Hi'ilani here:
This is a great poem for right now to help you center and calm in what may seem like a storm that never seems to end and just has a lot of new beginnings. I get it completely. I wrote this on 1/12/09 and unlike what we are told evolving, transforming and becoming who you are here to be on purpose takes a lot of time in gravity. It is the in gravity part that we need to pay attention to as it is calling the shots as long as we are in a body. So the real game is to be your spirit, that spark of light that you are, guided by your soul, your emotional nature and be at home in this body now, 2011 to be exact, to allow that light to navigate and live your life moving forward. You can't be alive and manage life correctly without both now. Previously we were just human without the being part. A human is ignorant, not connected, not whole, not got all the pieces needed to grasp life in all its varieties and wonders. As we evolve we become the human being, the one we recognize ourself to be more and more with more dots connected and you can feel this in your body. When you say YES!  you know this place. When you FEEL GOOD, you know this place.  When you can't help doing what you are doing and may not know why but just must do it, you know this place.  The ground is shifting a lot in all of us, for ten years now subtly which means gently and not obvious or visibly. When the ground shifts we grab outside of ourselves to steady the shaking, lack of footing, rug pulled out from under us behaviors to steady ourselves amongst the seeming assault we find ourselves in.  Each time we feel insecure in the lack of stability in the seeming ground we, each of us, are in the right perfect place for now, 2011 to be exact. When we see from this new vantage point and honor the perfection of this progressive change that is occurring in our groundedness we help ourselves, fighting for our own value of our real life, and digesting what is happening to find the new ground, new footing, new behavior and security we seek deep inside connected and perfect on the outside as our life, in comfort and trust moving forward. This I know to be true.  Read this poem and do the exercise and you will know for yourself too.  

1/12/09   Life Hope
We are living in a time that has never occurred before
It means the rules have not been
Established
We, each of us
Are creating the new rules
Each day
As we live our lives
Contemplate some
And share from the parts of ourselves
That are changing
Right now
Please do not be afraid
These moments are unfamiliar
But not to be feared
Please face yourself
Honestly, purely
Expect the unexpected
All change that comes is for your good
To help you move forward
From a deeper place
That is very much a solo journey
If you feel alone
Be there
Develop a relationship
With the emerging soul inside
Of you working really hard
To reveal itself
To your everyday reality in present time
Deep clues to help and comfort you
Seated in your body
To help you relax into the new you
Please use your alone time to
Be still
Breath
Center into your chest
Sit firmly in your bottom and legs
Tummy held in
Shoulders back
Close your eyes
And breath for 20
Uninterrupted minutes
Feel what happens in your body
Expect nothing
While expanding everything
If you let go
Don’t hold on
Except to ground your feet to the ground
Focus your attention here
What needs to be lost will gently fall away
What needs to be found
Will gently engage and be received
You will receive the comfort and nourishment
Needed
To make the unfamiliar familiar
Hug and hold onto yourself
Cling to the inside
As if your life depends on it
Do it Now.
Peace be You.
Thank You.