Collectively we all are working to ascend and to clear out our density. There seems to be a huge drive in people to take courses, to listen to other teachers advice on how to be better people and to feel more satisfaction and happiness from life, to learn esoteric skills, to cleanse, to raise their vibration, to BE the love that they know they can be and that they ultimately do want to be. We have all caught the glimpses of LOVE VIBRATION at moments in our life. When we enter into new relationships, when spring comes after winters slumber, when something we wish to happen actually does, and on those days where everything seems to come together magically and we call them "good days".
So we innately are seeking a way to bring more happiness into our lives, to feel content, to feel peaceful, to let go of the guilt, the blame, the shame, and basically to not have our buttons pushed any longer. This is the path all of us are on and I am here to tell you, and you can trust me, that as long as you just keep it coming from the heart, keep it real, and intend to be the best person you can be, then you just can't get this wrong. You will falter at times, but as long as you get back up, accept your mistakes, intend to do it better next time, and keep doing it until you get it right, then, that is all you need to do. That is the solution. It is the same as learning any new skill and you will never get it perfect the first time, but you know to not give up and to keep trying until you get it right. If we didn't apply this lesson in life, then no one would ride a bike, drive a car, play the guitar, bake a cake, tie a shoe. For those things, we just learn from our mistakes and keep practicing until we get it right. And THAT is what we are all doing right now as we move towards this massive monumental shift that will occur at the end of this year.
There is nothing outside of you that you need to do. There is no class that will fix you, no ceremony, no seminar. Those things are only like getting a new outfit, where you feel really good and special for a little while, but then it becomes old news and you are once again sad, lonely, discontent and not feeling safe in the world.
There is a lot of competition out there to acquire more skills and to have healings done in order to "fix" oneself in preparation for this shift.. But all this effort is really just an escape route. Just because you have a lot of certificates on the wall, doesn't mean you are truly vibrating love. And just because someone takes all these courses and learns how to be all these things, doesn't mean they are vibrating love. I think to truly find the love vibe you need to be stripped of everything. You need to have everything taken away from you and you need to sit in silence with nothing to hold onto and THEN you will find what LOVE means.
I went to visit a friend the other day and he commented on how relaxed and at ease my face looked. I didn't even have to think about why that was; I know it is because I have lost so much that was so dear to me. I was like, Ya know, once you lose everything you thought you couldn't live without and once you move past the anger, or sadness, or blame, or regret, or shoulda coulda woulda's, you find yourself in a total calm peaceful state of acceptance. It can be a kinda treacherous journey to get from one path to the other, but once you do, you KNOW that nothing can touch the calm within as everything that happens in your life becomes only a fleeting thing like wind moving outside of you.
So you can keep busy and join groups and read books and take seminars and do everything you can to feel better about who you are, but know that everything you really need is already inside of you and just waiting for YOU to make the discovery. And you can go through just as much growth, and even more actually, by just daily sitting out in nature, daily putting your feet in a stream of water, daily playing with your animals, daily writing in your journal, daily doing something creatively with your hands. If you can just daily shut out the noise of your mind and other peoples garbage; if you can just daily look within and feel what comes out of you without judgment or stifling, you WILL find yourself in a peaceful state of calm, which is ultimately what you are all after.
We begin the month of May with an awesome aspect reminding us of why we are here and where we should be putting our focus. We are here to cleanse our density, our darker ways of thinking and being. We are here to let go and to forgive. Just like how we are born as babies and grow up into these adult states; we are here to grow into more noble and honorable and loving peaceful warriors. We are here to learn to walk our talk and to be the best possible expressions of beings we can be. We are here to examine how we treat people, whether a stranger or a friend. We are here to listen to our thoughts and to move towards the ones that are empowering instead of disempowering. We are here to look at our past experiences and learn from them instead of allowing them to hold us back and cripple us. We are here to be victors, not victims.
So this month starts with a grand trine between the Sun, the Moon (with Mars doing a slight pushing and emphasis to the Moon) and Pluto. I see this as a call to balance our masculine and feminine natures with the power house Pluto bringing on the inner rumblings of needed change. If you are male you can expect to shed some "feminine" tears and if you are female you can expect to feel the need to stand up, to use your voice, to protect, to be a force. And these planets are in total harmony so this shouldn't be too much of a stretch and the inner rumblings that do come should be easy to comprehend and not all all difficult to feel why they are occurring.
Then on Saturday of this week we have the Full Moon, which is a super moon, which means it will be the largest looking moon in the sky for this whole year, and this one is in Scorpio, who just so happens to be ruled by the planet Pluto. The Black Moon, my favorite, will be exactly conjunct the Sun, so opposing the Moon. In a nutshell, consider May to be a massive month full of potential to clean out some garbage. It may be a bit uncomfortable at times. There may be some things that come up that you want to just push away and stifle, ignore, blow out of proportion ,or project onto others, but you really don't want to handle it that way.
You are learning the skills in life to be able to see things with an honest, seeing the big picture appraisal. When something uncomfortable shows up, I want you to always ask yourself 2 questions. Why is this happening to me? And don't ask it in a victim sense, like whyyy meeeeeee?!! Ask it in an inquisitive sense. Also ask, what am I suppose to learn from this? I recently adopted the most kickass cat from the shelter and I took him in to the vet a few days later because he has some seriously raunchy breath, and the vet tells me that he has gingivitis, even though he is only 2 years old and that the procedure will cost me about $600 to $1500. Now, the old me would have gotten seriously flustered and worked up, and I did feel a ripple, as you all should when something uncomfortable comes your way, but then there was just calmness, like, whatever. As she kept talking and giving statistics, my body told me, because I was in a calm state, "let's see if we can treat this naturally". I heard grapefruit seed extract, neem, diet. I completely feel assured that I can figure out a way holistically or homeopathically to take care of the underlying issues and heal this cat without having all his teeth pulled and spending 2 months rent. And ultimatley, if I am wrong, then I will just have to find a way to make more money. Period. That is all my body went through with this bit of news. Oh well. I'll figure something out. And also as I ask myself why this is happening, I know it is also because I am a healer. I CAN heal this cat, I know it. I also LOVE to do research for people to find natural cures. I believe EVERYTHING can be cured naturally. This ripple of uncomfortable news really just reminded me that I love to find health solutions for people and animals, which I will soon be posting an article in the "real health and true beauty" blog sharing how to have a completely 100% healthy mouth, naturally and guaranteed. Which, ironically, I was composing the article in my head as I drove to take my cat to the vet.
And that is the lesson for all of you. Shit happens, always. We are being tested, always. And the ultimate test of living as a human is, how do you respond? Feel the ripple, but let it move through you and see it as having a definite purpose, something for you to understand and grow from ... and then ... grow...and move on.
This Full Moon will most likely involve things that you share with others, and there may be a separation that occurs. Things may have gotten a bit blurry with knowing what is theirs and what is yours. Something will occur that will set the record straight and a definite line will be found. Boundary time. If you do need to put a little space between someone else, do not judge it as an ending, but instead see it as a more healthy beginning. You will want to examine your relationships and see if there is too much give or too much take going on. You can, and must, strike a balance now. If you keep giving and get nothing in return, then you are sure to feel cheated and depleted. And that goes in the other direction too. You may also be spending a little more than you want to spend right now, but if you owe it, then you must make good on your debts. No worries, the money will fill back up shortly.
This Full Moon may very well bring some partnership tests to the table. If ever was there an opportunity to have buttons pushed, and reactions tested, provoked by those closest to you, it will be now. You may feel the questioning of should we continue, or sever ties? Sometimes we do have to keep it real and admit that maybe this person isn't providing everything we need for proper partnership. Life is about compromise, so maybe you just need to back down and pick your battles. Maybe you are focuing too much on something that really isn't all that important, but then again maybe you are glossing over things that really are important and that you need to pay more attention to. You will need to do your own pro and con list to find out the best way to move forward in this situation. And know that whatever comes up is something that does need to be addressed. Do not push it away and see it as insignificant. This is a Super Moon. This is a big deal!
This Scorpio Full Moon will most likely be more enlightening than difficult to deal with. You can expect to gain insight and extra umph into healing your body and finding passion to commit to an exercise regimen. You may find the missing link to what your body needs to heal. It may be so simple that it seems impossible, but do not doubt the information that comes your way and believe that things SHOULD be simple. Also there should be changes on the job front and ultimately they are going to make you feel much happier. Don't fear the change and think of the but how's, just trust that the changes are for the better in the long run. It is all occurring right on schedule and several steps need to be taken in order to get to the new destination. The first step is about 4 feet high, but then each step after will be like a foot high. Comprende?
This Scorpio Full Moon very well may have you feeling like you just want to have fun and are sick of having to do all the other things that keep you from just living playfully. You may want to be more creative and in the studio rather than clocking in for work. Work may feel like a total pain in the ass right now, but move through this as the Full Moon is just igniting passions in you. You DO need to be more in your creative space, but every thing is a process, so feel the passions, and then start making goals to achieve your wish to be home more and at work less. You can do it, but it starts with a few steps that you need to take. You can also expect to go to a new level with your lover where things will feel so on fire you may want to jump into ideas of "let's get married, let's have a child". Maybe. But also know it is this Full Moon energy igniting your love nature to be more abundantly creative. Next month you may be like, whoa, whoa, whoa, let's slow down and ground this for a little longer before we fairytale landishly believe it will always be like this...
This Scorpio Full Moon may bring a home related issue to your attention. It may be time to make your space bigger or upgrade in some way. You may come to the realization that you are ready to purchase a home and start to ground your roots in a way you never have before. You should feel a sort of culmination or ending relating to your roots and will be questioning which new path to take now. Through pressures at work or home, you will want to strike a balance between the two, with maybe working more or being home more. A Leo friend of mine just bought an abandoned home and will now begin gutting it and rebuilding it, so that could be something on your mind at this time. Don't try to hold on to what is leaving, as it wasn't in perfect alignment with who you are and where you are going.
This Scorpio Full Moon may bring some pressure where communications and honesty have been lacking but really need to take place. If there has been a squabble with a sibling or like a neighbor then you can expect something irritating to occur this week that will really make it paramount that a fair balance needs to be reached. Also I would think that if you have been considering going back to school or broadening your horizon that this week something will occur that will truly point you in the much needed new direction. Something may end for the sole purpose of forcing you to look into this new prosperous direction.
This Scorpio Full Moon could really have you pondering what it will take to feel safe and secure in the world. Things may occur which will force you to question how much you value yourself. Do you tend to put the focus on others and inspire and lift them up, while giving very little attention to yourself? Are you more like, "no, you first and then me"? Because seriously it is the other way around. It is not ego-full to put yourself first. It is what you HAVE to do to then have the energy for others. It is the whole putting of the face mask on yourself before you help put it on another...as in on the airplane. And everything good stems from you valuing yourself first. You need to know how awesome you are and how important you are. You need to feel the fact that others look up to you and that they would be lost without you. You need to know with zero doubt that you deserve all the good things in life and that they ARE on the way to you. And what is theirs and what is yours may be separating at this time, but this is only occurring so that you can be surrounded by all things that empower you and reinforce how special you truly are. If you were giving too much away to feed the other then you will find yourself spiritually depleted at this time. Pull your energy and focus back on YOU.
This Full Moon is in your sign so you can expect some serious buttons to be pushed and emotional reactions to be felt this week. You may feel like everything is coming up to the surface and that it just doesn't feel okay and safe. Know that all is not lost and over, this Full Moon energy is just triggering some things for you to remember. You may start seeing things about yourself that you don't like and you will feel the desire to make some changes and be a better person than you have been in the past. If you feel all judgmental with others are seeing their flaws as things they MUST change, then know they they are reflections of you, because ultimately this energy is all about YOU at this time and not the others. The others is just the projection of what you need to see in your life. This energy may also make you a little needy for attention and you may feel left out and like no one is giving you what you need. If that is the case then you just have to make your feelings known, but know that Full Moons affect everyone emotionally so they too are going through their own issues rising to the surface.
This Scorpio Full Moon may really bring some things to the surface and will have you questioning everything about your life. There may be some deeply rooted feelings of discontent and like something is just not right. You may want to leap into some new path, thinking the path you are on is all wrong and not getting you to where you want to go. Oh, you just sit tight my friend. I promise that it is all good and this is just a part of the journey. This is alone time for you. This is where you really will want to do some inner work to discover any old thought patterns or subconscious feelings about yourself that are depleting you now. Whatever is coming up, needs to be reexamined to see if it is something you still need to believe in. There are no mistakes so don't go judging yourself for any moves you have made in the past. If you did something, you were supposed to and there is a lesson in that. This is a time to regain your faith in the powers that be and to find the anchoring trust in your heart that it all has a purpose and there is meaning to every step of the way. You are an amazing person and if you think you aren't then you need to look back into your past and find when someone told you that you were just ordinary and not all that special and you need to retell yourself that they were wrong and you know the truth now. We will be including some tapping videos on the website soon and they will really help you rewire some old thinking habits that are just totally wacked out and not the truth.
This Scorpio Full Moon could bring a bit of a stink situation with a friendship. There may be an argument that has been brewing and now the deal will hit the head. This is good though because it is coming to the surface to bring you closer and to maybe redefine the relationship. Resentments that stay within never lose their charge until they hit the surface. Its like if you fart in the bathtub and how it will never just stay down there and disappear and they always make their way to the surface. If you or another have been holding it in and keeping it buried then you can expect that it will make its appearance known this month. Be thankful though because inner resentments are a nasty energy to hold on to. And the healing that takes place when two people are honest with sharing what they need from a relationship, can take the energy between the two to a whole new level of appreciation. This Full Moon may also have you redefining your group and you very well may just go from being a person of solitude to a social butterfly overnight.
This Full Moon is set to affect your career and public standing in some way. Maybe you have been waiting for a new job or opportunity and NOW something will come that will open new doors and put you maybe even on a whole new path. Something may be coming to a culmination and you are just waiting for the next to arrive. If this is the case, then use this time to dream of the most farfetched perfect beyond your wildest imaginiangs scenario to take root in your life. Go out into the world and walk with authority knowing that the next opportunity could come on this very day or the next, at any given moment. Walk with the authority that the next opportunity could come in line at the bank, at the grocery store, in line for coffee. You never know when, but you had best know that it will. If authority figures are rubbing you raw at this time, know that there is a lesson for you to learn from them and the sole purpose is for you to learn to be the best possible leader, which you inevitably are going to be... (this is called walk your talk time)
This Scorpio New Moon can have you focusing your attentions on spirituality vs. hypocritical spirituality. You are all about the truth and you will see the discrepancies in other peoples ways of being spiritual. If you have been someone who is seeking the truth, happiness and spirituality outside of yourself, then you can expect this Full Moon energy to bring that wrong move to your attention. Don't forget that nothing outside of yourself will bring you true happiness. You have to find that pot of gold within, and yes, it is in there. If you have been living the hypocritical spiritual world then you can really expect to see that mirrored in others this week. You will bump into plenty of people touting "namaste" and then telling a homeless person to "get a fucking job you loser". If you have really found the vein of authentic spiritual living then you can expect to bump into others on the path who glow with a light that magnetizes you to them like moths to a flame. You can make great strides at this time in your spiritual practice and you will gain a newfound connection to source that anchors you into what "this" is really all about.
Okay that is enough for now. In two weeks we have a solar eclipse at 1 degree Gemini and it sits on the Pleiades the "seven sisters" star cluster. The first degree is always very important and the Pleiadians have been the ones speaking to people for decades now sharing the news of this exciting shift occurring at the end of 2012. So is this important? Very. Do you have to wait to hear more? Yes. See you next week...
Say what you need to say. Say what you need to say. Say what you need to say! For reals. The planetary movements of this moment are screaming for you to just get it out. Just say it. Just go outside of your comfort zone and share what you need to say. It may be an apology. It may be a confession. It may be something that has been kept hidden and undisclosed, and turned into something that is actually a total non-truth, but because of the silence, stimulated by your own mental torturous self defeating chatter, it becomes something that just really isn't even close to reality. I went through one of these recently, where my mind got the best of me and I went into defensive attack mode, because I lacked enough information and only based what I thought I was seeing on, I'm sure, past time projections and expectations for rejection. I became all like, Oh so I guess you just don't like me anymore and so I will be all suspect and judgmental with you right back! And after days of building tensions and being hyper sensitive to every move, expecting attack and disapproval, feeling totally sick to my tummy and with energy shrinkage, finally, I decided to say what I needed to say, and lo and behold, after the shit of the truth hit the fan, I come to find, I was still loved and it was all good. What was happening was words were not being spoken and sensitivities were on high alert. So everything that meant nothing was blown out of proportion and interpreted as "rejection", from both parties. Finally, one of the parties (moi) backed down and decided to share a vulnerability and that move opened the other to get real and vulnerable and peace and mutual love were completely restored back to the point before the shut down of communications occurred. Thank God, because me no like being an attack dog. Just like I say at work because I work with a lot of Italians and you often hear the words "I will fuck you the fuck up". Or, there is "I am Italian. If you hit on my man, I WILL kill you." (Love you feisty TL!!) So to get back to not needing to defend myself and fight another is always my preferred path in life.
But there are advantages to misunderstandings in that the final sharing of honestly and vulnerabilities can really open you up to loving and appreciating the other person even more. Kind of like how you let your house get so messy, but then when you finally clean it you are so satisfied and appreciative of how lovely it looks. Kind of like how you go on a fast and then once you take your first bite of avocado or olives or whatever and each bite is so like oh my gosh this is the most amazing tasting food EVER. So don't judge that disarray that you may be seeing or feeling because honest words have not been spoken yet, because when they do, you both will feel amazing and reborn.
This saying what you need to say, may also be that you need to get real with something you are not admitting to yourself. You may be in denial over something, holding onto something that is just not working. You may be stuck up in your mind thinking you totally got your shit together, when in reality you need to open to a new perspective that maybe what you are thinking is not for the best at this point in time. Maybe you need to stop thinking you know everything and step back and just go into your heart and see where your feelings take you.
We are all at a fault for taking in so much knowledge and wanting to learn all that we can, intellectually. But that knowledge that is stored in our minds really is just a bunch of hoo haa that can't truly support us. It is only the walking of things, the actual feeling of things that gains us wisdom into life and life situations. Kind of like you can "get" what it means to live in Phoenix in the summers with 120 degree days, day after day, with no let up in the evenings...but until you are there and actually living it, you have NO idea. Kind of like thinking about going on a fast, but then it is the actual walking of it where you really see how intense it can be. That is me right now on my first day of a juice fast and all stoked beyond belief the past few days, but now I am starving and have a head ache and am like, really, do I really want to do this. Kind of like reading about ascension and becoming a light body, but until you walk that journey, you have NO idea. So my point, maybe you are thinking too much that you know what is best for you, but maybe just maybe you need to get out of your head and see where your feelings are wanting you to go. Maybe you need to say what you need to say: I have no idea what I need to do to feel better and safe in the world. And boom, just like that, the admitting of the truth, will make you breathe a huge sigh of relief and let you off the hook of having to be so put together and on top of your game, when in truth, you need to let it all go and be humble and feel your way through the ruckus.
So today we have a grande cross, which will then turn into a t-square after the moon moves out of its placement. The party consists of Mars, Neptune, the North Node and the Moon. And the Moon in Gemini sits in the hot seat of where this aspect will affect us all. But this one screams for us to get real, to see through the illusion that is fooling us into believing something that is not accurate and it somehow ties in with others. This one is like loving someone who does not love you back and finding the strength to face reality and let the addiction go. This one is actually all about addictions whether to people, drugs, alcohol, relationships, thought patterns, ass backwards opinions, jobs, mannerisms and habits. This one wants us to awaken to those things that are actually escape routes to living truly abundant and thriving lives. And because all the planets involved are in mutable signs, this will be something that we would rather avoid and deny. So this is a planetary opportunity to get real.
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts in a clear and truthful manner. You have had something you have needed to say, and NOW the power is truly there is full force and all its glory. Now the pressure will be just strong enough to make you get the truth out. You feel hurt and it's time you honored yourself enough to share your feelings with others. Believe it or not, this truth that you are not sharing and are only keeping inside, behind a "no I'm okay facade" can actually be affecting your health. And the full and honest disclosure can be like going into a dip into healing springs. Your whole spiritual nature can feel cleansed. Your connection to source may even deepen. This thing plaguing your mind has got to be banished pronto because Love is at the door waiting for you to just get on with it. But Love will leave if you think this defeating thing on your mind is more important...
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts about how to feel more stability in your life. You love the fleeting love feelings but you know that it takes something else to keep them into long term potentials. You may be needing to tell something to your partner or to your friends that you have kept hidden for fear that they would reject you. Taurus tends to just play nice and not really keep it real, often. You sometimes want to be what you think the other person wants, but in the long run that never works because you aren't keeping YOU real. Be yourself and speak your truth and never waiver from those standards. People will always accept you when you are honestly you, but when you fake them out, they get turned off...because what they wanted was the original YOU, not the imposter. Be true.
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your feelings with others. This is like you placing value on yourself and what you bring to the table. You will be needing to keep it real both on the home front and the work front. When you feel valued, you feel amazing and like spring has sprung. But if you feel like you are just a tool and can easily be replaced, then you will feel like a loser. And you are anything but a loser! But you do need to stand up and voice what it will take for you to feel valuable to others. Just say it yo! Vulnerability and being honest are totally hot, where as being all tough and elusive are totally not. "Nothings wrong...." Liar!
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts of things on a spiritual or healing sort of nature. You may finally get the ah-ha moment of how your past programming is keeping you locked in a pattern that is not for your very best. You may discover many nuggets of insight coming your way in your moments of mediation or quiet time. You may even be feeling crowded by others and will really need to stand up and make it known that you need some YOU time. Don't feel like you always have to be there for everyone else because when you know that you really need space but won't claim it, then a resentment builds and by not being honest you are doing a disservice to all involved. Go on a retreat all by yourself and bring a notebook to write down all the insights that will absolutely be coming to you.
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts with a friend of yours. What started as a creek has become a river because of non-disclosure and not being honest with yourself and the other. Use the power of the energies of this moment to get it all out in the open. I pretty much guarantee that if you humble yourself and share your doubts and confusion that the other party will totally be humbled too and you will go back to remembering how much you value this other person. Friends are really important to you Leo's and to just throw them to the wayside because of your hurt ego or whatever is plain foolishness. Friends are the most important facet to us humans feeling happy and satisfied with life.
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts in the career arena. The fog will finally lift. The illusion is ready to take a back seat. For so long it may have felt like, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, but the powers that be are now going to grant you the ah-ha solution. And you can plan that once the ah-ha comes, with Venus sitting up in your 10th house, you will be feeling just lovely and like reborn. The confusion will birth a new abundant creativity within you. See. Everything is right in order and just as it should be. And YOU getting real and facing the facts as they have clearly been shown to you all along, will finally move you closer to the destination you dream of along your yellow brick road...
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts in a truthful manner. Something work related may be rubbing you raw but you need to speak the truth and also see with a birds eye view that in the long run this really isn't all that important. Maybe a road block showed up and is pissing you off, but seriously you just have to trust the process. Life is a whole heck load of road blocks but they always have a purpose. Life is purposeful. Things happen as they should. Let go of needing to control things and just be the witness.
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts that may be deeply psychologically in there. There may be some hidden feelings that you don't want to share and you just wish they will go away. Understand that this grand cross speaks of things you would rather avoid and deny, but the truth of the matter is that you need to confront them and get them out on the table so that they don't control your mind. If you are feeling frustrated with a friend, then just voice it because you don't want the "illusion" of this energy to mess with a true friendship. There may be some things that need to come to the surface that are money related and between someone that you share the weight of the bills with. It may just be that you are feeling overburdened and just sharing your thoughts will clear the air and completely bust up the tension. Whatever comes to the surface needs to and is for the sole purpose of bringing back peaceful feelings.
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts with other people because there may be some things that have been kept hidden and they are holding you both back from moving forward. Dude. If anyone can say it like it is, it is YOU, so don't go keeping things in because you are afraid to make a stink. It may stink for a minute, but the release will then make it smell like orange blossoms. Mmmmm. Also this illusion, or misunderstanding is likely related to the home front and your career arena... if that helps you see what I am talking about. And once you just say what needs to be said you will be able to have more stability and safe feelings on BOTH of them. Stability is just a few open honest comments away...
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts on how to feel more safe in your work environment. If there is someone you need to be clear with, the time is now to speak your truth. Do not be afraid to be vulnerable and share what you are feeling. If you feel hurt or ignored or of no value, then you must speak up now and get ready to see that it was all just in your head and total illusion. You may also be getting real with your health and workout program and where before you couldn't really figure out how to get healthy, but now your body, if you listen closely, will guide you in the best direction. Other people may be sources of inspiration too. So if others are talking all about how this and that works for them, listen, because they are there for YOU at this time.
This grand cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts on how to bring more happiness and contentment into your life. If there is someone you have been loving from afar, and too afraid to voice your feelings for, gosh, get it out now. You so deserve to be loved and if there are any ways you have been pushing romantic success away because of whatever reasons or thought ponderings like you don't deserve to be loved, well, you need to let that all go. That is not the truth and everyone deserves to be in a loving relationship. If you are holding onto someone who has not loved you back then you need to cut those cords because they are keeping someone else from finding you. Make serious efforts to stop the habitual thoughts of the person. What has worked for me in the past is to see them on a boat and you on another boat and see you two separating and going in different directions and feel that the powers that be are orchestrating the movements and that it is all good and for the best. Then start looking out for some other boat that naturally makes its way to you. Also look for ways to find more happiness in creative endeavors.
This grande cross for you will involve you getting real and sharing your thoughts on how to bring more stability into your life. You will want to focus on your home and on your roots. Maybe you need to speak more honestly with people around the home front and when you do, this total peace will wash over the situation. When you stop hiding what you need to say you will be able to grow closer with those near you and as an end result of healing from the bottom up, you will be able to experience a more conducive career environment. Venus/Love in on the home front and working together to help you speak with sweet words of compassion and understanding. Your stability will come from a sweet tongue.
Things change. And we are in some of the quickest changing times of our lives. My gosh its almost May of 2012!! But my message right now is to hold on to this very moment as long as you can, to love fully every person who sees your heart in this moment now, to appreciate every slow moving moment that carries you into the next, to laugh with your friends and to feel how much your life is expanded because of them, to lay with your animals and smile as you feel how lucky you are to have each other, to breathe deeply and savor the miracle of every step of your life. Because, it is always changing. Things you love now can be gone completely in a years time. The people, the places, the animals, the feelings of now very well may be distant memories in a year. And that is all a part of the plan so nothing to get down about, but to love fully NOW is the only important thing. Whoever is there in your life now, who sees how special you are, who wants to share space with you is to be embraced fully and savored like a fine wine, or some high quality chocolate. Because, NOW is all you have and now is all you should focus on and now is fading fast. But to love and be loved is the most important thing in these ever changing roller coaster riding times. Joy is here on the planet now, my friends, and if you want a piece of the luscious pie, you best surround yourself and your thoughts and your space with only loving things. Because nothing stays the same and you don't want a future of regrets and missed opportunities to have shared your love with others. Tell them all and show them all that you love and appreciate them NOW.
So the inspiration for that intro was the New Moon that we will have occurring on April 21st in the wee hours of the morning. The Sun and Moon will be conjunct, touching the same position at almost 2 degrees Taurus and they will be making a lovely trine to Mars, who just resumed forward motion in Virgo. Also as the Moon progresses forward throughout the day it will touch first the Black Moon and then Jupiter. This will make us very aware of our emotions pertaining to love and satisfaction with life. Mars will be focusing on the emotions that come into play for us individually and then Jupiter will really do an amplification of the whole situation. This is why I say love them while you have them. Hopefully you will be loving in the present and not the past, pining away at opportunities lost. Those past feelings can certainly find their way to your consciousness at this time, but you would be better off trusting that all past occurrences happened just as they should have with no regrets and no feelings of missed opportunities. Who knows, you may cross paths again someday in your future, so don't put any emphasis in the past relating to sadness and disappointments. If you are stuck in the past and can't focus on the present and what is presenting itself to you NOW, then at least put the dreams and wishes into the future, because future emphasis is at least better than past focus, but they both are escape routes to living in the now. And if you focus on all the happiness or love you will ONE DAY have in the future then you will be sad and lonely in the present, and in the future you will look back to the now that is the present with regret at letting it all slip away. Be here now. Pay attention to what is on your path now. Dream of better days, but be happy for what you have now.
Mercury and Uranus will also be in a conjunction at this time, and since Mercury is also recently out of a retrograde cycle, and uber ready to speak up and say it like it is, and since Uranus is all about spontaneity and out of the blue actions, AND, since both planets are in Aries, who is all about being forthright and directly hitting the nail on thehead...guess what? This can be a time of boldly stepping forward and getting real with others and saying things that you maybe never thought you could before. THIS is the time to stand up and get out of your comfort zones pertaining to your feelings. This is the time to ask someone out that you have had a crush on for a couple years. This is the time to go to another level in an already established relationship. This is the time to also be utterly surprised by someone you may have only thought of as a friend, who all of the sudden declares their absolute adoration for you. Yay!! Good times are in order. And I demand that you all open to love NOW. I want every one to find someone or something special this year that lights them up inside and reminds them how precious every moment of life can be ... and I want you to plant the seeds now.
Speak up now! You know you have something to say and there is no sense hiding it any longer. Get out on the limb and jump. You will be well received, I promise. Even if your words are not to please but are to be used to establish your value, the other person will certainly hear you and will not take advantage of you for a moment longer. And you will be so well received that it will inspire you to go off and create some powerful art. Your hands are magic at this time and whether you use them to create some art or use them on a lucky body, don't matter, just use them and love that you have them. Write intentions on Saturday that relate to making more money, having high vibrational no less than 2 hour sex, being more creative with your hands, taking your healing arts gifts to a higher level, becoming more reliant on yourself as a self-employed person, starting fresh with a new value system, honoring your gorgeous body for the temple it is, and planting some new seeds that truly offer stability for your future.
Life is good babydoll. This is your birthday time and this New Moon is for you to plant the seeds for this amazing year ahead. You already have the Black Moon, who wants you to discover the erotic depth of your core manifested, but then also Jupiter who wants you to feel awesome about yourself and reminds you that you can have anything at this time, if you only just get clear on what that is. Mars is working in trine position to step up and offer you the generating force to carry you down the river quicker and more effortlessly to get you to the next step in your path. This is magic carpet ride time for you and not only are you sailing up in the air heading straight ahead to the destination of your thoughts and dreams, but you should also be having some pretty nasty raunchy beautiful sex. You are seriously lit up and everyone can see it. If you are still single, don't plan on that being the situation for much longer. Write out your intentions on Saturday for how you want to feel more awesome about yourself and for any changes you want to make to your body image and for how you want others to see you and for any stability you want to bring into your life this year.
This is the time when you really need to pull back and take another look at how things have progressed and start making the changes to fix things or at least make them better. Things from the past are sure to make their way to your consciousness and now would be a great time to see what you can do to clear the playing field, cut some cords, make some apologies, and heal some wounds in order to lessen the emotional charge and feel clear and weight lifted. This New Moon is the best time for you to try to expedite the healing process. Use Saturday to write our your intentions for: healing any past issues that have been repeating themselves, to be made aware of blocks you are consciously creating that are in effect creating situations that do not make you happy, to make time to do some inner work, to make time to spend more time alone and without the dramas of others, and to recoup before your birthday time so that you are all brand new and ready to take on the world. The time right before our birthdays can tend to be a bit depressive, but it is only for us to slow down and take a look at the year past, in order to learn about what we want to change in order to have a better more fulfilling next year. Use the power of this New Moon to reap the best results in the quickest amount of time.
Aren't your friends the greatest! You are so lucky to have the people that you do and you will feel that now like more than ever. You are coming together in a new group that is changing every other thing in your life. You should be feeling more charitable and more giving and just like with a heart that is out there and can see something good in dang near everyone you meet. There is something you need to get off your chest relating to your career, and it could just be an insight that comes to you out of the blue, and will then bring other opportunities down the road. Expect to hear or say something that was hidden but brings clarity to the whole situation. It may sting at first but it will all be good in the long run. Use this New Moon to write intentions for how you want to grow closer with friends, or find a group that feels like home, or do something big that affects the world at large, or how you want to make a difference in other peoples lives, or how you want to walk this new aquarius age we are in.
All the career growth you have been fortunate to experience recently can really get another huge leg up with the New Moon on Saturday. Use this time to write intentions for how you want to see your career grow and go. If you want to see some changes, then write those intentions now. See yourself already living the life you want, even if it is not yet reality. This is to be a lovely time for you and for several more months where everything really comes together magically. Set intentions now for how to make more money and for how to make more money particularly from your art. Surround yourself with quality and lovely things and the vibration will go out like rings and will attract everything else you need. You are another sign that is riding the magic carpet ride right now and the only rule is to get clear on what you want so the carpet can get you quickly to your dreams. And then you get to go, ahhhhh, I am sooooo lucky! And, yes, you for sure are.
There is something you need to say to your past partner, present partner or future partner, and no matter which one it is, the truth will set you free. The words will shatter a rigid stagnation that needs to be broken through. This is get real time. And the power is with you so do not hold back. This New Moon is a great time to expand in areas where you have been feeling held back. If you really want to go back to school or go traveling or learn something new, then now is the time to lay out your intentions. This is a time to expand your mind to and glean insights into things that before just boggled you beyond belief. There will be moments of ah-ha that will clear the way to help you move forward.
There is something you will be saying to your partner or hearing from them that may shock you. It needs to come to the surface for you both to more forward. So do not see it as anything other than all good and needing to be released, like pressure, so that it doesn't all explode and go bust. Use this New Moon to set intentions for how you want to be more patient with your partner and to learn a better balance of give and take. Also set intentions for how you want to have more liberating and soul connected sexual encounters and orgasms where you want to like spin your head around because they are so intense. If its not over the top, whats the point? Also this is a good time to intend to heal any psychological wounds or learn to forgive or go through a transformation. Just write out whatever you want to move through as if it has already occurred.
This is such a commitment time for you and if you are still single, it will not be much longer. This New Moon especially is all about you either coming together with a total match or deepening a bond that you already have. Use this New Moon to write intentions for how you want to either attract this person or take your present relationship to another level. You can also make intentions for how you want to come together with a business partner so that energies united create opportunities that neither of you could accomplish on your own. This is the time to truly achieve stability through partnerships. Together you will be a force beyond belief.
Healing time galore! If you are in a state of dis-ease, then perfect, because this New Moon is your opportunity to bring about a miracle of a healing. Use the power of the planets to intend and to see yourself in absolute abundant health. Intend that the remedies will come to you and that the "cure" is just around the corner. Intend that whatever you need to experience true health is just one little step away, because it for sure very well may be. Now know that work is also linked to this condition so if something needs to change then use this New Moon to write out the changes you want to see happen. With Mercury and Uranus coming together in your house of happiness and joy, this could also be connected with you voicing something that would need to happen to help you feel more happiness and stability with what you do.
It is so your time to find love! For real. I don't want to hear about any Capricorns who are still single, unless they truly want to be. This is the New Moon for you to set the intentions to find a love that is beyond your wildest dreams. I want you to be saying how you never knew it could be this awesome and how the wait was so freaking worth it all. And if you are in partnership I want you to be rediscovering your amazing partner. I want you to see them with new eyes so that you feel like you are falling in love all over again. Use this New Moon wisely to only intend for things that make you feel so happy and lucky to be alive. If you are not interested in a partnership then intend to be doing some creative art that makes you feel alive and as if time doesn't matter. I want you using your hands to be either working on your art or touching your lover. Oh and yes that is an order! XO
House cleaning time! If you need to clean out the basement of your life so that can truly know what stability feels like from the ground up, then the time is so right now. And actually this is one of those things where truly if you want to see big change happen, it truly can begin with you getting your actual house in order. I kid you not. Clean out the clutter and new opportunities for sure will show up in a matter of days. This New Moon is all about you making intentions to heal things from the root structure. If there are issues with your mother that you can't seem to ever rise above, then use the energy of the planets to intend that they are water under the bridge. Intend to have a secure and safe and stable home life so that the career life just naturally follows suit. Know that if you have something to heal with someone close to you that at this time you can really get the truth out in such a way that the density holding in a locked unmovable way can completely shift and the energy between you two can feel brand new as if you are starting over.
Say it like it is or keep your mouth shut. No sugar coating or working to only please others. I want you to find the strength of your voice and to be someone who shares the truth no matter who else tells you to pipe down and zip the lips. I want all Pisces to be coming forward and sharing words either written or spoken. Break out that journal and go get it published. It may be shocking to some but I bet you could have a fan base that would inspire you to keep sharing your wealth of knowledge and personal takes on things. Use this New Moon on April 21st to intend that you are sharing your stories and that others are loving every syllable. This is so the time to get your writing out into the world, or at least plant the initial seeds of something relating to communications and sharing a message. This could very well not only be written words but pieces of art. If it tells a "story" you need to set intentions that others out there are seeing your work and responding with much gratitude and appreciation. Intend that others are going good crazy over what you do...
So I have some great news for all of you that have been complaining for months on end about how tired you are. I am so in that group and have been completely boggled as to why I have been so tired. I was like, is it the chem trails, do I have lymes disease, is it my biorhythms, is it just that my body needed some supplement that it was lacking, what is the missing link of why the heck I am so pooped non-stop, and last night after 12 hours of sleep, it finally hit me! And I mean, duh, how could something so obvious and absolute not make it to my awareness as the solution to the massive fatigue. I guess it just contributes to that thing called awakening or awareness, where something so obvious escapes us until just the right moment. It is an ah-ha moment. Anyway, my good news to you all and your constant ponderings as to what is up with the sleepiness and lack of motivation is.... drum role ... get ready for it.... Mars!
Mars is retrograde and has been since the end of January. Mars is our energy levels. Mars is our get up and go. Mars pushes us to make things happen in our lives. Mars is our generator of life force. And no clue as to why I couldn't put that together as the clear cut reason for this new love of couch sitting and sleeping 10+ hours a night. Maybe it was the Mercury retrograde motion too that kept me in the dark, but now, for sure I know, that is it. And once Mars moves direct on April 13, we will ALL feel more inspired and more energized and ready to push forward on a lot of our 2012 dreams and missions. YAY!!!
Now before that awesome event takes place, we have Pluto going retrograde on April 10th. I love when this one happens, and you should too. In the natal chart when you are born during a retrograde Pluto, you have extra inner stamina to push through difficult situations whether they be health related or dramatic life experiences. With Pluto going retrograde you will be more inward focused relating to cleaning house of any bad habits or attitudes or judgmental feelings or conditioned opinions and reactions that aren't really for your better good. So if you have any habits that are holding you back or attitudes that you may keep hidden behind a facade of spiritual enlightenment, then they will come to the surface over the next 5 months. This will be an excellent time to do cleanses and fasts. This will be an excellent time to let go of all relationships or situations that just don't really make you feel awesome and valued.
Pluto is like a Saturn Return in that it works like pruning in the garden. When you prune there is all this outer growth of something that we know to be a part of us, like the roses on a rose bush, but at times whether we like it or not, it is just best to cut back all that we know and get back to the basics in order to grow a new and better part of us. If we didn't allow this natural pruning to take place, such as when a Saturn Return hits us, we would not be able to experience a more abundant life expression that is a true outer manifestation reflection of our inner growth work that we have completed. Sometimes we have to have it all taken away, with the playing field cleared, in order to rebuild this more true expression of who we are NOW. If we want to build a new house, we do not build it on top of the old one. We have to clear the old way first for the new to have a stable foundation. If you are seeing many things leave your life at this time, you must take a higher Eagle view of the situation and know that it is all a part of the plan for a better you. It won't be just be taken away with nothing showing up to replace it. If you are embracing the old leaving, then the new replacement is already on the way.
Now once April 13th hits, Mars is back in the drivers seat. This is the best news of the year. And not that Mars in Retrograde is all that bad, in fact it is perfectly great in that it forced us to take a look back at all that is not working in our lives and filled us with ideas to move forward in a better fitting way, but energy like Mars going forward is just a better situation for everyone. NOW we can move forward with our ideas; now the generator is plugged in again and we are attached to it. When in Retrograde, the generator just sits there and we can't access it, we can't plug in to the energy.
With Pluto going Retrograde you will be more inwardly focused on cleaning house in your career. If your job does not make you feel fulfilled then the signs will be even stronger that you need to make a change. If you lose a job, consider it a blessing and a pruning so that the room can be made for a job that is a better match for who you are now in life. Mars going direct in your 6th House of Service to Others, is an even stronger indicator that your job will go through some changes, IF it is not the best situation for you. If it IS a dream job that is your absolute match, then all these planetary changes can catapult you to a level that is beyond your wildest imaginings. If there is any confusion with your health, then remember to utilize the gifts of meditation and quiet time to receive insight into healing modalities that will match your situation. What you are looking for will come over the next few months, so don't go expecting instant gratification, but the tools will be presented to you in a very mystical, elusive sort of manner.
This will be the greatest time for you to discover any spiritual hypocrisy you may be possessing. If you are busy learning all the high vibrating info and talking the talk, yet failing to walk the talk and be the love integrated down into the heart, then you will see that clearly over the next 5 months. If people keep calling you out or if you are someone who is all "namaste" in the classroom settings, yet giving people the finger because they take your parking spot, then your consciousness will be most able to really see the gap at this time. Before this time, you would see no problem with telling people to fuck the fuck off, while labeling yourself a yogi, and higher than thou because of it. But during this time you will see that your reactions to everything and everyone COUNT in every single moment. We all mess up at times, but the only mistake is in NOT correcting our bad actions and reactions. If ever there was a time to BE THE LOVE, it will be now with the Pluto and Mars movements. Mars is backing up the whole shift for you since it is focusing now in your house of fun and love and playful feelings. Mars will be focused on replacing all the things that you are doing that don't bring you actual happiness. Your creative inclinations will be sky high at this time and if you are an artist you may be spending many a night up until the wee hours expressing that creativity.
Pluto going retrograde will be delving into some of the most secret aspects of yourself that you would rather keep hidden. This will be a very prosperous time to do mental house cleaning and if need be seek psychological help with clearing out old habits and misconceptions or false translations of past experiences that are magnetizing situations that no longer match your vibration at this time. This is an example of like a girl who grew up seeing that all men cheat, because all her moms boyfriends cheated on her mom, and because her mom fed her the belief that it is in fact a truth that all men cheat. If we go into relationships with these engraved false feelings, then they seem to inevitably happen in order to confirm our false beliefs. Remember that our thoughts create the results of everything in our life. So if you have any of these false beliefs that you are holding on to, then you can expect that they will be coming to the surface as awakenings in order to be cleared from your consciousness. Prune away and cut them all down. You deserve to be living the very best most loving life experience ever! Now Mars will be focused on getting your foundation safe and secure. So Mars will be working for you by helping you see any cracks you may possess in your foundation, that probably started in childhood. This will be truly an amazing healing time where old karma may have seemed to predictate your whole life and now it will shift into a place where only that which matches your highest most noble dream come true visions will be your actual reality. Kick ass for you, huh! So pay attention to what comes up from the depth and what can be seen as patterns in your life thus far and get ready to see a new way take shape.
Relationship transformation time! The next 5 months will be a time of healing growth opportunities with those closest to you. If there are habits that carry a common denominator in your life patterns that is not for your highest good then they will be exposing themselves to you now. If your closest relationships start with mad love but end with total disconnect and an inability to ever look at the person again, then this pattern will be made known to you at this time, and a better way to separate, say, with integrity and honor for all, will be a new direction for you to aspire. Whatever you see over the next several months will be a part of the plan of your evolution to transform relationship transactions. Mars will be assisting in a way that makes you communicate things that maybe before you just buried. You will be speaking greater truths and with more honesty. You will find ways to honor all beings so that all relations feel like they are a win-win. The first thing you will feel when Mars goes direct is an absence of the tongue-tiedness and an absolute clarity for getting to the point with all the feelings you have inside. If there are any past relationships that were thrown to the wayside without actual closure, then NOW will be the time to heal the shattered ends so that future relationships have a better chance at long term success. To move forward, we must go backwards and heal all that we just swept under the rug. At times past, it may have only been possible to disconnect and move on, but now you have the tools to confront whatever shows up for you and to heal the wounds in such a way that all parties can move forward with no karma attached.
If you have grown beyond your work environment and are numb and bored, then you can expect some massive changes over the next 5 months. You are set to feel total rebirth and transformation in your service to others and Mars going direct in your 2nd house, your house of talents, speaks of a new career blossoming from an artistic gift that is dear to your heart. You should be really ready to start making some big bucks. You have the ideas already in you that can do just that. This may take you leaping off a cliff, into the unknown, into an area never traveled before, but the jump itself is guaranteed to produce a new found happiness that you have not known before. Be sure to watch the video I included this week as this song is particularly for you. There is something with your health that will make itself known in the next few months. You may just start a new workout that transforms your body like nothing else before. I started the insanity workout a while back and oh my gosh. Fucking insane, but I can't stop doing it. If you have a body that doesn't seem to look like what you want it to look like, no matter how much time you spend in the gym, then maybe you should try this workout. You are up for a total transformation with your health and body, so that workout would be a nice counterpart to your dreams of what you wish to look like. And this just came to me, but you may also have some kind of pain that you believe is something you will just have to live with, but through some energy healing, like shamballa multidimentional healing, like what we are going to be teaching here on this site, could very well be just the thing that DOES take the pain away forever.
Pluto wants nothing more than for you to go to all those dark corners, sweep out all the dirty cobwebs and clear the way of all past garbage holding you back, so that you can know absolute bliss and harmony and your life as complete. You are going to know huge transformational times in your love relationships too and if anyone is pruned from your life, just know that you learned what you were supposed to from each other, but that there is someone even more compatible who will make you heck loads happier. If you aren't really, really happy and giddy in love with your partner then something very well may shift over the next 5 months. Trust this process and honor yourself, for you deserve only the very best and why waste your time with chump change when this is the only life that you know that you have. If you want to have a baby, this could very well be a great time to completely transform your life with that sort of joy. We were joking at work because several of us are kind of baby ready and we were joking that we would all get pregnant at once, torturing the male owner with demands like, I NEED PEANUT BUTTER. NOW!!!! Anyway. It was funny. But my point, you can expect total transformation to occur with the end result being absolute blissful joyful happiness. And Mars is pointing at you right now and is all about assisting in this total transformation so that you love yourself as much as you love others. You need to place as much value on yourself as you do on others and your life needs to be filled with only things that honor you so that it just happens naturally that you too honor yourself. Get ready for some serious pruning...
You may just have to do some pruning that takes you deep into your roots. The very things that are keeping you most from moving forward very well may be coming from your root structure and from your earliest memories and programming. No need to look so closely just yet, because this is a 5 month process, but you can expect that much will be healed and cleared from all those dark hidden corners. This is really great news and you should be thankful for the clean up job that will take place. Pluto only moves through like 4 or 5 houses in our charts and it is clear to see that transforming from the bottom is the best way to experience the most assured long term successful growth. A solid bottom will keep things from collapsing and falling apart. It may be painful to see some of the things that need to be cleared, but unless you look closely, they will enslave you and hold you back. And once you look at things, their energy instantly starts to dissipate. Once you start healing your inner child, and face what you could not handle facing when it occurred, the healing of the wounds is like magical and quick. It need not be tedious and if you are open, it will be fast and will feel like such a relief. Mars will be aiding the journey with energy coming from behind the scenes. Imagine like a group of people giving you energy of love from behind the scenes, focusing wholeheartedly only on you and in the highest vibrational way ... that is what Mars will be doing for you. A good day to start the practice of meditation and to make it a constant commitment would be when Mars goes direct. When you meditate on a daily basis, you will have the only wise counsel you will ever need.
Pluto moving Retrograde is going to do wonders with your ability to communicate and share a message. For 5 months it will be casing the joint of your mouth and your expressions to find out what is empowering and what is disempowering. Scorpios tend to always think they know best and during this time you will discover how the tone and delivery of your words can be used to gain the greatest acceptance by others. I am quite the hothead with my opinions but I too have learned/am learning how to express my ideas in a way that doesn't cause a closed rejection sort of stance. It's kind of like too when you want to expose someone to feed lots or fast food nastiness or GMO's...there is a way to share the knowledge so that they really hear it. And you can not get angry just because they don't get it. Someone is not ready, until they are truly ready. And on those sort of sustainability subjects you have to remember that you too at one time were doing all those things that now no way in shit ass hell you would do. But once awareness hit, you could never go back. You are a key holder of transferring that information, so use this time to learn to express in the highest vibrational way so that all parties are honored as beings completely capable of making their own decisions. Your job is just to add salt to the ideas they already have. Salt brings life to dull dishes. Mars going direct will really connect you closely with friends and new groups. You are going to be all kinds of fired up and passionate to bring about some changes. If it has been hard to connect recently, you will find that even if you can't seem to plan times with friends, the Universe will still get you together, like at the grocery store or on spontaneous walks. The key for you at this time is connections.
Total and utter transformation is to occur with your ability to make money. If things have been sort of dry recently, you can expect that the next 5 months will be all about finding new ways to make money from your talents. Mars has also been Retrograde in your Career sector so you may have found it nearly impossible to not only get ahead, but also to be truly secure in your job. That will all start changing after April 13. If you want to find a better job, that can happen now. If you want to feel more secure and honored in your present job, then that will happen now. You can expect to get more praise and approval from your higher ups and that will just kind of trickle down into all the other areas of your life so that everything feels pretty peaceful and pretty right on. If your skills are not being honored in your career, Pluto and Mars will work together to discover a better place for you. Pluto in the 2nd house is all about helping you make a lot of money but he first wants you to discover that thing that you do that is totally unique and not like everyone else. You may have to go out on a limb and jump off in order to discover this thing that you do, but there is something and you will discover what that thing is, if you don't already know, within the next 5 months. You can also experience total transformation with how you use your hands since the 2nd house is all about talents that you possess from using your hands. You may be learning a new art form soon and it will bring a fresh air of healing into your life.
Here we go again. Pluto once again will go backwards to reevaluate the changes you have made pertaining to your self image. You are set to be seen as a completely different person than you saw yourself even a few years back. You are getting wiser and more disciplined and people ARE taking notice. Pluto will be going backwards into your personal database to find out what else needs to be pruned away to match the growth that is your birth right. You know this process well so just enjoy the ride and let whatever needs to fall away, fall. If you want to lose weight you can plan on this next few months to be very successful with any diet goals you have since this transit will be a lot about clarifying and becoming the image of what you want others to see you as. Mars will be working towards any higher learning or schooling you may be interested in. Mars wants you to move to the next level at this time, and if a physical move is in order, well, there is no better time than now to leap towards that new destination. You will also be broadening your philosophical views and will be having several ah-ha moments where you just sort of get it all and feel bliss with the oneness.
Pluto has already been taking you on a journey of self healing that you probably thought you'd never have to go on. It has probably been a lot more intense than you could have ever imagined. His prune job has been harsh and shocking at times, but do not forget it is only what you need to grew into those big shoes of yours. As of April 10th he goes back inside of your deepest unconscious nature to clean out even more of what you no longer need to hold on to. You may even have physical ailments that show up, but do not put too much stock into them as hopefully they are only the sign of something leaving your body. Think of giving birth and this thing that grows inside of us hidden until it is to be released and then the pain is unimaginable, but then comes the greatest gift ever. Mars going direct on April 13th will be working like a generator to help heal all bad habits and all hidden forces that are keeping us from being who we wish to be. If you feel the need to get any help from others at this time, please do so, as the forces are with you to grow and shed old layers of skin much quicker than at other times. At other times it may take months to heal a wound but for you, now, it can happen like the blink of an eye. Focus on your own healing exclusively at this time. This is serious YOU time.
Your group is up for some serious transforming times. You will be finding a group or friends that is more like home than you have ever known. You want to make an impact and Pluto is all about exposing the steps to create the biggest change. Over the next 5 months you will find out who is in and who is out and there will be no hard feelings as all parties will understand that being out of one group only means finding another to be in. We are looking for these groups of absolute empowerment and inspiration. Pluto will find your most appropriate group or friends, be assured. And Mars going direct is focused wholeheartedly on putting you together with the best partners in all areas of your life. Looking for love? Well it is so on the way. Looking for a new work partner? On the way. Whoever you are looking for, get clear on who you want them to be because you are a serious magnet at this time. Put your energy into healing any wounds that are still open with others. Now is the time to find harmony and love with those closest to you. You may have not clearly seen someone for who they are a few weeks back, but now you will see them clear as day.
Emotional burnout can show up in many ways and is the most important thing that is wearing us down right now. It is providing both what personally burns us out and is not nourishing and vital to our lives and what is. SO pay attention. It's beauty is trying to show us what about our life experience is actually our personal track and what is not. We must be on track to our heart and soul's desire now if we truly wish to be authentic in our life. The other and old ways will not go so well and will be painful, hurtful and so not worth it, kind of like when you put your hand as a young child on a hot burner for the first time and you realize that is a bad idea and you wont ever do it again. THAT kind of exact. So the message is not exhaustive the stuff we are holding onto and are either afraid of or just don't want to let go of is what is exhaustive and not so clear or exact. Stay with it. Emotions take time to impress us with their message, their voice, their clarity and truth. Be very clear though, the truth will come and it is deeply personal. So please do not compare your version to other people. It is a unique time for all of us as we must learn our own language emotionally and trust that and then share our perception when we are clear of what that is. This is a new and long process and make take some of us the rest of our life to learn how to communicate from this new place. So please patience is the virtue, being gentle with yourself is the key and loving yourself no matter how tired, angry, hurt or gotta kill that other person and their ignorance you feel is the answer. We have all bought into the lie, we had to to live on earth. So let us not judge what that has been, but please know that the structure has shifted, is moving and visibly so in some beautiful ways.
This gene is currently making sure we get this right and that we move forward and be exhausted and vulnerable in that movement knowing fully it is just not worth it anymore to uphold and carry the old mask and facade. Thank goodness and hallelujah to that! Tummy problems where you feel nauseous, dizzy, too much acid and your tummy is wound up tightly are attached to this movement. So move it out of you. Stay still and breath into it and feel your tightness and yuckiness at the core of you right in your belly button area. Kind of cute that it is called a button really. The exact place you become on your own from your mom and then got tightly closed up onto yourself. How is that self and how do you feel now? Your I will speak loudly if you ask so allow it and know that your needs can and will be met if you just hear them like a distant voice in the wind and wilderness calling for you to come out and play. This energy is completing itself on November 30th and moving into the universal truth of your emotional pattern in life that serves you best and makes you most alive.
So let it open, guide and teach you through projection, yours outward and others towards you what emotional climate is best for you to survive in and to cultivate for your unique footsteps moving forward. Open for aliveness and let go of gnarly, tangled, stagnant emotional crisis that has no progress in it. Marinate in these healing energies to nourish spirit and soul in whispering spirals through December. Mercury is retrograde and very much helping in this nourishment so go slowly and easily this holiday time in perfect and right timing for all the forms and structures you need to shift in your body, chest, blood, heart and legs.
My personal shift is in my uterus where much has created and hindered me in this world most of my life. So I will be free to infinitely create now as it is my great fortune to have a hysterectomy today. Please be kind and gentle with whatever your shifts are and know for sure they are divinely structured to put you just exactly where you need to be. Everything is perfect and right. Affirm it often now. I will be back just as soon as I can. With love, Hi'ilani
I count, You matter, Together WE make the difference. Be the unique YOU, only you can be. Do it NOW!
I have a niece who plays volleyball, and one who plays soccer. Both are wanting to play in college so I do what I can to help them to achieve their goals. Most of the time in all walks of my life this looks like eliminating and clearing, like a wonderful rain storm, all the limitation the world, their teachers and parents, their family, their body and their own fear and doubt have created that clouds and fuzzes their perception to something that is not as real as the possibility they can have. It is a wonderful gift to be able to wipe clean a slate that should never be unclear in the first place. When I see, hear, feel injustice on any level I take all of my energy and attention and not fight IT but use that anger, frustration, hurt, pain to work harder to improve me, my life, my vision, my goal for this world. Is all that is happening right now is THAT is being alchemically fired up in everyone. SO follow it, address it, do not defend against it.
Here is why.
We have a boundary of blame, shame and guilt, that has to be cleared and opened into our vulnerability. Our body knows how to do this, Our brain knows how to unfold the process, Our emotions know how to be powerful and strong if you eliminate the blame, shame and guilt. If you protect yourself in ways that are stagnant and outdated and outworn you will cause harm to yourself and others. SO don't point the finger in any way that makes it appear like their is a THEM and an US. Light and Dark are the same vibration when looked at through the lens of wholeness. It is important to not create separation in any way actively which basically means YOU deciding what that looks like. There is a much bigger picture and framework that is now holding all of us in place. It is like a hologram in our own solar plexus (area just above belly button). It took me a long time to get what a hologram was literally even though daily I work with these systems. So the bottom line is each of us have a part, that part is a particle of wholeness that is an exact replica of the big picture whole. The hologram reflection makes sure of it. You have a natural protective shield built into you now that did not used to exist, right now focus there. It originates in your solar plexus and is connected to the rest of the boundary of your body. This is your shield. If we defend against anything right now we reinforce the old boundary of blame, shame and guilt. Doing so keeps us from developing the honest protective shield of truth, beauty and love. Blame, Shame and Guilt represent our lower emotional nature and Truth, Beauty and Love our higher mature emotional nature. They sing a song in different octaves so listen and see which is operating with every emotional twist and turn which one will be nourishing and the other nagging and depleting. Eliminate the depleting one to preserve yourself to your truest natural authentic purposeful state. Do it NOW.
Seems to me we are afraid of our emotions and just rawly feeling our hurt and pain has been a difficulty for most people to face. So instead we make stuff up about others that are bad, they are responsible for our pain and misgivings and we are not responsible at all. Well we each need to be responsible for our part now if we would like to keep living. Eckhart Tolle said, "Evolve or Die" kind of sums it up. There is a lot of good help in this world now. Though it may seem like it is behind the scenes, many folks have just been waiting to be of service in the right way at the right time. Well it is now. We can, We will, We are living our hearts and souls desire. There is enough money for everything , always. It is how we choose to spend it that is up for reorganization. Don't be afraid, choose well. Thanks for listening. Here are a few ways the development is happening for each of us.
I count, YOU matter, Together We make the difference.
Saying this out loud will continue to help you stay in your own unique flow.
Fall in love in such a way that it frees your from any connecting.
Love is the soul's light, the taste of morning,
no me, no we, no claim of being...
Love cannot be said. Rumi
I wanted to include this poem because we have a lot of push/pull continuing on in our I and our WE. As we each create our own boundary our I has to be strong. and learn its new place in the world free of the WE. It can make it difficult in couples and people who need to be a team that are having to take a pause to find their new footsteps. Be gentle, kind and honest and this process does not have to be difficult. Their is a developing place for the I in each of us dancing with the developing place in the WE and how we want to put that together properly. I can't emphasize enough that we want to be free from our previous structures enough to pay attention to where and how in our life this is naturally occurring. People are synchronistically showing up in just the right time, wow in the past I would have not wanted to do this and now I am open and wishing to share in this way. Pay attention to this kind of relating and structuring. What feels great about it? Take a moment, breath it in to your cells is it nourishing or depleting? Does it feel real or old and fake? We want to drop all roles that feel old and fake and open to the roles of ourselves that feel real, inclusive, engaging, continuous and in flow. Please don't decide or let your mind take over as to how this should look? When you create something in present time free of the old structure you need to be present, honest, Am I in the mood or not, and able to be open to where the flow actually is. If you can follow this enough and not deceive yourself into it having to be in this exact way you will really easily be developing your I and your WE simultaneaously in a gorgeous interplay and dance.
I have been watching some really nice things starting finally to manifest in the visible physical forms and structures on earth. YES! People are addressing situations, differently with a lighter heart, a more just heart and more inclusive in some compassion for wanting a better world and to do something for it. The aspect bringing us this is our collective consciousness moon and node movement. It is half of the incarnation cross of consciousness. My dad had this and so does my brother and though they just lived it I got to watch how that worked fairly well. It is a WE thing where each person lives their I in the best way they know how and as enough of those pieces come together consciousness shifts. Kind of like the hundredth monkey concept but without our knowledge people just being so honestly in their right place Poof Magic just happens. This started for humanity on Sept. 28th and is vibrationally shifting everyone that is ready in their own part and genetic resonance to really Own, in all forms, body, mind and spirit their part and their own humanness to be a part of the whole, humanity. This is ongoing through this fall and will continue into next year. I am noticing in people really interesting nuances and lovely features that are subtle but are there. One friend never smiled and lately he has this little grin just below the surface. He is not aware of it and I know what it took to get that from the deep inside of him to his surface. So for me, it has been lots of hallelujah time and not in this hollywood overzealous over bling way just there so sweet the stuff life is really made of just in its ordinary nature, simple and beautiful comfort. Look for these items in your own life don't move too fast and when they come, pause, breath and fill every nook and cranny of your cells in your body full of the goodness that is there and the feeling of fullness that you find. With each pause you are helping your body to ground, anchor and be realistic in which ways and behaviors and feelings and life experiences is correct for you to be and not be. As well as to live in a less extreme and dramatic way that does not serve you but a narrow balanced happy way that does. YES Please!
Deception/Delusion: Let us talk about the Double D's. DD. DD...DD. hard to even say. Feel what it is like to say DD twice. Interesting that is sounds like DaaDaa like a young child saying daddy for the first time. The hold of the patriarch is letting go now and must shift into a better use of logic. When logic gets scared it reaches for the DD. Deception will be showing up in your life if you are living non authentically and still holding onto too much of the lie and manipulation that has coated our life from feelings of blame shame and guilt. This is no one's fault. THis is what we lived until we can live something else. The time is now to gently move forward into something that fits our humanity better and will allow everyone to have a proper place, an esteemed place of worthiness. A friend today reminded me of my dad's last words to me before he went into heart surgery and later passed away. He said, " You are enough for anyone and everything." Though I genuinely do feel this way I feel it on my own. Most of the structures in life tell me differently and that is the karmic lie that must shift.
In the must of it do not delude yourself into getting your panties in a twist. Do not get emotional over things that are lame and not so important. Notice you have a trigger, and let it go. The faster you can get in this process now and depersonalize what does not really belong to you, the faster you can release and let go of deception and delusion that has a foothold on the quality of your life that no longer serves you to live. If it lingers you will digest it more fully and the passion it yields can then take action from a place that is more mature and more useful to address the current issues we now face that need to be addressed from a real place of innocence and compassion. We are seeing this in the protests and people stepping up and saying NO this is not acceptable. Stand in it and calmly with their energy and grounding making a space for something better and fair and just for all. We each have a real girl and boy that lives in us and we need to learn how to honor both parts of THAT self before we can share that with others in a whole way. This process is ongoing so settle in and enjoy it. Go with the flow and river do not fight against it. You may be pleasantly surprised how easy this new doorway opens for you. I am having lots of wonderful spots that would really bother me in the past and things are happening and their is not one residual piece of irritation left to cling onto POOF Magic. Please enjoy your version of this as we have worked really hard for a long time to be standing in these moments and we sure don't want to miss these good parts. smiles.
Scorpio gets a bad wrap and does carry our financial insecurity. So it hooks together our emotional insecurity to our finances and some people would rather have the world be doomed financially than just face some emotional housekeeping. Let us just clean house. YES! This aspect is heightened right now and some very nice deceptive unconscious tendencies may be surfacing to help you get clear about people in your life on many levels of intimacy so you can see underneath and get to the emotional bottom line with yourself, your habits and your social interactions with other humans. What works? What does not? Are the simple childlike parts of your social framework one's that excite you because of their deception or their truth? Are you connecting for the right reasons or one's that disgust you in your emotional neediness? Address the emptiness and see what fills you up? Our paths are all narrowing now into something simpler and also we are learning what level of emotional intensity works and does not work. Are we honest with our emotions or are we passive aggressivley projecting them still? If you are lieing to yourself in anyway this is going to get really clear now so you can eliminate these deceptive and deluded qualities of false reality to bring you to a more authentic reality of life that suits you better. Thank Scorpio's influence for setting this straight for you once and for all, clearing old ancestry in our lineage forever in the pattern of it to complete and birth us into something next and helping you to now have the power to address and make new habits that work better for you and fill you up in nourishment and authentic self preservation that honors and protects your gifts so in the future you may share them with all of us as your unique part.
It is also helping us to be more in balance emotionally and less paranoid as well as to be more harmonic to our natural tendencies. Please know Secrets abound right now and they are secret to everyone. Part of this is not intentional. So give the benefit of the doubt and really honor and know that whatever is not in your best interest, does not carry your best light and the correct power for who you are here to be will be removed from your life in divine order and not any other. Remove the fear that is driving you crazy there will be some really LOUD thing talking to you that makes you feel off, not connected, not a part of, isolated and not right. Just listen and let it go please and start to use the rest of this transit to know more about your truth and how the mystery wishes for you to take new steps, new perceptions, new social contacts moving forward.
Breath in your nose and out your mouth. Breath in your mouth and out your mouth. Make the noise EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE just as often as you needed to let go of your nervous and emotional tension that you are feeling. It will help. Thanks for listening. I count, YOU Matter, Together We make the difference. Progress forward WE can and will do this. Thank goodness. Peace be YOU! Love Hii
OWN-WON-NOW- Welcome one and all. If any of these words keep showing up in your reality you are on the right track. We are Energy living in Matter not matter learning about energy. Ponder this for a while.
Once during Valentines day Oprah gathered some quotes together as only she can and one of them was the following:
"Attention is the most basic form of love: through it we bless and are blessed." This is written by a man named, John Tarrant.
I then googled his name and somehow contacted him to find out he had no idea she was using that quote. I thought it was pretty neat to be able to be the one to make him aware of this fact and just how many people must have been affected by his words without his knowledge. THAT is how energy works. It is not loud nor boisterous and demanding and lame. It is subtle and true and honest and loyal and does not always have every answer but commits to paying attention the best way it can despite all of the push and pulls, ignorance, and disconnection and LOUDNESS of matter. Energy always is in the right place, at the right time, expanding and touching in all the best ways without any of us being a part of how that occurs. Remember this a lot now. It will help you to pay attention to your life in a way that will move you forward and very gently allow you to let go of all that does not serve you to be the energy that you are and have always been. Life has huge awesome possibilities moving forward if we can just get enough people to get to this place with themselves, OWN this NOW.
Use this quote often to guide yourself in love now authentically. To love yourself and others requires attention nothing else. Do not judge yourself ever for where your attention is but certainly now to have the right perception of your life you must be aware of where your attention is and is not. Both matter and both count for something. Your body and being know how to wire this together. YOU must pay attention properly to OWN your Life, to be alive NOW, and to take responsibility for your part here to be a part of the whole correctly. This is non-negotiable so don't fuck around with it just get her done! YES!
Early today we are having a full moon that is in the gene of shock/thunder. It will sincerely place a lightning bolt of spiritual direction, truth and conviction into your heart impulse. It has the ability if you have been doing your work on earth to catapult you forward into a world, and quality of life you have desired and dreamed of forever, living magically so inside of you maybe even without your knowledge. Made true in form at the very core of the beat of your heart this full moon is a way to put being back into the Human equation quickly, succinctly, surely, alchemically. The roots for this shift started in April and the fire you have felt mixing with your emotions in the form of heat and electricity, revolutionary bursts, this is unacceptable, I can't take this anymore, come to Jesus talks to address your bottom line are all thanks to this firey Aries energy. It also carries a HUGE, I AM in it. Aries folks I am convinced are the only ones who should carry such a strong I in their power and if you are unsure Ever tried to tell an Aries person who is ready to take action that they can't? They can, they will, and they will get the job done efficiently so much so that nothing is left of the original structure, Life is changed forever and there is no going back. Welcome to the full moon in Libra. We are now entering balance at a level that will not allow the extreme parts of ourselves to exist in matter as we knew possible previously.
Let's catch up to where we currently find ourselves, breathing, living, transforming into the energetic beings we each are, living in the matter we are capable of. These are not little moments we find ourselves in. We had a transit shift on 9/29/11 that took us from two months of eliminating old cell memory via our heart and making ourselves aware of what we have and what we don't have in our throat, lives and manifestation here on earth. What matters in matter and what doesn't. The thing that was helping us to decipher this is our energy, that with each and every transit is getting stronger and stronger and the parts of matter that don't matter are getting weaker and weaker. Thank goodness.
This shift now has us already experiencing many changes that are forever endings and beginnings, magnitude, big ones not little ones so please don't miss the point. The passage of Steve Jobs and all that he represented in his authenticity, personal privacy, and public generosity of genius and innovation has changed this world forever and that was all him, no education needed. We had three women winners of the Nobel Peace Prize. This has changed our world forever. The First Female President of Brazil, Dilma Rousseff for the first time ever was the first female speaker of the six day united nation's debate followed by Obama where she declared," This is the century for women," 1911-2011. She gave us permission NOW to recognize the achievements of women moving forward in a new way. This will change this world forever. It allows the female part of each one of us, male or female, to be OWNED wholly in all its connections never to be harmed, hurt nor oppressed again. In that it equally Opens the door for the Male part of each of us to actually exist openly to be aggressive and fiery and act upon the subject matter we feel most passionate about and take action appropriately. This transit will bring us big surprises, beginnings, middles and endings that are perfect and right to close the door on the past emotionally and open us up to our one narrow pathway that each of us have to OWN.
We are energy living in matter not matter learning about energy. WE already know how to do this folks. We just have to drop our identification with the masquerade. What do you need to OWN? Your responsibility, the one that suits you best at this point of reality, Your Power, the energy electrical spark you came here to be, the one that shines your light and others feel the warmth and comfort only you can bring, Your Authority what you are an expert at naturally through the unique selective way you are built and put together in this body in matter. Way cool. Bring it on!
Our mind: Has just been rewired. It was what was helping the male and female part of our brain to become more at one and to live more thoroughly. If you feel dizzy, or nauseous in your tummy part of the reason is this transit was sitting in our pituitary gland kind of behind your nose and under your eyes in the middle of your head. It just left today. You will feel differently than you did in July and it will take your body, a few days to adjust to this new placement. For me, it is usually a good week before I get my stability back and my sea legs again to navigate the new waters I find myself in after a transit shift. That means your mind is different now in how it thinks as well as has more space to think with. This space has to be grounded by your body and being in order to work right. So if you feel weird, odd, not sure, move cautiously until it becomes more comfortable. Pay attention to your feet, knees, upper legs and hips and address anything that is talking to you that is not comfortable. It is happening so that you will pay attention and move slow enough at a pace that makes you feel comfortable, calm and grounded. The more you put your attention HERE the more your mind will work right. This particular transit was in a gene called the return and it happened to return many pieces of information we need to utilize for our future. It did this on many levels of our being and needs to be centered, integrated and balanced now that the transit is over amongst all parts of our mind, body, and emotional health and well being. See how long your adjustment is so you can help yourself move correctly with every transit shift. This is personal and unique to each person so developing your information pool and knowing your pattern in relationship to what is moving through you is a life long journey and one you must begin with this full moon. SO welcome to OWNERSHIP. Welcome to NOW. Welcome to WON- world of no-nonsense:)
Your mind should feel quieter and less full of pulse. Many people especially towards the end were feeling the electricity in their head and the pulse like a non stop thump. As this transit moves away it should diminish and get quieter. This made everyone very sensitive and under pressure to hear noises and sounds and information that they would not normally hear as well as returning information, a bit like a rat on a wheel that just keeps coming back and giving you more and more truth. You may feel a bit exhausted as well as excitement somewhere that you just can't place. You want to close your eyes and sit and settle into your solar plexus, area just above your belly button to center down in your belly now in balance. Breath in the nose and out the mouth and then in the mouth and out the mouth. This should help you center into your calm.
The electricity is important as it is the alchemy that changes the body and upgrades each of us vibrationally to a more correct expression of who we each are emotionally. If you are someone who is a high vibration person many fast twitch fibers in you, don't sit still easily this was probably heightened in you to get your mind and head in equal proportion to your bodies electricity. People who are like this all the time generally are emotional beings. All the rest are feeling this way too in their own unique way to stabilize in their own emotional boundary. So this applies to everyone it will be different and personal to each of you. This electricity does screw with the internet and computers so if you are someone that is built in this fashion every time you shift, your phone, computer, internet, anything electrical will need to shift a bit too. Have patience, get the bug worked out allow you and all your electricity to upgrade accordingly. If you are like this all the time, you have a higher emotional chemistry, have a more mature spirit, a bigger role here, and may have a hard time grounding this energy. YOU MUST ground it to OWN your life, to move forward so you will have emotional crisis right now to get you in the right frame of mind, right pace, and with the right job and folks to live your life properly. Stay with the crisis, pay attention to how you feel, name it honestly and let the rest go. The momentum is sure and true. If you have been pondering emotionally for some time an emotional shift and upgrade of your life, this transit will help move you forward into the right job, community, home, food, life that honors your obsessive compulsion to desire something more for your life all the time. Remember less is more so you are getting really clear about what your narrow efficient comfort place is in yourself and letting go of all that you don't need to have to live there. Say, " I am living my heart and soul's desire" often to ground yourself in trust and find the connections necessary to live a life your can recognize and you are built for exactly.
Let us get REAL: Responsibility, Empower, Authority, Leadership- this always reminds me of the little child that loves its stuffed animal so much that in time it actually becomes real and alive. This process we currently find ourselves in is just like that. So keep it simple and remind yourself you are loving yourself back to life and aliveness in the tough moments you may find yourself in.
what is important: Attention: Love and kisses to yourself for being alive, doing the work, being a part of the grandest experiment ever and what it FEELS like to be energy in a body.
Responsibility: What to be responsible for is coming from Pluto and Capricorn and is cleansing the perverse ignorance out of our culture. It is taking dysfunction out in a nonconnected way- neglect and ignorance. Read Steph's entry here about Neglect it will help you get clearer of how this force is talking to you and what it wants you to address and offering its support and help to bring you to a better truth. IT will help each of us be responsible for our part to OWN in a balanced way using all of our emotional dysfunction from the past streamlined into a useful functional genius that only you can bring. You may thank your upbringing for your well developed ability to know what you know by the way. It is the only way to free the matter and form that holds you back so say thank you and use any remaining anger to fuel your process and handle what you need to, to feel well, healthy, like you.
Empower-contains a lot of empathy right now for yourself, and what you have been through to be where you exactly stand today. SELF CARE is the key which does not say a lot about the other. Do it from now until November 24th as if your life depends on it and then you may share more with others through the holidays and you will feel GOOD and HEALTHY in your sharing and engage more truthfully with others. It will help you to free the ackward social embarassing where do I fit in feeling that has been nagging you for two years. You will also discover what Habits nourish you and deplete you personally and with others and then you can eliminate the ones that deplete you and make consistent plans, relationships and habits with the ones that nourish you.
Authority: Is ever growing. The I AM in you is getting stronger and that part is learning ever so surely how to express itself and when. Here we have a strong interplay between the male, yang part of ourselves and the Feminine receptive, yin part. EVERYONE has both now. So one part of you is way overdeveloped and one part of you is way underdeveloped. Do not take your frustration out on other people. OWN it. Each time you get frustrated: PAUSE Breath and pay attention to see how your power wants you to handle, shift, change, gentle, hard whatever is in front of you. We are balancing into the narrow part we each must OWN in our vulnerable weak part and our aggressive, power, part. Here is why, the true vulnerable weak part is where you will connect in the future with others who are aggressive and powerful in that part and visa versa. We EACH have BOTH. So in relationships previous to NOW we have come together expecting the other to fullfill the part we don't OWN. FOR sure this went down in an oppressive way and as a result we have very few people who are in their real authority. No blame in it just part of the collective consciousness story we have been living out together. SO relating is changing. If your relationships have been rocky in the last four years part of it is just not enough information to help yourself through. The game changed and no one is speaking about it or connected enough to know all the information to guide properly as well as we have so many people in authority positions who are falsely asserting themselves, or not able to assert properly for the authority role they carry. So the world is not coming to an end it just needs some ATTENTION in all the right places and encouragement in others.
SO for your Authority Part to OWN.
Feminine Receptive-Strength: Pay attention to what part of you is truly weak and vulnerable and no matter what you do you need that to come from outside of you. YOU will know. Open the left side of your body up to receive from others who are stronger in it and keep coming to help you in just that way. It may be difficult to do at first but just open your left hand and arm and wait for it to come and breath if it is difficult.
Aggressive Power-Action: Encourage your self to assert and share and express what you actively notice in the situations you keep finding yourself in and no one is doing anything about it. I AM is also this part of you and though it has always been there it was purposefully dormant until this Aries energy got turned on in April. Also it might surprise you how simple, easy and little energy it takes to actually assert properly. This is the Yang part of you and the male part and the beauty of the male in us is it is not all inclusive, it does not connect the dots so what it notices is narrow, direct, little, but very bold and can't be held back. It makes a broad motion stroke and then it is done. Kind of like the knight in shining armor just shows up to save the day in that right moment that gets created by circumstance and can't be preconceived. The Detail you see, take action on and don't DO it for others, point it out so they can do it for themselves. Use your aggressive power to encourage others to take authority in their own life in the way you see it. If none of that is obvious put out your right hand and arm and see how you wish to help in any given situation you find yourself in. The right side will assert itself now. Watch yourself and learn who you are in your power compared to others. It will honor your true power and encourage others to feel safe and secure in their vulnerable weak place.
In the end you will be whole in both parts of yourself and you can offer this in relationships and commune, merge in a new way that will feel wonderful, life affirming, ever growing and sustaining for you and for the whole person you relate with. This is new and not a place we have related from yet. It will allow for great sexual balance and fulfillment on all levels.
Leadership: this part of you will have a strong push from Mars and also more fiery energy almost a double magnitude. The ends of August and September gave us some clues and on 9/29/11 is bringing forward and into the light very visibly where some of the leaders are that maybe we could not quite grasp until now. Steve Jobs being a huge example of someone who energetically followed his truth and calling and did succeed in this world. He also created a computer with a female brain at a time that no one was having any of it and now apple is all the rage. He is a whole example of a man that utilized both his female and male part in a whole way to offer our world something awesome. He did not care what others thought and that is a prerequisite for anyone who is a leader. You lead you don't care how that is received. John Tarrant's quote another good example of someone who created words that Oprah took and expanded without his knowledge. The more I watch the world the more I feel right motion is never up to us. It is up to the whole. What do you OWN that you can give the whole? THAT is where your leadership lies. You will get really good clues and direction now through the 20th and then the formula of how to implement that or how the world wants that to be implemented through your one OWNED part through the end of the month. I see a lot of shuffling in the world right now and this is appropriate and right. Unexpected stuff is important pay attention to it. You may not know where all this is leading and that is perfect and appropriate don't miss the clues as they come like a big puzzle putting your life together that you wont realize, become real in and allow to be your reality until just the right timing for YOU. The timing is divinely guided not up to you or me right now. Trust this. Practice Radical Acceptance of all that you are discovering. (Thanks Y.A.)
Be REAL. OWN your part. Pay Attention to what electrifies and activates every cell in your body. Not time to move yet just to be aware, receive and practice your expression of the new YOU. Thanks for listening. I count, You matter, Together We make the difference! Only thing that truly matters is love and kisses. Thank you KA for allowing me to share here. Hi'ilani
Hello all. I am a Capricorn Sun, Scorpio moon, Pisces Rising traditionally. I tell you this because everyone minimally needs to know theirs and read theirs with any horoscope you read. Look at it like we used to be one dimensional and now we are 3 just for kicks and giggles. These days are not my easiest moments a lot of pain going on for me in my knees and heart and intuition lots of crocodile heart and mind tears and memories and people letting go from my life to open me up to be more of me and to focus on what matters most to me personally. It is not easy for me to share personally and KA says it is my scorpio moon and in truth no one really in my life has wanted to hear from me personally about all that I go through to provide this information. It is my journey and I always felt the information I get from it for you is the only important stuff really. I suppose if someone sincerely wanted to know I would speak but generally others do most of the talking. I have worked long and hard without pay or recognition to provide this information. I do it because I wanted to and knew I could and did not want others to feel so alone as I did with no one to turn to who could relate or understand and really honestly could not possibly grasp my journey so I am grateful I am me, and so strong and could trust what poured through me to guide me. I am supposed to be here to give this information to all of us. It is my job to know such things. I generally love it but have been ridiculed incredibly often including lately and I am a little tired of that structure and projection from the collective world and ignorant people who know not what they do. It is boring unconscious and outdated now let us move on. I keep hearing lately in my inner ear, sticks and stones can break my bones but names can never hurt me. I have become much more emotionally stable in the last few years thanks to many polishing negative influences in my life that I loved dearly. I am much more able to not fall apart in a bucket of tears every moment so am more functional in my depth these days and in my life thank goodness. I don't want to seem like I just spew information and am not flesh and blood. I am real and just a person whose path is this and took on an enormous amount of stuff I chose to live through to be me and authentic in it. So please know it is my pleasure to provide this and I absolutely wish to experience and live with all of us in our best and I actually know how to get us there if anyone will listen. I will always hold a space for this possibility and can only share what I grasp in that possibility so we each can find our way safely, securely, and efficiently. I am grateful to KA for letting me share here. It has made my life whole in a way that was missing for a long time for me. I still take time to digest everything before I can speak and need to empathically feel it in my own body before I will externalize it to you. A bit of a turtle that way I am as well as an eternal mother, I wont give you bad food, I will try it first and give you the best. Just my way. Hope you are getting ready for the fall equinox this is a special time now, and I am really looking forward to it. Thanks for being here and listening.
The title of this entry was the three top selling movies a week ago. It struck me as odd and great and I decided to weave what the words mean to the vibrational influences we are currently undergoing. Here is some information I wish to share that can help in our careful consideration of where we presently find ourselves. If you look at things vibrationally you don't have to exagerate or manipulate anything. Vibration is true and whole and vibes itself honestly. The whole point of life now is to be the vibration that you are. It is more than your aura. It is what feeds, what is, what beats, what smells, what guides you deep inside that allows your aura to be read as your vibration. Aura just takes up space what is sourcing it is your genetic vibration something only you can be and share and is deeply specific to who you have been forever breathing now in this body and this life. It is what is and isn't what it isn't. It cannot lie. smiles......... Imagine.
Being your vibration is a much easier way to know the truth of a matter and not its disguise. Ponder this some. 94% of what is lived out currently on earth vibrationally is the disguise so it means the manipulation we live collectively is still altering our vibration in its truth. When that leaves it is scary only because the disguise is familiar it is also painful because it is not real nor authentic to what we are built to awaken into and be in this current time. When the disguise leaves we become more aware of all the ways we were not awake and were suffocated by the disguise. All the details and ways this is shifting into something more authentic, true to your body and form and vibrationally correct for who you came to be is listed below for the rest of September 2011, while reading Please breath and enjoy. I will list these details and current planetary influences affecting our body from our bodies perspective as the more you can encompass and anchor your body through being aware of its awakening places the faster and more efficient you allow your vibration to genuinely exist, settle in, get safe, be alive and awaken and the disguise to vacate thank goodness : FYI it may be easier to read my writing speaking it so feel free to do that if it is difficult to grasp through just reading. Remember I am someone you need to marinate with so read and reread to let this sink in where it needs to for you. Thanks.
By the way each and every one of you rocks. Only you can be you and we as a humanity cannot exist without you each and every one. Remember this a lot now.
Your feet, knees, legs:
There is a lot working in here many influences so let us break them down one by one. How they meald and synthesize together is different for everyone. SO you will have your own symphony in this I am just going to list the general specifics to help for now.
Pluto: WOW undertow and it is the best way to view it. Have you ever been in the ocean with a strong undertow? It moves slowly and surely and completely, strong and hard, and is capable of pulling you under without the surface even moving an inch. So it will make us pay attention and honor our primal emotional depth. It is our emotional depth that knows how to stand up safely and securely and with trust and faith to survive, nothing else. Every person's is different in its complexity, quality, and level. Some of us get to just be on the surface of stuff, skim the top. Others have to feel it all. Will feel like gunk, guilt, blame, shame as it flows through. It has been perculating in a fog horn pause and retrograde since April 9th. This date added fire to the mix so it was like deep hot lava mixing with the water in you to create steam. We don't have anything in our body until we create the alchemy of steam. Think of lava flow hitting the water makes smoke as it cools and creates LAND. THIS is the stability I am talking about. It actually exists in you and has been created these last many months so as we now get to be more aware of what the undertow wants us to realize in our personal truth, own that and let go of the rest. Where to look? Feet, knees, legs. Symptoms this is working in you are: HEAT, sweat, more circulation, cracking in your joints, contraction and pain all of these are a great way in the body to create Help, be in touch with your inner warrior, and to be contagious to tell other bodies vibrationally, Yes it is safe here, now. We are under pressure here all of us to move, take different footsteps, and be healthy in this new alchemy that has created itself in our body and made itself at home. The alchemy contains fuel to correct what you were unwilling to do before. The warrior in you can help. Ask it to help you be more disciplined with the new footsteps you now have the courage to take. It is making obvious all the perverseness in your life. Good and bad. SEE it figure out how you want to handle it now having more information and pieces to your life's puzzle and story. Write it down as it reveals itself to you so you can reflect on it later. Who are you and who are you not? Follow who you are, take it with you into the future and let go of who you are not. We are in this process of being reacquainted with our truth and our sea legs until December. Take it slow, pause a lot, don't miss any information, it is all needed to find our new legs and stability in what to trust about ourselves, free of the perversion of the disguise. Don't be afraid it is like Halloween think of it like a costume that you have no more use for and have outgrown and take off your mask when you are ready and feel more safe in your ability to stand and are sure footed in your calm. Buy great comfortable shoes that support the new you. Dance a lot. Please say: Free, Clear and Restore. Breath in your nose and out of your mouth. Thank you.
Your nose and mind:
Everytime you relieve the old pressure in your feet, knees and legs the sinus cavities around your nose will open. You may thank Saturn for this influence as soon as it shifted on Sept. 1st it went from one health gene to another. This new one is our intuition. It carries a fear of tomorrow in it and gives life its eerie shear cool quality right now. It is acting as the bridge with our undertow now moving forward to allow the mind and our feet to be together in action and words. So it will remove the hypocrisy in life that is holding back the new quality of life that is possible to live out presently. It is also helping to bring a healthy perception of ways that our dysfunction can have a genius in it. What that means is that with all the disguise that has been upon us collectively we can brightly with clear flashlight see the parts we need to, to use this perversion in a healthy way and free forever the blame shame and guilt that was laid upon it just to keep all of us more unconscious until these moments moving forward. So no judgement please, yes it is exhaustive and has been a long time in coming partly why the same fuel that is revealing these parts to us is also removing and giving us more energy to keep persevering and not give up. Why this entry is titled, The Help, Warrior Contagion is because Everytime we emotionally clear an old emotional pattern of blame, shame and guilt, (the help) our legs stand in a new balance (warrior) and our mind and nose area opens (contagion). It may have felt at first like sinus drip everywhere a river of drip. It is freeing and cellularly clearing the disguise. It will help remove the fog that can sit in you. It will be aggravating your sinus and mind for sinus headaches perhaps, the key is to remove the pressure in your legs through walking, and stretching and swimming is grand. Energy work, massage, acupuncture, foot reflexology, foot epsom salt baths and all body epsom salt baths, all grand. Helping yourself to breath in your nose and out your mouth as much as possible can help you to get this immune system moving in its new direction. All forms of exercise that help you to sweat and move the steam out of you is going to help these body areas.
Fear of tomorrow.
Sounds gloomy and doomy but it is not. It is present, in the moment, captures all the little frequencies going on so you can be aware and alive like an animal and feels fearful to be able to be aware even more than normal, gotta hear it all. USE it. Awesome information right now, bringing some very nice awareness to your life and revealing some nice truths you will have to incorporate to be healthy as the new you in the future. This vibrations secret is it is afraid until the moment comes. So that edge you feel in waiting for tomorrow is this gene. If you are engaged in the moment you are in you wont need to feel such demise. I have this in me all the time and though I have been doing the work I do for 14 years I am always afraid until the moment comes to do the work I do and then I am fine. So I have learned to remember and work with it so it did not take my life down. It was hard as a kid as I had swim practice at 4am on Monday and Sunday night was scary in anticipation of a moment I was not in yet. Once in Monday and in that cold pool I was alive and well. Work with it and let it help you and your body to feeeeeel goooood in the moments you are in engaging in as your new you. Pay attention to what help comes, where you feel like being your warrior and what parts of your expression feel contagious and you feel good and alive and others engage back with you. THIS is real Life and you giving your part your purpose.
Your throat and voice:
TO have or have not that is the question here. Listen to your voice, your words what you are saying to others and them to you. What are all the things gathering on your list that you have in your life that work? What are all the things you don't have that the last month and a half told you needs to be a must have in your future? Sort it out. The foundational message what is important to create a safe and secure trusting life for you will manifest speak and reveal itself in the last days of this month. Funny as we move into Libra and balance the real balance for each of us will be shown free of the extreme. Don't be surprised if it is childlike and really yummy and not so extremely exciting. Excitement in its pure form is real and honest and safe and home and simple in its balance not at the extreme ends of emotion at all but right in the middle. This is about the floor of life in its most basic and fundamental form. Find your floor, your feet, your shoes, your pressure in life that works at a pace that makes you feel, calm, fulfilled, that you can trust your life and your quality of life. Make sure it works for you personally as this is a deeply personal preference and one only you can know for yourself then you share it and combine what is necessary and needed with those you share with.
Gathering steam and circulation and energy and ego we have been in our deep letting go. The heart is the main organ in the body we need. Without it we are not alive and we do not beat to circulate the blood necessary to sustain nourishment to the rest of the body. This is the central hub of change right now and if we cannot change our hearts we cannot live in this body properly and wont use our minds differently more connected and whole for ourselves to create a sustainable future. Emphasis on create. The new creative push in all of us comes from our heart. It is in Leo energy and the last many years has been pushing all Leo foks to let go and surrender their old pride and righteousness to a more whole and tender place that allows the whole of the heart to create differently than just the beating one to keep us alive. It is a frequency shift so the shock and alchemy and electricity that keeps the heart beating is getting more connected which allows the heart to have more vision than before and actually more information. The heart can be dense and immature worse than emotions actually and is like a small child that does not get its way. Be careful and aware of this part of yourself now and ask honestly is this who you want to be and is it working for you or separating you from others and your life? If you are righteous is that working for you or not? If you are egotistical is it healthy or not? If you exagerate to the point of deception and lie without knowing it, is the lie serving your life or not? There is no correct answer as their is healthy ego, exageration, righteousness, and courage to be found and had in this influence. It will make each of us show up more with heart and meaning in our own lives and the lives of others. Life sucks without it. Unfortunately it is the very place that the disguise is the greatest, the greed is the greatest, the lack of truth and proper identifying of words vibrationally versus the hypocrisy of the words is the greatest. SO? What has been speaking to you. If it seems like a lot and you are exhausted from what feels like your own righteous fight you may be in a bit of a battle with your own ego in ways that can be surprising you and that previously you did not know existed. KEY is surrender. I am finding that just saying the word almost like an instruction to my body helps me let go in it, some of the fearful contraction recede and open to the stable land I can possibly stand in. I recommend it highly. It is subtle so pay attention to the subtle response in your heart and bodies state of contraction. There is a poem in the ascension support section. IF we all did it daily from now until the end of September lots of simply easy transformation could abound. Please try it. I find it makes a momentary calm but that the affects of doing the poem open all day long. It is a bit like a whispering wind all my words and poems but it works great and is based and founded in creative trust. It can't harm you and can only help. SO what are we committed to? Continuing to complain and do nothing in the disguise of the collective vibrational dis-ease? Or working at it some to be the vibrationally sane and sound person you can be? If the help, warrior and contagion win you will be doing that poem daily. I would greatly appreciate it and let me know how it goes. It helps me and the others here to bring better support if we have a sense of what is going on for you and what you are aware of when you read some of these entries. It is ok to go viral with this information and share it with people you care about. If people don't have your best interest at heart they will be selectively and purposefully moved out of your way and your life. Trust it and use the extra time on your hands to do your thing and share with people that have your best interest at heart.
Jupiter expanding and returning our mental quality:
Many generations before us made these moments possible. They had to live through pretty awful stuff sometimes in their individuality so we could have the heart and voices that we do now and can make a different brush stroke on our lives. We are their offspring. They were narcissistic, addictive, rebellious, indignant, negative, rigid, mean, scared and unsure of what to do and how to handle it. Financially there was lack. Religion guided in a not whole way terrifying them into obedience with lots of false power and authority. They did their best and so will we. They paved the way for now to be the possibility that it is becoming. Respect what came before you even if it felt like harm while you revolutionize yourself and shift. Don't be brutal or you become vibrationally the same thing you are fighting against to make better. Respect the sacred sanctity that is the life thread between all of us in a body. Honor that, it will help you to grasp the essence of the inside of someone regardless of the surface disguise. The respect of the vibration that has come before is the only thing that is sustaining us so we best realize that if we really want a chance to have the life we feel, desire, need, want, we have to maintain and improve the thread that has made it through so far to keep us alive and allow us this life and chunk the rest for some more space in our body and being, emptiness that can be filled with the return of all the hidden pieces that are now available to us free of the disguise. Don't take my word for it. DO some exercises see what you get. Each day until the end of September take your hands and put them over a different body part. Examples that are good now are: your mind , hand on your face eyes and nose area, your heart, your feet, your chest. Say out loud, I now free clear and restore my mind, my heart, my feet, my chest respectively. I forgive myself and all those involved. Thanks be me and my human family.
In that you want to be discovering where is the help? How do you wish to help? What assertive part of the warrior in you needs a role in your life? Where are you contagious and on fire and can't hold this ever birthing part back? The more you let go of your disguise with Pluto's help the more revealing the answers to these questions will be. Everything is guiding you to your purpose and function in that. Trust yourself, You can, You will live your heart and soul's desire. Listen carefully for it now, to whisper its truth to you. I give you permission to pay attention here and ignore the rest. Do it now.
I count, You matter, Together WE make the difference. Thanks for listening. Peace be Hi'ilani
For fun and since everything in the world feels so upside down and backwards, this month the horoscopes will be listed in reverse order. Be sure to read your rising sign too and if you feel so inclined try out your moon sign for even more clarity into the energies of the month.
Enjoy and much love to you!
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Wow. That was intense, huh. Last month should have kind of kicked your butt sideways. A sucker punch probably came at the beginning of last month and it may have had to do with a job or a health issue. If you lost your job, you are right on schedule! If there were changes on the job front it was just because we are so as the collective being primed for what really fits us and what really lights us up. If you were in a soul shrinker sort of job situation then the universe may have created an opportunity for you to get the heck out. Your health may have been impacted over something too so that your life force may have felt drained from your body. You may even feel that you are almost walking dead still right now, but that will not last and changes are coming very soon. All of everything that came your way last month was just things that needed to be cleared out of your space. If you are fighting it or not getting real on the message then you could end up really sick and depressed. If you don't open your mind to the messages coming your way, and if you don't move forward with changes that need to be made then you really can create some bad sickness vibes in your body. If you are having the symptoms of an illness, and if you are not deciphering the messages of where they came from and what is buried deep within you that needs to be released and let go of, then you can end up with a long term illness. You don't have to do this to yourself, you just have to keep it real and be open to whatever comes out of you from the depth. Neptune has slipped back into your 12 house in its retrograde motion for one last clearing to make sure you are not missing something deep within your psyche. If you play the denial game, you will create disease in your body. Denial in these changing energetic times is like a magnet for disease. And Neptune may have you feeling a little looney and unable to cope, but he's just doing his job and he knows that once you get real and face the truth you will be granted a spiritual lightness and loving feeling that rises above any discord or discomfort that may come your way. But this honor is not just granted because you want it; you have to work for it. And this means facing some of your shit, and accepting that you are not perfect just because you think you are because you don't face it and choose to live in denial land. If you don't face it, you are disabling your spiritual growth and ultimate potential in life. If you face it, you may feel like crap for a while, and you may feel ashamed and painfully regretful, but only when you face it can you grow and learn that you in fact are human and we ALL make mistakes and that more likely than not, the mistakes and the acknowledgement of them are the very things that lead us to working towards being better people in the world. The mistake is the catalyst for doing it right the next time around.
So September will feel better than last month, but now some serious work needs to be done. There will be relationship concerns that need to be dealt with. You will in fact have the opportunity to heal rifts and to grow closer in a more authentic way in partnerships of all kinds. Jupiter gong retrograde in your house of communications will open you to learning how to better communicate with others in those close relationships. I suggest that you read The Celestine Prophecy to learn about the energy exchanges in communications. There are 4 ways that people communicate that steals the energy of the other person. With energy the way it is now out in the world, you just can not get away with communicating in these 4 particular ways any longer. Or more like, you will be alone communicating with yourself because the other person will have no part in it because it drains their energy. And we know in our hearts, that if it doesn't feel good and that if it makes our energy shrink, then we need to move away from it. The 4 types are the Interrogator, the Intimidator, Poor Me, and Aloof. Read up on them and see if you are doing one or more of these in your communicating patterns. Learning the art of listening is the direction we want to move in to. This time would be the perfect time for you to learn this skill and to see how interchanges run so much smoother when you don't have to defend your position or break down someone elses. You may grow closer to co-workers if you find yourself in a new job, or someone new in your current job may be a new source of happiness in your life. Expect to make a new friend this month who brings back a sort of re-birth of hope into your life. .
Spend some time each day really dreaming up the job that will make you truly happy. And most important believe you can have it! Expect a miracle! And when you start seeing signs that things you are wishing for are coming true, put your attention and gratitude on each small step making its presence known to you. For example, I was going into work at my new job that is totally a dream come true and even so many customers say, "I bet you love this job, this is a dream job"... but so I was going in last minute to cover for someone sick and I just kind of said to myself that oooh I will grab some dried hot peppers from work so that I can make pizza for dinner, and the moment I get in I tell this girl that I need to remember to do that and she reaches to the side and pulls out a whole baggie full of them and goes, "here, this woman who bakes for us just brought these in but you can have them". I was like, sweeeeet! But this simple little thing was proof of manifestation and a sign that things are coming together for me and from that and from the gratitude of those synchronistic events that occur to us, we can take that feeling and manifest more blessings into our lives. So look around at things that ARE coming together effortlessly for you and put mass loads of gratitude on them. Water those good things coming into your life with gratitude and just watch them grow! Now if you are blessed enough to already have that job then dream of ways to make it even better. Also this would be a great time to really bring in an exercise program that will be grounded permanently into your schedule. This is a great starting point to finding some program of moving your body that becomes like habit in no time. So even if it is just going out dancing once a week, start it now.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old ways of relating with others that just isn't working any longer. If you constantly come up against a brick wall with others, and situations are never resolved then use this time to see those problems and imagine a another way of doing it so that peaceful resolution is the end result. Imagine being heard or listening to what is really being said. Imagine complete resolution and love between yourself and others. If there is an argument with a co-worker on this day, instead of it pushing your buttons and being pissed off over it, see it as resolved and see yourself saying just what needs to be said to bring peace to the situation.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on looking within at the darkest regions of your soul to bring about a healing. Intend to do some internal house cleaning. Intend to get to the bottom of old patterns that are keeping you stuck, and old buttons that when pushed by others, shut you down. If you need help with psychological concerns then intend to find a therapist that can really bring you to a higher, healthier level. It's like how people with addictions know they need to change but they most likely can't do it on their own and they need the outside support to help them become healthy again. Use this new moon to manifest yourself healthy and whole, happy and at peace with yourself. It is a journey to have those things, but the journey is well worth the effort in the long run. And the sooner you start, the sooner you find what you are looking for.
It might feel like every single thing is out of control and that you have no idea which way to turn, who to trust, who you are, how to feel safe in this world, and what the fuck is going on with the world. Shifts are occurring, man. Big time. And you being an Aquarius, you are leading the way for others to follow. You as your most evolved person is the path that the world is attempting to align up with. So we have to make sure that you have done your inner work, that your vibration is clean and clear, that you operate with integrity, that you walk your talk, that you have done the work required and not just soaked it up intellectually, that you love yourself, that you love and do not judge others for where they are on their path, that you think of others as a whole and not just yourself individually, and that you hold the vision of the new world in your heart always. This month there will be alot of opportunities for you to check out where you really are on your path of evolution. This is a month of going within and really getting real. You are going to get the white glove treatment and the glove will slide all over your hidden areas to see if there is any dust and dirt that needs a good cleaning. And I know that you will listen to what ever comes up for you and I know that you will not live in denial and push it all away but that you will honestly look at what still needs attention within your psyche. You are having a lot of tests to see how high your vibration really is and it would be wise to jump on any opportunity to get real and get clear because you are entering what can be the most difficult planetary positioning there is: Pluto entering your 12th house. This is the biggest, hardest hitting placement there is. This is Pluto with his white glove checking out what is really going on within you, behind the facade of what you want others to believe. He will come in with his x-ray vision and check to see if you have REALLY done the work. If you have, then you can expect this to be a magically powerful time in your life. If you have truly done the work and have removed the blocks hidden deep inside, then once October 2012 and beyond hits, you can expect to be sitting on top of the mountain and walking the life of a very influential teacher/mentor/influencer of the public at the most important time in our history. So you should see how important it is now that you do not play the denial game any longer. If someone comes into your life and pushes all your buttons and you just can not stand that person, pay attention! It is not them! It is something within YOU. You are envious of them and want something they have, or else it is an aspect of who you are that you are not admitting. If you are getting together with others and talking negatively about other people, you have got to stop doing that. You can't fuck around with this anymore if you want this magical future to manifest. You must walk the path of truth, love and beauty.
Synchronicity will really be working to your advantage at this time in your life. If you decide to do something different, then do it. If you always go shopping at this certain time, then do it different next time. The universe has all these little surprises lined up for you but they will be manifesting in ways you could never imagine. In the spontaneous trip to grocery store line, you will hear someone in front of you talking about a healing work you are interested in getting. At the bank, you will decide to go in instead of drive up and you will run into an old friend who has a message for you that will be your next step in life. At a party, that you considered not going to because you were feeling anti-social, you will hear of a new job opportunity. Through a road trip that you just suddenly decide to take, you will meet a new mate. Well, These are just examples of course, but my point is look for synchronistic events to occur when you do something different or out of the blue.
Solitude is something you must schedule into your days as a habit. It will be in the quiet times that you will receive much guidance. The more quiet and alone time you allow into your life, the clearer the messages will come about where you still need to work on healing. We all still have things to clear out of our space, and you must honor the time and effort it takes on the journey to be a person that walks with integrity. You may also find in these quiet times that your beliefs will take on a new form. Your belief system is transforming and you may find that what you believed in and what was a source of strength in faith is quite different than it was a few years back. Its kind of like how, at a time you could believe that having sex with many was a beautiful and acceptable thing, but then at another time you can believe that it is a very sacred, special act that should never be done with just anyone, and only a specific special one. If you learn about the energy that is exchanged through the sex act you may go into hermit mode waiting for the proper energy type to couple with. At one point in life you can believe that drinking is an avenue for expanding your mind and a benefit for happy go lucky living, yet at another time you may believe that it lowers your vibration and keeps your body toxic. At one point in life you may believe that smoking pot is detrimental to your spiritual growth, and at another time you may believe it increases your growth, and then you may go back again to the original belief. Our beliefs change often and we have to trust whatever they may be at a certain time they are serving a very good purpose. Think also of a teenager way of thinking versus when they become a parent and are dealing with their teenager. So go with the flow with what feels good to and know that it will be the right thing for you, if it feels good in the beginning, the middle and the end. Think about that...
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old psychological wounds that are keeping your from knowing authentic happiness. If you really don't know how to feel carefree, loving and truly value the person that you are, then keep your mind open to finding some form of therapy work that can free you up. This would be an awesome time to get some help because so often we really can't do it all on our own. If something happens around this day that has you feeling not good enough or depressed or unable to cope then please seek out some psychotherapy sort of person. This is the perfect time to let some internal block fall away and out of your life. If it comes up and causes you pain, it needs to go now.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on learning something new or broadening your horizon. If there is a new skill you want to learn then intend to learn it now. If there is a far away land you want to visit or move to, then intend for the opportunity to make that a reality now. If there is a new spiritual practice that is intriguing to you that you feel could really be your thing, then join now, start learning it now.
So you just left (and did you catch that, I said, left...) a pretty difficult period in which something or someone brought a message that forced you to take a really good look at yourself from the deepest level. This something may have put a spotlight on patterns you have held and you may have come to the conclusion that you would like to do them in a different way; or maybe memories were brought to the forefront of how you have responded to chaos or opposition; or the memories of things you have done in the past that weren't really examples of you walking in the highest way possible. Basically you have been going through a looking back period and awakening to things you are ready to let go of, to transform and to bring about a new rebirth, in a better, more aligned fashion within yourself. August probably felt pretty dang uncomfortable and ridden with obstacles and confusion and downright pain, but the things that were coming to your awareness were just things that are ready to evolve in your life. It is not a bad thing to have a past full of things we consider bad moves. We learn from that which we don't like or that which does not feel good to us. We become better people BECAUSE of what we have done or said that makes us feel ashamed now. Those past relationships, or past comments, or past actions that in the present time make us squirm with, how or why did we get ourselves into that, are the very things that shape this more enlightened, awakened, aware persons we are now. They really aren't to be looked back upon with the desire to bury them or beat ourselves up over. They are to be looked back upon as learning lessons of where we will never want to go again. They are just experiences that shape us into better people. Trial and error is not to be looked upon as a bad thing; it is a learning thing and some people, most people must walk that path to make the decision or to come to the understanding. But to beat yourself up over anything you have done in your past is not the point of it all. I have been watching the Intervention series on Netflix and I think they are a good thing for everyone to watch and learn from . These people with these addictions are self-medicating because they have deep internal pain that they have been unable to process, but then when they get in the thick of the addiction they beat themselves up for what they are doing and think that they can never pull themselves out of it or that they can never be respectable people again so they rely on the drug, food, pills, alcohol to just sustain what they think about themselves. But then they get treatment, they are given the tools of how to honor themselves and their bodies and they bounce back better than ever, most times, and feel a rebirth and a new love for themselves and a new vision of how to view life and living. Now would you ever say to one of those people, oh you were a drug addict so you will always be a loser and even though you are clean now and can see a new way, I will still hold you to that past of yours and consider you less than. Let me answer for you, No, you would not. You may feel that they need to prove to you that they have changed but that is your own issue of not trusting. If someone awakens to their negative past and wants to make amends to be a better person, then they are truly a human being walking the path of evolution. We have ALL done things that make us feel regretful. None of us were perfectly high vibrational beings our entire lives. Forgiveness is the path we are on this time around and that involves forgiving ourselves as well as others. And you recently were given the opportunity to see things within yourself that you are ready to forgive and let go of and to allow this new awakened sense of self to be your driver from here on out. Be thankful for those dark days of seeing some things that may have caused some tears and uncomfortable feelings, for now you can walk forward with less toxicity. We could say before you were hung over and now those toxic substances are out of your body so you can feel clearer and more on purpose in a right action sort of way.
September is going to feel really good and refreshing to you. Don't be surprised if you start dancing the moment you get out of bed in the mornings. And please, do dance, take the moments to feel that much aliveness and gratefulness in the first waking moments of your exciting yet to manifest day. Keep your mind totally open to bringing in amazing new things this month; You stepping into a brand new life with unlimited possibilities that YOUR mind will create. Next month will be even better for really seeing those manifestations taking form and for receiving some serious recognition for your past efforts, especially career based.
Jupiter just went retrograde and for you this will be a time of really getting focused on what it will take to make you feel happy in your life. You are on the search for discovering whatever that may be. It may be you making the choice to bring a old talent out into the world in a new way; it may be you rekindling a relationship from your past; it may be you finding a new love that sort of completes and integrates all these other facets of your life; it may be you learning a new skill or taking dancing lessons or painting lessons or just learning something new; it may be you expanding your spiritual life through a new practice; it may be you moving to a new location and vibing in a brand new scene that rebirths your life force. Basically something is going to get a whole lot better in your life through this change or new move of yours. You may even find a new job that opens up all these other avenues for happiness in your life. Remember that it is never too late for change and it is never too late for a change that brings a total reversal to how it has looked before.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of a limiting belief that is holding you in the old paradigm. Use this day to dream in your mind of things being a better way. Whatever comes up on this day, look at it, feel it, imagine it being let go and then in your mind create a new picture of how you want to see things going and being in your present life. So say for example on this day, you have a fight with your parent over an issue from your past that has never transformed. Look at what is coming up, feel how it makes you feel drained and not good enough, see those feelings leaving your body, and picture in your mind forgiveness and a total transformation and let go off the issue so that it no longer causes an emotional charge. This is just an example and if nothing comes up on this day, then your beliefs are in right order, and you have made the appropriate changes that have come up before now, so no oil change or tune-up is required at this time (smile).
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on your career and where you want to see things growing. Make intentions on this day for the next steps you want to manifest on your career path. If you have your own business, state where you want to be 6 months from now or one year from now. If you are starting a business state how you want to be well received and inundated with business opportunities. If you are looking for a job, see yourself in the job that is the job of your dreams, with no compromising or being a bottom feeder and accepting just whatever will come. Dream the job that lights you up and gives you energy galore. Because, what you are dreaming is what is manifesting...
You must feel on top of the world with all the new changes you have manifested in your life, and let me tell you this is your time of the year to shine! And next month it gets even better. But let's stay present. So there is a lot of new and change going on in your life and all of them are ultimately focusing their aim towards the bulls-eye of happiness land. With every change you choose to manifest in your life, you get closer to living this world that has been created exactly from your imaginings. In fact, my friend, you are in prime time, and will be for several more years, for manifesting all that you need, and, with very little effort. The only effort actually required is you getting clear on what you want and putting it out into the universe. But free will is the factor that changes everything and your mind operates under free will, to a point. So what you put out there better be what you really want because if you could imagine an intercom system and how when the button is not being pushed, no message gets through ... but for now planetarily, the button of your intercom is being pushed, and what you are asking for is being heard loud and clear. So don't go asking for lemonade when you really want an iced mocha. And things are coming to you step by step so be patient, and you may even be tested, as that is a big part of the game, so if it feels like a NO, don't go for it. You may be offered iced tea before the iced mocha to see if you are really clear on what you really want. Be grateful for whatever does come naturally to you now, seeing yourself as quite the lucky magnet for manifestation, but hold out for what really feels right and lights up your heart.
Your career should be taking you to some new places and truly you will feel like the spotlight is positioned right on you. Last month you probably went backwards in a way to really get down to figuring out what job would take you to the next level on your individual path of career growth. When we get older we look back and we can see how at certain times we made decisions and changes and if they had not occurred, these other opportunities would not have come to us. You can see them around relationships too, like had you not stood your ground/ honored yourself and let go of someone who wasn't "feeding" you spiritually, emotionally and physically, then the opportunity to meet this other person who DOES fill those requirements, would not be made known. And right now you are making or will be making in the next few months one (or more!!) of those moves that when you look back in hindsight you will say, aha had I not done "that" I wouldn't have this amazing thing I have now. All I have to say with this new space you are creating is that if if FEELS good, no matter what it looks like or what it adds up to in your mind, go for it. We are so heart focused now more than ever in history and it is the FEELING that we have to train ourselves to listen to. You may be offered a job that is making more money than you have ever made, but if you feel hesitant, or tight in the belly, or you get a headache when you think about it, or you feel like it just doesn't feel right, then turn it down. It may be just the job that tortures you and steals your soul and it may keep you from applying to the most perfect for you job that won't be listed for another few weeks. I had one of these jobs a few months ago and I only stayed a month, but total soul shrinker and headaches, and my radar kept saying no, no, no, but...it was more money than I have made in a long time. The money hooked me in, but we did not share the same vibration so it chewed me up and spit me out. I have had several of these happen this year, and for real, if you do not share the same vibration and feel that you are valued for what you bring to the establishment; and if you do not walk out of that place feeling energized at the end of the day, it will spit you out, but only for the main reason that there is something else out there that matches your vibration and that will empower you instead of disempowering you. And you my friend are the ultimate risk taker, so if you feel like you gotta jump, JUMP! And get ready to be really pleased with where you land.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old ways of dreaming up career success. Once again you are truly blessed beyond belief right now, and understand that everything is cyclical and circular, so you are on the UP, but next comes down. Just like you don't go planting seeds in the ground in the Winter, because that is more on the down, you wait for the up. So you are on the up in most areas of your life and better get behind the drivers wheel and drive to where you really want to go. So for this Full Moon let go of the old paradigm in buying into how people get jobs or create jobs. If you want to create your own business, right on! If you would rather work from home, let go of believing you HAVE to work for somebody else, and see a new picture in your mind about you doing your own business from home. Plant that seed in your mind and water it daily with faith and the belief that miracles DO happen.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on friends and bringing more social life into your days. Its funny because I keep hearing this from people that they are focusing on wanting to get out with friends more and I totally get that because I have been a hermit for years and I think a lot of us have been but now we are like, I want to hook up with some awesome people that I really want to enjoy hanging out with. I think we are getting really clear on who we want to spend our time with and now those new people are showing up. I just met a new friend who is so kick ass and like she is JUST like me and it made me see how our vibration is really matching us up with these new people, jobs, locations and lifestyles. So manifest some more valuable social or group activities at this time. Intend to hook back up with old friends that you haven't talked to in forever. Intend to find some new people who are on your wave length. Intend to give back in a humanitarian sort of way such as volunteer work. Which, if you are still unemployed and manifesting your next job, do volunteer work as that will bring your next job to you even quicker!
Joining together should be on your mind at this time. You probably feel like enough of the solitude and doing it on your own and all the inner work and all the not really feeling on the same vibration as others. Well, things are shifting! And whether you are looking to come together in a business partnership, romantic partnership or new friendships, they are there and are waiting for you to just state that you are ready for WE. Time is going so fast and all of us are really going whhhooa! and it causes our priorities to change. I can't believe how much I have been hearing lately about how people are just like, I need to get out of the house and be with friends again. It's like all of a sudden people are realizing how fast and precious life is and how we need to take the bull by his horns and take advantage of each precious moment. So if you need a friend to get out with and enjoy laughing and having a good time with then state that now and get ready for that to materialize. You are especially in prime time to grow closer with friends and even to take part in any group activities. The time is now to find your kind of people and to come together in a way that empowers you all to go out and do more than you could on your own. Now. It is here now so state what you are looking for and be open to the opportunities dropping in your lap. This friend of mine last night was saying she was ready to meet someone new and NOW and something called her to go the grocery store even though she always goes in the morning and never during the night and turns out the checkout guy totally lit her heart up and she is looking forward to going in again to ask him out. And what I loved is that is just like a Scorpio to word it like that, gonna go ask him out. Right on Scorpio. You are the best.
Just so you know, you are in the most magical and most magnetically manifesting time this month. What you are truly wanting in your life is being heard loud and clear. What you are saying in your mind is being heard loud and clear. Imagine an intercom system where only when the button is being pushed, is the message getting through ... understand that this month you have a button that is stuck in the down position. So get clear! If you are saying and focusing on the negative side of things and the lack that you are experiencing, then you will experience even more of that. If you wake up each morning saying, oh my gosh I am getting younger and younger each day, then that will be your life. If you look forward to all the lucky breaks and opportunities that come to you, then that will be your life. If you know you are safe, and protected, and that money is flooding in to you, that the next step will be clear as day, that the customers are coming in abundant numbers, that you new dream job is just around the corner, that you are healthy and disease free, that everything you need ALWAYS comes at just the right time, then...so be it. Watch your thoughts very clearly this month and dream with no limitations.
Career wise look for opportunities that come out of the blue and are very ahead of the times and involve the internet or blogging or writing. If you have a book idea, even if it is a 20 page e-book, put your attention there. Pluto is in your 3rd house of communications so your words can have a very powerful, transformative quality to them and can make a huge impact on the world at large. If you have experiences that can help others transform their lives, put them in writing. Mars is about to move into your 10th house and that can bring a lot of energy into getting yourself known out in the world. Look for opportunities that come through networking or friends. And don't forget that something can come tomorrow that changes your whole life forever. It is a good thought to hold in your mind that opportunities that come one day, were not anywhere in sight the day before, so never give up hope that something exciting is not just right around the corner for you.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old friends that are sapping your energy and open to new friends that energize you and make you feel full of gratefulness. If anything happens around this time, know that it is a part of your life that needs to leave. You deserve to be happy and full of faith in life. You deserve to wake up with a smile on your face and to be excited to see what is in store. Intend to bring more creativity into you life or even join a group that will teach you a new art form. Any groups you join now will bring blessings galore into your life. No joke.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on connecting more through meditation or speaking with your guardian angel. If there is someone you cared for that passed over already, intend to connect to this person for guidance. Ask that your guardian angel come closer and assist you in life. Intend to receive more help in life though other realms. Intend to make time each day for mediation. Intend that your dream time be more vivid and give you more messages to help you along your path.
Things are pretty serious for you, dear Libra and I bet you feel like you have matured and grown more in this last year than ever before. You may at times feel kind of depressed over the responsibilities and high expectations you have for yourself. If you are looking back and feeling like you just aren't doing what you are supposed to or aren't where you thought you would be, give yourself a break. Trust that you really are where you should be and don't gauge yourself by where others are. I like to remind people of how it really is never too late and you have no idea what is just around the corner and it very well may be something that rebirths you in a way that infuses you with acceptance and understanding of how it HAD to be this way. You may say that you are lonely and feel you have wasted so much life being single, and then 2 weeks down the way you meet someone and totally forget that you felt any lack before. You may feel like you aren't successful in your career and that you are doing nothing of importance and then 2 weeks down the way, you get an opportunity of a job that lights up and makes you feel so on purpose so that you totally forget you felt any lack before. So don't beat yourself up if it isn't like you thought it would be. I don't think it hardly ever is. And I think we all have areas of our life where we can place the microscope and see faults. I just think it is best to trust that this is a part of our individual process and that all it moving along just as it should. You are growing more experienced and more mature through this transit of Saturn crossing your ascendant. But it will be the same thing how you at some point look back and are thankful for the maturity and the level headed knowing that comes through the aging process. Saturn is making sure you learn what you need and to use those tools to take you to a higher level of wisdom.
You should be feeling pretty inward and contemplative at this time and Jupiter is your friend in it all because he is helping you get clear on some psychological issues. So if you find yourself looking back at your childhood and seeing how they truly shaped how you are who you are now, and if you really want to let that go and be a different person, then you really can make that happen at this time. You can move leaps and bounds in your healing process at this time. I had this shamanic healing once and she brought back 16 of my soul parts that had left my body at certain ages when I couldn't deal with what was happening. Later on the shaman lady told me she was shocked that so many came back in one big net like that and that usually that would take a person a year or more to get back all those parts. You can experience the same sort of healing in your life now, in that healing an issue that may take someone months to move through, but you may do it in day. Something from your past may come to you, you look at it, feel it, see you as a little child experiencing it, cry over it and maybe just like that move through it and let it go. Just like that, you may be able to heal wounds in your psyche. So take the time for solitude and place your intention on your desire to heal and be whole. When we are carrying around a lot of baggage of unresolved hurts, things don't manifest the way we want them to in life, and it holds us back with this extra dead weight. That is why when someone says they got something off their shoulders by speaking up about something, that they feel lighter. There is truth to that. We also carry extra weight when we are burdened by unresolved pains in our past. Here is something you can do too to help release some of the density you carry. I heard this from this woman, Almine, but when you are laying down, maybe before bed, imagine that you are digesting density. Imagine this gray,or black if it from other people, substance going into your stomach and churn it around like a washing machine, imagining that it is digesting and do this until it turns sparkly white. Supposedly it helps people sleep better, need less hours of sleep and some people actually lose weight from it. I started doing it before bed and it does do something, but I will say no more and let you try it yourself.
I think you need to get together with some friends soon. You've gone though a pretty long isolation time and I know that there are friends you can trust who are really looking for someone just like you. People all over keep voicing to me that they are ready for more quality in friendships. So many people have pulled away and gone inward because they just weren't matching up vibrationally with their friends any longer. I really kind of look at is as, we only heal and do inner work in solitude, so we have had to let go of friends in order to do the work. But now, enough of us have gotten clear and are ready to get back out there and laugh and giggle with some friends that really feel compatible with us. And they are looking for you! You are all lined up to meet people who will really help bring the joy and happiness back into your life. Also there may be a group you join up with that also makes you feel exited to be involved in it. things are changing out there and the joy is truly coming back. It is have been a sad, dark, disappointing world for a while but we needed that to bring about a shift. We are still in the dark, but glimmers of light can be found if we open our hearts to them and say YES when the opportunities show up for us.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old thought patterns that actually may be affecting our health. If you are feeling an illness at this time, just play around with saying and thinking things that are not in agreement with the illness. Say, I love being pain free, or each morning I wake up feeling less and less pain! Look within to see in you are saying things that reinforce the illness to stick around. This is a good time to let go of any skeletons in the closet that are keeping you in a trapped place. If there is dark corner you do not want to look into, look directly in it now.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on loving and accepting the magnificent being you are! Look to this New Moon to create yourself anew. Make changes to your hairstyle, or wardrobe, or workout schedule or anything to feel a little different then you were last month. Play with variety. Dye your hair (with safe dyes of course). Intend to only do things that pamper yourself and make you feel special. Pretend you are taking care of a little child who is You at the age of 3 and love yourself the way you would love that child. Think about that one.
You are searching for answers and direction at this time, feeling the need to move forward yet uncertain as in what direction to choose. Jupiter is lighting you up with visions of far away places, travel and even the possibility of maybe going back to school for further education. You should be wondering: do I move or do I stay? Do I go on vacation here or do I go there? Do I want to go back to school? Do I want to learn a new trade? You know you want to expand in one of these areas but you are still in the dark as to which way to choose. I say sit tight for a little while longer and look to the time around September 15th to give you a little insight into this new direction, but ultimately Jupiter just went retrograde and he wants you to think further before plunging ahead on these new directions you are feeling you want to go in. Now if you started feeling these desires for change before Mercury went direct at the beginning of August then they are probably already in play and you are already on the way to moving to a new location or going away to school or expanding your life in some manner through changes to your environment and lifestyle. Towards the end of this year Mars will be in your sign fueling you up with the gumption to make a decision and by the beginning of next year you will have full awareness of which way to go. So feel the options fully and see how they each sit with you over time but truly just use this time to dream and manifest what the most fulfilling life would feel like to you. Once Jupiter hits your 10th house it will be full speed ahead with lucky opportunities galore in your career and public image. so for now you are feeling the urge to make more of your life and to plan for the next steps with your career and you are feeling these urges to act because you really are very close to some big time changes. But ultimately do not worry about missing the boat or if a decision is right or wrong, because you WILL know which way to go at exactly the right time for you. Imagine you are siting in a doctors office and waiting to get some answers on what is going on but until that door opens and they call your name, you just can't move forward. But without a doubt when the door does open and they do call your name, you will know it is time. So no worries and instead be excited for what will be revealed in due time.
There are new people coming into your life and they will be unlike anyone you have met before. If you meet a new lover at this time you can expect that it will be quite exciting and liberating and you may find yourself obsessed with just how amazing the sex is. I love that aspect with sexual chemistry and how so often we go to new higher levels with each new lover, because as we grow and expand sexually, we manifest others who also are bringing that similar vibration and what they have discovered sexually to the table. So each new ride with a new partner can be sometimes sexually overwhelming because we are all evolving with our sexual practices. This is one of the reasons I believe in going slow and really getting to know someone first before taking it to that level, because it is so easy to get obsessed with someone sexually. And with these days of absolute sexual revolution, sexual freedom, and unlimited sexual exploration, are there any bad lovers anymore? Is there really anyone who doesn't know erotica and the tools of the trade and the art of sexual pleasure? I know you do, being a Virgo. I know you can't hardly get enough once you have hooked up with a partner who resonates with your erotic high sex drive. And if you are not in a committed, doing it for the long haul, relationship at this time, you can plan on several new lovers who take you to heights that have your head spinning with delight. And this will be your life for several years. The higher power just must think you need some more exploration time before settling down with the one. Enjoy it while it lasts. These people will come into your life suddenly and they may leave just as quickly as they came, so be cool with that. Don't go losing your head and think you need to kill yourself because you are so heartbroken. Over time you will see why it could not last and what the gift of the learning in the exchange was. Expect new friends too who you feel a really strong instant bond to. They are coming into your life and are so similar to you to reinforce that you are perfect the way you are, no matter how imperfect you feel at times. Through likeness we feel more comforted in who we are. Its like that tribe mentality.
So there is a lot of change going on in your life but it is more that you are sensing it before it comes. The dust is still settling for you. The end of this play is yet to reveal itself. The fog is yet to lift. Just know and trust that you are safe and all that is coming into your life, through opportunities or people , has a very important purpose for getting you to that next level. Oh here is another thing that came to me for you to imagine...pretend this is a scavenger hunt where you have to get to one point to get the information on how to get to the next point. You can't see the whole picture and only by going to each destination on the path, do you figure out the next step. You can't jump ahead without doing this one thing first and once you do this one thing, only then will the next thing be revealed. Say you are called to move to a new city. Once you get to the new city, you may be called to a certain job and once at the job you may meet the person of your dreams, and through getting together with that person, you may meet his or her friend who is going to school for whatever, and through that person you may decide to go to school again, and through going to school again you may meet someone who is starting up a business and invites you in to help build it, and through that you may... and on and on. That is life. Trust the process and trust where you are is exactly where you need to be at this time, but do keep your eyes open for the next step to be revealed...
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old ways of seeing or believing who you are. If you are too critical and judgmental about yourself, let that go. If the same goes for other people, let that go. Understand that they are perfect just the way they are, and just like you are doing the best they can with the tools they have. Even with our parents we have to let go of feeling like a victim because of what they could not give us. They ultimately did the best they could. Maybe it wasn't enough for what you really needed, but you have two choices, forgive them or be a victim and see their lack as a parent as something that has damaged you. You aren't damaged! You are perfect just the way you are and thank goodness that all the opportunities for growth happened so that you became this amazing unique person of depth.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on new ways of valuing yourself. Intend to love yourself no matter how much money you make, how nice your body is, who your company is, where you live, how you live, where you work, who you are. Become your best friend and believe in your power to support yourself and figure it all out on your own. Also intend to be someone who can clearly state their needs.
Oh Leo, it's just great to be you, huh. It's funny because I have always loved Leo's but recently keep meeting Leos that drive me crazy with their enormous egos and this ridiculously controlling nature. I even keep meeting people who are saying the same thing about Leos. But looking at your chart and how the planets are moving along, I see that I shouldn't give up on my original love of a Leo because ultimately a shift is taking place within the Leo beings and a last ditch effort to control things is coming out in abundance and just like with the rise and intensity of an orgasm as it reaches its peak, there will then be a release and a more laid back, chill, let it all be, and what about you, instead of me will be taking over.
Its' funny too because I most noticed it this last month and not really ever before. I was even pondering it one day while taking my compost out and it hit me that, maybe I don't like Leos anymore, maybe we don't resonate anymore. Because before this time, it was like, if you were a Leo, instantly we connected and could relate. And I have always loved arrogant people but like the conscious ones; the ones who can laugh at themselves because they know they are over the top and exaggerate it, and its just kind of funny. Like the ones who can say, well it's because I AM a super star and then laugh because they know it is arrogant. The ones who are just arrogant and think it is their right and defend their super star dome with tight clenching hands, annoy me, and those are the ones who recently keep crossing my path. I wonder to with this great release that is happening with the Leos, triggered ultimately by Neptune going back into Aquarius to oppose their sign for the last time ever in this lifetime, is all about how we grab onto something stronger before we are about to lose it. Like a addict who is about to go into rehab really more than anything wants one more HUGE fix or a whole bottle of whiskey FIRST, before they commit to getting clean. Or its like you are about to leave town or leave your partner for a while or for forever and you want to have sex for 10 hours first. Or even before I do a fast I do tend to want to eat like 3 meals in one sitting. And so, my point, we are in this new space in the world of surrender and allow. This last Mercury retrograde reinforced that more than any others in our lifetime, I believe. We now are coming to the space of NO CONTROL. We are discovering that there is actually nothing that we can control anymore and to function in this new world we have to learn to let things go and let things play out as they most organically can. We have to take others ideas into consideration as a whole, instead of the, No we are doing it MY way and that is that. Period. So maybe just maybe this is why many of you Leos out there are feeling extra controlling and, dare I say manipulative, as I would never want to hurt my sweety Leos feelings, but maybe this is you as the final step before moving into a more allowing, free spirited, mutable, no need to control nada sort of personality.
But I do have to say that you are going step by step in this process of learning to let go and let be, and it will not happen overnight, because in the middle of this month Mars moves into your sign and more than anything ever it WILL be all about YOU. Whats cool is it will be there until 11.11.11. Isn't that special. But anyway, this will be a time of massive action, major moves, all spotlights on you, the initiative to do things you have needed to do for years but didn't have the gumption, and just like massive passion pouring through your veins. You will be for real hooked up to a generator once this shift takes place. This is really good news and a time in your life that you can really get ahead and will really enjoy the ride. This Mars will also be hooked up to Jupiter in your 10th house and that is just fantastic for your career and your public image. Either you have or you will be receiving many accolades for your work. Where at other times you may not get so much attention, but now and for the rest of the year, you have like a neon light above you and people will be unable NOT to take notice. You can expect to go leaps and bounds in whatever you do career related. If you are an artist, I would say, focus on your art exclusively and continue to hold high standards of value first, and expect to go to new levels with what you will be creating. Your Sun and Venus are in the 2nd house, with Mercury joining them soon, and all of that is about creating beautiful pieces using your hands and accumulating A LOT of money for whatever it is you do. This house is also a message of placing as much value on yourself as you do on money, for the money will not come unless you first value yourself. All these planets sitting in your 2nd house are indicators that the self love is a necessity for your next steps to manifest in their highest nature. You need to go back in time and remember that little child you were, that perfect little being, and find a way to love the adult that you are in the same way. Through forgiveness, through acceptance, through the fact that humans make mistakes, through acknowledging the good, the bad and the ugly and just moving forward with intentions to be the best and the most noble and the most conscious, then you can find the place of self love. Because if you can't love yourself, ya know, no one else will be able to fill that need.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old ways of valuing yourself, like placing so much value on the material and thinking you are what you own. On this day if anything comes up or you lose anything, feel that loss but then go to a place deep within and remember that you can't lose anything of material value that would take away who you really are. We have grown so addicted to our things and for many people they only feel happiness through that new material item, that gadget, those clothes. You are not what you own! They only represent an external happiness and the true value of anything stems from how you feel about yourself. And if you love yourself, you have something much more valuable than that car, that home, that job, those clothes. And all those material things can disappear in a second and be poof forever out of your life. But that love and that self-acceptance is like your grounding rod and NOTHING can take that away from you.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on communicating what needs to be cleared from your heart. If you have any miscommunications that are holding you back and keeping unneeded weight on your shoulders, then now would be a great time to make the intentions for them being cleared once and for all. Intend to be a better communicator so that there is no room for confusion. Intend to be more honest in what you need to say. Intend to be more open and consider what others need from you. Use this time to intend total heart speaking clarity in all that comes out of your mouth. Also intend to be a better writer or intend to commit to documenting your feelings in a journal. This New Moon is all about creating harmony and love in your communications.
You can do anything you dream! You have the power and energy right now to accomplish ANYTHING you set your mind to. And last month you should have been going back and really thinking about what it is you value about your life, and now is the time to move forward on walking a life that feels valuable to you. The number one thing I hear from people who are depressed and unhappy is that their life does not feel valuable. But I tell them that value starts with self-love. And if you are saying life does not feel valuable then there is a bulls eye on your heart that says I don't love myself, therefore I find no value in living. And that makes a lot of sense. And the bulls eye is saying, here is where all the attention needs to be placed to fix this problem. Loving ourselves is probably the number one reason for this incarnation of being human, yet the most difficult journey to truly attain. It is that we are forever in our eyes not good enough: we aren't thin enough, pretty enough, smart enough, successful enough. And if you have any of those thoughts in your mind, loving yourself, in a truly authentic way is not taking place. The only way to truly love yourself is to replicate what you feel for a baby. When you look at a baby you only feel love and not for a second do you think of them as not thin enough, or pretty enough, or smart enough, they are PERFECT. With your pets too, you will feel this unconditional love of perfection. And that is what we need to feel for ourselves. We need to truly feel that no matter what is going on in our lives, what we have, what we don't have, what our bodies look like, what our bank accounts look like, we have to feel love and acceptance and trust for ourselves the way we would for a baby. That is why we need to see ourselves as a little baby. If you could take the baby that you were at a year old and have that same baby/YOU be in physical form right before your eyes right now, would you say the things you do about yourself in your mind to this baby? Would you say to this baby that you aren't good enough, that your body is too fat, that you aren't acceptable, that you are worth nothing? No. You wouldn't and you couldn't. So that is your lesson this month. If anything comes up in your mind where you paint yourself unacceptable and at a fault, pretend that baby is there and THAT is who you are saying this to.
Now some exciting and out of the blue experiences are happening on the job front and that will actually be your life for the next 7 years. You can expect that opportunities will come and surprises and variety will be a part of the job. You may be either recently newly employed or at least you are thinking new job and are on the search for something more satisfying to bring about more value in your life. This new job will offer lots of variety and excitement and will be like a breath of fresh air from what you were doing in the most recent past. This will be an opportunity to bring though more of your creative nature and maybe even something to do with communications and sharing a message. Your 3rd house of communications is all lit up with the Sun, Venus, and Mercury will be joining soon, so if you are writing or communicating with your work then all is in order with the planets! Also if there is anything you have been needing to get off your chest and just say to someone, now is the time. Your words will be flowing and will carry all the right emotional tones to really make an impact and to be clearly heard by the other person or persons. If there are any sort of writing projects you are considering now or if you have any book ideas, or even e-book ideas because advanced technology is hooked up in this alignment, but they will actually be destined for big time success because your ability to communicate in a powerful way that really touches peoples hearts is how you are operating at this time. What you write can be healing and can empower people. You actually have like a fast past to clarity in the way you communicate at this time. And there is a lot of power in what you have to say and also a transformative quality to the feeling behind what you have learned and can now share with others. Like you have walked quite the path and if you feel called to share what you have learned, then you can truly affect a lot of people who are where you were then. This is not something to take lightly and just go oh whatever. So if you feel called, step forward and share what is in your heart.
Your friendship base is also growing and that is cool and you can expect to meet some new people that feel really positive and philosophical and you may even find yourself joining some new groups. You can definitely expect for your social life to expand if you are open to getting outside of the house. If you are still in hermit mode then maybe you will meet some interesting people on line. I think we are all becoming more social again as a whole because our vibrations have changed so much through all the inner work we are doing and now these new connections feel sooo good and sooo at home to our souls, and being with friends as a staple part of life will once again come into play, just as it was when we where younger, when our friendships felt like they were EVERYTHING. We are getting back to that time and bonding more closely with others but in better ways that feel more empowering and for more higher vibrating purposes like making change in the world.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of any ways you have communicated where is wasn't empowering the other person. Intend to always communicate with the highest integrity. If any communications snafus come up today know that this is exactly what needs to be transformed. If a disagreement with someone comes up know that the old way of communicating doesn't work for you anymore and try to see the situation with love in your heart. If you are being blamed for doing something, start the response with "yes I do that sometimes" and go from there. Lose all addictions to defending your position and peace will find its way into the disagreement.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on new changes and stability on your home front. If you want a new home, start planting the seeds now. If you want to move, this is the time to start intending what you want your new space to look and feel like. Also if you have some healing that needs to take place from your past, from your childhood upbringing, then intend that all the blocks be broken down to be rebuilt again in a way that makes you feel strong, empowered, confident and on purpose.
It sure feels like you have this spiritual protection, even in the face of dark days, huh? Well, you do in fact. And all the change and out of the blue surprises are only little tests to see if you can keep your balance and go with the flow and TRUST that ultimately it is all for the good. That is one of the secrets there, to trust that even if something that appears to be devastating happens, that there is a higher reason and that eventually you will see that reason and be totally cool with the outcome. At this time in your life you are experiencing a deep transformative process that at times may feel like it is too much to handle and like you would rather check out and not deal. But. There are very good reasons for you to stay with us and to get the dirty work done so that in the future you will be much freer, much lighter and with much less density holding you back in space. I know things are not easy for you right now though. I know there may be some depression and a hopeless sort of feeling at times, but you have to trust me that this is all part of the process and part of your higher plan. Things are always shifting and they never stay the same. Some people in these times are feeling so on top of the world and like they can have whatever they dream, and others are feeling kicked down and up against wall and unable to make progress. You may feel like someone who has been going through up hill climbing and where you just can not see where the top is and how much further you have to climb, but just know and trust that you will reach the top and you will reach a point of ease and tranquility and all things good. When you do, those other people who were on top of the world will begin their climbing and uphill movements. I always like to remember to be thankful for where ever I am on the circle of life and to also be thankful and to congratulate others around me who are on the more abundant top of the circle. I also say, surround yourself with people who are happy, positive, lucky, beautiful, successful, truthful, and conscious if you want more of that in your life.
Now there is a sort of psychological house cleaning going on for you and things are coming up for you to deal with them. Dealing with them can sometimes just be looking at them, accepting them and then moving on from them. It may be that you are learning things about yourself that you would rather not accept and if that is the case, look at them and then make the decision that you will learn from them, never do them again and that they are a part of the OLD you and not this new awake alive high vibrating you. We all have shit to deal with, things we have done or said that make us feel ashamed, personality traits that don't really feel like who we have become, memories from our childhood that hurt us and caused us to shut down our trust, or break down our self-confidence, but you must remember that there are no mistakes and all of them are building blocks to build upon. Its just like someone who is born into money tends to not have the same appreciation for material things as someone who grew up poor. When something was taken from you or you grew up without something, once you get it you have this total renewed joy and love for whatever it is coming into your life. When you don't have a job, oh my gosh are you appreciative when you do finally get one. When you have always been over weight, but then discover the thought patterns or childhood memories that created the need to eat more to fill up empty emotional spaces in the body, oh my gosh do you appreciate your body going slim and no longer needing to feel love/acceptance/comfort through over eating. When you are on a fast and eat no food for days on end, oh my gosh do you appreciate the texture and flavor of an avocado or the juicy popping of a cherry tomato sweetness in your mouth. So my point, in a wide range sort of way, is that every single thing that happens to us, shapes who we are to BECOME. It doesn't shape us as the end result of whatever the "damaging thing" may be, it shapes us through awareness and healing of the damage, into the new healed beings. Say you are someone who always lied and felt like you had to protect yourself by not revealing the truth. Well, once you get to the point of recognizing how damaging and hurtful it is to lie, you BECOME this person who would NEVER lie, and who believes in absolute truthfulness. But you see, it was only through the habitual lieing that the golden nugget of the authentic way to be was discovered.
Sorry to focus so much on this one sort of point for this reading, but you are in a healing state and I want you to feel safe and comforted in that. You are learning to value yourself and to find that you are an amazing talented person and that you deserve to be happy and successful and loved. Mars right now is focusing on you discovering self-love. He also is wanting you to focus on your art, and through your art form expressions, healings can take place for you. So use whatever art form lights you up as a way to channel healing into your body. If there are classes you are wanting to take in the creative arts, do that now. Even if you are just wanting to learn to knit, join a class now. I actually think knitting is amazing as a meditative form of really hearing what is in your inner mind. Do something with your hands to move the energy coursing through you at this time. And if there are communications you are needing to do to get off of your back, do them now. If some discord has happened from what you have said, or not said, bring peace to that relationship now. It is amazing what a load off it can be to just confront something, face a fear and get it out of your mind where it tends to make us go crazy with guilt.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old ways of conditioning from your childhood. We were so imprinted by what we saw as children and if anything comes up today that resembles your past, see it as a message of something that needs to be transformed. Look at whatever it is, see how you are applying this in your life and how it is keeping you from being real or knowing happiness and then let it go out of your body as if it is a liquid. If it is a belief you have held, see it as a liquid in your body and let it go and see it coming out. Then replace it with a new belief and fill your body with this new belief. Intend to bring comfort and safety into your home environment. Intend for a healing with either of your parents. Intend for clarity and order to come in any area associated with your roots and foundation.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on what it will take to feel happy and what it will take to be more creative. They actually equal each other (happiness= being creative and being creative=happiness). So intend for more ways to express your creativity. Focus your intentions on finding a romantic partner. List what you want him/her to be all about and get clear on what it is you need in a partnership and what will make you happy.
Last month you may have had some confusion around home based issues and maybe some roadblocks with changes you were attempting to make but ultimately otherwise, things are probably flowing along pretty dang sweetly for you. You have Jupiter in your sign so that is always a really great feeling and it will feel like things just naturally go the way you want them to. You should be feeling positive about who you are in the world and you'll find that others are enjoying being around this confident, expansive person you are becoming.
Your spiritual or philosophical nature is evolving and there is a transformation taking place that is providing you with the tools to be the most honorable person you can be and to find comfort in a faith that pulls you through when things get confusing. You are discovering your anchor that will keep you grounded in these changing times. You may even find that what you believed in a few years ago is much different than what you believe in now. What pulled you through a few years ago may not be the same thing that you are now discovering. Your mind is open to learning new ways of doing things where before you may have operated in more of a habitual or childhood conditioned way; as in you saw it always being done this one way so you followed suit, but now you see there is a better way that is more satisfying to your soul.
You may have just met someone who will be a source of a lot of happiness in your life; or if you in a relationship already you will feel a sort of spring like infusion coming into the partnership. If you are looking for a new love keep your eyes open this month to meeting someone who truly makes you feel giddy and like a teenager again. There is also something to having Jupiter in your sign that will make you a magnet for love. Its like how we always meet someone when we feel great and on top of the world because they are picking up on our energy and it just naturally attracts others. This is a time when you will be meeting potential partners and if you don't meet anyone at this time then you would wise to take a look deep inside and see if there are some blocks within that are keeping love away. You may be saying things like you are unworthy or not good enough or nobody is ever gonna love you and that is just not true. I recently said to someone who was saying something negative about this guy, and I just was like, ya know, everybody has friends and enemies, you may feel that way about this guy, but someone loves him, someone likes him just the way he is, so drop the judgments. We all have likes and dislikes. I like anchovies and most people don't. I don't like peaches and most people do. It is all just opinions out in the world and nothing holds true for every single person. So to say that no one will ever love you is a joke. Of course someone will love you. There is someone for everyone. And if you are still single you just need to keep your mind open and trust that someone will love you and expect that this person could very well show up in the next few days...
For the most part all is good and will be sailing along smoothly for a while but I do want you to be aware that Uranus is traveling through your 12th house at this time and will be there for about the next 7 years and this will bring sudden situations that may feel upsetting and will tend to involve secrets coming out and feeling betrayed like someone doesn't have your back or is operating as a secret enemy. You may tend to react harshly and quickly such as lashing out at the other person. But I am forewarning you now because these actions will have stiff karmic repercussions. "Keep your cool and let some time pass before reacting", may be a good motto for you to hold for a few years. The secret enemy situations that are coming your way will tend to be the results of your own actions at other times in your life, or things to stir up your own internal secret skeletons that you don't want others to know about. These sudden situations that come carry deeper messages that you need to deal with and if you react harshly and vengefully towards them, you will only get stronger storms coming down the way later in time. It reminds me of this dream this person had when he had this planetary position in his chart and he had this dream where a tornado was coming and he put his hand out and grabbed part of it and it ended up stopping the tornado in its tracks and becoming this frozen in time mold of a tornado shape. Then another tornado came and he stopped it again and was saying to people, "look at what I did!! I can stop the tornadoes before they get going!" and someone in the dream said to him, but if it is something that is supposed to happen and you stop it in its tracks then it will probably manifest somewhere else in the world in a larger, more disastrous form. And then this HUGE tornado came up on these cliffs around them and the whole wall of the cliffs was engulfed in flames and was destroying all this property and peoples homes. So, with this aspect I share that story with you because it will be true. If these secret enemy situations occur and you just out them or get even with them, and not deal with it like communicating and getting to the bottom of it, or honestly looking within and seeing why you magnetized this into your life experience, then you will get one hellofa storm later that will be even more devastating. I have learned pretty well how to deal with secret enemies because my Mars is in my natal 12th house and ultimately you don't win by just pushing them harder or getting revenge. You only win by not being reactive to their reactions to you. I kind of laugh now when someone talks about me behind my back or when I hear a rumor about me. But that took A LOT of years to get to. Most of my years my instant reaction was to want to kick their ass and cause them pain in some way. So if you can stay cool and not want revenge and say "whatever, they have every right to not like me if they choose, but it doesn't affect me", then you will win and you won't be tested in harsh ways through this planetary position.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old friendships that no longer feel good and for things that don't actually bring you happiness. If something comes up today, feel the pain that it causes and just decide that you won't allow that in your life any longer. If it is a person, let them go and use your experience of that person to get clearer on what you do expect from a friendship. If it is a lover that causes you pain, let them go and see yourself with someone that does what they did not.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on bringing in more harmony into your work environment or more love into your health healing issues or more consistency into your workout plan. Intend a healthier more beautiful body. Intend your health issues healed. Intend understanding and peace in your work environment.
So it has probably really been on your mind this past month about how to bring more joy and happiness into your life. You have probably been picking up books on manifesting and reading more about how to bring the ideas and dreams in your mind down to earth as your daily experiences being lived. I can tell you that you are on the right track, and it is the consistency to believe and to put your energy into trusting that the universe hears what you need, and will absolutely be delivering your dreams when the time is right, that is the key to manifesting. Also it is perfect that Jupiter just went retrograde in your 2nd house, so you be coming to understand that money has value and you have value, and until you value YOURSELF, the ultimate most important thing that leads the way to all happiness, then the money will not come. Self-love should be your most important area that you are working on at this time. Find and stay in the feel good, feel acceptance for yourself energy and then all the other areas you are wanting to manifest abundance in will just naturally come to you. If you are an artist or do something with your hands then feel the love coming out of your hands with everything you create. And if it is money you are wanting more of, don't have those thoughts of scarcity when you are using your hands to create. Do not feel the fear of what you are lacking when you are using your hands to do whatever you are creating. That will bring devastating results and in fact you will magnetize exactly the thing that you are wanting no more of. You must put the love in everything you are working on and know without a doubt that at some moment in the future a tipping point will occur and whatever you are creating will be well received and sought after...IF when you are creating it you feel love and calmness and trust. I would say if you are too anxious about some fear based thing, then step away from your creations. Don't even waste your time making anything if you can't stay in the love vibration. If you are too in the fear, get your butt out in nature, sit on a rock, sit up against a tree, sit in the dirt and send your fear thoughts down into the earth to be recycled and ask that your body be filled back up with love and trust in the process. I find that some of the most often repeated words in my head are, I trust in the process. You just have to get to that surrender point of knowing it IS ticking along right on schedule and you just can't see the full picture yet, but when times get confusing you have to go to that place of: I trust in the process.
This is a really good time to make some changes both at home and with your job. Pretty much most of your attention will be going between the 2 areas and you can expect some changes to be taking place on both fronts. If you are wanting to be a creative and work from home doing your art then this is a great time to make the jump and risk it all to make it happen. One thing I have noticed with artists at this time is that some are getting sales like mad as if this recession has not even occurred, and some are selling nothing. The link I have discovered between the 2 is that the ones who are selling nothing are the ones who are voicing the lack, over and over. They will tell me, "no one buys art anymore". The ones who are making the sales aren't saying that and they never even started saying that. The ones who are selling their work never gave up on the fact that people want quality hand made things. It is a fact, they do. And so they have held that way of thinking and the buyers just continue to show up. So watch your thoughts. Watch what you are saying. And if you are an artist and believe you are meant to make a living off of your art, then go for it! The planets are behind you 100%. And with Pluto in your 10th house you are going through complete and utter change in your career sector. Pluto goes direct on September 17 and after much inner contemplation time, he will say, okay lets move forward on this and lets make an enormous impact on the world. So don't limit your dreams. It takes a lot of work to believe in yourself and to not give up, but I know if anyone can do it you can.
There may be some confusing issues with friends that need to be cleaned up and I can tell you that we are truly being aligned with the friends that most resonate with us. So if some friendships have to go, then let them go. If you feel obligated to be around someone yet they make your energy go down, then you really aren't valuing yourself or your time or space. And this can go in the other direction too. If someone doesn't feel inspired around you and instead feels whatever and they want to stay away, then let them go. On this path we are on we are all working on ourselves and as we do the work, our vibration changes. Sometimes we go up in huge leaps and other times small increments. So this is the same with all people doing their inner work. And like a race where someone can be in the lead in the beginning but then someone who was at the end for the whole race can pull forward and right before the finish line can give it their all and take the lead and win. Although, don't get me wrong, this is NOT a race, but I think you get what I mean. You may have to let someone go at this time, but they very well may be an even better friend to you, resonating with your even better, down the line. So no bridge burning. But if its got to go, let it go.
The Full Moon at 20 degrees Virgo and Pisces on September 12th 2:28am Pacific time, would be a great time to let go of old ways of working and any self limiting thoughts that may be creating disease in your body. If anything relating to your health or your job environment comes up today just feel it fully and intend to understand the message of it and then let it go, let it and the emotional charge fall away from you and then use that powerful mind of yours to create a new.
The New Moon at 4 degrees Libra will come on September 27th 4:10am Pacific time, and this will be the time for you to manifest and focus on improving any relationships in your life. If there has been conflict and confusion whether with co-workers, partnerships, friends, or whomever, go beyond the "problem" and focus your attention on how you would prefer it turn out. Intend some harmony. Intend to go beyond your self and listen to what they are really saying and what they really need from you. Intend to cooperate because it sure as heck feels better than fighting. Right? And think about your energy when you are in a dispute with someone. Everything else feels like crap. And when you can bring harmony out of the dispute you feel on top of the world and giddy with delight. So, let go of the knocking heads and manifest the ease and tranquility and harmony and its effects on the rest of your life and world. Trust me, it will make you feel so much happier.