"it was evening, kind of gray and gloomy. and my partner and my child, River, and I were sitting on the side of the road, hanging out, I'm not sure why. Everything was fine and then River picks up this
umbrella thing (no stick to hold just two little hand straps on each side) and as soon as he started to play, a huge gust of wind picked him up high into the air and carried him down over the busy road. I was screaming and chasing after him, and I saw his umbrella fall to the side of the road. I couldnt find him, and then I ran out in to the street, there was tons of traffic and then I saw him. He sat up a little bit and called for me. He wasnt crying, but when I got to him I saw that his intestines and some bluish looking sac was burst out and hanging out of his stomach. I lifted him up and was just crying, I didnt know what to do... and then I woke up.
It was terrifying. The feel of the dream from the start was kind of erie and dark, even though it started with us just playing. the colors were dark and grey and super gloomy".
Lori here! My take on things...
Ok this dream is not as gloomy as you might think, you were sitting by the side of the road, both your male and female side, your whole self, taking a break from your path, just being idle and then playing with your newest idea your child like joy, then all of a sudden in the playing the universe whisks your new idea into your path, yet you saw it as dizzing due to all the energy (traffic), that when you found your new idea (child) he was not crying only you were, you saw damage and did not know what to do. You have been dumb struck and stuck in your path, somehow it is not working the way you inteneded there is too much energy, people on the same path, feeling lost and scared and depressed, yet when you were playful, childlike and happy, the universe picked your idea up and flew with it...
You need to begin again with that childlike wonder, that playful joy and you will see your path just on the other side of this one!
Blessings and Love