Hi'ilani here:

Emotional burnout can show up in many ways and is the most important thing that is wearing us down right now. It is providing both what personally burns us out and is not nourishing and vital to our lives and what is. SO pay attention. It's beauty is trying to show us what about our life experience is actually our personal track and what is not. We must be on track to our heart and soul's desire now if we truly wish to be authentic in our life. The other and old ways will not go so well and will be painful, hurtful and so not worth it, kind of like when you put your hand as a young child on a hot burner for the first time and you realize that is a bad idea and you wont ever do it again. THAT kind of exact. So the message is not exhaustive the stuff we are holding onto and are either afraid of or just don't want to let go of is what is exhaustive and not so clear or exact. Stay with it. Emotions take time to impress us with their message, their voice, their clarity and truth. Be very clear though, the truth will come and it is deeply personal. So please do not compare your version to other people. It is a unique time for all of us as we must learn our own language emotionally and trust that and then share our perception when we are clear of what that is. This is a new and long process and make take some of us the rest of our life to learn how to communicate from this new place. So please patience is the virtue, being gentle with yourself is the key and loving yourself no matter how tired, angry, hurt or gotta kill that other person and their ignorance you feel is the answer. We have all bought into the lie, we had to to live on earth. So let us not judge what that has been, but please know that the structure has shifted, is moving and visibly so in some beautiful ways.

This gene is currently making sure we get this right and that we move forward and be exhausted and vulnerable in that movement knowing fully it is just not worth it anymore to uphold and carry the old mask and facade. Thank goodness and hallelujah to that!  Tummy problems where you feel nauseous, dizzy, too much acid and your tummy is wound up tightly are attached to this movement. So move it out of you. Stay still and breath into it and feel your tightness and yuckiness at the core of you right in your belly button area. Kind of cute that it is called a button really. The exact place you become on your own from your mom and then got tightly closed up onto yourself. How is that self and how do you feel now? Your I will speak loudly if you ask so allow it and know that your needs can and will be met if you just hear them like a distant voice in the wind and wilderness calling for you to come out and play. This energy is completing itself on November 30th and moving into the universal truth of your emotional pattern in life that serves you best and makes you most alive.

So let it open, guide and teach you through projection, yours outward and others towards you what emotional climate is best for you to survive in and to cultivate for your unique footsteps moving forward.  Open for aliveness and let go of gnarly, tangled, stagnant emotional crisis that has no progress in it. Marinate in these healing energies to nourish spirit and soul in whispering spirals through December. Mercury is retrograde and very much helping in this nourishment so go slowly and easily this holiday time in perfect and right timing for all the forms and structures you need to shift in your body, chest, blood, heart and legs.

My personal shift is in my uterus where much has created and hindered me in this world most of my life. So I will be free to infinitely create now as it is my great fortune to have a hysterectomy today. Please be kind and gentle with whatever your shifts are and know for sure they are divinely structured to put you just exactly where you need to be. Everything is perfect and right. Affirm it often now. I will be back just as soon as I can. With love,  Hi'ilani  

I count, You matter, Together WE make the difference. Be the unique YOU, only you can be. Do it NOW!

  

Hi'ilani here:
I have a niece who plays volleyball, and one who plays soccer. Both are wanting to play in college so I do what I can to help them to achieve their goals. Most of the time in all walks of my life this looks like  eliminating and clearing, like a wonderful rain storm, all the limitation the world, their teachers and parents, their family,  their body and their own fear and doubt have created that clouds and fuzzes their perception to something that is not as real as the possibility they can have. It is a wonderful gift to be able to wipe clean a slate that should never be unclear in the first place. When I see, hear, feel injustice on any level I take all of my energy and attention and not fight IT but use that anger, frustration, hurt, pain to work harder to improve me, my life, my vision, my goal for this world. Is all that is happening right now is THAT is being alchemically fired up in everyone. SO follow it, address it, do not defend against it.
Here is why.
We have a boundary of blame, shame and guilt, that has to be cleared and opened into our vulnerability. Our body knows how to do this, Our brain knows how to unfold the process, Our emotions know how to be powerful and strong if you eliminate the blame, shame and guilt. If you protect yourself in ways that are stagnant and outdated and outworn you will cause harm to yourself and others. SO don't point the finger in any way that makes it appear like their is a THEM and an US. Light and Dark are the same vibration when looked at through the lens of wholeness. It is important to not create separation in any way actively which basically means YOU deciding what that looks like. There is a much bigger picture and framework that is now holding all of us in place. It is like a hologram in our own solar plexus (area just above belly button). It took me a long time to get what a hologram was literally even though daily I work with these systems. So the bottom line is each of us have a part, that part is a particle of wholeness that is an exact replica of the big picture whole. The hologram reflection makes sure of it. You have a natural protective shield built into you now that did not used to exist, right now focus there. It originates in your solar plexus and is connected to the rest of the boundary of your body. This is your shield. If we defend against anything right now we reinforce the old boundary of blame, shame and guilt. Doing so keeps us from developing the honest protective shield of truth, beauty and love. Blame, Shame and Guilt represent our lower emotional nature and Truth, Beauty and Love our higher mature emotional nature. They sing a song in different octaves so listen and see which is operating  with every emotional twist and turn which one will be nourishing and the other nagging and depleting. Eliminate the depleting one to preserve yourself to your truest natural authentic purposeful state. Do it NOW.

Seems to me we are afraid of our emotions and just rawly feeling our hurt and pain has been a difficulty for most people to face. So instead we make stuff up about others that are bad, they are responsible for our pain and misgivings and we are not responsible at all. Well we each need to be responsible for our part now if we would like to keep living. Eckhart Tolle said, "Evolve or Die" kind of sums it up. There is a lot of good help in this world now. Though it may seem like it is behind the scenes, many folks have just been waiting to be of service in the right way at the right time. Well it is now. We can, We will, We are living our hearts and souls desire.  There is enough money for everything , always. It is how we choose to spend it that is up for reorganization. Don't be afraid, choose well. Thanks for listening. Here are a few ways the development is happening for each of us.

Remember:
I count, YOU matter, Together We make the difference.
Saying this out loud will continue to help you stay in your own unique flow.

Fall in love in such a way that it frees your from any connecting.
Love is the soul's light, the taste of morning,
no me, no we, no claim of being...
Love cannot be said.     Rumi

I wanted to include this poem because we have a lot of push/pull continuing on in our I and our WE. As we each create our own boundary our I has to be strong. and learn its new place in the world free of the WE. It can make it difficult in couples and people who need to be a team that are having to take a pause to find their new footsteps. Be gentle, kind and honest and this process does not have to be difficult.  Their is a developing place for the I in each of us dancing with the developing place in the WE and how we want to put that together properly. I can't emphasize enough that we want to be free from our previous structures enough to pay attention to where and how in our life this is naturally occurring. People are synchronistically showing up in just the right time, wow in the past I would have not wanted to do this and now I am open and wishing to share in this way. Pay attention to this kind of relating and structuring. What feels great about it?  Take a moment, breath it in to your cells is it nourishing or depleting?  Does it feel real or old and fake? We want to drop all roles that feel old and fake and open to the roles of ourselves that feel real, inclusive, engaging, continuous and in flow. Please don't decide or let your mind take over as to how this should look?  When you create something in present time free of the old structure you need to be present, honest, Am I in the mood or not, and able to be open to where the flow actually is. If you can follow this enough and not deceive yourself into it having to be in this exact way you will really easily be developing your I and your WE simultaneaously in a gorgeous interplay and dance. 

I have been watching some really nice things starting finally to manifest in the visible physical forms and structures on earth. YES!  People are addressing situations, differently with a lighter heart, a more just heart and more inclusive in some compassion for wanting a better world and to do something for it. The aspect bringing us this is our collective consciousness moon and node movement. It is half of the incarnation cross of consciousness. My dad had this and so does my brother and though they just lived it I got to watch how that worked fairly well. It is a WE thing where each person lives their I in the best way they know how and as enough of those pieces come together consciousness shifts. Kind of like the hundredth monkey concept but without our knowledge people just being so honestly in their right place Poof Magic just happens. This started for humanity on Sept. 28th and is vibrationally shifting everyone that is ready in their own part and genetic resonance to really Own, in all forms, body, mind and spirit their part and their own humanness to be a part of the whole, humanity. This is ongoing through this fall and will continue into next year. I am noticing in people really interesting nuances and lovely features that are subtle but are there. One friend never smiled and lately he has this little grin just below the surface. He is not aware of it and I know what it took to get that from the deep inside of him to his surface. So for me, it has been lots of hallelujah time and not in this hollywood overzealous over bling way just there so sweet the stuff life is really made of just in its ordinary nature, simple and beautiful comfort. Look for these items in your own life don't move too fast and when they come, pause, breath and fill every nook and cranny of your cells in your body full of the goodness that is there and the feeling of fullness that you find. With each pause you are helping your body to ground, anchor and be realistic in which ways and behaviors and feelings and life experiences  is correct for you to be and not be. As well as to live in a less extreme and dramatic way that does not serve you but a narrow balanced happy way that does. YES Please! 
 
Deception/Delusion:  Let us talk about the Double D's. DD.  DD...DD. hard to even say. Feel what it is like to say DD twice. Interesting that is sounds like DaaDaa like a young child saying daddy for the first time. The hold of the patriarch is letting go now and must shift into a better use of logic. When logic gets scared it reaches for the DD. Deception will be showing up in your life if you are living non authentically and still holding onto too much of the lie and manipulation that has coated our life from feelings of blame shame and guilt. This is no one's fault. THis is what we lived until we can live something else. The time is now to gently move forward into something that fits our humanity better and will allow everyone to have a proper place, an esteemed place of worthiness. A friend today reminded me of my dad's last words to me before he went into heart surgery and later passed away. He said, " You are enough for anyone and everything."  Though I genuinely do feel this way I feel it on my own. Most of the structures in life tell me differently and that is the karmic lie that must shift.
 In the must of it do not delude yourself into getting your panties in a twist. Do not get emotional over things that are lame and not so important. Notice you have a trigger, and let it go. The faster you can get in this process now and depersonalize what does not really belong to you,  the faster you can release and let go of deception and delusion that has a foothold on the quality of your life that no longer serves you to live. If it lingers you will digest it more fully and the passion it yields can then take action from a place that is more mature and more useful to address the current issues we now face that need to be addressed from a real place of innocence and compassion. We are seeing this in the protests and people stepping up and saying NO this is not acceptable. Stand in it and calmly with their energy and grounding making a space for something better and fair and just for all.  We each have a real girl and boy that lives in us and we need to learn how to honor both parts of THAT self before we can share that with others in a whole way. This process is ongoing so settle in and enjoy it. Go with the flow and river do not fight against it. You may be pleasantly surprised how easy this new doorway opens for you. I am having lots of wonderful spots that would really bother me in the past and things are happening and their is not one residual piece of irritation left to cling onto POOF Magic. Please enjoy your version of this as we have worked really hard for a long time to be standing in these moments and we sure don't want to miss these good parts. smiles.

Scorpio gets a bad wrap and does carry our financial insecurity. So it hooks together our emotional insecurity to our finances and some people would rather have the world be doomed financially than just face some emotional housekeeping. Let us just clean house. YES!  This aspect is heightened right now and some very nice deceptive unconscious tendencies may be surfacing to help you get clear about people in your life on many levels of intimacy so you can see underneath and get to the emotional bottom line with yourself, your habits and your social interactions with other humans. What works? What does not?  Are the simple childlike parts of your social framework one's that excite you because of their deception or their truth?  Are you connecting for the right reasons or one's that disgust you in your emotional neediness? Address the emptiness and see what fills you up? Our paths are all narrowing now into something simpler and also we are learning what level of emotional intensity works and does not work. Are we honest with our emotions or are we passive aggressivley projecting them still? If you are lieing to yourself in anyway this is going to get really clear now so you can eliminate these deceptive and deluded qualities of false reality to bring you to a more authentic reality of life that suits you better. Thank Scorpio's influence for setting this straight for you once and for all, clearing old ancestry in our lineage forever in the pattern of it to complete and birth us into something next and helping you to now have the power to address and make new habits that work better for you and fill you up in nourishment and authentic self preservation that honors and protects your gifts so in the future you may share them with all of us as your unique part.

It is also helping us to be more in balance emotionally and less paranoid as well as to be more harmonic to our natural tendencies. Please know Secrets abound right now and they are secret to everyone. Part of this is not intentional. So give the benefit of the doubt and really honor and know that whatever is not in your best interest, does not carry your best light and the correct power for who you are here to be will be removed from your life in divine order and not any other. Remove the fear that is driving you crazy there will be some really LOUD thing talking to you that makes you feel off, not connected, not a part of, isolated and not right. Just listen and let it go please and start to use the rest of this transit to know more about your truth and how the mystery wishes for you to take new steps, new perceptions, new social contacts moving forward. 

Breath in your nose and out your mouth. Breath in your mouth and out your mouth. Make the noise EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE just as often as you needed to let go of your nervous and emotional tension that you are feeling. It will help. Thanks for listening. I count, YOU Matter, Together We make the difference. Progress forward WE can and will do this. Thank goodness. Peace be YOU! Love Hii