

Empower-contains a lot of empathy right now for yourself, and what you have been through to be where you exactly stand today. SELF CARE is the key which does not say a lot about the other. Do it from now until November 24th as if your life depends on it and then you may share more with others through the holidays and you will feel GOOD and HEALTHY in your sharing and engage more truthfully with others. It will help you to free the ackward social embarassing where do I fit in feeling that has been nagging you for two years. You will also discover what Habits nourish you and deplete you personally and with others and then you can eliminate the ones that deplete you and make consistent plans, relationships and habits with the ones that nourish you.

Authority:  Is ever growing. The I AM in you is getting stronger and that part is learning ever so surely how to express itself and when. Here we have a strong interplay between the male, yang part of ourselves and the Feminine receptive, yin part. EVERYONE has both now. So one part of you is way overdeveloped and one part of you is way underdeveloped. Do not take your frustration out on other people. OWN it. Each time you get frustrated: PAUSE Breath and pay attention to see how your power wants you to handle, shift, change, gentle, hard whatever is in front of you. We are balancing into the narrow part we each must OWN in our vulnerable weak part and our aggressive, power, part. Here is why, the true vulnerable weak part is where you will connect in the future with others who are aggressive and powerful in that part and visa versa. We EACH have BOTH. So in relationships previous to NOW we have come together expecting the other to fullfill the part we don't OWN. FOR sure this went down in an oppressive way and as a result we have very few people who are in their real authority. No blame in it just part of the collective consciousness story we have been living out together. SO relating is changing. If your relationships have been rocky in the last four years part of it is just not enough information to help yourself through. The game changed and no one is speaking about it or connected enough to know all the information to guide properly as well as we have so many people in authority positions who are falsely asserting themselves, or not able to assert properly for the authority role they carry. So the world is not coming to an end it just needs some ATTENTION in all the right places and encouragement in others.

SO for your Authority Part to OWN.
  
Feminine Receptive-Strength: Pay attention to what part of you is truly weak and vulnerable and no matter what you do you need that to come from outside of you. YOU will know. Open the left side of your body up to receive from others who are stronger in it and keep coming to help you in just that way. It may be difficult to do at first but just open your left hand and arm and wait for it to come and breath if it is difficult.

Aggressive Power-Action: Encourage your self to assert and share and express what you actively notice in the situations you keep finding yourself in and no one is doing anything about it. I AM is also this part of you and though it has always been there it was purposefully dormant until this Aries energy got turned on in April. Also it might surprise you how simple, easy and little energy it takes to actually assert properly. This is the Yang part of you and the male part and the beauty of the male in us is it is not all inclusive, it does not connect the dots so what it notices is narrow, direct, little, but very bold and can't be held back. It makes a broad motion stroke and then it is done. Kind of like the knight in shining armor just shows up to save the day in that right moment that gets created by circumstance and can't be preconceived.  The Detail you see, take action on and don't DO it for others, point it out so they can do it for themselves. Use your aggressive power to encourage others to take authority in their own life in the way you see it. If none of that is obvious put out your right hand and arm and see how you wish to help in any given situation you find yourself in. The right side will assert itself now. Watch yourself and learn who you are in your power compared to others. It will honor your true power and encourage others to feel safe and secure in their vulnerable weak place.
 
In the end you will be whole in both parts of yourself and you can offer this in relationships and commune, merge in a new way that will feel wonderful, life affirming, ever growing and sustaining for you and for the whole person you relate with. This is new and not a place we have related from yet. It will allow for great sexual balance and fulfillment on all levels. 

Leadership:  this part of you will have a strong push from Mars and also more fiery energy almost a double magnitude. The ends of August and September gave us some clues and on 9/29/11 is bringing forward and into the light very visibly where some of the leaders are that maybe we could not quite grasp until now. Steve Jobs being a huge example of someone who energetically followed his truth and calling and did succeed in this world. He also created a computer with a female brain at a time that no one was having any of it and now apple is all the rage. He is a whole example of a man that utilized both his female and male part in a whole way to offer our world something awesome. He did not care what others thought and that is a prerequisite for anyone who is a leader. You lead you don't care how that is received. John Tarrant's quote another good example of someone who created words that Oprah took and expanded without his knowledge. The more I watch the world the more I feel right motion is never up to us. It is up to the whole. What do you OWN that you can give the whole?  THAT is where your leadership lies. You will get really good clues and direction now through the 20th and then the formula of how to implement that or how the world wants that to be implemented through your one OWNED part through the end of the month. I see a lot of shuffling in the world right now and this is appropriate and right. Unexpected stuff is important pay attention to it. You may not know where all this is leading and that is perfect and appropriate don't miss the clues as they come like a big puzzle putting your life together that you wont realize, become real in and allow to be your reality until just the right timing for YOU. The timing is divinely guided not up to you or me right now. Trust this. Practice Radical Acceptance of all that you are discovering. (Thanks Y.A.)

Be REAL. OWN your part. Pay Attention to what electrifies and activates every cell in your body. Not time to move yet just to be aware, receive and  practice your expression of the new YOU. Thanks for listening. I count, You matter, Together We make the difference!  Only thing that truly matters is love and kisses. Thank you KA for allowing me to share here. Hi'ilani