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so for 12 years now, when i first started writing all the information that goes in your birth chart book i put together, which is about 700 pages, but i knew how i wanted to get this all out to the people but i knew nothing about web design so in my mind i created this block that said, i need someone else to do my website. and for real, over the years it always was a question i have asked when i meet someone new. do you do web design? every technical person i have met, do you do web design? and crazy that all these years later and never did meet someone to do that for me. i just took it as it wasnt the right time yet so i kept on writing and kept my eyes peeled for my web designer. then a couple weeks ago when i posted the news of how the ceo of godaddy actually operated with very little integrity and is filmed killing an elephant and getting off on it without an ounce of compassion in his bones, he probably encourages dog fighting too, but so i got my domain from them and was considering getting hosting from them but after that, no way. that is one thing, human beings, you have full choice in who you support and who you buy things from and whos pockets you fill and in these changing times if you want your own life to flow harmoniously then you can not support someone who is corrupt. so i put this on my facebook page and someone immediately replied with this company out of san francisco, where a part of my heart will always be, called weebly.com. cool i'll check it out. then another week passes and i was like, you know, that message came for a reason so let me just check it out. and let me just say, i LOVE this weebly place. i got on there and within 2 hours, all by myself, put this entire website together, all that you see, in under 2 hours! it was SO effortless and with free hosting, which that had been my question on facebook, where do i buy hosting from? so look at this that i created without an ounce of help from anyone and isnt it beautiful!! but my point is that on that day i finally decided to change my mind. i finally decided to not look outside of myself for help but to try to see if i could help myself. and trust me i will talk more on this because do you not see how many of you are doing this same thing with LOVE. you say, if i had someone (outside of me) who loved me then i would be happy. right? but how about if you pretend you already have it inside, pretend you already have someone who loves you and be happy! and then i tell you what, you will attract someone who loves you but you wont NEED them for your own happiness because you are already happy with or without them. i dont need a webdesigner. my creativity(which is ultimately my happiness) is not determined by having someone to get it out into the world for me. i changed my mind and found out i had the skills necessarily all along. but thank you weebly for designing your websites in such a way that even all my esoteric/airy writers can figure it out too and we all go YES! this is so easy. and all it took was a little shift in perspective. i can, instead of i cant. so how can you shift your perspective, today, in the slightest way to bring a long held dream to reality?
so for 12 years now, when i first started writing all the information that goes in your birth chart book i put together, which is about 700 pages, but i knew how i wanted to get this all out to the people but i knew nothing about web design so in my mind i created this block that said, i need someone else to do my website. and for real, over the years it always was a question i have asked when i meet someone new. do you do web design? every technical person i have met, do you do web design? and crazy that all these years later and never did meet someone to do that for me. i just took it as it wasnt the right time yet so i kept on writing and kept my eyes peeled for my web designer. then a couple weeks ago when i posted the news of how the ceo of godaddy actually operated with very little integrity and is filmed killing an elephant and getting off on it without an ounce of compassion in his bones, he probably encourages dog fighting too, but so i got my domain from them and was considering getting hosting from them but after that, no way. that is one thing, human beings, you have full choice in who you support and who you buy things from and whos pockets you fill and in these changing times if you want your own life to flow harmoniously then you can not support someone who is corrupt. so i put this on my facebook page and someone immediately replied with this company out of san francisco, where a part of my heart will always be, called weebly.com. cool i'll check it out. then another week passes and i was like, you know, that message came for a reason so let me just check it out. and let me just say, i LOVE this weebly place. i got on there and within 2 hours, all by myself, put this entire website together, all that you see, in under 2 hours! it was SO effortless and with free hosting, which that had been my question on facebook, where do i buy hosting from? so look at this that i created without an ounce of help from anyone and isnt it beautiful!! but my point is that on that day i finally decided to change my mind. i finally decided to not look outside of myself for help but to try to see if i could help myself. and trust me i will talk more on this because do you not see how many of you are doing this same thing with LOVE. you say, if i had someone (outside of me) who loved me then i would be happy. right? but how about if you pretend you already have it inside, pretend you already have someone who loves you and be happy! and then i tell you what, you will attract someone who loves you but you wont NEED them for your own happiness because you are already happy with or without them. i dont need a webdesigner. my creativity(which is ultimately my happiness) is not determined by having someone to get it out into the world for me. i changed my mind and found out i had the skills necessarily all along. but thank you weebly for designing your websites in such a way that even all my esoteric/airy writers can figure it out too and we all go YES! this is so easy. and all it took was a little shift in perspective. i can, instead of i cant. so how can you shift your perspective, today, in the slightest way to bring a long held dream to reality?
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