I was in Somerset PA on September 11th, 2001. It was the only morning I have ever been there and left mid afternoon after Flight 93 crashed there. This particular group of people were the only one's who actually fought back and fought through what fear they clearly must have been experiencing fully knowing they were probably going to lose their lives but wanted to ban together and face and address the tragedy unfolding in front of them, to say NO, this is not ok. It is a spirit we have been missing for a long time. The passengers of this flight resurrected such courage and truth and honesty and fight for life, true life for themselves, their families and all of us, their humanity. On this ten year anniversary read the poem below and see how much more you now have and are in touch with in yourself of what the poem represents and speaks of. You may give thanks to all the people whose lives were given this day for YOU to have more life. If you experience tears or chicken skin or a deep shutter in your body and being as you read these words, know you have been touched by the lives of each of these people who gave their life to improve the quality of life you get to experience and live out now.
In my life, I have been in interesting places at specific moments of history and this one was one of the biggest and most important. I helped to transfer and transport the people on this flight to the other side safely, purely, free of the tragedy and shock to peace. I had no idea that I wiould be called on for such a thing and often find myself in such moments as my calling to do such a task. For me, I had a first hand experience of this event to authentically digest what was really happening. I wrote a poem for the lives of the people I helped to transport from this flight at Christmas time that year and it represents what the event ultimately has brought us, all of us as a humanity. I wish for all of us and mostly their loves ones to know each of them gave their life for us to have more life and they were completely ok and free to do this. I call people and beings that can leave this way and so quickly. the beautiful people who come and go freely here. It is the beauty they show us both when they are alive and all the yearning and feeling they bring us after they pass that is the most important part of life and if we don't embrace all the changes and all the ways we have been forced to grow and mature through this tragedy we do not honor and cherish their memory and life for what it represented. I wanted to put the poem here in remembrance of all that each of these beautiful people are, now and forever. Thank you for all that you have done to give us more life. I will always live as much as I can to honor you , your memory and your families for the part of your humanity you have sacrificed freely to bring us true freedom in our body, mind and spirit. May you be blessed always and forever and please allow peace to rest in your heart and life now. All my love, Hi'ilani
Lives of Flight 93 My Comrades in Arms-9/11/01
Dearest Santa Claus
Mother of my God
Thank you dear one for my life
For breathing, for being able to love
For letting me play with my friends
For hugs, for food, for sharing
For my family, those who chose me and those I chose
For my heart
The special rare looking glass I have
To feel people, to see love, beauty and truth
Thank you for carrying my comrade's home
And for waking up the sleeping ones
For the pain it took to open us up
To the flower blossom within
My Christmas wish is for strength
To see more every moment
To feel the wind and hear the song of the stars and sky
For magic to be ordinary
For grace to polish and shine each of us
In safety and trust to no longer fear our light and each other
For glory to rejoice and rekindle our fire, royally
Highest majesty to fulfill our wingspan and know true
Fairy slippers to ground our fortunes in vulnerability
For the power to let go of our pasts
In the faith of our oneness
Our universal hearts
Beating, ringing, singing
Loving so fully
The thunder of the silence
To the stillness
And each other's arms
He doesn't talk much but man once he does the brother can say it like it is! For Reals!
It is not between you and them anyway. It is between you and the one Supreme Being.
Dean Clifford is out of control right on and he has some amazing information for us all. His words are just effortlessly pouring out like this is truly his gift to share with us all. Don't miss this interview! And check him out further on his Youtube channel FREEMANitoba
Hello everyone. I want to do a quick reminder about current events. Each earthquake we have helps us to very gently and slowly shift our brain and the way we are held up in gravity. So with each earthquake happening in very selective strategic locations we are given a little shake in our sky to earth axis, and our horizontal axis so that we can inch our way slowly and surely into standing properly in gravity and being ready and shifting with the poles as they reorient themselves. We have to have these slowly and surely not just one big quake to be able to manage our lives in our bodies correctly. Otherwise we would fall over and not be able to stand up, think, function or manage our lives. Each person will be affected differently as the way we are built energetically is different for each of us. So with each earthquake your reorientation time will be unique to you. You will find that you are doing much better now with each incremental shift and not needing to lie down for two days to manage it. Always laying horizontal and taking little naps can help your horizontal and vertical axis relocate to their proper location and function quicker. You can feel dizzy in the mind or a little headache and dizzy in the tummy. Continue to lay down until you can comfortably get up and move around consistently. Take the time you need don't force yourself to move quicker through your earthquake shift than YOU need to. Breathing in your nose and out your mouth helps to clear your mind and provide energy to the new location. Also generally sensitive people will do the shift before the earthquake comes so they will feel eery and not know why being fully aware of what is coming. Once it physically happens these people generally feel better right away.
This is happening because we as a human species are becoming multi dimensional kind of like your video games or the 3D movies. A body is actually very fragile in all the ways it must function to maintain balance and harmony and keep us alive. So we must have earthquakes to remove the pressure and tension in the earth that is no longer needed so it can relax in it's responsibilities and bring more trust to our survival and we as people are actually taking up the slack and starting to do our part by becoming more awake and aware and centered and balanced within our bodies to remove the burden on the earth, sky, ocean and wind by using our life force to help out and to find a way to sustain life as we know it truly, naturally, and with a wholeness that allows for calm, and a correct quality of life based in trust in our survival abilities felt as truth, beauty and love. Don't be afraid, be awake instead.
Also this particular earthquake in and near New York, DC, finished up what the events of 911 started so we really are completing a 10 year shift that began for the whole planet at that event turning. If you ask yourself what you have learned about you, about life, about people, about your heart you will get some really nice answers. Reveal them, love yourself for all the ways you have grown and developed and become more real, more whole, more authentic and more true to you. Thank you for all of your work on behalf of the Earth and Sky and Ocean and Wind. They are sooooo grateful for some help. FEEL IT in every cell of your body. Thanks for listening.
Get a piece of paper and pen..
Personal question time…Please jot down your answers to the following:
1. Who do you pray to?
2. Why do you pray to him/her?
3. How often do you pray to him/her?
4. Are there actual results when you pray to him/her?
5. Have you ever cursed at your god?
6. Do you fear your god?
Most of your answers will look a little like this:
Now… take a moment. Look over your answers… Are you ready to stop wasting time and bullshitting yourself?!
Let us try again. This time, be honest. Don’t write down what looks good on paper… Write the truth. It’s not like someone is going to read this. But for shits and giggles, I will show you my honest list:
*St. Anthony- when I misplace something and really need to find it
4. Yes and no… I can not prove that things have happened because I prayed, but I do believe in the supreme power of manifestation
5. Surprisingly, no… I have definitely asked ‘why?,’ but for fear of a lightening bolt striking me, I don’t cross that line of verbally assaulting Him… but the big G.D. word does braise my lips every now and again
6. Please see the above answer to #5
Whew! It is a little disappointing that this born-and-raised Catholic girl’s answers are not as pure and innocent as the Church would like them to be. Well guess what? Anyone whose answers are ‘up to code,’ needs to give godly lessons to the world, OR quickly use their eraser and change their answers to the honest truth. Think about your answers before writing them down. What were you told to believe in and what do you actually believe in?!
I am sure growing up, you were told to believe in SOMETHING. Do you still honestly believe it? Have you explored any other possibilities? Just because your parents or partner believes one thing, does not mean you must as well. Grow a set of balls and stop following the herd! Don’t you look at those people who are so confident in themselves, regardless if you believe in the same thing or not, and envy them? That could be you, my dear friend!
Religion is a very powerful thing. It makes and breaks people’s lives. It builds and destroys families. It makes you discover yourself and lose yourself. You have the ultimate power to change yourself and your beliefs! Have an open mind and heart.
Now, grab your list. Read over it. If you cannot look at your answers with a confident and truthful voice, then you need to do some soul searching and research to find what you believe in. I used to be religious, but now believe in the great power of spirituality. I take inspiration from ALL religions, from Catholicism, to Buddhism, to Satanism. That may sound a tad extreme, but lets put your ‘knowledge’ of religion to the test:
The list below is a mixture of Catholicism Commandments and Satanism Commandments… Can you guess what statement belongs to which religion?
1. Represents kindness to those who deserve it
2. Rewards the good and punishes the wicked
3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there
4. When walking in open territory, bother no one
5. Do not take that which does not belong to you
Ready to be shocked? The only Catholic Commandment is #2; the rest are testaments of Satanism. Now, pick your surprised jaws off the ground and think about this. All those rules sound pretty damn good for humanity! So, instead of closing out all religions except your own, maybe you should explore the others and realize religion is all about an extreme power of manifestation. Instead of asking for a god, you may or may not believe in, to give you something, try manifesting it. That way you know it came from your mind, your spirit, and your power. You control your destiny. Use your power for good and not evil. Open your mind and spirit to the possibility of other beliefs. When you do not know what god you believe in, become your own god! Respect your power and use it wisely.
Just because you may not understand someone’s beliefs, you must respect it, as long as it benefits the good of mankind. If you are on the fence of what religion to be… be all of them! No one is asking you to put all your marbles in one jar. Spread them. Allow people to be inspired by your beliefs and in retrospect, listen and learn from other’s. Do not follow in the footsteps of lost souls. Create your own path; it is the only one that is right and made solely for YOU! If you lose your way, find guidance from the North Star, and know being lost is part of it, and is a test that shall pass. Inspire. Love. Motivate. Be different. Be bold. Be beautiful. Just be SOMEONE!
This is our natural warning system. We have to trust it and we have to believe in it.
First the debt ceiling talks and then the stock market's drastic plunge. I was playing a witness without getting involved with the emotional tug of war of what is going on in our world in these days. I made the choice to feel it all, but to not judge it as a determinant of my own safety in the world. With the debt ceiling talks, which I didn't play any part of learning what was really going on, I just felt the ways the media manipulates our feelings of safety and I predicted that after all the oh no's and this is the end that something would be worked out and that life would then go on as it does. I watched funny and inspirational movies instead. I payed attention to all my friends who were just finding new jobs or who were having lucky breaks come into their lives. From my perspective things were going GREAT! And then I would give a moments glance to the photos they chose to print of the oh no's and this is the end and I could feel the depression and hopelessness they created. But I said, nope I will not buy into that hype and I will instead wait this out for I knew the news would eventually say, okay victory is before us, it all worked out. But then came the credit rating thing and then came the stock market crash, which fortunately for me I have never bought into the stock market investments and have always scratched my head at that whole concept. It's always to me seemed like a get rich quick scheme and we always heard growing up that if it sounds too good to be true then it probably is, right? That whole thing always felt like a mixture of quick sand and fortune telling. I think investments in humans, in local businesses, in sustainablity and in even in art feel more like something that is the wave of the future and the direction we should be moving towards.
But my point here is don't buy into all this gloom and doom. It is not all coming to an end. I think where you put your emphasis is also a very key component. Are you soaking up all that the mainstream media feeds you and manipulates you with? Or are you looking outside the box and focusing on the good that you DO HAVE in your life in this moment right now? Do you have your health? Do you have the love of awesome animals? Do you have a home, for now? Do you have friends who truly have your back and would do anything for you? Do you have memories that you can look back upon and feel them light up your heart? Do you have a garden growing and can watch the miracle of life sprung out of a little ole seed? Do you have butterflies making appearances in your life to remind you of rebirth out of the transformation? Do you have babies to be around to remind you of innocence and trust? Do you have some grass to sit upon and to feel the healing energies of our Mama Earth? Do you have a tree you can hug? Are you sipping on a yummy cup of coffee right now? Well be thankfull! Be Grateful for at least you do have THAT!
Yes things can be pretty scary out there in the world as it all seems to be falling away. What if this really was all a part of the grand plan? What if you could know in your heart that this is the same as pruning away a rose bush to make way for better growth? You wouldnt cry and feel hopeless over an act like that, so don't feel that way over what you see occurring in the world! It is all a-okay and right on schedule and right as it should be happening to correct the wrongs that we have just known as our daily world. It can be a better place and we are moving into this better place. Don't give up yet! We are so close and the worst and the most dark will come right before it gets to the light so your job is just to believe that the best outcome is on the way. Your job is to trust yourself, the world, the people, this process and to feel hope and assurance in your heart the same way you know that those noodles in a pan boiling will eventually be softened up and ready to eat. You don't stand over the pan and worry that maybe this time they won't soften and will for some reason stay hard. You know that once this time has passed and the process completed that you WILL be able to eat and enjoy those noodles. So find that same knowing in your heart, that same trust in the process, that all will be righted and all will work out in the end and we will all be safe and have food and have lives to enjoy living. Just feel what it feels like to trust and feel supported in this process. Because I know it feels so much better then feeling hopeless and full of fear. The choice is yours. Feel the love for what you do have and just like a child who doesn't need to worry about how things will come together, remember that you have a Mama Earth who is ultimately watching over and taking care of things. Be a child who has trust and unflinching faith that things will work out to the best and get out of your way and let the Mama take over from here. She knows what she is doing and she is so much more powerful than little ole us so step aside and just KNOW in your heart that we are safe and we will be provided for. Because that is the TRUTH.
Thrusting the Universe
Making love should be the number one priority in this world. There is a shortage of it going on! We need to resolve this problem by making love with as many random people and things as possible… Touch those who don’t want to be touched. Probe those who have not been probed enough. Get crazy! Don't use protection the first time! It is best to expose yourself to the vulnerability of lovemaking. It’s scary, but what a rush! Make love to a stranger… make love to an animal... make love to a tree! You can truly make love to anything and everything if you allow yourself to be open.
I promise I’m not some freaky, crazed addict. Allow me to clarify my use of the term ‘lovemaking.’ (I don’t want any emails with complaints of tree bark up one’s ass)
Making love is an interaction… not intercourse.
It is a life skill that simply is just loving for absolutely no reason. Helping a stranger with his/her groceries, just because; holding the door open for someone behind you; leaving water outside for an animal in this heat… it does not matter. Love is love. Kindness is love. Affection is love… there is an abundance of love in each person. Be aware of it. Access it. Use it. Put your guard down and allow wonderful things to happen to you. Eventually it will get you ahead in life!
Too many people are diluted on what they think ‘love’ is. They are dillusional and wrong!
Love does not tell you to have dinner ready by a certain time… love does not make you change who you are… love does not physically or mentally abuse you.
Love respects you. You make dinner for your partner because you want to show your appreciation, and in retrospect, they acknowledge and give praise to your efforts, no matter how bad the food tastes.
Love helps you achieve your goals, not make you change them so it is more convenient for him/her.
Love DOES NOT lay a finger on you to put you in your place. (And if they do, I have a gorgeous double barrel shotgun with their name all over it!)
I see, far too often, people getting married, when they have absolutely no reason to. They think they are in love because it is convenient or tradition. They are lost in what their partner likes. They do exactly what they are told with no question. Why would you want a life of commitment to someone who does not ADORE your individual soul, or your unique sense of style? Why get married to someone who does not put you on the golden, shrine pedestal you were born to sit upon?! Look at your relationship… Are you truly respected? Does your partner actually know who you are? Do they ask you to change for their benefit? Sometimes it’s easier to accept a ring and go along with a proposal because you would rather be in a heartless marriage then ‘single’…
When did ‘single’ become the equivalent to lonely?
I have news for you weak-minded bigots, looking at me crazy because I’m on my road to 30 with no partner in sight... Although I do not have a significant other, I have more love and joy in my life than half the miserably married people out there. You do not need to be in a relationship to have a fulfilled life! If you do not truly know who you are, how in the hell are you going to make someone else happy?! The answer is- You won’t. You will wake up 10 years down the line with your ‘loving’ husband canoodling his secretary and a kid hanging off each tit. If that is happiness, no thank you! I would choose the leprosy of the single life!
I do believe in love and marriage, but only when it is truly right. Marriage should be a compromise.. a meeting in the middle. Two separate, amazing lives colliding and penetrating the each other's souls. Not a 'Well, shit, I guess we have been together for 3 years.. Might as well.'
This is where the making love to all comes into play. If you are surrounding yourself with love and spreading it to others, you will receive love in return! You will never be lonely. Take your protection off.. Put your guard down. Open yourself to new opportunities. You don’t have to have a ‘boyfriend’ or ‘girlfriend’ to be happy and in love. The universe is my girlfriend, and I am simply the mistress. I allow her to use my body as an energy capsule, and in retrospect, she protects me. Relationships should be a give and take situation. Put effort into making love to those who are around you, whether they are family, friends, or strangers. The reward will be great and you may find true happiness in yourself.
Hatred is the herpes of the universe and spreads like wildfires. And just like the disease, it may go away for a bit, but it always rears its unfortunate head. Spread positive energy and make love to those who need it. Spread joy and affection. Love yourself. Love others. Love the universe.. who knows, you may find real love along the way?!
So, it is time to sit your grand ass on your majestic throne, and get slutty with the world! Make love over and over and OVER again, until you are exhausted from the overwhelming beauty you have spread!You have the power… use it.