Hi'ilani here: 
I wrote this in February of 2009. We have been working on a new boundary in our body for quite some time and this poem is a perfect expression of what that feels like. To me life can be hard enough but without all the right information it makes it even harder. These poems give you that information but bypass your rational reasoning that is so old and outdated at the moment it is like that great commercial where the house gets burglarized and their computer is so old the burglars don't want it. Well that is the moment we are currently facing in our mind. We have a great mind the only way to start using it is by letting go of some of the old outworn structures that are tired and can't function well enough to keep up. Don't be afraid just do the work. Reading the poem aloud and doing the exercise at the end will help. Use it please. This can be used in the next month as often as you wish. Daily is way good!  Thanks so much.

2/3/09 Free Transformational tools NOW

Spiritual Hypocrisy
Is where spirituality is a hobby
Rather than a real part of life
That has an everyday relationship
With your body
Your experience
Your cellular functions
Your food
Your trust or mistrust
Spirit is no longer outside of you
To be reached for
Quite the contrary
Spirit is your own
Emotional climate
How much abundance
Financial and otherwise
You FEEL
Is how close or far you are
From your spirit relationship with yourself
That spark of light and love that YOU are
I don’t care what you think
I don’t care what you know
I don’t care what you are
I really don’t care who you have been so far
What matters NOW is
How do you FEEL
Are you victimized by your hurt, anger and neglect?
Or using it to fuel yourself forward
Are you empty because
You keep reaching out unmet?
Instead reach in
Hug your body, close your eyes
You are all that counts right now
This has never been more  true
It does not matter who was there for you
And who wasn’t
It does not matter
How well or poor your personal story is
Make friends with your feelings
Be willing to be with all the discomfort
Face it straight on
In all its terror and horror
Stand in it vulnerable and still
Without any veils and masking
If you can
You will find some comfort
Some safety
Some relaxation deep inside
That will say thank you
Will help life to grow
And develop now perfectly
Without YOUR help
Your body is your ally
Your feelings are your friend
You can and will get through this
Say out Loud:  (as often as you need to)
I am forever OK
I am safe and secure
I can trust myself
I can trust my existence
I forgive myself for all my misfortune
And all my fear and guilt
I forgive all unforgiveness towards others
Including me and all that is
I open to trust
I open to comfort
I open to the love
And light that I am
Thanks be me
Forever in one
Peace be me now and forevermore
Yes!  Breath in your nose and out your mouth
Yes!  Breath in and out again
Yes!

 


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Lisa Senna
09/03/2011 20:25

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lisa Senna
09/03/2011 21:27

I just wrote for and hour, a very long message, and by 1 key stroke i think i just lost all i wrote? I hope it went through?-i was really on a roll too!, i must remember to save as i go :-)
I will say this: Hi'ilani has helped me change my life, of illness, trauma and much time lost to the couch and my bed, and soo much more. Now, i am walking without the cane, and out of bed and finally just being in Life again. I still have a long way to go, however, with all our work together and her writings here which have been a true gift, i believe i can continue onward! Please follow all you can get here from Hii and all the other wonderful people who share so many truths! i am a huge fan and look forward to so much more that's right here for the taking. Thank you all- for all the work you are doing to share with people like little ol'me. > So, ill keep this short: Hii has helped me to find myself and more important< redefine who i am. Also, what i want to be, and what i need to keep doing, on my journey of self-discovery!!
Thank You
Lisa

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Lisa Senna
09/03/2011 21:38

I have the blessing of Hi'ilani working with me as i have been in a huge life transformation. She and i met at the perfect time!!! I'm a disabled Vet and met Hii at my VA< Magic timing as i have been literally relearning everything to function in life. I was just coming back on my feet from multiple trauma's, when we met. She helped me find my feet again-(no more cane now) and much less time flat on my back!
I love all the safety and true understanding she brings and has shared with me in all our work together! Her suggestions are always Right On, as she continually blows my mind-in her just knowing-knowing how i feel, where i have pain, in my body mind and spirit. I just want any and all who may read this "comment", that Hi'ilani is truly right on!! My life is becoming more and more and more as i get to read her work here and all the work we have done & continue to do-"together". BTW, this is my Lost comment and i really wanted to send it out. So, here it is! Thank you again for all the work ya'll do here, it is much appreciated...L

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