question: Is the timing right to make a shift right now and take this opportunity to become an entrepreneur and stop repeating the pattern of a "good paying" but miserable job!!!
Well. This question is a little more weird for me to answer because 99 out of 100 times if someone asks me if they should venture out and do what their soul tells them to do instead of getting a job and working for someone else, I am always going to say YES! go for it. I just really believe we can all be doing what we love and I also know that when we are really ready and really believe in ourselves then the energy will flow to the people or the opportunities will come that will make our dreams a reality. But at the same time I honor the fact that there is this thing called timing and sometimes we still have to go out and work for someone else because there are still skills we need to acquire or people we need to meet or who knows why. I know I have dreamed this dream for over 12 years and I have wanted to make a living at it this whole time but a job working for someone else still always pulled me in and in hindsight I do see that I still wasn't ready to give it my all and to truly believe in myself until right now. Only now in my life am I ready to commit to being an entrepreneur and am I ready to commit to honoring the process and getting out of my way to let the higher power lead the way. So I ultimately say, wait for the signs to show you the way. Proceed in the direction of becoming your own boss but still watch the signs and feel what your body tells you. If an opportunity to once again work for someone comes along in your path and your body actually feels like it says YES then follow that lead. And I say that only because doing your own thing takes big balls and a lot of faith in your ability to create. And one day you will be up and filled with faith that you can do this and then the next you will fall into fear and think you are crazy to think you can make a living following your dreams. I believe this is part of the test to see if you really do want to do it all on your own. If you have the funds to support yourself while this dream of yours gets out there and if you can honestly follow the signs that come your way and not push away an opportunity that may say its just not time yet, then you are right on track and should absolutely go towards doing your own thing. Now if you do end up working "for the man" again it may be a job that is the antithesis of what you are used to in order to renew your faith in the big money maker jobs and it may be a job where you meet that someone special. So if an opportunity comes and it feels right don't turn it down just because you think it is time to do your own thing. If it is in fact time for you to do your own thing then the Universe will block you from doing anything else! You can apply to all the jobs out there but for some reason like your resume will always get tossed or will not be seen or will disappear out of the blue because it is time for you to bring this other expression to existence. See. Its really pretty easy. You will know what to do.
But now looking at your chart. Since 2006 you have been going through such psychological turmoil and transformation. Not everyone has Pluto moving through their 12th house because in our lifetimes it will only move through maybe 6 houses but you have it there now and it will be there until March of 2016. So the heaviest hitting planet is in your most hidden house. So deep within is where you are experiencing massive transformation. Now dont get all down about this because there are no mistakes you know and this is part of your path and when it crosses your ascendant and gets in that house a little ways it can really catapult you in the world and when that does happen you will also be having Saturn in the best possible place in the chart as it crosses your midheaven in October of 2013. Things will change so dramatically from what you have known them to be in a few years from now. And let me tell you I can see that you have not had it easy but you have got to know that it is all for a specific reason and you are amazing and you will see one day that it really was all worth it. But damn I know you are ready and I know you have had enough but its just not over just yet. Its like those hikers in Iran. 2 years they have been locked up and not even guilty of anything and they cant do anything about it and they must totally be losing their minds. And that is probably a little like how you feel but I use it to give you any example to be thankful for what you DO have. And I need you to do your inner work! Spend as much time as you can looking within right now. Also Pluto is sitting on your 12th house Venus at this very time so I know you dont let people in that easily and may shy away from letting someone love you but that all has to transform now. You deserve love more than anyone else out there! And you need to make the space in your life for that person to find you. You need to look back and within to find what it is that makes you think you dont need love or can do it all on your own. Once again this is a psychological transit and you will be looking deep within to excavate for some dark and hidden answers. Major healing is gonna be going on. But you have to trust me that all this infuriating work that you'd rather just sweep under the rug and forget about has got to make its way to the light in order for you to be able to collect and walk this life that will be yours in about 4 years. It will look NOTHING like it does now and be excited and thrilled for that! You chose it to be just like it is. Your soul knows what you need best and this is the path that you needed to take to get that pot of gold that comes soon. You are a late bloomer, but by golly you WILL bloom brightly and if you do this work I tell you about then when Saturn hits your 10th house, which is where your birth Saturn sits also, then all your dreams become reality then. And that Saturn in your birth chart already declared that you are to do big things in this lifetime but that you have to collect many experiences to be able to hold such a position. So you should know this in the core of your being that to wait and to work for what really fits you would be a long journey. And you are closer than you've ever been! And with each passing day and year and inner accomplishment you get closer until finally you are THERE and you will look back and be THANKFUL for all the potholes, bumps, delays, crashes and triumphs because they gave you the depth that not many out there will even be close to understanding.
I have to stop somewhere but your chart and the transits say so much I could sit here and write for 8 hours. But let me finish with some things: writing should be a daily act for you. You have so much to share and your healing work could revolve around that avenue. You are just so close to a lot of changes and magical things happening. DONT GIVE UP. Keep it going and keep it going with trust and optimism in your heart. You have a very strong mind yet everywhere else in your body you are very open to others energies. Be vary aware to listening to your body around the company of others. If you don't feel good around someone, get away from them! Cut them out of your life because they will be like cancer to you. I'm dead serious here. Your body is so sensitive and only follow the love and good feeling and healthy, stable people. The same with animals. Keep the ones near who make you feel loving and healthy.
Okay. So go out there and do your own thing but listen if your body still wants you to detour a little while longer in "work for someone else land". There will be a very good reason if it is not time yet. But in 4 years oh heck yeah! You will be doing your own thing for sure by then and you life will feel more like home than it ever has! And it will be all worth the wait and hard work. I promise you