Oh my sweet and loyal aquarius nation peoples!  Again here I am apologizing for not being here for you in written form.  My life has accelerated to the point where I am in full speed ahead and racing to keep up with the demands and obligations. I am loving it, I have to admit, because I am a fan of excitement and I love the process of bringing the order to all the chaos.  Unfortunately my busy schedule has forced me to let some thing slide... and that thing most recently has been the written horoscopes. I am doing the video horoscopes and I hope you all are enjoying them, but yes, I am missing the typing of the words and the more natural and comfortable way for me to express all the visions that come into my head.  So, on that note, I am not going to let you fall to the wayside for this reading and something else will just have to wait. 

Okay so with this Full Moon Eclipse we are heading into a 3rd hit, which most commonly we only see 2 of these.  So this 3rd is an extra powerful hit to our collective consciousness.  This one is going to bring something to our awareness where we are needing to see it in a different way, with a fresh perspective and putting a more positive spin on it. 

Honestly building up to this moment you may feel a little uncomfortable, scared, unsettled, and feeling like you need to worry about something or like something that is going to rock you is on the way.  I have been feeling my Earthquake alerts within my own body and there for sure will be many going on around the world. I believe this is just steam blowing off, though, and a further wake up call that we ALL need to be prepared for when natural earthly disasters rear their surprising heads.  It is just a smart thing to have items put away for if something does occur.  Also with all the solar flares!  My gosh they are out of control! And this is why you have had strange migraines and foggy head feelings and feeling so tired and lethargic and losing internet or connections throughout the days.  I feel there could be a great possibility of losing power for long periods of time due to this massive action from the Sun. 

So.  This Eclipse is asking you to get yourself a kit of things for just in case. This is like gaining a new perspective that its better to be prepared then just living in denial and thinking it could never happen to you. Think about those people in Oklahoma who an hour before this hit had no clue that everything they own would be destroyed in a matter of minutes in their future.  We are all vulnerable to these Earth changes no matter where we hang our hats geographically. 

So some ideas of things we need to put aside in a backpack:  cash, food, like snack bars, first aid items, food for our animals, batteries, flash lights, candles, matches, all in plastic bag to protect, a list of important phone numbers, paper and pen, rope, water bowl, towels, pocket knife.  You should also get several bpa free 5 gallon jugs that can be filled and sit in wait without the worry of chemicals leaching into the water and a crate for the animals or leashes to contain them.  I'm sure there are more things that I am forgetting about and maybe you could leave a comment down below to let us know. 

There are also some strange body pains and mostly around the neck and upper back.  Don't worry about these as they will leave when the job is done, but if ever there was a time where we were growing our angel wings and aligning that area to hold us higher and more in direct alignment to be able to communicate clearer with spirit and with the cosmic energies.  If there have been issues with not being able to speak up then the neck will have pains as blocks of energy within the throat are removed.  If too much as been put into caring for others and putting your needs second, then the upper back will lock up as it clears out the density of guilt and the need to please and it will be busted up like a demolition.  To clear these pains you first need to recognize what you are doing that is self defeating and not honoring the magnificence and perfection of YOU.  Write it down and look it over and then write what you are wiling to do to bring this thing into right action.  You can further solidify this new change and new way of being on the New Moon on June 8th. 

Okay now so more on this unsettled feeling you may be feeling at this time....understand that this is just something that is awakening you to a fear that needs to be transformed and seen in a  better light. You may be having fears of money... which means you need to transform those thoughts into ones that KNOW you are always provided for and when you need it, it ALWAYS shows up.  You may have fears of thinking you really can't do this thing that you want to do and that it won't truly sustain you.  If that is the case then you are to take those fears and blast them with love and empowering words. You need to get into your journal and write the new way of seeing this thing.  Write about how you KNOW you are on the right track because this is SO something that you really love to do.  Write that you KNOW you WILL make more than enough money from this. Write that you KNOW you are on the right track and even though you can't see what is around the corner, write that you KNOW that what you need will be provided.

You need to manipulate those fears right now. You are being called to look deeply into them but to just put a positive spin on them so that they can not thrive as fears any longer.  It is completely normal if you are feeling a little off and a little frustrated right now, BUT, I can tell you that on the other side of this is MIRACLES and BLISS.  You will pop through a layer and then it will be nothing but joy and laughter and lighthearted feelings. You will be much more patient and at ease with how it all is unfolding.  This tension will birth a new way of being. Yes, that is how powerful this eclipse is.  But you are the creator of this bliss and if you can't keep your thoughts on the positive then you will miss the bliss opportunity.  It is like playing double dutch jump rope and there is a thin area of when you can jump in and make it work.  If you continue the addiction to seeing/interpreting so many of the things in your life as a negative then you will not be allowed access.  You will jump in at the wrong time and the ropes will just collapse around you.  If you can just pretend for me, for the next few days especially, that it is all perfect and all wonderful and all meant to be, then you will be guaranteed access to the bliss feeling and things will start showing up that will have you giddy like a school kid and really believing that dreams DO come true. 

You are SO being tested in this very moment.  The judges are all watching you in anticipation and waiting to see if you will pass this test.  So watch your thoughts closely at this time and do not let ANY sneak through that carry the vibration of loser, victim or fear. Instead paint yourself a winner who gets WHATEVER you want.  Paint yourself loving and happy and successful and abundant and healthy and on path and living your souls purpose, NOW.  It does not matter if this is your reality just yet. 

You are CREATING your future reality RIGHT NOW with those thoughts you are saying in private, in your head.  So wake up, loves, and start creating what you REALLY want and not what is a nightmare or the worst thing that could happen.  We tend to naturally go to the fears and that has just got to stop right now.  Lets stop this with you and I, leading the way into our dream world a reality, where we really do get to spend so much of our days with smiles on our faces, peace and contentment in our hearts, and love being the first thing we choose to share with others. 

Okay. I will just share the video horoscopes with you at this time and lets just intend now, all of us together, that I really, really will get to writing them next time for you. ♥  To watch the individual readings go to my youtube page or go to the Roots and Feathers page! 

This is SO the song for this New Moon as LOVE and SEX are really, really in the air... and its kind of only going to build for a while now so... YES!

ARIES
Yay! This time is all about you, loves!! This is when we will all sing and rejoice and savor the magnificence of you.  This is a time for you to be larger than life and all about celebrating how perfect and wonderful you are.  You have the best new moon energies to really jump into this new solar year with gusto and total faith in yourself and what you are going to be doing this year.  You still have Venus and Mars singing your praises and encouraging you to grow much closer with your partner or to meet someone who lights you up like no other.  It is time to come together with someone where there is a deep resonance and harmonic flow.  If someone is coming to your mind, who you have an a curiosity about for some time, GO FOR IT.  Honestly right now you can have ANYTHING that your mind can imagine... so use the assertiveness of this energy to create a  life of bliss or whatever you need to make you happy.  Dream something that is so out there and so big, because you can have it now.  This is not the time for you to play small or to hide your bright light, which some of you have learned to do because others are intimidated by your innate boldness with going after whatever you want.  Most of you Aries are playing it a bit smaller than what you should be doing and now you are being given clearance to just break the rules, break the boundaries and break down the restraints and go all out in your true to yourself glory.   I want to see you shine. 

New Moon Affirmations:  I am awesome. I am going to do great things this year.  I am going for what I want.  I am in love with him/her.  I am in love with my life.  Everything is going my way.  I am living my souls highest purpose.  I am sharing my love and inspirational ways with others. 


TAURUS
Okay sweet ones.  This is the classic time that always comes before our birthday when we do a life scan and go back and see if we feel like we lived enough in this last year.  You will be remembering your goals and seeing in which areas you succeeded and which ones kind of fell short.  Sometimes during this space we get really depressed and at other times it is all good... it really just depends on how you feel the year went.  Hopefully you are feeling okay. But if you are kind of depressed and only want to sleep or do nothing or label yourself a loser, then that is totally okay.  It is kind of par for course and it actually has a great purpose because it pushes you out of any stagnant groove you have  been in and it inspires to do way more next year when you get all hooked up again with energy. And seriously loves, this birthday year you get to start it with Venus and MARS in your sign. It doesn't get much better than that. For reals.  You are going to be smiling like a maniac soon and feeling like you have all the luck on your side because you are gonna be so in the flow and feeling fantastic. I promise.  We will all be moving to the vibration of you soon and this will make us very happy!  Taurus is the best, just so you know.  You guys know what is up.   But lets get back to this new moon.... so what is going to be great is that this one is very hopeful and expansive and I imagine that maybe the past few weeks was a bit of a bummer, but I feel like this energy will sail you into your birthday rebirth time more swiftly and with more optimism in your bones.  So use this energy to trust in the process and to feel inspired to really make some massive dreams come true in this next solar year birthday time.  Feel excited for the space you are in now knowing whatever you are feeling doesn't really matter because it only goes up from here and its gonna go up in a super high awesome way... very soon.  So affirm that now and affirm your faith in the life process of cycles and down and then up.

New Moon Affirmations: I trust in the process.  I am so stoked for what is to come very soon. I love my life.  I always do my best.  I am right where I should be right now doing exactly what I should be doing.  It is okay to do nothing and to want to just be alone and silent.  I am excited for all the goals I am going to accomplish this next year.  I'm gonna go take a nap, and that is okay.  I love to connect with spirit.  When I connect with spirit, I find that I don't need anything from the material plane. 


GEMINI
So this is the time when you totally awaken and NEED to connect with your friends.  During this time if you are not connecting with your true and resonating friends, you will just feel like something is missing and your life lacks some luster but you can't put your finger on what is wrong.  The thing is that the only thing that is wrong is that you are hanging with your homeys enough and we truly need that healthy balance in our lives. We need OUR peoples, those ones who totally have our back no matter what and who support us and always can bring us when up when we feel lost or off path.  Those people are calling to your soul right now and you just  need to make the space to allow them in and to reconnect in that way.  You also may be thinking more about what you can do to be a better person and to do something of substance or something that relates to the healing of the planet and those that breathe life here.  You may be thinking about doing volunteer work, like maybe at the Animal Shelter, and if you are and if you are a friend of mine, let me know and I will go do it too!!  (smile)  You may be wanting to join in numbers to do something to make a greater impact. In some way groups will come into play.  You may be thinking about joining some team or group and looking forward to the comradeship of it all.   You are on the vibe of WE right now and it feels pretty good to be surrounded by others at this time. And let me tell you that everyone of us goes through this same cycle at different times and what happens in a few weeks is that then you get pushed into a very introspective state where you analyze your year and see how you feel about what you accomplished and what you feel you wish you would have accomplished.  So it is most beneficial  for you now if you do join with your peoples and feel the love and remember that you are perfect just the way you are as this will add some satisfaction to your memory bank before you tend to go all introspective and become a bit too self critical.  Trust me, we all do it before our birthday rebirth... but you can avoid it by adding more value into your life NOW.

New Moon Affirmations:  I am finding my group.  I am making time for my soul sister and brother friends.  I am doing volunteer work to give more honorably of my time.  I am making a contribution.  I am joining with others to share in a common theme.  I love my friends.  I appreciate my friendships. 


CANCER
So this is fantastic land time for you where you really are awakening to where you want to go with your career and now is the time to set your intentions about what you want to see your career blossoming into.  There will be discontented feelings with where it is now because the energies are pushing you to move forward and expand your life in some way that you maybe before didn't think you could really fit into such shoes.  The higher power knows that it is time for you to shoot larger and to go beyond the box that has gotten pretty comfortable. Inside you are feeling like, "this is not enough, I need more".  And you are right and all you have to do is declare that you are ready and that you are ready to take your gifts and to put them out there for the world to see.  No need to fear that you will be judged or that you aren't really skilled enough because you most certainly are.  This is your time to be assertive and to demand that opportunities to expand your career expressions start falling on your path.  Expect that they will find you and all you have to do is say yes or no.  You will only say no if it is not big enough for you.  And seriously you may have those tests put on your path for the purpose of making you stand up and demand more.  This is the time for the Cancers to grow larger than life.  This is the time for you to become this person that people see as very powerful and influential and inspirational and a true authority. I love the path of Cancers now.  It just makes me so happy that such a nurturing mama energy gets to start taking the top shelf position.  Now do be aware that since Jupiter is set to arrive in your sign in June, which will really have you awakening and owning up to your kickass status, but that now currently you are more uncertain and searching.  This time now is a little more about the time before you go on a job interview and even though WE all KNOW you are going to get it, you still can't totally buy into feeling comfortable because you just don't know for sure.  But. This time with these energies is about you shooting your arrow out and making it known that you are ready to step up to a new level with your career.  So it doesn't matter if you don't really feel safe with the mysteries that are yet to appear, you just need to tell the Universe that you are ready to see what she has to offer for you and your life...

New Moon Affirmations:  I am ready.  I am manifesting career opportunities that get my gifts out there in the world.  I am ready to live my highest purpose. I love my career and it fits me like a glove.  I am going big places.  I am expanding my life through my career expressions.  I am safe.  I don't need to know the answers.  I declare that I know I am doing something important with my career.  I honor my gifts and I wait for just the right opportunity to show up that honors them too.  I got a new job!


LEO
So you sweet heart are very much kind of out of your body and thinking of other destinations and other things that can expand your life in some way. Many of you are thinking about going back to school and learning new skills or upgrading in some way so that you can go somewhere further later in life.  You are thinking along the lines of savings, or working towards something now that will bring you more later in life.  You are for sure shooting your arrow out into the ethers dreaming of new things that could occur and/or also dreaming of other people from your past that still carry weight in your thoughts.  This is very much Venus and Mars speaking as they dance together enticing you to want to couple and grow closer with your Queen or King.  In recent weeks you have awakened to how you could have done things differently and how you could have come to more of a peaceful middle ground of an understanding with others and that is now pushing you to want to do something about it.  The energy is screaming at you to just do it.  The risk of it all still frightens you in the most habitual spaces in your body/memories, but there is something in your heart that just knows you will prevail and you will succeed and you really can have whatever you choose.  Your heart is expanding and opening to new ways of wanting to love.  Your heart is out there on your sleeve and hopeful that you can create a sustainable relationship with someone where you come together and grow to great heights.  This too has been your path of leaving the land of being so consumed with only your side and your satisfaction and your point of view, as you enter the middle ground of the other.  This is creating the space for something that really holds true, solid and sustainable.  The gates are open for you to do something that expands your life and brings in more feelings of love and satisfaction.  All you have to do is reach out and grab it and let the dance begin.

New Moon Affirmations:  I am expanding my life in ways that bring me joy.  I am going outside of my box to attract what is rightfully mine to experience.  I am taking risks and they are all working out to my advantage.  I am going for it.  I am going out there to learn more.  I am applying myself to something that will give back in later days.  I am reaching out to the ones who are on my mind.  I am magnetizing my King or Queen.  I am becoming more conscious of others.


VIRGO
Okay sweet peas, I know it has not been the most fun recently as you have spent some time going to your depths and having to face some stuff that wasn't the most fun.  This is kind of like your toilet was clogged and you were the only one who could fix it and it was not something that was top on your list of wanting to do's but it was a job that just HAD to be done.  So you put your brave pants on and just dived in and scooped away and dug deeper and wanted to cry and run and escape, but you kept on with it and finally reached a bit of an opening and clearing.  An fortunately, love, I can tell you that your efforts have cleared the way and now you can take a rest from those kind of tasks and just think of this as a memory.  Now in fact you will start to be feeling pretty awesome and actually thankful that you did the job at hand and now it is over for awhile and you can just relish in the feelings of a job well done, and done.  Whew.    Now you can flush that toilet and it just zooms down and off to be forgotten about and you are feeling lighter and more free.  You actually may even feel like you lost some weight because this was a heavy burden that was like an extra load on your shoulders that was making it harder to move through life. And actually now you feel like you can fly and you can!  This is reward time for all the darkness that you so bravely faced, knowing it would be to your benefit if you just did and if you didn't follow the non abundant state of denial.   And now you can reap the rewards of your keeping it real moves and you will notice improvements in your most intimate relationships and in all situations that involved getting rid of a debt.  There is more of a clarity between what is yours and what is theirs and this is because you have made yourself so much clearer.  You have detoxed.  And now you get to rise above and enjoy a more loving heart feeling and a more contented vibe with all that is.  Create those feeling with this energy. Be those feelings even if you may not totally feel them just yet. 

New Moon Affirmations:  I am rising above and seeing the positive in my life.  I have done the work, and now I get to play.  I am debt free.  I am empowered by what I have seen and now all that is gone and only a memory.  I love being me.  I create healthy boundaries.  I don't take on others garbage and call it my own. 


LIBRA
This is when all your relationships can really be reworked and infused with some love energy so that there is more of a mutual understanding.  Some things recently have happened in your life that have kind of opened your eyes to how important your peoples are to you.  Your heart is also opening and there may be more feelings of forgiveness and wanting to just bring in the peace and find that middle ground.  Because of the Venus and Mars also in Aries, you are going to be feeling more frisky and wanting to share intimacy with someone.  And this is kind of cool because there may have been feelings of stagnation or maybe even you were single, but now there will be an openness to wanting to mate and get together and giggle in bed.  You will feel more assertive and wanting to take the lead.  If there is anything that has been holding you back from being intimate and being open to sharing on that level just think about all the thoughts of limitation you were holding onto and just let them fall away from you and create new thoughts that welcome in intimacy and sharing.  This is the time to grow closer to the people who know you best. This is the time to look at them with fresh eyes and to remember how much you love and care for them and to think about what your life would be if they were not there with you. Savor each moment with them. Show them how much you care for them.  Pretend it is like in the beginning days when you first met and feel how awesome it makes you feel in the belly to be excited by them. Bring that excitement back with your partner.  Now this can go with work related partnerships too, so spread your love and appreciation. Make it known how much you value them and just by doing that this really abundant energy goes outward and expands.  This energy now is about being forthright, honest, hopeful, positive and taking that all and expanding it outward.  If there are any relationships you are wanting to create at this time, do it now.  And if there are any that are needing some love and healing, just do whatever it takes to let them know or to rediscover yourself, how incredibly lucky you are to have them. 

New Moon Affirmations:  I love and honor my partner and I am making it known to her/him.  I am attracting a loving mater.  I am attracting a work partner who I resonate with.  I am opening to more organic and uninhibited intimacy.  I am free to express myself in very loving ways.  I love being me.  I am a loving being.  I can say what I want to my partner and not feel wrong or bad for having needs.  I am assertive and go for what I want. 


SCORPIO
So this is the time to really get clear on any sort of changes you want to make with your work environment.  If there is anything that doesn't feel just right, then now you will clearly know what needs to be addressed and tackled and adjusted.  If there are any problems you are having with people who you work with, then now is the time to just say it like it is and make your point and actually because of the energies with this new moon you can expect some awesome and fortunate results.  There is no fear in these energies and it is all about hope and positive vibes.  This is also the best time to really transform your work environment and to bring in the element of something positive and expansive.  Now this also relates to what you service is to the people so you may have been thinking in recent weeks that you wanted to do something is more valuable and give back, so now will be the time to implement those goals.  If anything just get clear and write down the ways you want to expand with your business.  Use this time to also see yourself down the road and where you want to see yourself going. Don't focus too much on how to do this, just see yourself doing it. This is a time when your dreams and intentions can shoot out into the ethers even further and with more gusto and strength. You just have this heightened faith in yourself and your purpose and that leads to better manifesting energy.   This will also be a time when you are very aware of how you are treating your body and this is the best time of the year for you to start new diet plans such as implementing daily yoga or committing to eating more natural and abundant foods. You will be inspired to feel alive right now and your thoughts will be on finding ways to change your health lifestyle.  If you are looking for love or wanting to appreciate your partner more, look for work related areas to be the places that will bring this about. 

New Moon Affirmations:  I am magnetizing the perfect work environment for me.  I am implementing my work goals so that I can have my goods or services more out in the world.  I love my body.  I take awesome care of my body. I am eating alive and abundant foods so I can achieve optimal health.  I am doing yoga daily.  I am living my souls purpose. I am doing what I love to do. 


SAGITTARIUS
You are ready to give or get every inch of that love, for reals!  Things feel so alive and hopeful and you probably feel like you have taken a big dose of sexually expansive drugs as suddenly what was sort of non interesting is now very fascinating and much desired.  Your love nature is awakened.  Now this can take on other focuses too though, and not just things of a spring fever sort of hot libido, so you may be focused on children and this is for sure the time to be making them, but you may also be thinking creatively based and on wanting to express your creative nature in more of a daily sort of way.  You may be wanting to get in the kitchen more and be making things from scratch or doing more dehydrating or creating more alive and abundant foods to eat.  For sure you will be feeling more happy about how your life is going with focusing on bringing in more things that do make you feel joyful and light and alive.  There is a sweet content space in your heart and it feels SO GOOD!  Open to this even further and take in and savor all the beauty that is around you. The more you can see the good at this time, the more expansive this heart feeling can be.  Go on car rides and just blast the tunes from the 70's, as I don't know why but those ones are really getting people fired up and feeling alive.  This is a very hopeful space for you now so shoot that arrow out at whatever you are wanting to manifest to feel more happy and carefree with your life.   This is some of the best energy, ever.

New Moon Affirmations:  I am abundantly creative and life is my inspiration.  I am a sexual being and it is okay to express that.  I am creating a baby.  I am on fire with wanting to express my creative juices.  I am alive.  I love my life.  Every day I see more and more reasons to feel totally happy and content. 


CAPRICORN
It is all about home right now for you so your mind is very much on getting this foundation in total positive working order so that you have a safe and abundant base to work from. You may be thinking about moving and if that is your dream right now then use the energies of these days to really get clear on exactly what you want this new space to look and feel like. This is not the time to compromise or to accept anything that you would have just taken in years past.  This is the time to dream of some expansive, wide open sort of space.  The best thing to do if you are working on creating a new home base is to take the time and go around your present home and totally savor and take in all the points of it that you really love, and even with the things that you want to change, first give them thanks that you had them in the first place.  Even if you don't like your present living situation at all, if you were homeless instead or living in your car, you would give anything to have what you have now. So give it some respect, but then just state that you would like to upgrade.  This is also VERY much related to childhood roots time wound awakenings.  If anything you were told, or that was done to you, or that diminished your bright light in any way, is still intact in your thinking process or manifestation process, then pieces of that will be coming to your awareness to be transformed or at least to be given a dose of love and forgiveness.  You are ready to be DONE with it and you will easily let go of those false, other peoples issue derived injustices.  This has already been taking place in your life, but especially now you can apply a new fresh base coat that cancels that out and starts things over with a fresh vibrant pure yellow.  You will feel totally okay with cutting any cords or letting go of anything that was binding you to someone who did not have your best interests in mind.  Done with it.  You may also want to do any redecorating things around that house that will bring in a new vibrant alive sort of feeling.  If you are not wanting to move, this is the perfect time to paint the walls or move the furniture around for a new energetic feel to the place.  Give fresh  new life to your roots.  This is the time to feel very expansive and positive about what can come because of the changes you are making from deep below the surface. 

New Moon Affirmations:  I am manifesting a perfect home environment that allows me to expand and grow in positive ways.  I am letting go of anyone who does not honor and celebrate me.  I am starting over.  I am healing my roots and charging all the painful memories with love and forgiveness. I have a safe foundation.  I love my home.  I love the home that is about to arrive.  I love working from my home. 


AQUARIUS
So right now you have so much you have wanted to say and were not having the easiest of times with that, possibly feeling stuck in this middle ground of not wanting to hurt someone or disappoint them or not wanting to make a stink.  But the thing is that deep inside you couldn't rest, because you knew you had to share this thing.  And thank goodness, with this new moon you can finally go out on that limb and just say it and it will actually totally go your way and you will feel a massive sense of relief afterward.  You will feel something like,"that was it" or "that's all it was"?  It was just you worrying about what it could be like and thinking of possible questions or possible scenarios that would come up and that is what actually pushed you back into fear and into non-movement.  But. That is passed and now you can speak and now you will see that whatever was freaking you out was actually pretty much nothing.  And this is also going to be a time when you really are fully activating your faith in yourself and in messages that you have to share that pertain to your purpose.  If you are an Aquarian, you have something important to share.  When you think about how many people are still asleep and not questioning authority and not awakened to their heart power and to compassion and to one love thinking, you can see how there aren't even enough of you Aquarians to go around to add a particular piece to assist the masses in raising their vibration.  So don't waste your time thinking your piece is  not important or someone else is already adding that piece. That is not the truth.  Even if you just share your wisdom on your facebook page for others to possibly connect to, that is doing something important.  It doesn't necessarily have to be something that generates money, although if you stick with it and turn it into a habit in your life, it very well may lead to a full on career.  You just never know. But for you now, you need to be assertive with your messages and you need to have faith in yourself, knowing that you do have something of value and that it can benefit others. 

New Moon Affirmation:  I am speaking what needs to be said.  I honor what comes out of me.  I have important message to share.  I don't need others approval.  I love to speak my mind and I don't concern myself if someone else has a problem with it.  I am true to myself.  I love being me. I am awesome.  I am ahead of the times and I love it that way. 


PISCES
Okay so this is such an exciting new moon for you as the energy is all about moving forward on dreams you have about making more money and bringing in more stability into your life.  You are really wanting to get your hands in there and do something that is craft like, possibly.  All the work you have been doing in months past with so much going within and peeling through layers is now bring you some clarity about what it is that you really value about life and right now those things are on your mind.  There have been some changes and things that you thought you needed or required now you may start to not even feel any interest in them.  There are possibly home related or childhood related situations that came about in recent times that have brought these new values to a higher level.  Something that opened up there, is opening your mind to seeing things in a different way and making new choices with your life. Your mind is much more open to things that you couldn't see before and now you have clarity and the determination to make a decision and to to just go with it. There is no more wishy-washy as now you know what you want and you will either go out and get it or state to the Universe that you are ready to receive it.  The time of waiting is passed and the time for you to stand up and demand that your needs are met and that you are ready to go to another level, is now.  Love is way, way on the forefront for all signs this new moon so go for it and don't be afraid to go out on a limb and risk where you may have wanted to be shy and hold back before.  Everyone is kind of lit up romantically and sexually as Venus and Mars are doing the dance that leads to "more than just friends" for a lot of people.  So if you are ready, then open your eyes and see who has been showing up or who is lighting up when they see you.  The energy of this new moon is all about positive and hopeful leaps, so if you want to go out there and make something happen, it is pretty much a given that you will receive what you are aiming for. 

New Moon Affirmations:  I am opening to love.  I am bringing in more value into you life.  I am doing something creatively with my hands.  I am making more money so I can feel more stable.  I am making more money because what I am creating I am creating with love.  I love my body. 

Okay everyone heads up because we are in serious Solar Eclipse season as we speak!  This one is all about bringing new opportunities and new hope in relation to stability and groundedness.  This is a gift to us after so much water and so much fog and then so much anger and angst and hot headed times!  Soon comes Earthy groundedness and anchored stability. 

Now the Eclipse occurs on May 9th/10th and it looks like only Australia will be able to witness this annual event.  BUT that does not mean it won't affect you all to the core... it will and right now you are already noticing things that are falling away in order to birth this new level of hope and new beginnings.   Check out below how this Solar Eclipse is working to bring new opportunites into your life!  Read your Sign and then read in which house you have 20 degrees Taurus.  Leave a comment below if you don't know where you have 20 degrees Taurus... but be warned I am crazy busy so it may take me a little bit to look that up... but I will, because I love you all.  And then, you are all  going to sign up for one of my kickass astrology classes... that are in the works, so that you can learn how to look up your own degree placements, right?  xo KV
 

TAURUS  or  Solar Eclipse in the 1st House
New beginnings and new hopes need to come to the surface relating to your sense of self.  If ever there was a time to love and honor the magnificence that is YOU, it is now.  It is very important that you do come to a peaceful state within relating to who you are and how it has all come together thus far.  You need to learn to forgive and to accept each piece of the puzzle that is your life.  You need to open to receiving the bounty that comes to someone who truly owns who they are, with no apologies and no hiding.  If there are any self worth issues, feeling like you just aren't good enough and don't deserve the bounty, then make the intentions to let that all go.  It's time for you to feel really good about who you are and how far you have traveled.  You need to be assertive in speech and truthful in all interactions.  Make your intentions on this Eclipse that revolve around self-confidence, self-awareness, personal development ... YOU, YOU, YOU. You gots to feel good in your own skin to be able to go out into the World and teach that to others.  You are to be an example of the highest form of someone who truly loves and values the self.  And by being that you will attract everything that is most honoring and most conducive to your growth.  And there is something about your destiny being fulfilled that requires you be someone who stands ridiculously tall in spite of anything lost.  You are learning to retell your story and the story that keeps you walking tall is the story of someone who absolutely has it all, even though in others eyes it may seem like you have so very little.  You will be coming to a place of understanding that everything materialistic means nothing; everything superficial is a joke.  You may even start to get turned off by others who are so obsessed with their things and the constant replacing and adding to their things.  You may have been one of these people before, but this new you, being birthed by Saturn in Scorpio is going to want to keep it simple and keep it real.  You may even find yourself scaling back on possessions and trying to find a way to need as very little as possible.  The depth of you will be shining through so brightly and others will be coming to you as a source of support and strength.  You  are realizing that all that stuff from your past that used to give you fleeting material satisfaction is way too heavy to carry on your back anyway.   

ARIES or  Solar Eclipse in the 2nd House
New beginnings and new  hopes are to be taking root in your money house!  If ever there was a time to get real and get clear on what it will take to manifest the monetary life that you dream, it is now.  Maybe your values are changing and you actually are coming to realize that you don't need nearly what you thought you need to be happy.  Maybe your values are changing and the thoughts of selling the home and living in an RV traveling the country are more your speed.  Which, recently I am meeting lots of people living that way.  Maybe living the simple life is what you dream now.  If it is, you can make it happen.  If you want to live off of selling your handmade goods, then put that intention out there now.  If you want to be a farmer and truly make a living from it, then put that intention out there because you absolutely can have this be your reality.   If you want to do something with your hands, that brings joy to others, that changes their life, that influences them for the best, then put that intention out there now.  See yourself living this dream you want to be living.  No more fucking around with the escape route!  And put a high price on this gift of yours, because the higher the price, the more people will take you serious and the more people will show up. This is a secret for you particularly.  This Eclipse invites you to examine your value system and bring fresh starts to all those things that make you feel safe and secure in the world.  There may be a clearing occurring in your work arena and you will know you have to follow the path of the wounded healer.  You will know it is time to share what you have healed about yourself.  The next six months, this new world will materialize.  It will feel spiritually satisfying to your soul.  And this new work arena will attract to you naturally because you have honored yourself by letting go of so much that is just not important, so much that you have outgrown, so many lessons that you don't need to learn anymore.  You were like a kicking bag but you allowed it to happen.  You felt it was your duty to just take it and accept less.  That all ends with this Eclipse.   You will never again accept anything that is not a complete match to your brilliance.   And because you set such high standards, your life is very close to blowing you away in awe, and all you will say to everyone is how lucky you are and how blessed you are, and they are going to be coming to you and asking for help in how to have that for themselves.  

PISCES  or Solar Eclipse in the 3rd House
New beginnings and new joy will come from sharing your thoughts, feelings and ideas with others.  You are here to communicate in a loving and positive manner so that others can learn from you.  If ever there was a time to believe that you can have it all, it is now!  I want you to remember that and to make that your focus with any choice in life.  Believe you can have it all and that if you keep your energy and thoughts on that track that you are always satisfied and always taken care of, you absolutely WILL be.  You are to be a teacher for us all and as we see that everything you need keeps showing up and making your life a spiral of all good things magnetized, then we will gain the confidence to follow in your life actions and find ourselves in the spiral too.  Even when things not so pleasant show up, don't give up and label them "bad" because they are only happening to bring you quicker to your actual dream.  For example, if you lose a job, don't for a second let your mind think it is something negative.  Be stoked and KNOW that it had to happen to bring along another job that is more worthy of your brilliant being.  Use this powerful Eclipse to get any messages out that you feel called to share, and know that your communications are very important and will affect the masses of people who are waking up to the higher ways.  Share your thoughts.  Share your ideas!  It is very important that you feel the confidence in what you have to share.  Part of this key will involve who you share space with.  There has been something hidden in that arena and it will be coming to light.  You may be moving closer with someone, or you may be letting them go.  The only important factor is that you only surround yourself with people who think you can do and be anything.  This is very important right now.  Your success, you living your true destiny is supported in its quickest fashion, by being around people who have your back and who encourage this path of yours.  If someone is envious of you, then they will drain your energy and you will want to hold back so as to not stir up that envy.  That is someone who needs to leave your life at this time.  If someone makes you feel like someone else is better, then let them go too.  They may come back later, so don't worry about that.  I am talking right now and for the next several months, and during these times you can only be around people who think of you as a superstar. They are going to fill you with confidence so you can get to your destiny quicker.  Everything changes next year with the mainstream.  The masses will all be losing their minds and their possessions and they will need something that you can share.  Don't concern yourself with what is to come, just keep documenting and expressing what is coming out of you in these times now. 

AQUARIUS or Solar Eclipse in the 4th House
New beginnings and new hope will be birthing out of the rooted foundation that you are securing.  You are grounding yourself in such a way that truly any discordant energy will only go around you and not sit inside of you.  Before you may have felt rocked to the core over events that occurred in your life, but now you will view them like the wind.  You see and feel and experience all that goes on around you, but you will have the wisdom like a 70 year old who just rides the wave but is still calm in the center.  It is our elders that share those words of "this too shall pass".  There may be changes on your home front that are bringing about these new feelings of stability, or it could just be a maturity that is developing.  You also will have the ability to help others feel safe and taken care of in a nurturing sort of way.  This will be your gift to give to others.  You may find that you start to attract people who come from very unstable and unloving childhood beginnings.  You will be this source of stability to them and you will change their outlook on life.  You can be able to shift their energy, through your stable force, and they will be able to manifest security in their life, where before they only knew how to attract chaos.  Use this powerful Eclipse energy to assure that your stability is a fact at all times, to gain a deeply rooted secure home environment and to be a teacher who helps others feel safe.  Create the safe haven and they will come to you.  Something that also may be shifting this is that you have been working on healing one of your wounds, that was deeply psychological in nature.  This is something you have chosen not to believe in any longer.  This can be similar to telling a new story in that things you saw as lack, now you see as empowering.  You telling this new story is restructuring you from the ground up.  It is working!  And it may be something that felt so hidden and hard to accept, but now that you have, nothing will ever be the same, and that should make you very happy.  Sometimes it is crazy how long it takes us to get it, to see it, to find what we have missed, but you are there and now you know, clear as day.  There is no denying it any longer. 

CAPRICORN or Solar Eclipse in the 5th House
New beginnings and new hope come from you making the decision to follow your heart.  It is so important that you shine that love and joy you feel deep inside of you at all times.  You are to be a very happy and contented person.  Your creativity should be off the charts and whatever you create whether it is a painting or an environment, will be profound.  To find the joy that is yours to find, you really must be very involved in your art.  This is a part of your destiny that you can not deny.   It is time to pursue this avenue and to have complete faith that it will support you.  This Eclipse shows up in your 5th House and this house is also about true love, so if you haven't found that one that truly lights you up yet, then use the power of this Eclipse to magnetize him or her to you.  You will be very much in love this year.  If there are still blocks inside keeping this person away from you, just know that step by step you will break down the barrier and find the root thought that is keeping you apart.  It's like when you have a cricket in the house and all that racket is keeping you from sleeping and until you find it and get rid of it, you can't have peace.  Crickets are good hiders too, so if something is keeping you away from your life partner, then just keep looking for that cricket and don't give up.  Intend to have everything that keeps you from knowing absolute happiness and bliss OUT of your life on this Solar Eclipse.  If you want to have a baby, then the little one will be created in the next six months.  You should definitely focus your attention on children, even if they aren't your own.  You have a way with them and they can relate to you and this is a special thing.  If you focus on loving, nurturing and teaching the children, then the backlash will be you feeling very satisfied with life.  It sounds like a good move.   There was something that was kept hidden and now it will become clear as day.  This also has to do with the truth of a wound, and before you may have been baffled as to why it all had to happen, and now you will finally see and it will involve you helping others through a similar experience.  Deep down, you hoped it would become clear and now it finally, finally is.  This will bring much relief and a sort of brand new gusto for living.  All of this is to occur during the six month Eclipse window so be patient. 

SAGITTARIUS or Solar Eclipse in the 6th House
New beginnings and new hope are set to arrive in your work environment and with all health concerns.  If ever there was a time to really become the healthy person you want to be, it is now.  If you have had any health issues, intend for the lesson to be learned and the healing to take place.  Use this powerful Solar Eclipse to see yourself healthy and fit and whole and vibrant and alive.  You need to be this image of health to move through this shift at the end of the year.  Expect some changes on the work front that will really make your life feel so much smoother and more valuable.  If you have been looking for the dream job or dream space, then it is on the way, just keep believing in it.  Get really clear on what you need the environment to feel like.  It is changing into something that is very spiritual in nature.  Over the next six months your whole career expression is going to explode because of these changes you are making now.  You are another sign that is going to be so incredibly busy and you will be very grateful for how many people appreciate what you are doing.  It is important that you put love and healing into whatever you are creating as this will be a key to your success.  If you just think in terms of money and must do and should do, you will hold yourself back from what you could experience.  This thing you are working on will be something that carries the energetics of what you are thinking and going through, so anything you create while in a state of survival mode will not sell.  Don't even work if you are in survival, fear mode.  That will be a sign to go out into nature and give it a rest.  There is something you are letting go of with an old habit of how you think success has to come about.  You will discover you can do much more by sitting there doing nothing with your hands, but instead visualizing yourself busy and in high demand.  See yourself finishing many orders with more constantly coming in.  This goes for health issues too. If you want to lose weight, see yourself as that smaller body.  See yourself eating only things that are alive and alkaline.  See yourself exercising before you even go out and do anything.  I think meditation and visualization are some of the most important things for you to focus on at this time.  Let go of so much of the keeping busy, and just try out BEING, while visualizing the DOING.

SCORPIO or Solar Eclipse in the 7th House
New beginnings and new hope are set to arrive in your relationship sector.  Expect some expanded feelings with your partner or work partner.  If anyone leaves at this time, it is only because you have outlived your purpose with each other.  You have learned the lesson and someone else will enter.  But I imagine what will actually happen is there will be a deepening of a bond that will make it feel like falling in love all over again.  You may be learning to communicate in a better way so that deeper feelings are able to be expressed, therefore leading to a more loving exchange.  You may also be learning how to argue better so that you can keep true to yourself, while still honoring the other.  Disagreements are a natural part of relationships and should not be avoided, but instead transmuted into compromise and understanding.  It's kind of like why everyone loves make-up sex; it is the growing closer after feeling separated.  Use this new gift of communicating with others to also help bring compromise to discordant energy with co-workers.  This better communications with people on a one-to-one basis will be a key to you moving forward with your dreams.    Also when anything is not going okay in your own world, or if you are feeling fearful, then please remember to focus on others and your problems will totally disappear.  Do not focus on anything relating to yourself at this time.  Always shift into blessing others, or seeing others achieve success and happiness.  Do not take this power of yours lightly.  This power has been granted to you particularly and for very good reasons.  Honestly, we can not get to where we need to go without you doing this.  Your individual piece in the goal for the ascension of the world is very, very important.   Use this Eclipse season power to visualize others living through their hearts and opening to one love.  Visualize all your peoples doing what they are here to do and discovering their own interpretations of success. 

LIBRA or Solar Eclipse in the 8th House
New beginnings and new hope are set to take place in regards to accelerating your psychic abilities and spiritual evolution.  You are going to be going through massive transformation at this time, and for several months to come.    It is essential that all feelings of jealousy and revenge leave your system now.  It is essential that you learn to view the whole lay of the land, without getting worked up or concerned over simple matters of the moment. You can still get hot blooded over causes and to fight for the underdog, but no longer will you get hot blooded and blame gamey over the actions of others.  You will find the peace from within, the wisdom from within, to become a beacon of light and love and patience and understanding.  This is a great honor and you have been chosen for this role.  Transformation does take time and it does involve a very close examination of all things kept hidden inside, so be very patient and gentle with yourself and with what comes out of you.   Use the power of this amazing Eclipse to intend to be this very noble and powerful shaman sort of being and also meditate on the Eagle as often as you can.  During this time you will clear out more density that you could have ever imagined possessing.  You will be such a lighter person in a few months time, dropping many old habits that were keeping you anchored in pain and fear.  Suddenly you won't even be triggered by people and old memories.  The slate will be wiped clean and you will finally be able to create your dream life.  All those old layers had to leave first.  Before you were putting good things on top off diseased layers and that just could not work.  Once those layers are gone, with you making peace with them, then all the good you bring in can finally have a safe space to grow and flourish. Your connection to spirit is at an all time high.  Your guides are right there always and you know that now.  You know you always have this connection.  It is in meditative states and in deep honest examination of your self that your wounds can come to the surface to be healed.  And it is a truth that these wounds you are healing will be exactly what you will help others heal too.  You are not alone and they will look to you as a source of wisdom that will have the ability to transform others lives.   This is very powerful and very special time and now you finally see it WAS all for a reason!

VIRGO or Solar Eclipse in the 9th House
New opportunities and new hope will come from you getting out of your box and taking risks where before you were more cautious.  If ever there was a time to leap and try something you never have before, it is now.  If you dream of moving to some new location or traveling to other countries, you really must jump on this instinct.  There is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow at EVERY opportunity you have that encourages you to JUMP.  You will gain so much from learning from others and mingling in other cultures.  You may even come back and be a teacher of that which you witnessed and learned on these journeys.  You may also have the opportunity to expand your knowing through mediation.  So if you are not called to travel, at least give your mind the opportunity to travel through meditation.  There is much to be found, by you, in the land of silence.  These messages and insights and awakenings are a part of your path, waiting for to discover them, and they will only be given to you when you are in a meditative state.  You can expect your truth to change and you can expect your voice to just have to share this new truth.  It will be hard to keep you quiet when you get on your soapbox!  Perfect!  Because after you go off and get this new "schooling"  you will have a plethora of valuable information to share with us.  During this time you may be working on a writing or publishing project that is going to have very far reaching results.  Put your efforts here and be patient for the rewards.  The rewards come after you have shown that you are truly committed.   You will be well received in counties outside of your birth place.  Some factors that come into play that will be like free access to you destined for success will be you finding your voice, owning your power, walking your talk, being vulnerable and sharing your wound, acknowledging that your experience of healing can heal others, accepting your position as a spiritual teacher, and trusting this path that only a few before you have traveled.  They have not expressed their journey, in the way that you will.  You will be sharing the experience of this journey in a way that is easy to grasp.  This makes me think of this time I was trying to explain this concept to this man and he just didn't get what I was talking about. I explained it over and over and still he couldn't understand me.  But then this other man walks up and says the exact same words I had said, only in a man voice, and the dude totally got it. Ohhhhh!  I remember him responding.  I just shook my head in disbelief, but I understand it now, and I was not supposed to share this message with him.  He could not hear me no matter how clearly I explained.  So others before have shared your message, but only a few could hear the message, but now you will be sharing this very same message and huge numbers of people will hear you.  This is just the way it is destined to be.  So be true to yourself and don't give up when you are so close; you are so close in fact that you should probably be a little freaked out, because it is all going change, for the better, and all because you decided to let go of your past.

LEO or Solar Eclipse in the 10th House
New beginnings and new hope are coming forth in your career!  Things are going to change so quickly and you are going to have no idea of what is in store.  Just follow the trail of crumbs as they come and you can expect to be in a very different world in a few months.  You can expect to be making much more money and to be very respected in your community.  This career change will put you up front and center, so get ready to be seen.  If you need to polish your image, I would do so now.  This is almost like an indication of a political position or like on the board of something.  People will look up to you for what you are bringing.  You will be sharing important information and others will look up to you as a wisdom/information holder.  This is a great honor!  Don't get all  nervous about how to make this happen. There is nothing you have to do to MAKE anything happen; you just have to follow the bread crumbs.  Use this powerful Eclipse to make intentions for the bread crumbs to come to you loud and clear and dream your most heart satisfying career that you can imagine and see yourself doing it THIS year.  The signs are already there and trust that you will absolutely know what to do when a choice comes your way.   Yes, you have been waiting and working for this for so long.  And now it can clearly come your way because you have been letting go of the past and are finally ready to head into the direction of your destiny.  You will possibly be doing something related to honoring high values, helping others to move forward in life,  helping others rise above life's difficulties, helping people feel secure and safe, and assisting others on the route to happiness.   This is a very serious job and it can have huge effects on other peoples lives.  Friends or groups may play a role in this too by offering opportunities or helping you make connections.   If you do feel a little crazy at times, like you just can't understand all the layers that still need to be peeled back, and all the hidden aspects you thought you already dealt with, just know your job is simply to trust this whole process.  There is still some murk to travel through, but what is on the other side is going to make you feel more alive, more grateful and more on purpose than you have ever in your life before felt. 

CANCER or Solar Eclipse in the 11th House
New opportunities and new hope will come through any new associations and groups you are involved in.  This is a year for you to join up with others and you will find that you can do more as a team than you could on your own.  If ever there was a time that you shifted from "all about you"  into more of a vibration of the humanitarian, it will be now.  You may find yourself wanting to get more involved in your community and with any community causes.  All group functions will bring more opportunities into your life.  You won't just join a group and that will be that.  Instead, you will join a group and then meet someone, who introduces you to someone else, who then offers you an opportunity, or whatever.  One thing will continually lead on to something else.  You may be meeting new friends and they will feel more like home and more resonating with the person you are evolving into.  You may also be becoming more of a supporter of other peoples dreams and aspirations.  Kind of like, you are so learning to go for what you dream and in doing that you become a teacher for others and you inspire them to follow their dreams and make them a reality.  Use this powerful Eclipse energy to see yourself making a difference in the world and to develop your group oriented awareness.  This is also a blessing of an Eclipse position in that you are in the wish category.  This means, make a wish, and it WILL manifest if it is for your very best.  This is a time that you can have anything and it can come in a way that is just beyond any of your wildest dreams.  This can be something you have been waiting for your entire life.  I mean dude, this is something that every person alive wishes they could have, but it is only for the people who are Cancer Sun, Moon or Risings.  This is a part of your path and it is essential for you to have this gift in order to live out your destiny.  Even better, do your wishes in a group form.  Get together with others and dream whatever you want into reality, as a group.  This will be even more powerful.  Be sure to wish for something that is somehow related to connecting with your soul brothers and sisters, communications, writing, healing, making a big impact, making the world a better place, one love, and all things Earth honoring.   Very soon you are going to see how invincible and powerful and grounding to others you really are.  Keep those dreams up front and center in your mind.  Spend as much time seeing yourself living them, even if they haven't manifested just yet.  See yourself so busy doing only the things you love to do.  And accept that you are about to get really busy, but it is only because you are so in high demand.  Love every second of it.  No bitching allowed!

GEMINI or Solar Eclipse in the 12th House
New opportunities and new hope come when you know to always listen to your inner voice.  This is the time to completely trust in the process.  We need you to become a wise old soul who trusts all things that happen to you, KNOWING that there is a reason and a purpose, and that all things lead to something else.  You are to become a calm, deep breathing, wise old Buddha sort of being.  You have been through so much, I know.  And you should know by now that it was all to teach you to flow like the wind, to float down the river of life, to take nothing personally, to have no attachments to material things or outcomes.  You are learning to be free.  You are learning to be a free loving Buddha.  For several months to come, your schooling continues, and you will be tested.  And for everything that comes your way, I know, you will learn to calm yourself inside, to breathe deeply, to see yourself as a pole that is buried deeply into the Earth's core and to bend lightly with the changes, but to remain calm and secure knowing that NOTHING will break you.  There is NOTHING out there that can break you, because you are THE Buddha.  Don't forget that.  This is a great honor and something you have chosen to be.  You chose this, so don't ever go playing the victim.  You will rise above any situation and you will always come out stronger and more powerful and more wise and more mature. Use this powerful Solar Eclipse to see yourself living as this high vibrating being that we need you to be as the others out there are looking for a better example.  You are getting better acquainted with your guides and they are ever present to help steer you in the correct direction. Practice more by asking them more.  They want to assist more than you are requesting.  For now they are just nudging you with feelings but they can provide so much more.  Make more meditative time as a daily must have.  It is important for your destiny that this connection is more grounded in consistency.  The tests that come up can be sailed through with total ease and bliss, if you call on your guides to assist.  (That is the test!) 

The best way I can describe the energies of late is that we all are in this mutable state of so many options and so much to do and so much we would love to do.... yet feeling that we don't have enough time or mental clarity to classify and organize things into steps.  We are out to sea in a boat with a foggy sky.  We can not see how far it will take to find land and eventual stability.  It may be only be a day away and all this waterlogged chaos will only be a memory, but in this moment we just have no clue how close we are to land and groundedness. 

It is also that we feel so much and so many options and so much to take care of, but we are unable to put things into a list to see that actually all is good and everything that needs to be done will in its perfect timing.  If only we could make this list, we would see.  But, we can't because we are out there floating in our boats with nothing allowed just yet to provide us an anchor. 

It is to be this way because we are in the abundant energies of Pisces of trust and let go.  We are each one of us being required to just let the control go and trust that we will get to our destination safely and on time.  We really don't have anything to worry about as we are totally cradled in these healing waters of love and compassion... we are just being asked to let go of control.  There is also the need for us to step back and take some deep breaths because we are so conditioned to want to control everything and classify all our efforts and organize all our next movements and put names on all our situations.   We so often name something as a bad thing, when in the long run it had to happen to allow this other thing to happen.  So at this moment now we are just being called to step back and surrender and trust the flow of however or wherever our river is steering us. 

Now some people are very comfortable in this situation.  Some people are very at home in the mutability of all this water. At this moment we have 7 planets in Pisces, which is OVER half of the planets in this concentrated mutable water expression. That is unreal and I don't believe that opportunity will come again in our lifetimes.  Maybe 5 planets, but never again 7.  I don't think so, at least.  And with them all coming together  to be in this mutual dance on the New Moon... and on my birthday (smile)... is pretty dang special.  

Like I have guided you for a while now, these moments we are in presently are at their most potent when they are focused on your intentions and dream state mind.  This is not the time yet for action. This is the time to slow down and meditate and dream.  Instead of running around and trying to make connections and make things happen, this is the time to sit back and take a break and just visualize what you would like to see happen.  Pisces asks us to dream.  Pisces wants us to dream our life into reality and to go beyond any limits that we remember from our past and to write a new story now.  This planet wants us to dream of miracles and to dream of the most far out kickass situations occurring in our lives.  And with the line up of planets coming together... what you dream and what you think in your mind is exactly what is manifesting and what will continue to manifest.   Especially in two weeks time when the Sun, Venus and Mars join Uranus in Aries which will be a BIG thrust forward and like our boats will finally be given a motor and we will zoom forward into action.  So rest now and dream now as the time to move and generate will be arriving shortly...

So the line up is with, in order of degrees:  3 degrees Neptune, 7 degrees Mercury,  10 degrees Chiron, 17 degrees Venus, 21 degrees the Sun, 21 degrees the Moon and 29 degrees Mars.  Seven planets in Pisces... and seven is a lucky number isn't it?  The Sun/Moon placement at 21 degrees Pisces is also the midpoint of Uranus and Neptune. 

This is going to mean that March 11, 2013 is this portal opening to these higher vibrating energies that are focused on moving into oneness and opening our hearts to spiritual and compassionate vision.  This is HUGE. And this day is also energetically the master number 11 of spirituality, which relates to the gate opening of 11:11 that you all see, which I used to have that on the opening page of my website, but then others started to do that too so I had to stop (smile). 

And this could very well be the true movement into the age of Aquarius.   Understand there are several years of overlap and gray areas surrounding the actual portal opening of the energies and my guides tell me, this is the opening.  And who would have ever thought that moving into the age of Aquarius would be during a time of so much Pisces, but it actually makes total sense.  We are leaving the vibration of Pisces, which has such a wide variety of expressions and is probably only matched by Gemini, but on the lower expression we have:  the victim,; religious control and manipulations with a very defined hierarchy pyramid of non-equality; escapist habits through addictions;  total denial of reality; head in the sand delusional states of lalalalala "I can't look at that".  And on the higher expression we have:  total compassion for all beings that breathe life on this planet, deep connections to spirit, the awakening to the God/The Divine in all of us as equal co-creators in life, the victor,  and the surrendering to acceptance that all things have a purpose. 

And as we leave the Pisces vibration all things that were of that lower expression are birthing into the higher expression.  How perfectly timed the Pope situation, eh?  And all the control issues of manipulating the masses and conditioning them into being the following and abiding sheep.  And all those issues of sexual abuse that were kept hidden and to be excused because so often done by a master, a father, a grandfather, a priest, a paster of high respect.  For so long the ones at the top have been granted these lives of fully accepted abuse and manipulations of the ones below.  Hello, corporations. 

So as we move into the age of Aquarius all lights shine brightly on all things lower vibrating and depleting and destroying... and all to be transformed into things higher and loving and compassionate and with consideration for the well being of ALL.  We are all in this together and we all have to stand together and we all have to help protect every living being or breathing thing on this planet. 

And all these planets have joined in Pisces to awaken this truth in us all.  We are all out to sea and unable to focus on the material plane of order and control until our hearts are fully awakened to the higher vibrations of Pisces and to the truth in every cell of our being that compassion for all is the most important thing.  I love me, therefore I love you. If I don't love me, I can never love you.   So we were placed in these boats, alone with our own thoughts, with nothing concrete or solid to help anchor us in one place, as we drifted and were forced into meditative states to come to this point of self love and I am okay. 

And now at this point of the mass collection of Pisces joining in a New Moon celebration of dreaming our world into manifestation and the beginning of opportunities to take root in our lives... you can see that this is a very powerful moment.  And I believe to move fully into the age of Aquarius which still now has to go through several more years of gray area shiftings, we have to fully embrace and embody the highest octave of Pisces.  And THAT is why things will be falling away and coming to our attention regarding all things religion, legal and illegal drug abuse, alcoholism, and situations that put a small group in a higher position and rule set or tax bracket than the masses. 

Now back to the planetary lineup.... The Black Moon, one of my favorites is also showing up at this party and coming from a square position, so as she arrives it is as if all the lights dim except for the ones on her, having us all whip our heads around to catch a glimpse of her sexual power and prowess.  Secrety, or honestly, we all want a piece of her.  And she is showing up to plant a seed in us that is wanting us to own our feminine power, whether male of female we may be, she wants us to connect to that sacred, sexual place within that KNOWS it all really needs to begin from here.   This is the energy of going to the depths to discover our worth and power.  This is going to all those hidden and dark spots that we think are facets of ourselves that we should deny or keep hidden, but once we meet them and make peace with them we find that they actually are some of the most awesome things about us. 

And then Jupiter once again, is showing up to make a square aspect to Mercury, who is still in retrograde motion, so is still contemplating and thinking some things over, but Jupiter comes in to plant some more seeds of thoughts for us to think about how we would like to expand our lives and feel more inspired with daily living.  Now this is where a lot of that "too much information" or "too many choices" are flooding us making it difficult to really narrow down a clear decision, is coming from.  Jupiter expands everything and it is also in Gemini, which Mercury rules, or totally resonates with, and is also a mutable sign of no boundaries and many options.  So Jupiter with that load is then squaring Mercury who is retrograde and in Pisces, with even more mutability and inward ponderings at the moment.  That means A LOT of mental pressure and strain and confusion and just too much to deal with.  Which, is ultimatly happening to force us to stop and surrender and go within and breathe.

And then the day after this massive shift we have Mars moving into Aries.  That is excellent, let me tell you. Mars rules Aries, or resonates with it, as I like to put it, so this is a very pure and concentrated movement of Mars energy.  This is the most perfect thing to help us take all those dreams we have been dreaming and finally really do something to make things happen.  Now Mercury is still in retrograde motion and will be until March 17th as it will then begin to move forward at 6 degrees Pisces.  So for the next few days we will be feeling the Mars wanting to push us forward and get this party started, but there still will be a bit of hesitation like needing to warm the car up on a super cold morning. 

But this is still so perfectly timed, because we have this massively potent line-up on the New Moon of "time to dream and intend"  which will be even more amped up and fueled by this movement of Mars into Aries and then just about the time that we really should move forward on some of our dreams, Mercury moves direct and then he will swing again into that square with Jupiter, but in forward motion this time, and BOOM.... expansion time galore!! Dude. This is all dream come true for us. 



♥ And also!! I  am now doing video recordings of the horoscopes at Roots and Feathers where I will be doing a main reading video and then 12 more for each sign!  I am also coming together with 3 other magical women to share more information on New Moon ceremonies and special herbs to honor the moment.  Check this out! ♥

PISCES
Okay so this is the magical moment you have been waiting for!  This New Moon is all about you and its totally a party where all your favorite people are showing up to add their energy and intentions to help you manifest your dreams. You have over half of the planets working with YOUR vibration to help you move forward with your dreams.  I am here to declare that the people who are vibrating in the higher states of  Pisces and Aquarius are the ones that we are to look towards for guidance.  They are deeply encoded with the ways that we will collectively be moving into.  So know, you chose this and wanted to be a way shower, so walk that path with acceptance, knowing that you had to walk all angles and sides of things to truly know the best way to express.  Use this New Moon to focus on how you can be more true to who you are without anyone elses judgments or opinions affecting your determination to be who you are here to be.  "This is me, take it or leave it", should be your mission statement.  Many people will try to fight you or try to get you to think you are less than because ultimately, and most likely unconsciously, they are threatened by the true power you possess.  And if you believe them, you will try to play small and not make the impact that your soul is screaming inside that it is time to make, and they will win, and WE will lose.  You have so much to share with us.  There are so many things that you have discovered in your quiet moments, and in your most painful moments that are of value to the masses.  This is the time to own your power.  This is the time to be walking a bit taller than before.  This is also the time to start dreaming of ways to change how others see you.  You may need to make some changes that more reflect the growth you have accomplished from within.  You may need to upgrade your appearance in a way or put yourself more in an honoring environment or position.  Write down ways you would like to be putting yourself more out there to be seen in a light that truly reflects who you have grown into.  It may be time to take a sort of leap out the parents home and into adulthood.  It may be time to step outside of your comfort zone and find what is destined to be bliss.  You just have to go beyond and move out of this known space that actually is only holding you back and keeping you from expressing in this higher fashion.  When Mars moves into Aries you will really feel this new drive to want to create something of value.  You may want to start beautifying something or creating something with your hands that brings value to you and others. 


AQUARIUS
So this beautiful big pile up of planets in Pisces has probably been bringing in some confusion concerning money and if you are in any way self employed or anything other than hourly or salary, then it may have slowed down a bit, but do not buy into believing that this will continue for much longer.  It won't.  And the funds will return in no time flat.  Sometimes the Universe just wants to teach us lessons with trusting and going with the flow and this is one of them for you concerning money.  If you have noticed that the money has kind of slipped off from how it was flowing in then you need to be really careful of not getting worked up in this moment because that will have you living in fear and depleting your life force energy.  Because you are one of the New World energy signs who are here to be an example out in the world, along with Pisces, you are being tested to walk some of these steps that many others will be following in.  You are to be stepping into these new positions that are focused on your divinely inspired gifts.  You are to leap off cliffs with the full on trust that you can do this because it is something you are built to do and something you love to you.  And on this path you run into the place that you are now where you have no idea how the money will come in and if it will be enough to support you.  This is the test and all you have to do is go to that inner safe space of KNOWING that this is YOUR time and YOUR path and that no matter what you see in this very given moment, you have no idea what is just around the corner, so you had best just sit tight and trust this process and know in your heart that you are being watched over and will be protected.  You are here to learn this money lesson now.  You are here to learn to not buy into the fear of worrying that there is not enough money and not enough opportunities.  Of course there is, and are.  But the test is in you holding the faith and believing that you are are safe and right where you should be.  Check your heart for this one.  If you are doing what you love, then hold steady on your path.  If this is not really what you love, and the money has been drying up, then there is another path for you to take and for sure it will be all about something that you LOVE to do.  So leap. And get ready to get real busy very soon.  This is a very temporary lull.  Now use the energies of this New Moon to focus and dream about doing something that requires your hands, or something that brings value to yours or others lives,  or something that may be about beautifying, or anything about bringing in more money to create a stable situation.  Use this time to visualize yourself doing something that you know will fill your heart up with satisfaction.  DREAM this thing into reality, but don't go out and do anything about it just yet.  Every day spend some time visualizing and feeling what it will feel like to be living this new thing of yours.  Let it fill your heart with joy.  And then when Mars moves into Aries, and will be there until April 20th, you can plan on feeling very inspired to get things moving with anything relating to writing and communications.  There is something brand new and fresh about what you are wanting to do that is communications based and seriously, just dream it now because it is all about to happen and it will be a reflection of what you are dreaming  now.  In about 2 weeks you are going to be flying with this thing...and by the Full Moon you very well may receive an exciting surprise that catapults you in a way... SO DREAM IT!!


Until I finish the written horoscopes you can go see the video horoscopes here!  Yay!!!



CAPRICORN
SAGITTARIUS
SCORPIO
LIBRA
VIRGO
LEO
CANCER
GEMINI
TAURUS
ARIES

And now in rushes some more smooth and life loving energies.  Open your arms wide to welcome them in.

That Wild Ride:
I woke today with the image of how each one of us has been on this roller coaster ride so far this year ... but some people got to ride the kiddy coaster that only travels in little swoops with brightly colored pictures cheering them on for this fun lil journey ... while others were strapped into the big boy coasters full of big life altering twists and upside downs and flip it arounds ... while others still had the death valley coaster which only goes down and fast into darkness and the unknown.  The first group just giggled and loved every second of the ride, the second group had moments alternating from giggles to fear, while the last group are the ones with more of in shock WTF look on their face right now.  And we all need to be a bit patient with the death valley riders as they are kind of sensitive right now similar to a rattlesnake just waking from a winter slumber and a little confused and very apt to strike out, not so much because there is a threat but because they are a little discombobulated. 

Now once again word goes out to not judge whichever ride you or others have been on.  This makes me think too of the automatic car wash and how some of us are ordering extras jobs, but we all still had to wait in line and travel the same path and we all end up at the end, good and clean and ready to go for a ride.   So do not judge yourself or others if you had to opt into getting an underbelly cleaning or special shiny wax job to clean off all that density and dullness.   No matter what, it was perfect.  No matter what you had to see or face or deal with, it was something important that now you will be seeing in a completely different perspective. 

AND.  There is  a new energy coming into the scene right now and it feels like sweet one love all is soooo gooooooood.  It feels just like a mid summer BBQ with all your most beloveds and the feeling of perfection in each breath, each vision, each scent.  It is that sweet content smile spreading across your face for no reason except life just feels so amazing...

This energy is going to build and will really be saturating the planet with the New Moon on March 11th, which just so happens to be MY  birthday!!  YAY!  I bring you the energy of love and compassion and the sweet nectar of life's bounty and abundance to BE your world if not just yet, then very, very soon. 


Admit It!  Retrogrades ROCK:
But first we have the Full Moon on February 25th.  So this is pretty dang magical, I tell you what.  The planets just seem to be telling such a patient story of being true and actual co-creators of our highest destiny.  Ultimately they are working FOR each and every one of us on an individual level to clear out the muck and disarray and lies galore to make our path as clear and open so that we can know it is ours to take with no doubt in our abilities or our destinies.  We each are coming into the place of full on KNOWING that this is OUR path to walk and that we WILL be doing whatever we send out as our desired intentions. 

So a few days ago Saturn moved into retrograde motion and in an exact sextile to Pluto, which is why you are all going to be getting VERY serious about what it will take to create this solid structure that you can really have work for you. You are to expect that right now you do not want to have to follow anyone elses rules.  There will be a huge uprising of individual spirits saying NO and demanding that healthy boundaries are declared.  Your inner voice which holds the truth that YOU are the most important person in an equation is going to demand that you do what YOU love to do and not what someone else wants you to do.  All the rules and must do's will start to become more like grey areas for us, where before we felt required to follow along and just do what they say we must do, but now your body will start telling you reasons that you should break these rules and maybe establish a few of your own that better support who you are and how you can best function in this world. 

I just had to send a letter to several clients that I have to totally stop production for a few days to restructure my business so that I can keep up with the demand.  This will be similar to what you will all be going through in a way.  I was following the rules and just keeping going with this system that actually was not evolving along with me and with all the orders coming in like droves.  The way I was doing it, was perfectly fine when orders trickle in, but trickle is just not the case any longer, so I had to step out of the rule field which just says, keep going and keep doing and maybe you will catch up one day.  Suddenly I could see that the old rule way of doing this would never catch me up and the only thing to do was to pull out, stop any more forward motion in that path that was not going to cut it and restructure my foundation so that I can be more efficient with my time and crank out more orders.  In order to create this new way of doing things, though, I had to stop all action and open up to stillness to guide me into these better working ways. 

You will be doing something like this with your life in the next few months.  This can be similar to something like filing for bankruptcy, where you will finally be seeing that you are in a situation that you will never be able to dig your way out of and the only thing you can do is stop everything that you were doing and restructure the whole playing field.  You may need to wipe out some sort of debt in order to finally have sure footing which will be able to sustain where you want to be taking things in your life. 

So that is all Saturn speaking.  He also is wanting you to get VERY serious about your purpose path and will really start speaking up even louder if something is not actually for the best in your life.  You will now be able to fully walk life playing that warmer/colder game.  If it feels colder, move away.  Go towards the warm and fuzzy and happy and love vibe.  Cold and hateful and uncomfortable are his ways of saying: this just won't work for you. 

And then perfectly on cue, Mercury moves retrograde a few days after Saturn.  This will move us more into the mind space of really getting and seeing what needs to be changed.  I just realized this, but the moment Mercury went retrograde was the moment I finally came to the realization that I have to stop my business right now in order to rebuild this better foundation to keep up with production.  Before it went retrograde, I just continued on with the hopes that I would eventually catch up.  Mercury goes retrograde and finally I go AH-HA.  And because we have Saturn also going backwards in order to create more healthy boundaries and rules in our lives, the decision will be effortless to make and will most likely be put into motion the first day it comes to you.

THIS is my point in wanting you to change your outlook on how you view retrogrades. The moment I say retrograde, I hear moans and groans from the people.  One of the main new rules with living in these higher vibrating ways is that EVERYTHING needs to be re-interpreted.  I can't even hardly tolerate to read so much of the astrology that is already in written form out there.  If feels so limiting and negative and with defined boxes that are to hold you in a specific space, and one that most likely is seen as something tough or hard to deal with.  Dude.  I wouldn't be as awesome as I am if I bought into all that bullshit out there.  I would still be thinking, and manifesting, all these negative issues I have, according to these authorities, and no way I'd be walking this dream of mine because I would be stuck on a path of accepting that I am only a dreamer and things will not be easy for me.  Fortunately I have my own highest authority built inside of me and she screams of my potential in every waking and sleeping moment.  I only believe it will be hella easy and effortless for me!  I only believe that every single thing that is not pleasurable is only happening because I am to make a specific change, whether in attitude or direction, but nonetheless, no matter what, I have to trust that it is all good.  Because I can clearly look back into history and see that it ALL worked out and everything that sucked just led me to another area or concept of passage. 

So Mercury and Saturn are joining functions in retrograde motion as an opportunity for growth.  There is no punishment in this equation... unless of course you choose to see it that way.  If you WANT to see it that way, then the Universe will provide you with many an opportunity to feel that it is validated and vindicated.  This is free will zone here, my loves, and if you want to feel like you are a victim in all this then buy into the old world ways of believing this retrograde cycle is really gonna mess you up, slow you down and trip you up every step of the way.   Keep saying that nothing is working out your way and for sure you will manifest that very wish. 

OR, you can look at this as an awesome opportunity to get really clear and serious and focused into what your area of purpose is in this life of yours.  In the readings down below I will be discussing where you are being given this opportunity to slow down and restructure your life.  You see too from my example that having to slow down and reconfigure some workings in your life is not at all to be interpreted as holding things up or putting more distance between you accomplishing your goals.  In fact the opposite is true because it is the work you will be redoing over the next few weeks to few months that is going to be something that enables you to actually go further and faster than you would had you not made these changes. 

You can look at this retrograde cycle as you have already built this 10 story apartment building and now it is coming to you that you should really put in an elevator, even though the creation of this will slow down your path RIGHT NOW.  To do this thing will slow down the process of getting people in the building as renters or whatever, but in the long run, this will be something you are thankful for as it will add more value to what you are creating. 

Things that are stopping you now are things that are "in the long run" based.  These are things that will benefit you in later moments, but if you don't honor this moment of needing to make adjustments in the now, then you will still be in this sort of stuck position later and you won't have this retrograde opportunity to go back and make the changes in a more natural fashion.  This retrograde action can be seen as a national holiday, where everything is closed out in the world, so you might as well go home and take care of some business on the homefront. 


Water Rush In and Heal My Soul:
With these energies of now all you are going to be able to think about is dreaming of living in a higher way, with a life that has substance, with a force that is on purpose, and with a heart that is focused on compassionate associations and one love considerations. 

This Full Moon is going to be a time of many tears as your heart will be gently pried open, with self created walls swiftly falling away, and exposing a vulnerability and gentleness to the miracles of life and for the people who share it with us.  One one hand you will have memories coming to you that will cause you to feel regret and sadness and pain, and then on the other hand, something will show up in your life that opens you to the true beauty of what it means to be a compassionate heart focused being.  This is the healing of bridges burned time.  This is the healing of and forgiveness of hurts we have inflicted on others and that others have inflicted on us.  What ever comes up for you, know it is coming up in order to leave.  You are to drench yourself into the truth of whatever comes up for you and then you are to find that space of forgiveness and allow it to wash over any of the pain and to transform it back into love which is what it started as.  We are going back to the love, which is the root of it all and if enough of us sign up and say YES to this opportunity for massive healing work then the fabric of the collective unconscious will be CLEARLY altered and will create this sort of magnetic force that opens fuller to take in and offer a stable foundation to hold the energies that fully arrive on March 11th with the new moon. 

This can be thought of like on March 11th this special sort of love rain will fall from the sky and if you do the work now, which involves slowing down, taking an honest appraisal at where you are now in terms of getting to where you would like to grow, while allowing the heart space to open fully and discovering some areas of forgiveness that are required of you, then you will be able to be a bucket that catches the rain.  If you don't open to this opportunity now then you will only be a straw that catches very little of this rain. 

If enough of us become these open buckets then we will completely alter the area where our bodies vibrate.  This can have geological changes IF you decide that you are worth it and if you decide that your life purpose is important.  If you are and if you know, then call in the healing of these times to help bring you into a more vibrant and efficient state in order to give and be the most you can possibly be.  Ask now to be shown what you need to change in order to be the most powerful expression of who you are to be.  Ask now for new rules to be established that work to empower you instead of stifle and restrict you.  And just know that this is ALL happening to make you better and to help create the possibility for the most expansive opportunity for the expression of your life.  None of this will break you or is intended to defeat you. 

This time now is for getting silent and going within and asking for whatever we would like to know more about to reveal itself to us, for the purpose of healing so that we can move forward in the most soul honoring, life sanctifying way. 

The amazing picture credit for this horoscope writing goes out to Laura Mazurek from Roots and Feathers! This girl is one of the most multi talented and gifted human beings I have ever met! Check out her website to feel how soul heart focused everything is that she does. 

PISCES
If you guys even know how powerful these energies are especially focusing right into your heart, right into a place that is so familiar, yet one you never before could share with the world. Now, they are ON your vibration.  You are one who will first feel this sweet loving compassionate energy that is seeping into our atmosphere.  This may have something to do with the solar flares, although I don't know what is being written about them, but I do believe they are burning away some collective dense fear based energies and actually opening our minds to staying in or at least quickly returning to more positive based thinking.  So this Full Moon creates an awesome t-square with Jupiter who just recently resumed forward motion.  His positivity and expansiveness will come into play for this Full Moon and will focus mass loads of attention into your career arena.  This is now when you are going to be working on putting more of who you really are into the story of what you are here to express with your career.  You can expect that others will play a role in helping you to better define yourself.  So if anyone pushes your buttons or pushes you outside of your comfort zone, just know there is a gem of a message in there that will be working like a catalyst to encourage this at a later time growth.  You are a victim in none of this.  And the victim mentality that many a Pisces possess is about to be shattered and destroyed.  Victor is the only way that your heart will know and follow.  I believe in these next few weeks there is a huge shift going on with Pisces, since Pisces is the era we are leaving as we move into the age of Aquarius.  I believe as we leave the Pisces time, we will see the Pisces evolve into their highest forms and expressions.  Suddenly the victim mentality, the escape addictions, the self defeating habits of always thinking others are better is to completely leave the scene.  And replaced will be the Pisces of the highest creativity, the trench dug out devotion to connecting with spirit to be ones guide,  the present and the unwavering known fact of ones powers and purpose for this planet.  Suddenly we enter into "no question about it land".  So this time now is all about finding your power as everything that confronts you or leaves you is not a supporter of your power expression.  And all the clearing and releasing is in direct alignment with your career expression.  These things HAVE to happen in order for these others things to take place at a later time.  Now Mercury went retrograde at the same degree as the New Moon on March 11th and was in a perfect trine with the North Node in Scorpio. This is going to mean that something about what you are going back to reconsider involves the truth and something that is like higher education or traveling or something that you are wanting to spread far and wide.  You are being stopped from moving forward at this very moment only to better suit yourself up for the opportunities that will come in the near future.  This is like taking the time now to put your snow boots on and all the warmth gear so that you can go out into the winter weathers and be able to sustain what is going on out there.  OR you can just rush out now in your pj's and pretty soon you will have to come back in and either warm up enough to go back out or, just put the snow gear on and be able to stay out longer.  So basically if you pull back now and do some more inner work and meditation time then you will be able to take your thing out into the world and have it actually go somewhere.  This is like, you can finally share your first radio show and share it now at a 3am slot, OR you can keep working on it with the purposeful intentions of discovering any ways to make this even better and more thought out and have it shared at the 6pm slot in 4 weeks.  It will be better to wait at this time.  Saturn too is pulling back because there is something very important about your highest purpose that maybe needs you to be getting more serious and  honoring about what you are here to bring.  This is the time to honor the Pisces about you.  This is the time for you to see how awesome you really are and how in line with the higher ways, your natural organic way really is.  You have been hiding the truth of who you are because so many people  have criticized it, but NOW you are FREE to just be it because they are all wanting to be it TOO.  So peel back those layers or conditioning and find that true little daydreamy fairy you and allow it to come out and play with NO RULES or constant feelings like you need to change it in any way.   They ALL are very shortly going to be moving into wanting to find their own ways to change more into what you are all about... so time to lead the way, through the watery healing waters as the others are going to be needing a guide. 


AQUARIUS
So this Full Moon is focused on you upgrading your energy system to match the truth of what you know in your heart and in the soul of you.  There will be some layers peeled back which may not be so comfortable in the moment but oh man are you going to be happy in the long run.  So sit tight and accept what comes as they will mostly likely be very psychological in nature and things deeply buried and not so obvious.  This can be something like you have some old thought pattern that is keeping you locked in a place of not valuing handmade goods or something.  There may still be a part of you that believes things have to come hard or that people won't support a creative venture of yours.  You may actually be attempting to support yourself through a creative idea but if you are holding onto the thought that it can't really be done or people won't pay for what you are creating, then you will basically be operating a shop with the open hours only from 3am to 4am.  Ask that all self-defeating patterns be made known to you at this time.  This Full Moon is pointing to the idea that there is still something that is keeping your bounty a bit at bay and some changes or alterations will be coming to you to help break down those invisible energetic barriers so that you can more vibrate what you are wanting to share with the world.  This thing that is getting ready to upgrade is tied into you being able to make more money down the road, so do not discount whatever comes up for  you.  It may feel like something small and almost insignificant, but it is very important to your path down the way.  Jupiter is tied into this Full Moon and in honoring whatever little details need to be addressed or changed, he will be adding some expansiveness and opportunities that will be group and friend related.  This can be something over the next few weeks where you making an important change now opens this door that comes through a friend that exposes what you are doing to a larger audience and one that is very on the same page as what you are creating.   So know that any small steps now that go backwards or into the depths of you are must do's to be able to be energetically available for the opportunities that are to come.  Now Mercury went retrograde at the exact degree of where the New Moon will be on March 11th and was doing a lovely trine dance with the North Node up in Scorpio in your 10th house.  This is going to point to you needing to go back and think over some steps that you were planning on doing that are related to your career.  There is something more dreamy and magical that needs to be considered.  You may find that spirit guides you to be more intuitive with your next moves.  You may be tested to see if you trust your intuition even though it is telling you to do something that everyone else says you should never do. Remember that the game has changed in the world.  Nothing will work the same so there is no guidebook out there to assist you.  Maybe you will be told to put more energy into your intentions or energy into your creations seeing them doing something magical to the beholder.  You may also be awakening during this time to making little changes with your dream that now put your value first.  Maybe you have been giving too many props to everyone elses piece and spirit will demand that you own your very special contribution. Maybe you just honoring your piece in all of this is what energetically allows it to make a greater impact.  There for sure is something in your thinking process that needs to be tweaked in order to live out this on purpose path of yours.  And Saturn too is in that 10th house bringing the message that your destiny is very important and YOU have to see that and own that and then walk whatever path that may open for you.  It is time to put yourself forward and show the world what you are here to do.  But for now just connect with spirit as often as you can and ask some questions about what you would like to have revealed to you.  Whatever does show up in your life, ask what it means and what its purpose is.  Do also pay attention to your dreams for you may find that you have these crazy, no clue what that was all about, dreams that actually completely relate to something that is about to happen the next morning.  You will find that they make no sense but then something happens that has the same sort of decision making thing about them and you may not normally make the choice you make but the dream pointed out the urgency that you do make this different decision. So listen to them and when it gets really weird, expect something similar to happen that next day. 


CAPRICORN
So this Full Moon for you is going to have you feeling like you want to expand your life in some way by either moving or going back to school or really, really, really getting your creations out there big time and in a big way.  You have been focused, as you should, very much in a small way just working on your piece and working to get it just right and with the energies of this Full Moon you will be starting to lift your head up and look to the horizon. You will be filled with ideas of how to really take this little unique thing you do and have it be something that reaches a different or farther out there audience.  And what is so awesome is that Jupiter is in on this dance of Full Moon energies standing right in middle but off to the right side in your service to others house.  You already read how awesome Jupiter is going to be for you since you have it in your 6th house and this will be him stepping up again to get in on the action of this Full Moon.  He is partially to "blame" for planting those seeds in your mind that are showing  you images about doing something more and making more of an impact.  He also will be filling you with confidence in what you are here to be doing.  Basically what this will mean is that something happens, and it can merely be the workings of what happens in your dream time, but it will be like running into someone who you consider very important or someone you seriously respect and they just say a few words of praise about you and what you are doing and that little piece in the puzzle will send you soaring with full on faith in yourself.  It's like you will have heard the magic words that really make you feel like you CAN do this and you will be filled with faith in yourself.  Now the key to all of this is focused like a bulls-eye into your house of quiet and meditation and connecting to spirit.  So it is not time to act; it is time to delve in deeper to get even more information that you may not have been ready to access yet.  You are kind of moving through this gate at the moment and are being allowed a glimpse even further into your future dreams.  Maybe that will be the catalyst that fills you with confidence.  Something will for sure.  Now writing is a key part of this story as most likely you will be writing in a way that is just a little different than before, but somehow feels like it will make a greater impact... just because of some small and simple changes.  You may start to channel write or just suddenly be able to write in a way that feels like it is a connection with your higher self.  Whatever comes out of you, write it.  There may be important awakenings that don't seem so important in the moment but later they will feel very significant.  This can be like analogies that are so simple yet they can really help people "get it" in a different sort of way.  So Mercury went retrograde on the 23rd at the same degree as the New Moon on March 11th will be.  This is significant and points even more to this special time we are moving into.  Mercury was in a trine to the North Node when it went retrograde and this is saying that something you have to communicate or write, or even something you are wanting to learn at this time, is tied into a groups or friend situation.  This can be that what you are going back to learn more about is something that will be well received by larger audiences and something that furthers you through the group.  This can mean that a friend mentions you and then it opens all these other doors to getting your creations or intentions out there.   Even though you really want to use the next 3 weeks to really just jot down ideas in a book and make connections with friends or with groups, you really don't want to shout this out just yet because there are so many pieces of this great thing of yours that will be coming to you through the process of meditation.  Be patient with this and allow each piece to arrive in its perfect timing and expect that this isn't just one thing and you are done.  There are several things that are coming to you.  And by the end of the Mercury retrograde cycle most likely how you thought things would go in the beginning of the cycle will be much different at the end of the cycle BECAUSE of all the bits of info that you will continue to come in. So just take notes for now....


SAGITTARIUS
So there is all this action going on in your roots arena as you continue that massive job of preparing the soil, and this soil is like desert dirt that has never grown a veggie ever and you are to prepare the soil so that it can.  Big Job!!  I live in the desert and have that kind of soil so I know the challenge that lies ahead!  I'm originally from the Midwest where you just put a plant in the dirt and you are good to go.  Here, it doesn't work that way.  If you just put a plant here in the desert dirt then about 100% of the time it will die.  So you have a lot to plant, as you know there is this bigger thing calling out your name, and the time now is essential to get that soil in the best shape you can get it so that some of these dream plants of yours can really make change in your life.  If your soil is full of rocks and "issues" that you are not wanting to deal with then that will affect your ultimate crop down the road.  This may feel like massive manual labor time of getting real and looking at all the small details for any flaws or cracks, but this is the only way to manifest what you want to show up later in your life.  And this Full Moon is sitting up in your career house sending you visions and inspiration to WANT to do something more influential in the world, more connected to the truth of you and what you are here to do.  The working in the soil is discovering the truth of you!  You are like excavating at this time and even more so because Saturn is in your 12th house and just moved retrograde. He is saying, wait, you need to be serious about this job at hand.  He wants you to slow down and quiet all the to do lists and nonsense that just keeps you busy, but doesn't encourage any growth.  He is saying, look at me!  We must focus and work on getting this foundation clean and in the best possible working order.  You have 3 weeks you need to dedicate to this job.  This is also all the more important because Mercury went retrograde while in a perfectly blessed trine to the North Node in your 12th house.  This is saying that the job actually won't be that hard and you won't be forced to do it, as this decision is totally on your back and of your choice, but it is recommended 100% as there is something that you are saying or communicating that is tied into something from your past that is keeping you in a sort of debt state.  This can be feeling like you owe someone, or you MUST do something because of someone, or you must follow this particular path because someone said so.  There is something that keeps you tied to a person or a thought that actually is not for your very best.  And what is cool is that Mercury can really help you just be honest and say or see what you need to face.  This thing will most likely be kind of hidden or something you are not supposed to talk about, but the powers that be will make it as smooth and eye opening as they possibly can, BECAUSE it is THAT important that you clear out this break or fault in your foundation.  So know that over the next several weeks there will be much that comes to you and that NOW will be the very best time to speak your truth and clear the air.  Know that you will never be as empowered as now and that all the forces are behind you and with you and guiding you through this bit of a maze.  And the end result will be a much more cohesive relationship with all beings, because you on the most basic level will be changed after this next really big healing session.  Be sure to write often as there will be much wisdom and support reaching you through that arena. 


SCORPIO
So your creativity is off the friggin charts at this time!  You are being so downloaded with ideas and with ways to take any small dreams and have them flying out into the atmosphere like fireworks for all to behold.  Wait until the New Moon to make any big moves as that will be the better time for you.  For now you have this Full Moon in Virgo with Jupiter coming in to add his influence of abundance and expansiveness and he is forcing some emphasis down into your value system and with helping you to discover more ways to be bringing in much more money in the near future.   So for now just be writing down all your ideas and be open to this story that is being revealed to you is only in pieces, so there is still much more to be revealed and you don't have the full picture just yet.  But for sure your creative juices are on fire and you may even be thinking about having more children as they are a creative juice, or there may be someone new you are falling wicked head over heals in love with.  You are very much wanting to create things at this time and there will be a new sort of psychological vibe you are riding which is helping to bring through this new creativity.  You may be connecting with higher beings or powerful spirits or divas or something that is not of this earth world and in this connection you are able to access other information that relates to you sharing this new creative thing.   It is in those quiet meditative moments that you will meet with this new found inspiration.  Now Mercury is in retrograde so you want this time to be one of bringing through massive and many creative ideas, but you don't really want to go out and make them happen in a large audience way just yet.  You can dabble in some small ponds to see others reactions. But you really need to look at this/these things you are wanting to create as an awesome pot of chili, which really needs a lot of time of simmering in order to bring out the yummy flavors.  You are in this same state and you are needing time to digest and feel through some of your creations.  Mercury went retrograde in a perfect trine with the North Node, which just so happens to be in your 1st house, which is all about you.  This is saying that part of the reason for the success and fulfillment you are to know very intimately in the  near future, is due to you honoring and speaking the truth of who you are.  There is no room to hide any longer or play small or keep things from others because you think they may not accept you.  That matters not an ounce now.  What is most important is that you love being a Scorpio and that you learn to share your depth with others because the energies have changed and what you know to the core of you is really what others are interested in learning more about.  And there is something very important in the coming together of you reaching others with your gift that demands that you break down any barriers that keep you locked into thinking nobody gets you or what you know is not something that should be shared.  On the contrary, you must step into those Eagle shoes of yours as the Scorpio was the old world expression of you.  And this new you that is evolving is much more open and willing to share from the depths, knowing that others finally see the value in the dark and murky and aren't really interested in anything superficial any longer.  You can be a guide as you clearly already know the way.


LIBRA
This will be a time when you first wake in the day, you will be dreaming about what how to find the path of your purpose.  Now more than ever in your life you are focused on what is the highest expression of what your service is to do for the people.  This Full Moon will reveal some things that you need to let go of in order to make the space for your best option.  Jupiter is also coming into this dance and pointing out that there is the element of truth that needs to be confronted.  There is something still hidden that needs to make its way to the light.  This may actually tie into your service and it may not even relate to you and this may mean that what you are to be doing IS something that helps others bring the truth to the light and to leave the space of always having to be hidden and on the down low.  You are going to naturally be pulled into silent moments of staring off into space, with many images and thoughts coming to your mind.  There will be many little details revealed to you in your quiet moments and they will most likely be like things that lead to tangents.  So if you can picture a tree with its branches, that is how things will be coming to you.  Something will start from a thought and then it will lead into these other areas which then start to paint a completely different picture and way of seeing things.  Writing is also WAY important for you at this time.  You may want to start your day writing things that are coming up to you because there will be so much and you need it in written form because it will evolve over the next several weeks into many other things.  You may feel like you are writing out a game plan at this time, with many of those things manifesting in the next several months.  So pay attention to the details of the now moments but know they are pieces of your future life so there is no rush to make them a reality just yet.  You may even feel like you are  little psychic now because what is coming to you is not something you have thought before or just feels like it is predicting your future, and it is.  The thoughts and visions are coming so that you can plant them on the paper, in your special book, and have them as reference points to help dream these babies into reality.   So Mercury is going to be playing a very big role in all of this since he went retrograde a few days back and was in a trine with the North Node.  This is going to say that what is coming to you now is very much related to your destiny and that it ties in with your value system or sharing a higher value system with others and with using your hands and creating the opportunity to be making much more money in the future.  For sure now the message is for you to get your hands in it.   And it may only start with your hands, as they should be a very important piece in all of this, but eventually you will create a very solid and grounded base for which to give your service to the peoples a fair and righteous send off to be more seen as valuable.  You are to build value.  Now health and wellness is also very much the focus, but lets save this for the New Moon on March 11th to really dive into.   It is fair to think along those terms and to bring through ideas or ways to encourage their positive growth, but the steps to really initiate the change should not be implemented until the New Moon.  And you might think that intitiating health related change is not the best thing to do during a retrograde cycle but when it comes up against a New Moon, it is in fact the BEST time to really implement a change that really happens and happens in a solid and secure sort of fashion.  This will be when you can do it and have it be a life changing thing. 


VIRGO
So Virgo loveys.  This is a time that you will never see again but you are going to be very aware of the energies in the sky because they are in your opposite position.  This is a blessing though and not to be interpreted as anything other than forces coming in from an opposite perspective in order for you to find the middle ground between what you know and what you are shown from others and from life.  You will be in a period of compromise and letting go of some of the strong holds you have on your ego.  You will be more willing to take in what others tell you are share with you.  You will be more receptive to the gold in whatever is presented to you.  Now this Full Moon is activating Jupiter who just recently resumed forward motion.  You remember what I wrote about Jupiter because it was all focused and ready to bring you opportunities galore regarding your career life.  You are being setup  and put into position to experience some growth in however you want to better express your purpose dreams this time around.  And  what is way wicked cool is that we are in ultra day dream manifestation time, which will build to an even more potent energy with the New Moon on March 11th. So right now the very best thing you can do with this energy at hand is JUST dream and visualize about what you would like to see your life eventually look and feel like.  You will do more now by just gazing out the window and entertaining yourself with a fairy tale vision then by being on your computer and slaving away at work that you THINK will further your career position.  Not now.  NOW you will go farther and further by going out and laying in the hammock for 4 hours and just playing around with visualization energy. You are to FEEL how awesome you want you life to be.  You want to SEE yourself doing whatever it is your really dream of doing.  And for you especially, there is NO reason to put any limits on the miracles that you would like to see happen.  This is very exciting and you don't want to miss this opportunity.  Use the next 2 weeks leading up to March 11th to really get in the space of dreaming your life into form.  Also because of this activation there is something relating to your home or foundation that is in need of attention to bring in the new opportunities.  It may be that you need to more to better space or it could mean that something relating to your roots is in need of attention and healing.  It may be too that you need to set your sites higher with something that is home based.  You may need to start asking for more than what you have been just accepting.  Now some more important news relates to Mercury moving retrograde a few days ago.  He was in a trine with the North Node destiny in your house of writing and communications.  SO, this means that you may be working on some very important writing project that somehow either deals with others or can be something to help and assist others.  You may be wanting to share a message of hope or love or compassion.  So use the next 4 weeks to really be going back and putting more stock and attention into some long held dreams that you maybe have let fall to the wayside.  Something you are working on is very important and will most likely relate to wisdom or messages from a wise old soul source.  You may find that over the next few weeks your writing language starts to sound more like it is really coming from another source as it will effortlessly come out and fill up the pages.  You are being guided to express yourself more and to put some more energy and love into honoring who you are so that these amazing opportunities that are set to arrive can really find you and match up with your vibration.  You are doing something very special and much needed so hold your head up way high and push your energy out to meet up with these opportunities.  Expect opportunities. 


LEO
So this Full Moon in Virgo is going to be bringing to your attention some long held habits or thought processes that are very deeply imbedded and habitual in form, yet they carry the resemblance of someone else in your life, such as a parent, and during this time you are going to be re-examining them and most likely deciding to change them all together.  Something that you have been doing or something that is very ingrained psychologically has just got to go.  And you will know it. And probably this will be projected to you by others so that you will see this same behavior loud and clear and you will want to change who you are so that you don't also give off that impression to others.  This may be something where you are also seeing others more clearly and feeling more compassionate for their well being.... instead of worrying about yourself first.  You may be wanting to shift more into the but you, energy, and will find yourself feeling a little bored with the but me.  Now this beautiful Full Moon we have is also in my favorite t-square aspect where Jupiter is coming out to make his pretense known and he is speaking of the importance that you become this high vibrating sort of Leo who is more balanced with the me/you and masculine/feminine SO THAT you can express this heightened more forward thinking sort of creativity.  He wants you to think more expansive with your love nature and with your creative endeavors and the potential they have for full on out of the blue expansion and acceptance out in the world relies completely on you becoming more others focused.  Its' funny because one of the signs that is so easy to discern out of a crowd is always the Leo that is still stuck in the ME first phase.  They do something with their energy that makes it appear that they are sending their energy out to be received by all, but then their energy has a sweeping motion that brings it right back to them.  They essentially send their energy booming out in order to scoop in all the people and focus them right back to themselves. It is interesting to see because it is real and it happens naturally for most Leos, UNTIL, they enter the You or Others stage.  This is when they truly shine and become more beautiful. This brings in a calm element to their energy and they have a feeling that is more like they are full already.  They have the air that they have everything they need and this energy actually more naturally pulls us in to noticing them.  So you are to find the Others path, where you are always considering others first yet not needing them to validate your beauty or awesomeness or fantastic gifts.  You will instead look out for them and make sure they are getting enough attention and care and concern.  Because you are fine and full and taken care of.  AND when you are energetically like this, then your creations will be like 100 times more powerful out in the world.  Seriously. This Full Moon is saying that you really can do something very special that is very well received IF you just create like the high vibrating lion and if you can think of how this will benefit others when you do whatever you choose to do.  Now love is also going to be very much on your mind... so if you are wanting to manifest the most exciting love of your life, or one of them, then also you have to go to this higher more evolved minded Leo state.  The less show offy and the more just real you can be, the more likely they are to take serious notice of you, and they will be hooked.  You are a love magnet right now!  Now Mercury went retrograde in a trine to the North Node a few days back and this will be another indicator of something buried in you that needs to be healed and transformed.  This points to it being something that is childhood related and picked up from a parent.  Over the next 3 weeks you will be seeing this thing in a very big way so that there is no way that you can wonder what on earth this is that you need to transform.  It will be clear and it in some way is keeping you in a box and in a limited form.  Releasing this old habit has the potential to completely transform your energy out in the world so that others will see you clearer and want a piece of whatever you got. 


CANCER
Well now.  This is to be quite the productive time for my sweet little Cancer loves.  All this concentrated Pisces influence is going to be creating a drive for you to want to expand and start doing more with efforts that relate to possibly teaching, doing something with an online or publishing based business, or through travel.   Something has occurred deep within you that is demanding that you share this higher wisdom that you possess.  If not just yet, you are going to be hearing a call.  You are going to want to upgrade and do things in a way that not only makes a big impact, but also really contributes to honoring the very gifts that you are certified by spirit to possess.  You can race out and try to fill your uncertainty with certifications, but ultimately you were born with this gift and it is time to own it and then demand that the universe provide you with the opportunities to express this gift.  It really is that simple. But the key ingredient is you owning it.  Now this Full Moon is in a wonderful t-square with Jupiter, who just so happens to rule the house where all the Pisces action is taking place.  Now, he is speaking his expansion and inspirational ways from the dark corners of your subconsciousness.  He is speaking to you when you meditate and when you quiet your mind to connect more fully with spirit, and with the spirit guiding animals, and with the signs found out in nature.  He is speaking to you when you are in your dream land states and appear to be far, far away. And the nudges he is giving you ALL pertain to healing and your service to others.  This will be a time when you are releasing some nagging old things that possibly occupy your mind space too much in order to make some room for you to focus more clearly and more powerfully into what your true and actual spirit certified gift is to the people.  This will be like an idle no more feeling, where you just HAVE to put yourself out there and live your dream NOW.  No more back sliding into the familiar that just gets you by.  Nope.  This release session is opening you to much more expansive living opportunities that will be time to set into motion on the new moon on March 11.  So let it all fall away, that which does not expand your heart space. Let it all fall away, that which makes you feel not good enough to do this thing of yours.  Open to this great (and true) possibility that finally very soon you will be expressing your dream career.  Door ways are opening now for you and all you have to do is say yes and put one foot before the other.  Now the Mercury retrograde aspect was in a trine when it moved backwards with the North Node.  This is why for the next 3 weeks you will be reworking some expansion ideas that relate to children, new love, creativity, art and doing what you really, really love.  You will be feeling very inspired in these areas and also very serious because Saturn went retrograde in this same house right before Mercury did.  Saturn is the one who is screaming to you that it is TIME to focus firmly into creative areas of your life and that you NEED this avenue to feel fulfilled with your life.  Saturn also wants you to be feeling very much in love, whether with this creative process or with a new love or with a renewal of an old love. It is time to feel IN LOVE again.  And this new love feeling will have you bouncing out of bed, totally stoked to start in on what ever it is that is lighting you up at this time. 



GEMINI
TAURUS
ARIES

I have so many messages to share with you on this one so I am going to break them down into chapters that you can absorb all at once or over time.   

The Depression
Let me start with some assistance with the energies of late, which have been surprisingly painful for many people. I have never had as many people reaching out for help as when Jupiter went direct.  This felt so unusual because this is Jupiter!  This is to be the best of all yummy moments. But instead it has thrown people into depression, sadness and hopelessness.

Now what I can tell you is that this is what I wrote about in the article where I wrote on what I believed 12.21.12 would do to us all.  Basically what happened is that your heart was completely opened during that shift of energies and this is that thing that I said the people would become like junkies wanting more of the love vibe. I also warned the people who are sharing the healing, support and guidance, who are authentic in their high vibration and have truly walked the talk, that they would be getting hella busy as everyone will start looking for them, in desperate need of what each one has to offer.

So the energy came to the Earth and filled up each and every one of our bodies (no one was left out on this folks)  and NOW we are in that really get to work time.  Now is when we are so sad about the state of the Earth and the government and the control and manipulations; and we are seeing all the things we have done ourselves that make us feel shameful and not good enough, and we are awakening to this deep and true purpose drive within us, while seeing how off track we are and it is making people feel very hopeless, and actually similar to a junkie who is desperately on the hunt for  a fix. 

So this whole heart awakening surgery is opening our eyes to the truth of the destruction of our sweet mama Earth and also all the things that we feel we have done wrong, or the dreams that we have for our lives that are still not our reality.  We are feeling like losers and that we are no good and never gonna know true happiness and never make the right decisions.  We are looking back at people and places and opportunities and feeling like we wish we could do it over again with this new awareness. We are looking back into our past and feeling not very safe and happy with our present.  There is a serious discontent energy going around and it doesn't feel good, I know. 

Now part of this relates to what you are doing with your body.  It is absolutely a rule of essential that every one of you has to be doing serious exercise at this time.  What is going on is that our bodies are in this pure vibrating state, of the 5th dimension.  And we are needing to spin off all the old hidden nasty GMO, torture animal remains hidden in bodies.  This is another one of my predictions for 12.21.12. I said, or hoped, back then, that we would completely take on whatever we put in our bodies.  This is like having a bowl of water and adding a few drops of purple dye. That dye completely affects that entire bowl of water as nothing before remains the same, it only and completely takes on this new thing.  With our hearts now open and in the space of high vibration, our bodies are now these pure things that just can't take on chemicals and hormones and abuse.  But if you still do choose to eat that stuff, then you are going to absolutely feel hopeless, depressed and like crap. 

So it is essential that you eat only organic and NO GMO's are allowed...which is quite the feat, huh.  This is read the labels time.  This is only eat what is clearly stated as NON GMO or Organic. This is also why restaurants will be going out of business like mad and the ones who shout from the rooftop that they are organic and vegan will thrive into this year and beyond.  It won't matter how it is more expensive; who cares when our health and happiness in on the line.  We will really start noticing how we feel when we eat things and we will know to stop eating anything that makes us feel depressed as they are totally linked.  The working out, and serious sweating working out, is a new rule as we have to spend maybe a year of this to really get all that junk out of our system.   It will eventually be that you can't buy anything unless it says organic as that is the only way to rule out the GMO's.  Otherwise the GMO's rule the marketplace. Like seriously RULE and are the majority of food goods. 

Now as for feeling hopeless about the world.  You HAVE to step out of that arena. HAVE TO.  There is no sense adding to that dark vibration through the fear it creates, unless you can really do something about it.  Some people are built to do something about it. But not all of you. Step out and let someone else deal with it.  You are given total permission to stay in your la la land bubble of love and hope. WE NEED you in the bubble because this is a war of energies and you ARE LOVE because you are HERE at this site right now, but you will fall into FEAR and add to that vibration if you put yourself into it and buy into the drama and hopelessness of that all.  It is so dark out there, I will want to kill myself if I look at it too long or deeply.  But you need me here, right?  So follow my lead.  You will be able to do more for the planet and the peoples as long as you stay in the love and hope vibe.  You have to focus on what is beautiful and healing.  You need to watch movies that are about love and miracles and survivors. You need to be hopeful and I was talking about this to someone in spin class today about how it is just better to believe the best because maybe, I doubt it, but maybe you will be proven wrong, but oh well, you can deal with that then, but if you believe the worst NOW you will for sure get that confirmed.  The energies are way too powerful at this point in history for us LOVE Light Volunteers to be giving away our power into believing in fear.  If you are an Indigo or Starseed, your energetic power is 100 times stronger than most humans.  So if you are buying into the fear scenarios that are a dime a dozen out there right now then you are really shifting the energy balance and making it harder for us Love Beings to do our job.  Don't leave your team because we DESPERATELY need YOU. 

Physically, many are getting VERY ill and it is just a cleansing of the wrong kind of most likely buried thoughts and the buildup of too many nasties hidden away in dark corners within the body. Be thankful you are going through such a purging as you will feel totally kickass and brand new afterwards.  Many are having their bellies swell out of control. There is a really big padding thing going on around the midsection and this is just indication that emotional wounds are still in play in your body.  Open to the fact that you were greatly wounded and it is time to stop playing all tough and I'm okay. This wound needs to be directly looked into and embraced and loved and healed.  I'll write more on that later.  Just try to keep it real and feel what comes out of you. 


Staying in the Positive Hope Vibe
Now as for the feeling like a loser and you'll never live your purpose.  This is where I get to do a little promoting of myself, which I don't easily do, I actually go out of my way to promote others and am rather shy about my own things.  But you all need to have the birth chart book that I have created.  It is written in a specific way that is unique and that focuses on your purpose and talents, it shares words of wisdom for how to work through healing your wounds, and it is nothing but empowering and motivational.   You NEED something like this in your life because the road takes us up and down and around and backwards, so often!  We are full of hope one day, feeling like total failure losers the next day.  I go to my book about every 5 days.  Seriously.  I have to keep going back to remember who I am and how kickass I really am.  I have to keep going back to remember,  oh I am really here to share messages that empower and awaken the people.  This IS my purpose.   I believe you need this book as one of your tools to keep you  balanced in these massively changing transformational energies.  You need this book to be a source of reminding you of your power.  We need you in the hope vibe, loves!  And I am offering my books for 20% off right now, which is crazy cheap ass nothing.  But I am sacrificing any option for a profit as it is just important that you have this. This is like something you need in your First Aid box.  Go here and use coupon code:  iamaquariusnation at checkout. Everything in the shop is on sale for 20% until February 15 for our 8th Anniversary 8 day sale. 

Another thing you need is a Human Design reading from Hi'ilani. I still have to make the order form and page but she will be offering a special for aquarius nation peoples for a half hour reading of the important aspects of your chart or of how the planets are affecting you now.  I got a reading from her about 8 years ago and seriously I had to listen to it every few days to be this person I am now. Seriously.  She does brilliant bodywork too and distant healings, which I am sure contributed to my life expressions that I am living right now.  Without her, I wouldn't be here now vibrating in this way.  The Human Design chart shares much different information than the astrological chart and it is way profound.  And that is why I know I am a 4,6 Generator born on the incarnation cross of rulership. Hell yea!  That little bit alone really grounds me into my path.  You will be very aware of the truth of your DNA after one of these readings. 

Now I have another woman to talk about who gives readings and I just got one this morning actually from her.  And so you know, readings are an essential part of the first aid box too.  I have only had about 5 my whole life, but I would have them every other week, from a different reader each time if I could afford them!  No joke.  Each reader brings through different pieces of information, basically relating to whatever their vibration is.  And they are an excellent tool to help ground you in this very moment with information that helps you move out of chaos or into a more peaceful, healed state.  I wasn't even looking to get a reading but my guides pushed me right into her path saying that actually she had something to share with me.  When she asked my questions, I didn't even hardly know what to say because I was like, my life is awesome!!  I just left it open to her guides to share whatever I needed to hear at this moment.  And it was fantastic!  I loved it.  And what was really cool is that we both have very similar purposes this time around, so who better to get a reading from, huh.  It was so powerful and really shifted some fears of mine, one which I will talk about down further in the article.  But she does DNA activations and very powerful attunements, working through her Pleiadian family origin.  Her name is Eva and you can check her out here.   I got the 30 minutes reading for $20 and you should too!  I think I will soon add a page to this website for recommended readers, because I know of several and I would like to make that available to you all for when you just need a lil boost or magical words coming from spirit and beyond.  It is very important to get readings from people who are also Indigo or Starseeds as they are the only ones who can really bring through the important information that will actually assist you. 

Now before I go on, here is a song that came to me as a message of what aquarius nation is saying to you all. So this is a dedication to YOU from the whole of this website.  <3

That made you cry didn't it.  Good.  Crying is good.  And just know for fact that your happiness and joy of living is all that we are focused on here at aquarius nation.  You are loved, sweet peas.

So anyway this video also brings up my point of the crucial step of always seeing the awesome things that we do have.  We have to stop giving attention to the things that make us sick and make us feel like we are losers. We have to instead always shift our awareness to things like how awesome our friends are, how perfect our animal companions are, how lucky we are to have a home with running water and electricity.  There are tons of things you can look at and feel fortunate for having, so do this when you think you actually have nothing. 


We gots to Support Each Other
So several days ago, I was feeling so sad because I actually prefer to stay in the background and away from any sort of judgments.   I don't like to be up on stage to be in the position of being judged... and look at what my purpose is!  Look at what I HAVE to do to be happy and how it is totally out there and very vulnerable to attacks. 

Now this is not at all saying that I have had any, because actually I am drenched in your loving support and I am SO THANKFUL for that.  But this really came to me because in a short amount of time I saw two posts on facebook where people were really slamming someone and basically telling them that what they are doing is awful and they should find another career path.  It broke my heart to read such meanness.  That is just cruel and hateful and not at all how we are supposed to treat our brothers and sisters.  I believe that no matter what, we are supposed to support each other.  I mean dude, if someone is going to put themselves out there and believe in themselves and their gifts, who the fuck are we with our small little opinions to step in and try to burn out that flame.  That is wrong especially since we do all have opinions and we like some things and don't like other things. We aren't supposed to judge each other harshly just because someone thinks something else about something.  We can't agree on anything, really.  We don't like the same music, the same style, the same car, the same foods.... well, maybe we ALL love crab rangoon.  That might be the only thing we can agree on. 

But seriously we have got to stop sharing our negative opinions when someone else is putting themselves out there following their dream.  If we don't like it, we are free to bitch and be nasty but keep it to ourselves or with our friends. That negativity should never reach a dreamer.  If you can't offer supportive words, then shut your mouth and leave.  Same with my site here, if you just want to judge me and make me think I am not good enough, then get the fuck out and don't read my writing!  And no joke I don't have anything to reference this to, I just want to put it out there.  Maybe I am sensing some big meanies about to hit send...

One persons opinion in the negative can change another persons life.  I know this personally because I always knew I was a writer and writing was my avenue for dealing with life feeling like such an outsider and having no one who really understood me.  Writing made me feel okay and like I always had a place to go and share my thoughts and feelings with someone.  Writing was my best friend.  And you see here, I have A LOT to write about.  Most of my moments in life inspire me to go write about it. 

But so I started college and took my first journalism class then after the first review this teacher asks me if there maybe is another career avenue I also have an interest in.  She told me I didn't have talent with writing and so I walked out of that office devastated, yet imprinted.  I don't think I even went back to the class and I stopped dreaming of being a writer that same day.   Her little nothing opinion completely changed my course of living.  I switched gears and went into fashion design and it was only when my first Saturn return hit at 28 that I started to write again, when I started this aquarius nation birth chart book project.   Which that is what I tell people about Saturn in their chart... up to the first Saturn return, you do what others want you to do, but after it, you discover what lights up your heart and you instead choose to do that.  And next week Saturn is going to move retrograde and it is perfect because he will be acting like in a Saturn return so we will be even MORE driven to discover what lights OUR hearts up and we will be choosing to follow that path, no matter who says it can't be done. 

So please, let the energies of this New Moon in aquarius fill your body and consciousness with brotherhood love.  Learn to look out with supportive eyes.  Learn to see when someone needs your help, and even if they are a stranger, offer it up!  Learn to say kind words to others who are walking that brave path of following their creative dreams.  Imagine the other as a child, with a parent who would be appealed to hear you said this kids artwork sucked.   We are taught to always support what comes out of a child and there is no reason we should change that just because they become an adult.  And you are still free to think it is no good, you just have no right to spread that negativity to their dream.   

We can do and be anything now but the NUMBER ONE driving force and determination of our success or failure is our OWN BELIEF IN OURSELVES.  If we don't believe in ourselves we will never live out our dreams and if we do, we FOR SURE WILL. 

So be gentle with your opinions of  others.  Neptune, Mars, Mercury and Chiron have all joined in Pisces to share that message.  We must operate with compassionate speech as otherwise we may do harm and create wounds in others.  With these new open awakened hearts of ours, it is very difficult to function if we know we have done harm and wounded another.  And we just can't operate like that if we ourselves want to be happy and to thrive.  It is time to only spread the supportive love so we can get this garden of healing to take over all the dark energies on the planet.   This starts with you, sweet pea.


Oh and the most amazing piece of artwork above comes from the brilliant Indigo Spirit named Marisa Rheem who will be the first artist in our Artists of the Month series.... although seriously, I think it will have to be changed to 2 artists a month because I know all you are gonna start sending in your creations and I am going to love them all and just have to share them with the world.  So this may become an every 2 weeks thing. 

But lets get this New Moon in aquarius party started...

ARIES
For you this New Moon gives you the message that it time to expand your friendship base and also to find some ways to do some sort of give back so that life feels more valuable to you. You are thinking about these sort of things as you have noticed that when you do these little deeds and extra little steps that it really does make you feel better.   Giving a stranger a few extra moments of your time, just because, is really going to have you feeling sort of on top of the world. You are so in the right place of seeing how getting outside of your space and concentrating on others is much more pleasant than focusing on what you need to do to, to be, to fix, whatever.  It's almost like when you focus on helping others then everything that revolves around you just kind of falls together effortlessly. You may be thinking about doing something like volunteer work at the animal shelter or something.  You may want to do something like making some meals once a week and dropping them off at the home of some elderly people who live around you.  You just want to DO something for others right now.  You need this sort of thing to feed your soul.  You are wanting to let go of clutching onto things and instead allowing them to be more free and want to come your way more naturally.  Now this New Moon is in a t-square with the North Node, destiny and future direction, and South Node, the past.  So there are new things in store for you in your life and they involve you transforming your old values that just don't fit this new and evolving you. This is like growing older and not wanting to get plastered drunk every single weekend. At some point we evolve and move out of that addiction.  Which on that I have to say, something is totally shifting in that arena because most of my closest friends are in their early 20's and none of them drink.  Instead they create things. They are artists and people who are running their own businesses.  I think that is important.  Now the relief point of all this sort of pressure to be born again into a better person is going to affect your creativity. This will mean you can be very inspired to create a new sort of art and also to really start feeling so fulfilled from what you creating in your life.  All the give back that you are focusing on is going to overflow into this more beautiful and inspired creativity.  Neptune, Mars, Mercury and Chiron are lined up beautifully in Pisces and sitting all in Pisces house in your chart.  So this is an energy that is right at home and very comfortable to express these things that are more spiritual and inspirational and healing.  This is also to be a very healing time for you and it can be very much linked to what you are creating. This is like how someone who has childhood sexual abuse wounds, writes about their experiences and shares them with the world and in doing so and being so vulnerable and honest, they experience a healing.  In sharing their dealio and being honest, a healing just naturally takes place.  They walk the path from victim to empowered survivor and then they end up helping others to heal, which empowers them even fuller.  So put your emotions into what you are creating.  Keep it real and keep it raw.  


TAURUS
Okay this is a dream come true New Moon for you in that it is asking that you send out all intentions for how you would like to see your career blossom over the year. Maybe you love your job but there is just something that is not making you happy and maybe its taking too much of your time or stressing you out.  This can be something like too much red tape and it is getting old fast.  So use this time to see things working out in your favor, or at least having it be something that you can more naturally just surrender to and not be affected by, so that you don't take the stresses home with you.  Now this New Moon is in a very important t-square aspect with the North Node, future and destiny, and South Node, the past.  So there is something that you are needing to let go of about how you have operated and to focus more on the other and what you can do to create more harmony there, and the relief point of this energy that is coming together takes place in your roots, or your home or your childhood programing days.  So the focus must begin there for all these others things to come togehter and work out to your advantage.  Now we also have Neptune, Mars, Mercury and Chiron coming together in Pisces in your house of friendships and also the house that inspires you to do more give back for the good of mankind.  So this will have you really thinking and dreaming of how awesome it is to have the friends that you have and you are wanting to share your space with friends that are more imaginative and creative and who also really are focused on healing and becoming better people. Now Jupiter comes into this dance too and is making his presence known in a more forceful manner only because he really wants to get the point across that you need this friendship thing in order to not only feel more positive and hopeful  but also to bring more value into your life.  He is screaming to you that this is what you need in order to feel like life has value, because you are questioning that and questioning what this is all really for.   You may also start doing some sort of volunteer work that is helping those that are more disadvantaged and you will be making an impact in these peoples lives by sharing your nurturing and loving ways and their lives will be changed.  Do also be sure to touch them often as your touch is healing and very comforting. As you touch them always be intending to send out healing energies through your hands.  You don't need to concern yourself with how this really works, you just need to believe in it and do it.  You are in perfect position to not only make an impact but also to change other peoples lives for the better.  They need you and they need you now.


GEMINI
This can be a time where you will be focused on expanding your world in some way. You may want to be doing something that shares your messages or creativity in a grande scheme sort of way.  This can be a time where you put your goods on the internet and where before not many may have noticed what you were doing, but now its like there will be a spotlight on whatever you choose to share and everyone will want a piece of you.  This is to be a very fortunate time for you, loves. So use the power of the New Moon to really put it out there how you want to soar like an Eagle with whatever you are wanting to share so that it really does get out there and get you noticed.  You have the full power for this to be your reality but it couldn't hurt if you also just put some of your intentions into the flow.   So this New Moon is in an important t-square with the North Node, future and destiny, and South Node, past that needs to stay there.  So for you this global sharing of yours, which can also mean traveling and going back to school, but the focus is that this relates to your destiny this time around and it involves your service to the peoples.  What you are to be letting go of is any feelings of insecurity that you aren't spectacular and that you can't really do this, because you can.   Your touch is genuine and special.  And the relief point of all these aspects is that this involves you communicating and reaching out to others to share this sort of thing you are working on.  You are to put yourself out there and believe in yourself 100%.  There needs to be an exchange between what you know and are experienced with and others who seriously want what you are able to deliver.  This can also mean the element of teaching others.  Maybe it is time to start sharing your wisdom in that fashion.  Maybe you need to start up some meetups where you just share what you know and according to the stars, whatever it is, you WILL be in high demand.  Now what is oh so cool is that Neptune, Mars, Mercury and Chiron are in Pisces all the way up in the highest position of your chart which is all about your career.  So there will be an element of spirituality and energy and healing to what you will be focused on and Jupiter comes into this dance making his opinions known that you MUST make this thing very positive and hopeful and all about YOU.  This thing relates to something that only YOU can do, in the way that you do it.  So you are to feel really proud and big headed about what you will be sharing.  The people want you to be this way and so does Jupiter.  You need to say more often how awesome you are as it reinforces it into your life.  I always say to people how psychic I am  when they are blown away by something I pick up on.  And the more I keep saying "I am SO psychic!"  the more I just really totally am!  You have this gift too right now so whatever you are, shout it out from a rooftop. 


CANCER
This is a time when you can go to the depths in a more comfortable way.  You are in a serious layer peel back time of your life and with the New Moon in aquarius the energies will have you feeling more gung ho about getting in there and getting the job done.  Sometimes the thought of cleaning out a closet that is full of a decades worth of things you just didn't want to deal with can be a nightmare and something you keep putting off. But right now you will be more eager to get the job done, feeling a bit excited about clearing out the space and starting brand new.  And what is really cool about this New Moon is how it is lined up in this t-square with the North Node, future destiny and South Node, past.  Remember I LOVE t-squares because they just really make sure that something happens.  Trines can make it more of a gray area matter of maybe or maybe not.  Trines say maybe I will show up at the party, while squares say, I'm coming.  So this one is putting some destiny related focus into your house of creativity and children and joy of living and LOVE.  And the relief point of all this action is intertwining with you using your hands and finding the value in what can do.  This is like what I wrote above about believing in yourself.  And since this relates to your creativity and your hands, this totally is someone who IS showing up at the party but they are demanding that you get up on stage and show the people what you got.  No more doubting yourself and feeling like only others can do this. Whatever.  And this New Moon is saying right now is the time for you to peel back some more of these layers and find your bright spirit glowing that KNOWS you have this gift that others will really appreciate.  It is time for a rebirth and a renewal.  It is time to be stoked about what you are here to be doing and to have total and utter faith that you CAN do it.  Because you CAN.  Now you also have Neptune, Mercury, Mars and Chiron all lined up in Pisces in your house of TRUTH and all things that can reach far and wide.  This can be where you are starting to share something that is spiritual or healing or empowering or in some way making things easier for others and you will do this online or in some sort of avenue that can reach people from all over.  And Jupiter knows how important this is for you so he's sending a, I'm coming to the party square, from the area of your chart which is all about meditation and connecting with spirit.  This is a big call out that meditation and quieting your mind are the missing ingredients to you finding this faith in yourself.  He demands that you make the time and space of even just 10 minutes a day to just think nothing and instead allow any words or messages or inspiration to come to you through another source.  And when you do this and pass his test, he will send you a jolt of expansive energy that can really take whatever you are doing way out there so that everyone wants a piece of what you got. 


LEO
So this New Moon is all about the other and you are going through a shift which is like having no mirrors in your house. Suddenly you can't keep looking out and focusing mostly on your piece of the puzzle.  You are now in this really clear space of seeing where others are coming from and understanding the mutual dance you are involved in with others.  You are learning more about the truth of your piece, through clearly seeing their piece.  This is to be a time of compromise for you.  You are moving closer to the middle ground in order to meet others half way.  You may even be going through experiences that are teaching you to not give too much or to not give too little but to find that balance point that honors both you and the other.  You will find this healthier position very soon and you will wonder why this was so hard to discover before!  Brilliant!  This will be easier, on you and your heart.  Now something too is going on where you are supposed to focus on your home and your roots arena.  This may be the area where you are finding this new healthy balance and maybe even better defining who you are in relationship to others.  Maybe through all these shifts in life you are understanding your parents more and forgiving them for whatever they couldn't be for you.  Maybe you are choosing to keep that separate and contained while you free yourself up with a bubble around yourself that says THIS IS ME and keeps that separate from the programming or influence that really doesn't have anything to do with you.  Childhood programming was just THEIR stories and they don't have to be ours.  We just tend to take them on because we are so impressionable, but dude, take back the power that is your own life and your own journey.  They can't walk this for you so why try to fit into their shoes.  Now another thing going on is the Neptune, Mercury, Mars and Chiron are all lined up in Pisces and in your house of peeling back layers.  So this is a huge call to take a look inside and to be very compassionate with yourself as you work on facing some wounds that may be affecting your relationships. There are important things hidden here that just have to come to the surface.  And you may find that friends are the ones who are acting as catalysts for this much needed healing but this can also be coming from any group situations where you are like hearing other people out and seeing that you are just like them.  Something about not feeling alone in this issue is what will help you let it go. 


VIRGO
So everything for you at this time is very much focused on your career and what you are here to be doing this time around.  The New Moon in aquarius is in the service to others house, which also includes healing and health, as they are essential for you to really be out there walking your talk.  You have the full power now to really integrate your body into a top vibrating healthy machine.  You know what you need to do to bring about abundant health and you will be focused now on making changes and deciding to do things a little different.  This can also be a time where a certain healing modality took you a few steps forward in progress, before, but now that work will either affect you different in the present times that you have it done, or that work from past times will now finally integrate into your body.  This is for sure to be a ripe time for massive movements in healing, which will then affect your ability to attract and find your path that leads you to feeling so fulfilled from doing the service you are here to do for the peoples.  Now this New Moon is in a lovely t-square with the North Node, destiny, and South Node past.  And this will mean that something you are working on has grown from either your recent travels or any recent learnings or awakenings and they have sort of grounded this knowingness in you that very soon you will be sharing with others.  There are messages you are here to share that NOW finally can be recieved in a way that actually affects other peoples lives.  The key to all this movement though will only shift through you committing to the meditation and connecting to spirit time.  It is a number one thing that you make this space to allow your future moves to come from a higher source.  You are not driving this car any longer, but if you choose to and remain stubborn then you still can but you will get to your destination years from now.  You are to get into the backseat with your notebook and pen and allow spirit to take over the wheel.  You are to be driven now and you will only need to take note of messages coming through and only then are advised to act.  If this means go lay on the Earth for 6 hours or go for a day long hike or go take a 3 hour nap, then go do it. You will get more done in the long run at this time when you surrender to being guided in this other way.  Now relationships are in the picture right now because Neptune, Chiron, Mercury and Mars are all lined up in Pisces having some talks with your closest peoples.  There is still some foggy issues going on but for sure there is much needed healing and others are opening you to some wounds that may be long forgotten. They are pushing your buttons and it is only to open your eyes to these things that need some attention.  Jupiter is also shoving his way into this discussion and he ultimately just wants you to keep it positive and keep it hopeful for the future. This hiccup or road bump plays an important role in you walking these new career shoes, so do not push it aside as the facing of it is what can open some new doors for you.  Keep it real and get it out. 


LIBRA
You have every reason to be feeling awesome right now and if you are not, use the energy of this hopeful New Moon in aquarius to get really clear on what you would like to see happen in your life so that you do feel more joy and happiness from everyday living. If you are looking for a new partner, now is SO the time to make that your intention.  If you are wanting to have a child, they are ready to be conceived now.  If you are looking to see your creativity blossom and expand in the world, or if you are looking to do something that relates to children and creativity, such as through teaching them, then just make that a part of your New Moon wishes.  Those areas are a total green light for you right now!  So this New Moon is in a t-square with the North Node, future destiny, and the South Node, past.  And how this works out for you is that because you have been in this process of peeling back layers to discover your true value and worth, you will now be kind of going to the next level, which means that you will be manifesting things that are of that higher vibration from this next level. Your guides say, very good.  You have been doing very good work, even though it has maybe driven you a little crazy and not felt that good.  This new level involves you using your hands more in the creative process.  You may even find that your hands move differently and this affects your creations.  The focus point of all the energy of the New Moon is with your friends or in any new groups that may be showing up on your path.  You will have more success with these new choices of yours if you join with others and especially if these others are focused on humanity at large.  If they are focusing on the betterment of the world and its peoples, then these are the peoples you need. Most likely this  new path will fall right into your lap, because you are in a very fortunate position right now to just welcome in the bounty, so it doesn't look like you will have to work too hard for this  new opportunity to show up.  Now the beautiful thing is that Neptune, Chiron, Mercury and Mars are all lined up in compassionate Pisces in your service to others house. Now more than ever you are dreaming of finding that particular thing that you are built to do that will benefit others.  This is something healing, compassionate, spiritual and quite possibly something that before was something to be kept hidden and you will be wanting to bring it to the light.  Jupiter is pushing his way into this dance screaming that it has to be about staying positive or instilling hope and that it somehow needs to be about sharing the TRUTH.  Next month is when you will really start to see some new movement in this direction you want to be moving into, so just use the power of this energy now to write what you want to be doing and just spend time visualizing this new thing in as much detail as you can.  Feel the joy and excitement in every cell of your being for this thing that is SO YOU!


SCORPIO
This is a time where all things boil down to home.  With the New Moon in aquarius you are all focused on the comforting thoughts of home and will be very interested in doing something that begin from the home environment.  This would be the best time of the year to really ground a home business and create a solid foundation that will be able to support taking this thing and having it go big time out in the world.  Now the reason I make such a huge declaration is because THIS new moon is special in that it is lined up in a t-square with the North Node, destiny and the future, and the South Node, the past, what we most know as familiar, yet which is tired and done.  So all these layers are coming together and you are leaving a place that is caring about whatever the other one thinks of you and moving into a place of really shining the bright light on yourself being fully open and willing to be who you are no matter who judges you.  Not that Scorpios really care what others think about them, but there is a secret little side of them, and they would never admit this, but they do.  So all of this is on the table and the reason I talk about this being a home business sort of thing is because the relief point of this aspect is up at the highest part of our chart which tends to be referred as your career house.  So you are basically coming into your power and taking care of some business that is home related... and this can also be childhood programming related too, so healing work... and this new powerful you is getting very ready to go out there and show the world what you got.  There is some new umphh behind what you are wanting to create and the reason I say create IS because, oh lucky you, you got Neptune, Mercury, Mars and Chiron all showing up in Pisces right now and lined up in your house of creativity and fun and love and joy of living life to the max!  And these influences are not fleeting.  They are sitting there saying what can we create that is spiritual, very imaginative, full of energetic force and healing.  You won't just create something, you will create something that has this underlying force to it.  Now I will take this further and say since Uranus is in your service to others, health and healing house, you may do something that is hands on healing like.  This would be something that sends healing energy into the product to be received  by the buyer. I do this with my birth charts as I seal them with energy that inspires the possessor of the chart to be infused with the knowing and passion to live their highest purpose.  I encode the words so that when they are read the person cannot NOT be inspired to make their dreams a reality.  So you will be doing something like this with something that you are creating from home.  Gosh don't you totally love this world we live in now!!


SAGITTARIUS
Oh you gosh you have so much that you want to say right now and its like for a while now you were holding things in and couldn't really come up with the right way to say what you were feeling so it just stayed in and maybe had you feeling a little crazy, but  now the floodgates open and you will be able to speak your thoughts in a way that takes in the whole of the situation and all parties involved.   Now most likely this is very home and roots related and quite possibly something that stems back to childhood programming days.  So we have the planets Neptune, Mars, Mercury and Chrion all stacked up in Pisces working together to find a way to compassionately speak what needs to be spoken about in a way that becomes a win win healing situation.  There is a wound there that is keeping you from being as happy and free spirited as you would like to be and basically this has been building for some time, but now there really is a gate opening to help heal some of this pain that is essentially affecting everything else going on in your life.  Jupiter is speaking up and sharing his piece in all this with a compromising square aspect that is coming from your relationships with others. On one hand this means that he really wants you to see the positive in all of this and a way to take something good from it and also he does say that if you do this, in just the right empowering sort of way you will be paving the road for some better quality relationships in your life. This wound that needs your attention once directly addressed in a positive manner can open the doors to more quality and value in your relationships with others.  This feels like when you finally share something that may be painful but then it brings in this wave of relief and ease after it is all done.  Now this speaking thing with the New Moon in aquarius is also coming into and exact t-square with the North Node, the future destiny, and the South Node, the past.  So this thing is something that is actually affecting your health and not in a good way and it may be affecting your chances of living your service to others, keeping you locked in this pattern that is like a plastic wrap around you keeping you from reaching out to touch what you need to touch.  Your messages for how to move forward will come from your quiet meditative moments and you should probably do some channel writing where you just ask something and allow other forces to speak through you and deliver an answer and also the whole relief point of all this pressure is that you just have to TELL THE TRUTH.  You can't hold this in anymore.  You need to expand your horizons. You may want to be going back to school to learn more or you may need to travel just to get out of this space and feel like you are spreading your wings. 


CAPRICORN
With the New Moon showing up at 22 degrees aquarius you are feeling those urges to keep it real and to share whatever it is you are built to share without giving any consideration to what others may think of you.  Your values are actually way ahead of the times and for so many years you've kept your language and thoughts under wraps... kind of shy about sharing what you were really seeing.  And at this important moment Neptune, Mercury, Mars and Chiron have lined up in Pisces and they are screaming to you that is it time to share these words of yours that are focused on healing and spirituality. Now Jupiter too comes into this dance in a compromising sort of fashion, but when this happens it just means his message is coming out even more loud and clear. And he is in your house of service to others and health and healing, so he is saying just do what you are here to do in an optimistic and positive manner and let the rest reveal itself along the way.  Do not look out and see how others are doing it because for real the game out there has changed and I have noticed so many people who have been out there spreading the good word are actually scrambling for business now and wondering why their clientele is teetering off.  It's just that the game has changed.  And you will hear me say it over and over, but the ones driven by money first are losing business and the ones just driven to do what they love to do and to make a difference in others lives are thriving.  Everything is felt now on an energetic level.  So do not waste a moment looking out to others to figure out your next move or your plan to get your messages out. This is a brand new playing field.   Just do what you love, make it positive and inspirational and for your sign particularly, it has to be something of great depth.  It needs to be something that is psychological in nature maybe, or sexual healing maybe,  but for sure something that has long ago been kept hidden and something that was not to be spoken about.  Your job now is to speak about the unspeakables and to shine the light into that dark so that it is not so scary anymore.   The more we talk about things like sexual abuse and eating disorders the more they become not that big of a deal and easier to heal. 


AQUARIUS
Sweet Peas!!  This is YOUR New Moon!! This is the lights shining right on you and they are asking you what it will take to feel more like the TRUE you. This is your time to dream huge in any area of your life where you want to expand and become larger than life.  This is the time to really look back and see  how far you have come but then switch gears to focusing on where you would like to go this year.  Now what is really cool is that all these planets in Pisces have lined up in Neptune, Mars, Mercury and Chiron and they are really wanting you to be doing something with your hands and some thing that is all about defining your value system in a way that is sort of fantasy and fairy tale driven.  If writing a book is part of your dream then intend that to be completed this year.  You may be wanting to share something that is spirituality based and something that  speaks of walking with these higher vibrating values that take in all of humanity into consideration.  If this sounds like you, then please put this on your new moon wishes list for what you intend to accomplish this year.  The gates are wide open for you to do this sort of thing.  Jupiter is also coming in to speak his mind and he just asks that whatever this thing is that you are planning on creating, he says just make it positive and inspirational and do it with love.  The New Moon is showing up at 22 degrees aquarius which also lines it up with the North Node, destiny and South Node, the past.  This is why this New Moon is so important for you because your authentic expression is ready to be revealed to the world and it is really like you have dealt with your past and made your peace with it all and now can focus on where you would like to take this body of yours that is full of so much more wisdom BECAUSE of what you have been through and the focus point in all of this is in your relationships with others. What you are doing is FOR others.  What you will share is FOR others. What you will create is FOR others.  And now you just need to ask the New Moon energies to fill you with confidence in yourself so that you can go out there with no doubt of your special and high vibrating abilities and change this world like you were built to do.  


PISCES
Oh lovey Pisces.  This is SO your time.   The energy in the world right now is so all about Pisces because we have Neptune, Mercury, Mars and Chiron in your sign.  Now you all know that Pisces can be the most loving and compassionate and giving sign EVER or, they can be the most pitiful, sad and poor me, EVER.  Jupiter is shooting all those planets his love from the square positioning, which is all about the compromise.  This is him saying, please my fairy tale dreamers, please see the positive in whatever is happening in your world now.  Please see the rainbows and see the potential that could possibly come out of any sadness or chaos in your world now.  Please see EVERYTHING in its highest possible light.  And it is important to hold this space of hope and faith in your future because the New Moon is at 22 degrees aquarius, in your house of quiet retreat and mediation and connecting with spirit, but it is in a t-square with the North Node, your destiny, and the South Node, your past.  I love that this New Moon is in aquarius because that is about hope for humanity, and coming together exactly with our individual destinies and our past is so all about letting the old past leave our bodies and consciousness, as we see whatever was there as a strength and gift to be able to walk into our futures and be and embody our destinies.  We had to have THAT to be THIS here NOW.  But now is the time to let it sort of drift off and not be so important so we can focus on living our future dreams.  This is why EVERYONE is awakening to only wanting to follow their purpose and that which feeds their heart and soul.   Healing is on the table for you right now. You are to focus on all quiet meditative moments as there is much healing to be occurring in your life at this time.  You can expect some tears and to feel some massive movement in your bodies, where before it was blocked and you couldn't figure out how to make things right.  Your purpose is on the line here and healing is an important step in getting you closer to your dreams.  Allow down time for now as you will be shaking and moving come next month when the New Moon is all about YOU. 

A woman on the radio talks about revolution
When it's already passed her by
Bob Dylan didn't have this to sing about you
You know it feels good to be alive

I was alive and I waited, waited
I was alive and I waited for this

Right here, right now, there is no other place I wanna be
Right here, right now, watching the world wake up from history

I saw the decade in, when it seemed
The world could change at the blink of an eye
And if anything then there's your sign

I was alive and I waited, waited
I was alive and I waited for this
Right here, right now

I was alive and I waited, waited
I was alive and I waited for this

Right here, right now, there is no other place I wanna be
Right here, right now, watching the world wake up from history

Oh yes you have!  You have been waiting for this very moment and now as our lovely, positive, inspirational, expansive Jupiter begins his journey back into forward motion, you will begin to wake from a deep sleep and move forward in relation to the house affairs of where Jupiter is sitting in transit in your chart.   So you will need your birth chart to get a completely accurate reading.

You are going to want to find where you have 6 degrees Gemini in your chart and this is what Gemini looks like ♊

For example my 6th house cusp is at 10 degrees Gemini, so I will first read about Jupiter in the 5th house and then in about 7 weeks Jupiter will be at 10 degrees Gemini, so it will then move into my 6th house and be there for several more months.

You too will most likely be reading about 2 or more house placements down below and this is where all his good fortune and expansiveness will sit  for 6 more months.  This is where you want to focus your attention for growth and expansion in your life. This is where the doors are open for you, so you might as well focus there instead of focusing where your doors are still closed.  And know, that big things will tend to happen when he leaves one house and starts to move into the next one.  Jupiter especially will always bestow upon you a benefitial gift when he is done with his work in each house. 

♥ If you don't know where your 6 degrees Gemini is, leave a comment below with your birth data and I will look it up for you

♥ And also I have gotten several requests from my lovely readers like YOU, asking that I  start teaching transit readings so that you can understand more details about what will be happening to you depending on how the planets are moving through the sky and how they directly affect your individual chart.  So I am working on a class program so I can teach you to do what I am doing here! 

♥ Oh I also finally started a forum on this website so you can go join and share your awakening stories with others or share your artwork or poetry or goods you are creating to make a living here!  So go introduce yourself and meet each other!  Share your goods so we can support you here!  And personally I am looking for some wonderful organic body products, like salt scrubs and such... so share them here, so I can buy, and promote!  Go here to find this!

♥ Oh and also the artist of our lovely picture today is from a girl named MCM and she is a reflector, just like Kinsey, with no energy centers defined and she may be sharing some of her brilliant work with us soon here.  YAY!  I would also like to start only using pictures on my horoscopes that come from YOU ALL, you gifted artists.... so let me figure out a way for you to start sharing them with me...

♥ AND I have included a poem from a beautiful Indigo being by the name of Michele Fawcett.  Go down below the horoscopes to check out this lovely poem called RAINBOWS



Now I want you all to first be very gentle with yourselves at this time. It is as if you have been sitting in a meditative position for 4 months and are now moving into action.  Your knees are going to be a little sore, your body is going to be a little slow moving and you may be a little grumpy.  This is like getting out of bed and instantly having to be on the go.  Not many people handle that well as they need time to adjust and drink some coffee.  So trust that when some not so fun days appear around now, it is only the adjustment to these new wide open expansive forward motion energies available to us now.  It can kind of feel too like sky diving and how you go up in the plane but then when the doors open and you are suppose to leap off into this really amazing experience, you tend to get a little nervous and won't think you are ready yet!

Also realize that no matter what, you are always where you should be for YOU, and I need to correct my style of writing at times because I have that Indigo warrioress force in my writings and so sometimes you may need to take me with a grain of salt because I will write in a way that expects you to be right up here in line utilizing the energies to the max.  But sometimes we have to fall back for very good reasons and if ever my words sting or make you feel like something is wrong with you, then please know that is not at all my intentions.  My destiny is called Provoking For Spirit and it is only to move you, but I do not want to make you feel set apart in a bad way.  I do what you to feel set apart in a good way, though.  Because you are in a place that the masses do not even understand yet and that is special.  And it is my desire to be this safe space where you are free to just be yourself even if you aren't just yet feeling the love and are still a little in the Old world working on releasing some density and old habits.  So please see me as that coach that you have a love/hate relationship with.  If I am pushing you too far and wanting you to jump out that airplane door and leap into an amazing future or run 1000 laps around the track, just know I am doing this for you and so that you can soar, not so that you can feel like a loser and left out.  My intentions are only to provide the tools for you to be up here in front, with a smile on your face, and joy in your heart, with giggles so readily being revealed and a mission that is lived, on purpose. 

Love,
KV

JUPITER IN HOUSE 1 Gemini or Gemini Rising
Okay so this one will really be affecting how you feel about yourself. So when Jupiter went retrograde 4 months ago it was in the needing compromise position of the opposition of the Pluto and North Node midpoint.  This is saying that you had to take another view of how you see yourself and what you most likely saw is that you were still in need of some transformation and density clearing. When Jupiter at first entered Gemini and was in forward motion, you were like, hells yea, I rock!  Everything felt in pretty forward motion and rolling right along, and then the wheels screeched to a stop and its like the placement of the halt landed right in front of  a mirror.  And this mirror was looking deep within and not just on the surface.  Suddenly you started to feel a little unsure of yourself and your path and your choices. Suddenly, oh no what have I done??  But this was all in order as something about how you were seeing yourself was just not in a high enough light.  Actually sweetheart, its not that you rock, its that you rule!  You are better than how you see yourself.  You actually  make yourself kind of smaller than you are and Jupiter now has moved forward and has implanted in you a bright light that is going to send out your image in 10 fold magnitude.  You are suddenly going to be like the Godzilla, but in an attractive and delightful way.  Jupiter wants you to feel larger than life, and not only on the surface but deep inside too.  He sent you back into an insecure state so that you could actually see that you no longer need to carry those dense vibrations.  Those insecurities aren't always present in our actions, but if they still reside in us, then they always show up in our energy and our manifestations.  If we still have those insecurities then how can we manifest an honoring love partner or highest expression of our career visions.  So you just got out of a deep cleaning job.  Your carpets are clean now and you can feel good about allowing guests to come over and judge you from how awesome your house looks. You should be feeling lighter and Jupiter over the next six months is really going to polish your image and have you feeling pretty dang awesome about all you are doing, and pretty dang satisfied with who you are.  Opportunities will start to come to you again, due to you letting go of some of those useless insecurities and for the next six months, what you are mostly going to be saying is I AM SO LUCKY!!!  So get ready.  Open your eyes because the arrows of good fortune are shooting your way now.  And you won't have this sort of bulls eye head for another 12 years, so get out the net and catch them all! 


JUPITER IN HOUSE 2 Taurus or Taurus Rising
So guess what!  This is the money house and when Jupiter comes here for a visit he blesses you with many opportunities to expand your money making abilities.  So what you probably noticed 4 months ago was that some of that money flow came to a bit of a halt.  It was coming in quite smoothly and then it probably more felt like it was only going out.  So what happened is that when Jupiter went retrograde in the first week of October 2012, he was sitting right at the opposite degree of the midpoint between Pluto and the North Node.  This means that in order for you to receive the bounty of good fortune, you first had to go back and examine some of the workings within your mind and how you view money.  Something was in need of transformation and it was something that was very psychological and buried deep.  You may have felt a little insecure during this time and like you don't really deserve to NOT struggle.  You may have been holding onto a thought pattern that was keeping you in a limited state, or at least one that repeats itself by constantly coming up with something that has to drain your funds.  You may say something like, if it wasn't this, it was that or there is always something.  You may actually be keeping the door open for funds to have to keep going out, through this expectant sort of way of looking at things.  So you are learning to not expect catastrophes or losses or constant repairs or there always being something.  You are to now to shift into a space of there is UNLIMITED MONEY. If you can just always focus on the flow of IN as a constant and not put any emphasis on all the OUT, then the IN can WIN and take over the out.  Jupiter also loves for you to be using your hands when he visits this house.  He wants you to be creative with your hands and he wants you to  create something with your hands so that it provides value for you and others.  This is when you may take up a new craft and you will find that you delve totally into it and everything else in your life smooths out and becomes pretty uneventful as you flow on the high of meditative creating.  You are also going to be shifting your value system as you upgrade to one that more represents this more evolved you.  You will be changing certain things that years ago were totally acceptable, but now, you just won't be able to tolerate them and you won't want to take them in your system.  This can be like awakening to the food you put in your body, or the people you take in your space, or the avenues of escape that you used to be addicted to.  You are changing and you are evolving and you are determined to be the best possible example to yourself and others. 


JUPITER IN HOUSE 3 Aries or Aries Rising
Okay so this one is going to be focused around your communications. And what happened back in October is that when Jupiter went retrograde it was in the opposition point of the midpoint of Pluto and the North Node which was sitting in your 9th house of truth and spreading a message and all things long distance and foreign.  So something was not operating in the highest truth, maybe with someone who does not live near you but who is special to you.  So you were basically on this journey with someone or with something that is related to something global, like the internet or your blog and you were stopped from going any further at the moment because something needed to get straightened out and on a more healthy balanced path.  Something may have been hidden from you or you may have found that with this person or thing that no words were able to flow out of you.  You may have had so much going on in your mind but the truth of the matter couldn't come out of your mouth or onto the paper.  This could have been something like writers block or it could have been the exact opposite where you were writing in your journal like mad feeling like this was the only way you could process stuff.   This most likely was total miscommunications and inability to hear each other out or to clearly make your point.  You would have found yourself walking away and then coming up with a response always feeling like you wish you could have said this or that or said it it in this other way.  There was probably also a bit of a negative nilly going on to where it was just  not so easy to see the good in things and more natural to feel like things just weren't going your way.  You may have been dwelling more in a negative state of mind seeing all that has gone "wrong" and finding it more difficult to see all the blessings.  If this was the case for you, then that surely was depleting and didn't feel so good.  But now, Jupiter moves forward here!  Now that is all going to change and you will probably hardly remember how difficult it just was to express your truths.  Now the floodgates are open and you are ready to share. You will be able to talk to anyone where once there was difficulty and now you will be able to get your point across in a way that is a win win for all parties.  This is like silver tongue.  For the next 6 months you will be a total smooth talker and a more hopeful one at that.  After Jupiter really gets into forward motion, as that takes a week or so, but then you will feel all that negative mental disruptive argumentative energy die away.  It's kind of like Jupiter was going back into your mental state to find those very things and when he found them, he made them larger.  So any hidden negative wirings still in place in your mind were made ten times larger and that surely did not feel good to you.  But now you know that the things that you were bitching about or pissed over or fed the fuck up about are actually the things you need to transform into a higher love and acceptance vibration.  All that Jupiter found was a whole bunch of lies anyway that you have been holding onto and truthfully they do not even match who you want to be.  So be thankful that you now know what to transform within your mind.  And now or very soon the grumpy pants fog will lift and you will fall in love with life again.  Now it will be sunshiny and you will be smiling and loving who you are and loving how your life is going.  You will be able to speak your truth and share your words and you will feel like a completely different person ...THANKS to Jupiter and the malware cleansing mental program you just went through. 


JUPITER IN HOUSE 4 Pisces or Pisces Rising
HOME is where it is at.  Home is where your opportunities will give birth.  This is one of those fortunate positions for anyone who is wanting to have a very successful home business.  So if you are wanting to do something from home, then start planning that now.  But mostly likely you already have had these ideas peculating about how to make a living from something home based and when Jupiter when retrograde back in October you were kind of stopped in your tracks because there were some elements to this big picture that you were missing.  So Jupiter went backwards at the exact moment of hitting the opposition of the Pluto and North Node midpoint which truly points to the fact that you had to go back and do some clearing work on yourself before you could really provide the healthy and grounded foundation of this home based idea.  You have to admit the person you are today, with the direction you are feeling now, is not even the same as how you were 4 or 5 months ago, right?  And like right now, you are INSPIRED.  You are like, okay, I can do this and I will do that, and then down the road, I will expand into this, through the avenue of that... and on and on. You have yourself a plan that is really pretty brilliant and over the next 6 months it will evolve into something that will really kind of blow your mind.  Especially because next you move into the 5th house, of abundant creative juices galore, and then the 6th house, which is walking your service to others.  So right now you are laying down this really healthy foundation that will be able to sustain where you want to take this dream.  So go slow, don't feel like you have to rush but USE these energies. KNOW this IS the area for you to focus on right now.  It is ALL about HOME.  And also, there is attention that will be needed on the roots of your life, so like your childhood conditioning.  This will be an excellent 6 months to really get in there and see where there are some weak links that are keeping you from having a total solid foundation. All weak links have to be healed and seen in the positive. All that was before seen as a negative needs to now be turned around and over and seen as a strength.  So for example, maybe something was kept from you in childhood, such as love, or cuddling or free use of your ability to communicate and NOW you are to see how living in that lack, made you learn how to express this thing in its abundant form.  Living without cuddles is going to really make you want to be a total cuddler as an adult, to make up for lost time. So whatever is down there in your roots that was not healthy, you are to bring in some healing energy and make it right and make it feel like it is an abundant and alive thing. 


JUPITER IN HOUSE 5 Aquarius or Aquarius Rising
So you are going to be having more fun than anyone else in the zodiac because this is the house of love and creativity and children and joy and aliveness.  YES!  Once again the aquarians are the lucky ones.  So this will be 6 more months of massive creativity where you will be delving into projects and operating with this sort of non stop stamina and with no shortage of bright ideas.  So what happened 4 months ago was that Jupiter went retrograde at 16 degrees Gemini at the opposition of the midpoint of Pluto and the North Node.  So this is very important and it speaks of needing to go back and redo something that will bring total happiness and joy into your life, after we do some sort of transformational work that relates to our destiny.  And you should know what I mean by looking back at the last 4 months.  Things came up to the surface for the purpose to purify you so that you can sustain this creative based, or child related venture, or romantic situation to its highest peak.  And seriously on the day it went retrograde there were like 4 grand crosses.  For real it was like a gate opening.  And you had to stop in your tracks on the path you were walking in order to go back and find another path that was actually more honoring of your gifts and what you are here to do.  One thing that is totally cool about this placement is that it tends to bring an old love back into the picture. This may be someone that you were with before and you guys could never get your shit together and now you will be eye to eye.  So get ready for many ex's to be looking you up. Also this  may be that in the last 7 or so months you met someone and felt a special connection, but things never really took off and NOW or over the next half year you will bump into each other again and it will totally be on.  For sure, no doubt, though that this is the time to seriously fall in crazy mad love.  This is the time to be giddy and childlike in love with someone.  Also this is the time to get pregnant, which is pretty expansive like Jupiter, huh.  So if you are looking to get pregnant the first time you guys have sex, it sure could happen. If you are not, use some caution for a while because baby is ready to be created at this time.


JUPITER IN HOUSE 6  Capricorn or Capricorn Rising
Okay Cappie, this is a dream come true for you, because on one hand this relates to your service to others.  This means for the last several months you have really been focused on how to truly be living out in the world so that you are seen and utilized for your amazing gifts.  Your inner focus has been on yearnings and dreamings of how to really make your purpose your main thread in life.  And what really birthed this yearning sort of thing and single minded focus is that when Jupiter went retrograde in the first days of October at 16 degrees Gemini, it was at the opposition of the Pluto and North Node midpoint.  This relates to your destiny and to your transformational gifts for the world, but you were stopped in your tracks because there was something you were missing about the path you were on.  You may have been in the wrong job or in a wrong mindset about your health condition.  And since this house is so about health and healing,  most likely you had to go back to rest and heal some garbage that was in your system, kind of like doing preventative drain cleaning so as to not wait until it was totally clogged and stopping all water from moving through.  You had a slow drain, but it wasn't completely clogged and Jupiter went in to do some much needed clearing work.  And what is really cool about having Jupiter in this house is that over the next 6 months you basically have a free pass to the gym, with a free personal trainer and the guarantee that whatever you do to get into shape and to be a healthier person will have doubling affects. Jupiter wants you healthy and fit.  Jupiter is focusing on getting you in tip top shape.  So if this is where  you are at mentally, then the power of this planet is your sidekick coach giving you all the support and stamina you need.  This will be the best time in 12 years for you to really get in shape and feel totally alive with abundant health.   Just do it!  It will seem almost effortless at this time. YES!  And this is important too because your health is linked together with how you are being received out in the world.  Your energy has to be healthy and high vibrating in order to go out there and attract your dream job or dream career expression.  But do know, THIS is when you find an awesome job that will totally feel like home.  These next 6 months is when you find the perfect job and perfect health.  But you do have to put in some effort here, so don't let it only reside in dream world, this one takes foot work.  And concerning your job and work environment, know that in 3 years time, the efforts you are putting in now will take you to heights that are pretty unimaginable and totally dream come true.  So focus in the best area for you. Only do what you love and leave anything that makes you feel less than or fatigued.  This job of yours should make you feel ALIVE so that you bounce out of bed in the morning stoked to do your thing.  If you don't have that yet, get straight on what you would like your job to look like and it will find you in the next 6 months.  Sometimes we have to be in something that feels a bit wrong and out of balance in order to get clearer on what we really want.


JUPITER IN HOUSE 7 Sagittarius or Sagittarius Rising
So my lovely Sagittarians.  This Jupiter forward energy is going to send some serious focused vibes into your one on one relationships with others.  So you were already going in what seemed to be an obvious direction with your partner, although this also crosses over to basically anyone you do close one on one work with, but things seemed on path and going in a certain direction and then last October hit and it may have felt like suddenly a wall appeared to stop you from going any further.  Now what happened was Jupiter needed to pull back his energies because something was not operating in a sort of fashion that would lead to the expansiveness that Jupiter desires for you.  It's like you were about to cut the ribbon to wrap the present but he could already tell that you didn't guesstimate enough length of ribbon and he stopped you before you went through the whole process to find out at the end that it was too short.  So you were about to cut the ribbon and suddenly the scissors disappeared.  Now the reason you were stopped in your tracks actually has more to do with you as Jupiter was sitting exactly at the opposite point of the Pluto and North Node midpoint.  That is very important and this relates to something within you that was still in the chrysalis stage of transformation and this somehow relates to what you are to do doing as your purpose in this lifetime.  So there was something about you that was still evolving and becoming this powerhouse, and the time to join with another, or even take the focus off of you was not to be allowed.  This could be seen as you were in a room getting bodywork done and your partner decides to come in when you are on the table and discuss plans for dinner.  It's kind of like, can this wait?  Things were going in the WE direction but when Jupiter went retrograde it threw you back into ME, for the purpose of becoming a better ME combing with WE when Jupiter decided to go direct, which is where he is at now.  So you needed some space to digest some new bits of information, most likely coming from deep within your own soul.  And NOW, and for the next few months you will able to communicate better with partners and especially relating to boundary issues, but you just will be much clearer with stating what you need and also how much you can give.  After this 5 month backwards trek you should be much clearer about who you are in relation to who they are.  And this is essential because in a few months you will move into the 8th house of serious deep cleaning house work and this is where you want to be clear on what is yours and what is theirs, because had Jupiter not gone backwards when he did, you may have just projected what was actually yours onto others and then that defeats the whole growth process.  So this is a journey you are on right now and you are taking care of business with these baby steps that really are leading you to a much healthier and more satisfying position in life.  And trust me, that in a little over 2 years time you are going to be in this whole other space that could not even be if not for the work that you are, and have been doing this past year.  So honor the growth you are walking and know you are heading up this mountain, but there is a lot of fog up there so you can't really see how far you still have to go, but you should be able to glance down and see how far you have come. Let that be your inspiration to keep on keeping on.  Up there is still an unrevealed mystery, but ooooh I can see it for you and it will be divine!  You are shifting right along into a very busy and productive and creatively inspired times. 


JUPITER IN HOUSE 8  Scorpio or Scorpio Rising
So.  Four months ago in the first week of October, Jupiter screeched to a halt at the exact opposition of the Pluto and North Node midpoints. This was meaning that there was the need to stop in your tracks and to do a bit of an inner cleansing of things that relate to your material world.  You may have been focused on the material and feeling that that is where the value juice of life lived.  Whatever you were doing, in October, Jupiter came to a halt to mark that point like a male dog, saying wait a minute, you need more depth here. You need to be doing something that has more magik and depth and power to it.  This is also going to relate to something you are doing with your hands.  But ultimately the last 4 months was to awaken you to the need of bringing in the elements into whatever you are wanting to be doing.  Also there was the need to tweak something in your deep psychological nature that was holding onto some sort of old pattern, maybe even past life pattern, that is keeping you locked in this sort of energetic vibe that is not able to spread out as far as it can and will when you do let go of this pattern.  You are like a metal spring being kept held back because of this wrong way of thinking, that is deeply in there and not so easy to access.  But these words struck a cord in you and you know of these thoughts that you are sending out there to be manifested, even though you know they are the very things that keep you locked in a more limited state than what you actually deserve.   This is a great mirror time too for you as this is placement learns through others. So another clue can be that the things you find annoying about others somehow relates to what you need to look at.  This thing in your deep hidden thoughts needs to rise to the surface, you need to take a really good look at it and see how grotesque it really is and mismatching to the vibration you wish to spread out into the world, and then you need to throw it into the fire, to be burnt into ashes, so that a new higher way can rise to the surface and out of you.   This needs to occur right now and there is no time to waste.  This is get real time and get rid of it time.  Jupiter in YOUR house, because Scorpio rules this house anyway, and now moving forward can change your life overnight!  He wants to spread you far and wide and out there and huge.  He wants to expand the depth of you so that no matter what, your presence and impact is felt to the core in every human who graces your life. He wants to bestow upon you magikal powers and gifts.  He wants to awaken you to how rich your whole life expression can feel and how on purpose your life can be.  And these gifts to you are at the top of his to do list for the next 6 months. So get ready to make a really big impact... but that impact will only be matched by the transformation of all darkness within that actually is only holding you back from your much deserved bounty.  It is time to lighten up. 


JUPITER IN HOUSE 9 Libra or Libra Rising
So this is a very good time my loves.  Jupiter started to show you some forward motion last year in relation to things like going back to school or sharing some sort of message or doing some kind of travel, which could be of the mind or of the body, and what happened was you were like, YES, this is what I want to do and then, Jupiter decided to pull out the steam and force you to stop and think again.  This came last October, where you suddenly were back to saying, well, maybe, or maybe not, when before you were like oh hell yea.  So what happened is that Jupiter knew this was very important, this journey you are very close to taking, and he decided to stop at the exact opposite position of the Pluto and North Node midpoint.  This forced you to kind of go back into early childhood memories and to discover on your own that there were some important nuggets of happenings back then that relate to your destiny this time around and also something that needs massive transforming and transmutation.  This could also relate to something with siblings or close age relationships.  Also what you discovered over these past months is that what you are here to share is VERY important and something that totally ties in with your whole life expression.  You will suddenly go, aha!, I am doing THIS as my purpose this time around, because of THAT.  There is an element of truth to what is being revealed to you.  It will most likely feel like something that is SO obvious, but something that before you couldn't really see, as it almost felt too simple. But now it is so clear that you are BUILT to do this thing and now that Jupiter is in forward motion you are fired up to the first degree. You are READY!  You are like BRING IT!  And now you get to take those next steps into your destiny and they most likely involve some sort of new learning or some sort of new vamping or branching out with what you have already been working on.  It's one of those things that years ago just couldn't be revealed to you, but now you have done the work, are keeping it real, are seeing life with these new eyes and you are stoked.  And what is really so exciting is that in a few months time Jupiter stands tall and proud in the highest point of your chart which is your career.  That will be when all this work you are doing now starts to open up all these opportunities, like hella, trust me, there will be no shortage for a whole year, but they will open doors for you in your career and most likely the doors will be very caring and nurturing oriented.  So sweet one.  Enjoy this ride and just take in all the sites right now and jump on ALL things that light you up and feel really good.  Open your mind to making connections with others and with learning all you can right now.  You are in a serious learning time and don't worry about thinking you have to figure out anything, you don't, you just need to ride and see what you can learn along the way.   This can be seen as a time when you are still the student but that you are learning experiences in order to eventually be the teacher or master, in some form.  All those people who are the masters of their art did not start as the authority, you know, they had to walk all those steps to learn what they were here to do. 



JUPITER IN HOUSE 10 Virgo or Virgo Rising
All righty now.  Lift off is so very close for you, so you best get buckled in and get ready for the ride of your dreams.  Jupiter has new resumed forward motion in your Career house. This is probably the best news you could hear, as I have noticed in my readings that people don't come to me to wonder when they will find their partner anymore, it is instead always focused on, when will I find my dream career, when will I be living my purpose, and what is my purpose this time around.  The focus has so shifted as we are awakening to wanting to live our service for the peoples and wanting to really feel happy and satisfied from doing whatever our work may entail.  We are no longer satisfied with just working a j.o.b. to pay the bills, we want to LOVE what we do and we want to make a difference.  It makes me think too about how 25 years ago, the majority of college students were going for very practical degrees, with only a handful or art or fashion design students, where as now, probably the majority want to go for creative degrees.  Things are evolving and we can't just be with someone because they are there, and we can't just do a job because we are expected to do it or our family lineage has always done it.  We want to do something that lights up our heart and we just won't settle for anything less than.  So knowing that the most positive and expansive planet is sitting in your career house, should have you smiling and feeling pretty hopeful.  Expansion is on the table.  Massive growth is the potential.  So the past 4 months Jupiter was going backwards over your career dreams and was doing some reworking of the plans you were planning on implementing.  There was a lot to be rewritten and rewired.  There were cracks in the structure that needed to be healed and the cracks were going all the way back to your childhood days or to some sort of programming that you were clinging onto for dear life but that just wasn't operating for your highest well being. You had to let this thing go that you were used to, to make way for this total new expression.  Basically, had he not gone back to make these adjustments you would only be able to get about as half as far as you are going to be going.  Imagine that you had to go backwards to go get a full tank of gas, whereas before you only had a half tank. Now you are up at F and getting ready to soar with many opportunities that will truly be beyond your wildest dreams.  You have NO idea what is in store, but you have every reason to be really stoked.  They are going to take notice of you and little things will happen with like someone noticing you and then mentioning you to another, or writing about you, or whatever, will lead to all theses other more expansive opportunities.  So just keep working on getting that foundation sturdy and cleaned out of all garbage so that it can sustain this growth.  You HAVE to do this other work down below, to be able to handle all the business that is coming your way. And one thing that is really cool is that you are going to be connecting all these dots from these opportunities that come and they will really help you see why you were doing this one thing way back when, or how had you not done that one thing, then this other thing could not have even happened.  You will be looking back and seeing that OF course, that is WHY you can jump on these opportunities that are set to arrive.  The only rule is that you don't want to get too big headed and thinking you are all that, because I have been watching a lot of documentaries lately on people who made it big time, or at least with amazing opportunities dropping in their lap and they all end up losing them and practically end the story with nothing.  But the common denominator with them all is that they aren't grateful and they all think it will last forever.  So you need to spend every day giving thanks for the opportunities that come your way and ALSO always be dreaming and working on keeping this flow alive.  Don't think this is IT and that is all.  You have to keep this ball rolling for it to continue in your future.  But, nonetheless you are hooked up and everyone will see that about you. 


JUPITER IN HOUSE 11 Leo or Leo Rising
So this is another place that Jupiter is SO happy.  Jupiter loves this house because it relates to things like friends and groups and everything that contributes to benefiting the whole.  So what happened 4 months ago was that Jupiter went retrograde at the opposition of the Pluto and North Node midpoint which was sitting in your happiness, romantic love and creativity house.  At that point you were stopped from going further on your path as something there was in need of a restructuring and rebuild.  You were going along thinking things would work out and be okay, but actually a total transformation needed to occur before you were allowed to move forward once again.  Something with your heart has needed an extra look over.  Something with your destiny NEEDS you to look closer at your hearts functionings and drives to get things all oiled and lubed and on just the right track.  You also have been learning much from friends as some have maybe needed to fall away as they don't really resonate with this new way that your heart works.  You are moving into universal heart space of one love land and it is essential that you stopped in your tracks to see where you do not function with the highest authenticity that takes in all sides and all beings as equally important.  But NOW as Jupiter moves forward here and for the next 6 months, your heart is going to swell with happiness.  You are going to feel more connected with friends and you will possibly manifest even more into your life who feel like family and where your energies are just totally right on.  These new friends will really help you expand your life as there will be nothing contracting about them. They will not encourage you to follow through on bad habits or waste your life away through escaping.  These new friends have goals and wishes and they want to DO something important this time around.  You will be joining with them and they will fill your life with excitement and gusto for living life to the max.  Doors are going to fly open because of these new friends, and also it may be groups you join with too.  Whatever it is, whoever they are, they are going to change your life.  Now one thing that is so fantastic about this placement is that this is the house of wishes and this is the space of where you really want to get clear about focusing on everything you want to see coming into your life.  This is the dreaming for beautiful things, house.  And with Jupiter here?  How can it get any better than that?  Jupiter will expand every single thing you wish for.  Jupiter is here to make everything bigger and better. So, go crazy with one.  Remember there are no more limits in place anymore except the ones you dream up in your mind.  So wish for the most unimaginable things.  Also you may be getting very interested in discovering your true purpose over the next 6 months. You will have a yearning inside of really wanting to do something that affects others.  You are ready to give back and share messages and educate the people.  And truthfully, all you have to do is intend it at this time.  State what you want to be doing, or state that you want to know what it is that you are built to do and it WILL come to you.  No worries when Jupiter is in the 11th house.  Just ask and you will receive.
 

JUPITER IN HOUSE 12 Cancer or Cancer Rising
So this one will start to break through some solid dams where you knew you needed to be focused into these arenas of these hidden area healings, yet you couldn't make any progress.  This makes me think of my water pipes right now because they have been frozen underground for a week or so and allowing no water at all to move through yet today they started to dribble water.  Finally something has thawed enough to allow the water to start to move, and this is how it is for you.  Some tears are going to start flowing and they will carry sad memories of your past yet also joys for how awesome it is to be alive, here, now in this beautiful world of ours.  You will be feeling more spiritual and connected to it all.  Suddenly you will feel so much joy in your heart in every day things that you do.  A smile from some stranger will totally open your heart to seeing how we are all so connected and just trying to live our lives and find that golden nugget of happiness.  What is making this feel so special to you is because when Jupiter went retrograde back in the first days of October, it was at the opposition point of the Pluto and North Node midpoint.  This was awakening you to something hidden deep inside of you that was in need of transformation so that you can continue on unimpeded on your path of destiny.  The last 4 months opened this door in your consciousness for the need of more healing and if the dam was not revealed yet, it certainly will be soon.  Breaking through this area of stagnation is going to feel so amazing to you as you will certainly be feeling a sort of coming alive again newness.  And perfectly timed with spring arriving.  You are also going to be connecting more with spirit and making meditation a daily part of your life.  You are encouraged to start your day, every day, in meditation as the gates are wide open for you now to easily connect with your guides and with the angels.  These are times for you where the messagers will be showing up in all forms to speak to you. The cloud formations will speak to you.  Heart rocks will be showing up everywhere to speak to you.  The animals will be showing up to speak to you.  This is the best time ever to really spend time alone and in silence as there is so much that is waiting to be shared with you.  But you have to be silent and you have to be in that expectant state, like when you are trying to hear what someone is saying but they are talking really quiet, but you know that what they are saying is very important.  This is how you are to be for the next 6 months... always expecting a hidden message that is there to open you to living a more spiritual and soul aligned life. 



♥  Rainbows
by Michele Fawcett
www.dreamingdilettante.com 

I sit in the rainbow colored light
     immersed in knowing
Heart full, eyes closed
     yet still seeing
I am connected to you

Heart longing to burst forth
     a prism, casting rainbows on the world
A world immersed in fear
     hearts sad, eyes open

Yet seeing nothing

Drips of color fall on their hands
in their hair
on their eye lashes
landing at their feet

They brush them off
and complain about the gray

Withdrawn for a century or two
I hibernated in your love
drank you tea
and knew, I knew nothing

Pouring out my ignorance I let you refill me
rebuild me
from the inside out
opposite of how things are
make the outside pretty
ignore the inside
no one sees it anyway

Until now.

Now, up is down, black is white
the Willy Wonka ride has started

Be open
for the rainbows are coming

I just love how the Universe works. 

So I was asking, like I do, for guidance on what inspiration I will express for this Full Moon and last night I was getting the strong message that I  need to express to the peoples that even when they arrive in the New World Energies, not so fun things still happen.  I was coming in from a hike with dogs and was saying in my head about how the car still breaks down, we still get flat tires, we still get fired, things still come to an end, we still have to wait in line,  and people still tragically die. We still have the layers of Old World life, but the difference comes in how we deal with them. 

So I was thinking about how I would express this, and seriously, I spend so much of my life inner dialoging topics for this blog!  Every night when I go on these hikes I talk out loud about what I am going to write. (smile)  To an onlooker it may appear as if someone is always with me, but usually I am alone, with dogs, and I always say dogS, plural now, since I have become the den mother of all the neighborhood dogs.  But anyway, to the point...

So the difference in the new energy space is that now things will roll off of us a little quicker.  We may get worked up in the moment, but we just can't hold onto those feelings any more.  We don't buy into being a victim or seeing things as mistakes. Something is shifting dramatically in us so that no matter what, it is all kind of okay and we can deal with it.  I had the image in my mind last night of the Eagle who sees the true whole picture and doesn't dwell on the dramas of the very moment and I believe we are becoming these majestic birds.  And whats really cool is that you will already be recognizing this and how things aren't such a big deal any more. This is happening naturally and energetically.

So another message that then came during dinner was that during these shiftings of moving into literally a new space with this New World is that we are tested in a way.  And I was hesitating around the word test, because it isn't so much a test as it is a rite of passage.  It is like when we meet someone and at first we are so in love and this is the ONE and then we start to see things a little clearer and start to question if this really is what we are seeing or if we are glossing over things from the whole high of new love expressions. 

So we are entering this new space that feels exactly like new love and the first new days of spring after a dark and chilly winter.  And then things will start to happen to show us how different things are with this New World and with our abilities to deal with the facts of living a human existence.  These days especially now will be speckled with opportunities that will help us see how changed we really are in this new space and how competent we are to ride these waves in a completely different manifesting atmosphere. 

So my personal example.  On the tail end of all this wisdom shared, I wake up this morning and there is no running water.  This can mean, either that the well is dry or the pump has died, and understand I don't live in the city limits, so this is not something I can just sit back and wait for. This is a property issue and something that has to be fixed from someone on this property.  Now here is the lesson of "things still happen"... the funniest part is that my landlord who is the only other one on our property is a nature photographer and is out deep in the wilderness several states a way and will be gone for about as many days as my fingers can display.  And the old me, would have seriously gotten worked up and started to visualize all the ways this was really going to mess me up and hold me back.  But the New World me just laughed.  It's funny to me and I was pretty stoked that I got an example of what to write about to make this point of the fact that shit still happens in our lives. And I was like, okay, I love camping, I can deal with this.  And what is interesting too is that just a week ago the pipes froze and burst, so the wall had to be broken into to replace the pipes and when that happened we had to run the water for a while so I collected all the water in containers as I totally freak out and malfunction when water is being wasted, so now I have all these containers full of water for hand washing and toilet filling.  Perfect.

SEE!  This is how we deal with things now.  We just deal and accept and see the best in it and move on.  Our brains are being rewired to look at things in an okay way instead of a victim mentality way. 

I was in Natural Grocers the other evening and I heard this woman bitch from the other aisle saying "Of COURSE!" in this nasty frustrated tone. Then she was in my line and was bitching to the woman ringing her up about how all her favorite items are ALWAYS discontinued and blah, blah, blah, poor me, nothing ever works out for me, damn this evil world, bitch, bitch, bitch. And I just watched her and listened and could see how the energy around her was so dark and fragmented looking and you could see how all these other energies from way outside of herself were actually magnetizing to her.  It was kind of like streaks of moving worms and they were racing for her.  Seriously gross, let me tell you.  And with each negative self defeating word, more energy came gunning for her. It was amazing to see in action.  And then she leaves and grumbles off in a goddamnnit sort of way. 

And in the exact spot where I last see her, my eyes fall on the sweetest interaction between a momma and babe and the mom was pausing to open this tin of little candies saying, now just one, and the little girl was trying to talk her into the whole tin.  And then the mom is so patient and loving and it was the sweetest interaction, I just stood there smiling as I watched this soft sort of pink energy swirl around them both and then the little girl gets her one piece and then she asks to be able to pull one out for her mom too, so she does and then she puts it in her moms mouth.  It was sooooo cute!!  It just brightened up the room and my heart space.

And then, because this is how energy works now, of course she parked right next to me so I got to go meet them and tell them how sweet that was to see and we are all just like vibrating love and wheeeeee with each other and YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!!! 

This is what this New World energy is bringing.  This is what I have been writing about for years here on aquarius nation,  as we have lived glimpses of it because this energy has always been here, it is just now that we can really hold this space and make this space our every day, every moment lived experience.  We can now live every day feeling like those energized first days of spring.  Every day can feel so alive with those awesome smells and feelings of total excitement and appreciation for life.  I have never in my life experienced this thing where every single day I am so happy and content and in love with my life.

And here I will put it out there again, as I feel I will have to do this often, but if you are not feeling what I just explained, then there is some sort of change you need to make.  And the thing I am seeing so much out in the world is that so many people are attacking the ones who feel this energy because they ultimately want it themselves.  There is also a huge downplaying of the energies saying nothing New World has happened and they too just have things they still need to tweak and change. 

We ARE in a new space as I am proof here.  And no one can convince me otherwise because I know I have never felt this beautiful and in love inside, every, single, day, ever in my life before.   Like something I wrote in my birth chart books:  People still living in the Old World are trying to tell me that nothing has changed and it is like they are pointing up to the sky at noon and trying to convince me that the sky is black and I am looking up and I know the sky is blue.  Nothing they can say can change this perception of mine because it is true and I know they are not there yet and they just need to get real about something so they can move through this gate. 

Now here is the tricky part, because the ones who have not found this golden nugget of sustainable and continuing love vibration are getting very defensive.  They are lashing out at others who are in this new space, trying to bring them down to their level as ultimately their souls are just screaming I WANT THAT.  It is kind of like lashing out at that one that you love because you really just want them to love you back the way that you love them.  But it pushes them away farther and with the instant manifestation of the energies of now, it pushes you further away from finding your home in the love vibe.

I see two things:  Some people are very angry and so frustrated that all they do is name all that is going wrong and how wrong it has been for so long.  Then they get into pissing wars wanting to declare that THEY have it so much harder than anyone else on the planet.  Which, instantly  manifests that even more as their truth.  Like the first woman at the grocery store. 

Then I am seeing people who are pretty intellectual and very top heavy with knowing all the info that is out there as they have learned that acquiring knowledge is the way to enlightenment.  These are the ones who are doing kind of big things, so why are they not in the love vibe yet and screaming this from the rooftops?  Why are they the ones making comments about the New World Energies not being a reality now, or they say things like, this is a process and isn't happening just yet? 

I believe this is proof that these "gates of heaven"  have their own type of entry qualifications.  Maybe it is not about who has all the certifications and high spiritual background educations. Maybe it is not about who has stated their spiritual or "light worker" status in verbal words and declarations.  Maybe it is not about who is putting up a front of love and peace, though constant namaste's and ritual yoga dedications, but hiding away that which they would rather not look at and face. 

Maybe the "gates of heaven"  are open only for those who keep it real, and cry, and feel like a loser at times, who can admit vulnerability,  who want to heal their wounds through some organic fashion,  who can admit they were wrong, who can apologize, who want to make things right, who want to make amends with those they have hurt, who want to be humble and low key.   Which the humble one, came up for me recently because I was approached to speak on this telesummit for people waking up and I totally declined the offer.  Then I thought, who in their right mind would decline this awesome opportunity.  But,  I just would rather remain small and humble and only attract people to this site who organically find it.   Something about me does not want to push my way out into the world and maybe that is why I get to sit in this love vibe now.   I love my simple life and I have worked hard to find it.  I don't need much else out there.  Now, if I decide to later create my own telesummit with people that I choose, then so be it.  But not for now in my life.  I like to be a little hidden and low key.

Now I also want to share something for people who are seriously losing their minds right now with frustration and fed up feelings about how hard they have had it.  I had someone attack me recently on facebook as she tried to convince me of how brainwashed I am for feeling so happy with life.  It was the most intense lashing I have ever received from anyone. And don't forget I have the mafia pit bull aspect of Mercury/Pluto/Mars in my chart, so people don't tend to fuck with me often, or at least they don't get away with it, or at least they only do it behind my back.  So after I mirrored back to her a little of her poison, she then blamed me for not being a proper guide as I am supposed to sympathize with her.  And to that I say, where do you see that on my resume?  Why is it my job to have to bring you back down to sanity when you have just slammed me and tried to smear me into the ground?  And then she even tries to make it seem that I am delusional living in Santa Fe and living in la la land on the mountain.  And for one, I am on my Chiron and Pluto lines here, dude.  There is no place on Earth that will be more challenging for me than here ... yet, no place that will offer as many rewards too, FROM all my hard inner work done.  And I HAVE worked hard to get this world of mine, so don't be a hater, my love.  And don't judge me, lest you want to be judged yourself. 

But I want to share a suicide note I wrote 2 months ago as I told you all about that time, that now I see was just a passage, but it was the most painful one of my entire life.  I was ready to die. I wrote this letter in preparation for taking my life because I just wanted to give up. 

Suicide letter 11.27.12

"I am sorry to anyone who is hurt by this  news.
I just do not belong in this world.  Things have never worked out for me and I am so exhausted from believing in dreams and believing this is a fair world.  The only gifts I have are things that people don't really value, so I am not valuable.  I have spent over a week contemplating if I should do this and I kept telling myself go another day, but i decided if i still feel this way on december first then I would do it.  I have never felt more alone and rejected and unseen for who I am and I don't want to be here anymore.  I am sick of this sort of life of mine.  All I do is dream and wish for the best and honestly I have never met anyone as positive as me, who can always put a positive spin on the most horrible things.  But.  I have lost that faith.  I have awoken to really seeing that actually nothing has ever worked out, it just has shifted into another layer of mediocre get by life.  I couldn't really see that until now and now I see that and I can't go on dreaming in illusion.  I am only illusion. I am so false and lacking any sort of practical measures.  I am from the new world but I am nothing to this old world.  I have spent almost 15 years dreaming aquarius nation into reality and no one cares because it is not valuable to them because it is only words.  They will buy goods that make them feel better but my gifts are something that they don't call valuable.  So I don't see that there is any purpose for me here and I want to go back home now". 

So.  Does that sound anything like what you would write about your life right now?  Because if it does, just know that that was the darkest before the lightest and this New World I am living in now came about a week or 2 after this letter was written.  And I have since been in the constant state of absolute love and gratitude and awe of every single moment and breath I get to take.  I totally love my life and I say it every single day.  Every thing I look at is so amazing and beautiful and feels like an absolute miracle.  And I know what I have to offer has great value and because of that others are seeing it to.  So don't give up, nasty mouth.  (One of my dear friends calls me that when I go all Mercury/Pluto/Mars on her).  :)

Jupiter, YAY, is moving direct at the end of this month so I will be writing the New Moon readings showing you where you finally can move forward and expand in life!  Yes!  This is really great news and also this will mean that EVERY planet is moving in forward motion which practically never happens.  Which that is what I am realizing about these times... if it practically never could happen, it's gonna happen.  Even with my birth chart book orders these past 2 months have been 99% projectors in human design.  Which before December hit they were about 1%.  ♥ Hello Empaths I love that I get to be here for you and give you permission to live your purpose ♥

Also soon I will have a posting on Our Shop as because of all the projectors showing up in orders, I have asked Hi'ilani to do a special rate and special reading that sums up your human design chart, as she studied human design in the very first classes that were offered and she is a projector herself!  So that will come soon my darlings!  ♥



ARIES
So all Aries are waking up in the morning and really focused on how to be more happy and child like in their life.  For one they are realizing they really do need to mesh into the lives of others, particularly friends, as they are feeling inspired to get together with others more often and to share in some laughs and lighthearted times.  Some of this childlike energy may also have you wanting to create a baby or just work with kids more and relish in all that sweet pure energy.  You may also be inspired to want to start a new creative project.  Now the other elements coming into play at this time will be with you really getting serious and wanting to delve deeply into  the dark corners of your soul.  You are not always so open to wanting to look, but at this time you really want to face facts so that you can more freely move forward with less heavy baggage to hold you down.  You are seeing with clearer eyes at this time and that feels really good.  You are finally saying, ENOUGH.  Done with that. You will be done with all those old habits and character traits that are essentially just self defeating.  If it feeds your soul, you will take it.  If it depletes your soul, you are ready to let it go and create a new blueprint to call your own.  There is an area where you will find some solace and that is from anything that requires you to use your hands.  You are wanting to get your hands more in the dirt or in something that allows you to go into meditative states of total relaxation and focused creative energies.  You are also ready to either get more stable with money, like with bringing in more money, or just finding a way to be more earth conscious and NEED less money.  That is something for sure, that you are wanting to get more connected to being real and grounding into earth energies and living a life that just feels more sustainable and honoring of you.  This is the best time of the year for you to really focus on envisioning everything you would like to see manifest in your life.  I will write more on that for the next new moon wishes time, but this month, every year for you, will always be when you will have the easiest time for bringing in those things that you would like to add to your life.  This is the time that you will always feel more expansive and more wanting to get clear on what it is that will make you feel more grateful for your life. 

TAURUS
Taurus!!  I am SO SORRY about your reading for the New Moon.  For some reason it was not published, even though I wrote it before Aries and I just noticed it a few days ago and I feel horrible!!  You need to tell me these things!  Hasn't that been such a Taurus horoscope message that you need to speak up and share your thoughts?  Anyway I want to make it up to you, so if want to buy a birth chart book, for a whole month I will offer them at 20% off for any Taurus Sun, Moon or Rising signs.  Just go to my etsy page and enter TAURUS1111 in the coupon code spot when you check out.  So.  Interestingly enough, your last reading did not come through, yet the one that occurs with the Full Moon that is set to arrive on the 26th is actually sending a big arrow shooting your way.  This one involves all these other elements but the relief point comes in your sign.  There is focus right now where some changes are happening on the home front and the work front at the same time.  Most likely there are changes coming from your roots arena in that you are cleaning house of issues or conditioning patterns that have shaped you into who you are and you are repatterning these so that they more represent this new and better you, and because of this the branches of your career are stronger and are reaching out to bigger and better avenues.  You healing what is down below is bringing in this new abundance with your career.  I love this.  And also know that many times our healings can be pretty simple, as all they take is us just keeping it real and wanting to look at ourselves.  Holding things in and denying them actually creates this barrier of darkish energy around us that doesn't allow for the fullest magnificence of our manifestations.  Just deciding to keep it real already starts to make the blocked energy dissipate.  Don't ever   be afraid of keeping it real.  So right now there is this energy of getting serious about what we really want in life and for you it all comes down to you just being really clear on what it will take for YOU to be happy.  This is a time for you to focus totally on what you want and to not give an ounce of consideration to what others think that is.  You are not to follow their program as yours is completely unique to you.  This is a time when you will really start seeing things from an overview position and you will start making some very serious decisions about what you are going to need to change and alter so that nothing gets in the way of you being a true and clear expression of who you really are inside.  This is the time for all Taurus to shine that beautiful light they all have inside and to let all those false layers that cover you fall away and be recycled into the Earth.  This is peel back time. 


GEMINI
Okay first off, let me tell you that Jupiter moving direct in just a few days is going to feel best to you because it is currently in the sign of Gemini.  This means there has been a sort of internal spotlight on you and looking deep within and you probably need a break.  You may be feeling like you ate glow in the dark paint and it is lighting you up and most likely you just really want to hide, but you can't because you glow!  That is how I am on stage and if I ever was talking on stage I would probably have to be like the Cocteau Twins singer who keeps her back to the audience. Stop looking at me!  But so this Full Moon is focused on your communications.   There is something you are needing to get off your shoulders and it is something that ties into you honoring and loving yourself.  Most likely you are resisting this and wanting it to just go away.  This thing has been building for some time and it is kind of like hidden and not something you want to bring up.  But there is pressure building and this alignment now is pushing it front and center.  This thing being kept hidden is also doing something to your health and this is a serious matter.  I believe Jupiter moving forward will open the floodgates to helping you just rip off the bandaid and get the healing process going.  You will start to feel much better after you just jump off this limb and hope for the best.  This month will be very much about things overseas and opening your mind to higher ways of thinking and learning.  You are feeling the desire to be more expressive and expansive in your life and are ready to take off those last strings of restriction that are holding you in this state that your soul is wanting to grow out of.  It is essential that you apply your writing skills now and also using the power of meditation to help guide you on these next few precarious steps.  You are kind of like walking across a river bed and the rocks you are having to walk on are slightly covered with water and a bit slippery.  So the next steps will be a little nerve wracking and not so comfortable, but it is the only way to get to the grounded security onto the other side.  And the other side will feel better I promise.  So do what you have to do. 


CANCER
There has been some serious soul searching going on in your life and this Full Moon shines the light into something that is money related and value related.  This is like you putting your foot down and saying, enough is enough.  There is something overextending that has been going on with someone and you just can't spread yourself any thinner.  And now you are finally coming up with the words to make your point known loud and clear.  This feels very partnership oriented, but this can also be with a part of yourself that has been lost and you are ready to call this piece of yourself back.  There may be a side of you that was very playful and fun loving and  carefree and more creatively inclined and because of the seriousness of life and the lies you bought into,  you buried this side of yourself, and you now are ready to call it back and to BE this person you remember yourself being.  This is a huge call to awaken a side of your creativity that makes you feel alive.  You are to give it another try and this time there will be an element of maturity and more fuller scope vision of how to make this a reality.  Friends are the relief point in all the action going on in the sky for you.  They are the ones who will awaken this new love in you.  Your friends hold the key through either inspirational words or the witnessing of their actions.  You want a piece of what they got and you know that coming together in a group will spread this energy far and wide.  If any kind of group is forming around you, please include yourself as that is where your pot of gold is to be found. There will be the elements of security and stability there.  Sexually speaking, you should be feeling a renewal of passions and if you are not, there is something like a blocked pipe going on and most likely it is due to this overextending.  You also must be in a union with someone who shares your values, identical. There is no leeway on this one as this alignment of the Full Moon in Leo demands that all things in your life now follow in the direction of your value system.  You are not even close to who you were even a few years ago, thanks to Pluto, so when your values start to change and become more higher vibrating and honoring of you, you must follow suit.  Think of it like your values are the river and you are riding on a float and if there is a change of flow, then you have to surrender and follow that, as the only other choice is to be docked on the side of the river, where you will become stagnate and quickly bored. 


LEO
Oh my lovely and gorgeous Leos, this Full Moon is to awaken you  to your place in the world of others.  The focus right now is on all those people who get to be in your innermost circle, as they are doing this sort of mirror play with you right now, which is getting you even more in touch with who you are and what you really want.  You should be feeling a little more dreamy and emotional, oftentimes staring off into space yet with a mind circulating through many old memories and many passed on images.  This can be something like you are seeing yourself traveling down the road of your past and you now see little things that before slipped beyond your consciousness.  This is like seeing a store or town you passed before, without noticing its details, until now, and in your day dreaming moments.  You are also seeing all the way back to your childhood and making new connections about why things have gone the way they have in your adulthood.   This is probably stirring in you great urges to do things different and to not follow in these steps that seem to lead to future unhappiness.  I see these steps you climb up but when you get to the top, there is nothing there.  There seems to be some enchantment with these steps as you often find them and try them out again, but they always lead to this stopped, dead end point.  And you are seeing that now and making connections with it.  You are seeing with these new wiser eyes, like through maturity and experience and are wanting to create this new and better and fulfilling point at the top of those steps. There are awakenings coming to you helping you understand how to better start from the beginning point so that the top point is just as wonderful and not depleting and empty.  There is much focus in this Full Moon chart for you to be making new career dreams and bringing more stability in from that arena.  You are looking for something more group oriented and especially when Jupiter moves direct, that channel will start to open for you.  You may also find that when you focus more on your career and further blossoming, that those other loose ends will start to connect once again.  Also if you are wanting to join in a new and exciting sort of career expression with another, then this time is so ripe. You will be focused on partnerships of all kinds, at least the ones that really touch your heart and all energy now is focused in that area, which is why many people are probably on your mind.  You are ready to LOVE and be LOVED in the highest form possible.  And maybe if you can do it right from that step one, then maybe, just maybe this staircase will lead to a home.



VIRGO
Okay Virgo my love.  This is to be a time that really pulls you back inwards and has you scrutinizing your path to make for total sure that you are doing the right thing that feeds your soul.  You are another sign this is not into wasting any more time with just getting by and doing whatever... you are focused completely on what this thing is that is your purpose and that will make you feel totally joyful in every single moment of breath.  Because you will have this golden nugget of joy deep within and radiating outward, when you are on your correct  path.  Right now you will be going into a sort of meditative state, desiring alone time to really focus on you and not so much on others, which is only distracting you from seeing what YOU need to do.  I just got the flash of when I was dating this guy and how the moment I would get home from work he would have the pipe filled with pot and bringing it towards my lips.  He was fun to be with, at times, but he was always working to keep me out of focus and off of the present concerns of the moment.  This will somehow relate to you right now, where you don't want to just gloss over something and ignore what you know you need to face.   You want to keep things real and your main concern will be on how to find this vein that defines what it is you are really here to be doing.  Now there is an alignment that is focusing totally onto higher education or some sort of publishing or internet source of thing.  You are looking to reach in those directions to either get your product out or get some more trade skills to be better able to get your product or vision out there.  There is also something linking with overseas, so that may hold the key in some fashion.  You are very serious in your communications right now and just so not in the mood for more blah, blah, blah and nonsense.   This sort of to the point communications is birthing a more grounded and serious future that you are working towards.  It is also like right now you are wearing a flash light on your head and only things that are to the point and what you really want to focus on will be showing up in the light, all the rest is of no concern to you and you will have very little time or patience for it. 


LIBRA
So this full Moon is really going to shine the light onto how much you totally need your friends.  You are realizing that they add to you feeling happy and content in life and right now you just want to weed out the ones that sap your life force and pull in the ones who really add value to you life.  Value is an issue right now.  You are looking very seriously at your life and looking in the terms of value.  You don't want to fool around anymore with just getting by or just doing what comes easy.  You want to lay down some boundaries and make it known that only things and people that match your newly evolving value system enter into your space.  You may be getting this example through others, or like old friends may show up and trigger you into forcing you to face this issue of honoring your space and time.  This is a time when you will be feeling pretty creative and wanting to start on a project that maybe fell to the wayside, due to life feeling too hectic.  You are realizing that even if you can only give this thing a few hours a week of attention, it will still add to you feeling more content with your overall life because THAT thing is what you really love to do.  You would love to find a way to make it your full time thing, and let me tell you that if you even just start putting your attention on it now in little pieces, that energy will grow, and if you truly do love this thing and want to do it as your main thing, and if it is in alignment with your highest purpose then it absolutely will start to form into a road in the near future.  Just focus on this one moment and be creative and love every chance you have to work on it.  And let Universe figure out the rest.  If you try to figure it out in your mind how to make this work, then it probably won't.  Use your heart and use your intentions.  Let the Powers That Be take care of all the rest.  Now something is linking with death and transformation at this time.  So that element in some way is part of this thing that will bring you more happiness. This may be that you are moving into some sort of new position that involves those elements.  Healing too would come into play.  Although those will be showing up next month.  For now you just need to focus on little steps and dreaming of what will make you feel happy and childlike.  This is also children making time so if you are looking to be a parent then your body is ready now to make that happen. If you are not ready just yet, as you will have plenty more opportunites in the future, so use come caution. 

                          
SCORPIO
You are realizing that the path to being more true to who you are and fully expressing your amazing spirit is in your relationships with others.  There has been some kind of restriction, with you in partnership to others and this has helped to get a better view of what it will really take for you to have a more happy and fulfilled expression this time around.   The themes in your life right now revolve around work and home and being with your peoples.  Where your main attention will be your work arena and you are focused on these home issues and seeing that to really take your career where you want it to go, you just have to establish this secure grounded home environment.  And the key to grounding in this solid home theme is that you have to be surrounded by your peoples.  THEY are playing the most important piece of this success that you dream of walking.   Now another thing going on is that you are feeling a little more serious about your ultimate path in life and you are maturing to what you thought you wanted and seeing that what you want is actually closer to what you already had.  This can be like you were on a path, but then there was an expansion element that fed you with feeling like you wanted more and more though.  And once on that you couldn't stop and smell the roses of the current moment and instead only had the visions of but more.  Now something is occurring that has you looking over your shoulder and saying, oh that thing back there was really nice though!  You are seeing that a step you already took actually has all the components of what you need to make you feel safe and secure and that it provides the perfect foundation to bring your career dreams to manifestation.  This can also be that something career related is something you can do from home.  This will also be something that involves your communications and possibly something that is either humanitarian ish or something that goes far places. 


SAGITTARIUS
This is a time you are working on broadening your horizons.  You may be wanting to move  house or to travel or to start a new course of study, but for sure things are lining up to make things bigger for you than whatever they were for you last year.  This is a time to expand your arms and to welcome in more of the bounty that you deserve. You have been feeling a little restricted and maybe sad, although these feelings may be kept hidden as they are more deeply in there like hidden in a stack of boxes that you have forgotten about.  So it may be something that is hard to put your finger on but it is something; you know something is off.  Now one of the ways to help alleviate this thing that can feel a little bit like pressure is for you to exercise or get back to a healthy eating pattern that works for your body so that you have more energy and feel more alive and happy.  Doing this will get your brain back into a focused state so that you can make any changes that need to be made.  And you will also want to look at any job or service to others related issues  that need a little tweaking.  There may be something that is just not right and not providing the proper playground for you to really show what you got and what you got to give.  There seems to be  a sort of imbalance where you aren't truly in a place that utilizes all of your amazing gifts.  And this doesn't necessarily mean that you need to leave your work or change your job, it just means that you are awakening within to other areas and gifts that you possess that maybe in the long run would make you happier if you had the opportunity to express them.  This is just like a step and you recognizing this and stating it to the Universe gets the ball rolling with bringing in opportunities to make this more of your reality.   It is the same as if you decide you want to cook a turkey, so then you have to go out and get it and prep it and then cook it for a day.  Your new awakening whether health related or work related, or your work related thing could be health related, but which ever, it takes some nurturing and it takes some commitment.  Now your communications are highlighted at this time so talking about this is important.  This would also be a really excellent time to not only work on any writing projects, but also write out a game plan about where you want to be heading in life.  You are planning for something that broadens your life, so make a list of how you would like to see this coming together.  For some reason you need to have this in writing and something about it will help mellow out the nagging thing that is in the back of that box.  Or I came up with another way to explain this: something in that box has a bad smell, so you can smell that something is not exactly right, but you just don't know what it is yet, or where it is coming from.  But something about writing will help banish the secret underlying stench. 


CAPRICORN
This is an important Full Moon for you as you are delving completely into the back of your closet to find any last spaces of clutter and falseness that are keeping you from living a truly fun and joyful experience here.  There are some more layers you need to peel through and somehow they will make their way to your awareness through a friend or someone near you.  This is something that has been kept pretty hidden and something you have not wanted to face and actually you have probably been so denying its importance that it will be a surprise to you that you need to transform this thing.  But after it is brought to your attention, through this other person, it will nag at you and irritate you and you won't let it go. That is the sign that it is something you need to take a closer look into you.  And the more you look at it, and turn it around and get another view, you will see that you are ready to change and evolve out of that state and into one that matches you and the new world vibration.  You are sitting down and making a list of that which you value about life and you are ready to make some serious changes.   Your values are shifting into more of a one love value system and you are stepping out of the but what about me placement and really stepping fully into this higher way of giving of yourself.  It may be a bit tight and uncomfortable as you shift into this new space, but once you are there you will wonder why you stayed around in that small, confining, limiting one for as long as you did.  You want to be more creative and more expressive and more loving and especially more child like.  Your creativity is the key to everything in your life.  Creativity must be a part of your career expression in some fashion  You are breathing out creativity and ideas and inspiration at this time and they are much more mature and sort of evolved ways of being than you are familiar.  But with each moment of creative expressing, your soul grounds further into a state of calm comfort and peace.   There is some sort of collaboration or something group oriented that you know you must play more of a role in.  This will be like a life sustaining blood line and with this group you will find the support and empowerment to be living a life of value.  The elements of values, others, deep inner work healing and your group are all dancing together in this new complete manifestation you are creating. 


AQUARIUS
So this is an awesome time of many aquarians really finding their voice and declaring that This is ME, take it or leave it!  You are in the process of getting uber real with looking at yourself and your life in the grand scheme of it all and you are ready to lay down the boundaries with things like I can give you this, but I can't give you that.    There are defined lines forming around you and there is a strength rising within you feeling totally okay with whatever you choose to share about yourself.  You are fed up with having to be anything other than what you truly are and you are ready to make that known to everyone.   You just went through a pretty powerful cleansing process that was like detoxing and purging and now a lot of those things are leaving you for good.  They may have felt icky coming out but now they are gone and you can start fresh and sort of redefine yourself.  I feel like your body is going to be changing in the very near future and issues  that were sort of problem areas in your mind will kind of just like disappear almost over night. For real. So visualize now what you want to see changing with your physical self as your audience is awaiting and they are looking to be influenced.  Your mind can help orchestrate these changes even quicker.  Now there is an alignment going on right now involving you, others and your career visions and they are all working together in a way that is sort of like climbing up a mountain, where you are taking steps to get to this place you want to be.  And what is cool is that it appears that you have layed down the proper foundation so that you can really sustain this growth that you dream of.  Something that is also coming together with this combination is something childhood or roots related.  Something from back in the day is why you are able to be on this position on the mountain.   And  there is something about this that requires your more mature and stable presence in it all.  Like, you are to be a pillar or something.  You are definitely going to be an example and you will be wanting to be one that influences people in the best possible way.  And seriously though, you are in about a 7 year cycle that will be the most productive for manifesting career dreams so live this time up and get clear and dream in the most expansive ways you can imagine.  We are in unlimited times now and you can hold yourself back if you are in any negatives AT ALL.  Unlimited means you can bring in the worst times ever, or the best.  Don't fuck up this opportunity with self doubts or lack of confidence.  The power of this Full Moon wants you to be the most noble, proud, distinguished, powerful, positive force on Earth, because the people are watching you to figure out what to do next.  So be who you are here to be. Dude. You are aquarius!  That is the greatest honor in these times.


PISCES
So this is yet another step towards your dreams being lived in reality.  You should be pretty close if not there right  now.  There is definitely the element of you are on the right track and now you are just taking the necessary steps that bring you closer to it being something you have been envisioning.  This Full Moon is at 8 degrees Leo and hits in your service to others house.  You are going to be experiencing this shift in your thinking that is wiping out  layers of generational feelings about money and your self worth.  You are going to be one of the first signs who are bringing in this new philosophy of money not really needing to be associated with what you have to offer.  Before we were taught that to place honor on our gifts, we must ask for a high asking price as validation for who we are.  That worked and was essential in the old world because it filled up the healers and light volunteers with confidence and assurance of their important place in this world.  But now we are moving into aquarius, which is about us all being equal and important.  The sun in the sky right now is awakening that wisdom in you.  You are someone who will be feeling more humanitarian with your gifts.  If someone can go and do volunteer work for free, then why can't you offer your gifts for free.  You will be wanting to do this more as the whole money element/drive is leaving your system.  Of course you will not go overboard, you just will give of your gifts a little more freely and not be so rigidly holding onto a concept or fear based thought that you will only give of yourself if someone lays down the money.  If you offer services you are encouraged to bring in the element of sliding scale as this will increase your business.   Make your number one goal that you are here to help others, not that you are helping others, in order to make money.  There will be a very serious grounding element going on within your higher mind that is expanding old ways of thinking.  This money one is part of that although this will expand many things in you.  You may be becoming more liberal about things that before you were very dogmatic.  The relief point of all the energies of now are focusing into your writing abilities and communications.  This can be that you are better able to express truth to others.  This can be that you are better able to share higher vibrating philosophies to others so that they really hear you and feel what you are saying.  Your higher mind expressions are going to be becoming more stable and comforting for others. 

I heard recently someone saying how it is a total myth to believe that when we find our path that everything becomes golden and bliss.  I actually completely disagree with that as I believe that we do enter this ecstatic sort of state when we are in the flow of what we are here to be doing.  I  also believe that being on our path is similar to being on a tightrope though where the road is not just paved and a given once we find it, but that we have to constantly maintain this state and follow the signs that show up along the way. 

At times the path ends and we need to make further choices to find it once again and at times our mental state, with hidden facets of ourselves coming out from nowhere surface and throw us off balance and take us away from our path.  I guess basically I just believe that we do not merely find our path and that then all becomes golden and bliss, but I do believe that WHEN we are on it, we are in a blissed out state.  And I  believe that ON PATH completely translates with ecstasy and utter joy and that whenever we move away from the joy that we are to discover how we have gotten off path and to make the proper choices to bring us back.  This is the same as when you are driving down the road and you cross over the side lines and hit those bumpy warning strips.  They show you that you are going off path and our emotions too are guides to let us know when we are leaving our blissed out state. 

It is the same in romantic partnership. You may have felt you found the one when you first met, but then comes in the  maintaining aspect.  And I believe this year will be very much about us all finding what feels like our purpose and then the maintaining of it so that it becomes sustainable, stable, true and everlasting.

So the energies of now.  WOW.  Now I warned you that everything has changed and all that has been written about instant manifestation is finally in truth our actuality in every moment now.  We had much more leeway in years past whereas now it is truly instantaneous.  Which does always leave me pondering though as to why we are not all lottery winners then?  I don't know the answer to that one. Maybe the lottery is outside of the law of attraction for some reason.  But what is happening now is that especially concerning our path and with living our purpose, it is clear as day when we need to make some change to bring us back into the groove of what we are here to do. 

And I believe, especially for the readers that come to this website, that living our purpose is our MAIN objective in life.  Every single person who orders a birth chart book or reading from me wants to know what they are here to do and where they should put their attention;  and I have discovered that my main drive and focus in life, MY purpose,  IS to help show and affirm for them exactly what that is.  And what is so exciting because I have found my path is that I am able to pull through information that before I never knew.  I am now able to say:  YOU are going to do some sort of art therapy for children who have been sexually abused; YOU are a 1% healer and you will be healing the general public through your thoughts just from walking through your day to day life; YOU are going to write a book for children and teach them how to function as empaths; YOU are going to make beauty products that you charge with healing energy that helps them to feel more love for themselves;  YOU are going to do this sort of sexual, seductive dance that when combing with these thoughts in your mind will help heal people in the audience who have sexual abuse blocks; YOU are going to be like an Oprah who has the power to share things so that everyone who reads what you write about will go out and purchase whatever you back. 

Because I have found my path, which I have known for years had something to do with empowering people and helping them to remember their purpose, but because of my trust and commitment to not wavering from what I am here to do,  I have now been given extra gifts to be able to tell them exactly what their purpose looks like and sometimes, which is so exciting, I am now being told to tell them where they came from  ..... which many are from SIRIUS!  Eeeeee.  It's so exciting and now I know how important it is to follow our purpose, our path, our commitment to being true to who we are and to discovering how we are to express because it becomes like a scavenger hunt where more and more goodies are provided down the road of our journey.    

So.  Being on path is a blast, let me tell you.  I have been living about a month straight of total blissed out life is AWESOME, which totally had me wondering what so many people were talking about by saying that this new energy was not here.  I'm like WHAT?  It is TOTALLY here!  BUT...  if we are even a morsel off balance and not in correct thought then, yes, it can feel like hell.  And especially now with the energies.  So if your life does not feel alive with this sort of pink frosty energy then YOU just have something you still need to change or some tweaks need to be made with your intentions or actions.  You are NOT on path and living your purpose, for example, if you still do not really love yourself or honor your existence. You are NOT on path and living your purpose, for example, if you do not believe in yourself or believe in your gifts.  If you feel like your purpose is to create these beautiful ceramic goods that will bring joy to the buyer and beautify their home space, and you KNOW this is your path because you LOVE to do it and have mad skills, but if when you create you worry about making enough money, or how you will find buyers or if you doubt how on Earth you will be able to get this to really work and be sustainable, then you will fail.  People will not even see you or your goods.   But if you KNOW this is your path and you only create with love and joy and if you energize the pieces with this joy then the people WILL show up, the opportunities WILL show up and this WILL be your job that sustains you.  If you do these things, you can not fail.  It's energy and what you think is what shall be. 

You are always going to be very skilled with what you are here to do.  It's not like your purpose will be to be an engineer and you hate working with numbers.  Whatever you are here to do, you LOVE to do, it comes totally natural, and when you are doing it with only love and benefits in your mind, and NO scarcity fears, or feeling not good enough or that others are better, then it is a GUARANTEE that it will support you.  When you are on path with what you are here to do, then everything in the Universe will come together to encourage that you continue on this way.  And I've walked it so I know this to be the truth. 

BUT if you have even ONE thought or habit that goes against this path of yours, then the road strip warning signs will come and you will go off path and into the trees and you'll keep running into more obstacles until you finally get it that, ooops you drove off the road.  I know this personally now because I fell off path about a week ago.  I went from being totally in bliss, synchronicity land, couldn't stop smiling, having doors open in every direction I chose to travel, opportunities were dropping in my lap left and right.  It was like an Easter egg hunt and I was the only one participating.  I was getting hooked up! 

BUT THEN, I find out that my father has end stage liver failure and maybe has a year to live, then the next day I find out my dear friend put her dog to sleep, who was one of my favorite dogs,  because he bit her one year old in the face, and then my dog doesn't come home and I live in a very coyote pack and mountain lion roaming territory, so I was in a shambles of death thoughts and sadness and crying galore.  I was emotionally exhausted and could not work, could not write, stuck in this sadness pool and then my thoughts went into "I can't keep up.  I am drowning in work orders.  I am freaking out.  I am never gonna be able to get this done.  Everything is getting in the way of me getting my work done".  And then everything started to prove what I was saying.  Well, for sure, as I race to the post office to mail off orders to catch the deadline for the day, well for sure, there is a car accident blocking the street to the post offce.  And like for sure, as I scramble to get some books printed out and put in the brand new print cartridge that I bought a week earlier to be prepared, well for sure it happens to be a faulty cartridge that just won't work.  For sure.  And for sure, the computer crashes and deletes about 10 hours of work.  Makes total sense because what was I saying in my mind?  I was saying, in frustration that everything was keeping me from getting my job done.  And like I said, sometimes it takes a while to see you are a mile into the forest.  Oh shit I drove off the road! 

And consider yourself lucky that you have this information now, because just as I wrote in earlier horoscopes, it is gonna get mighty ugly out there because of this instant manifestation.  I have noticed the World actually feels worse when I am out and about.  People are more vacant and zombie like then I have ever seen them.  And it is that fed up feeling of so much crap dropping into their lives that will fortunately work as a catalyst to bring them to the state of wanting to find a better way and new way.

More than anything, these new energies demand that we always stay present.  And if we are not and if we are in the past or on a to do list or dwelling on all that is not what we want, then, watch out.  Notice that every time you bitch and complain, you are stating something that you do NOT want.  We have a deeply ingrained pattern of voicing all that we do not want, while forgetting to instead ask for what we would rather have.  We say:  No body loves me. Nothing ever works out for me.  Everyone is in my way.  I never have any money.  I am always late.  I don't know what my purpose is.  I can't keep up.  I am so pissed.  You are driving me crazy.  I do not have time for this.

And in these new energies all of that will magnetize to you even quicker.  With lightning speed in fact.  I have seen so many car accidents recently and the funniest one was yesterday because it was on this main drag in Santa Fe and it was between two stop lights, on this half block,  during rush hour, where in all actuality the highest potential speed they could have been traveling was like 15 mph and right there was an 8 car pile up, one rear ending after another!  I cracked up!  Because as I drove by all I could hear was the thoughts that created that one. 

Now for some New Moon talk which will arrive on 1.11.13!  Yay!  This will be the most powerful New Moon of the year. This one is special because so many planets are showing up to support your visions and to support your career growth and to support where you want more grounding and solid footing. So we have the Sun and Moon showing up at 22 degrees Capricorn, then right behind that in a conjunction we have Mercury at 18 degrees Capricorn, then right behind that we have Pluto at 10 degrees Capricorn in a conjunction with Venus as 3 degrees Capricorn.  You could not wish for a better line up that is full of support, power and love. 

Mercury is doing the main dance with the Sun and Moon asking that we really get clear on verbalizing only that which we want to see manifesting in our lives.  Enough of stating all that we want to NOT show up and continue on!  Curb the bitching!  Use the power of your mind to see yourself in a World that makes you happy and honors your gifts and helps you feel secure in this World.  Use your words to share love with others, to share encouragement and know that the more you do this for others, the quicker the same will come right back at you.  The more you tell someone how awesome they are, the more likely that someone else will say the same thing about you.  And the Venus and Pluto conjunction are really diving deep into our souls asking us WHAT DO WE LOVE TO DO? We feel the desire, so intensely now to discover what our purpose is and how, oh how we can make this our reality.  This is our focus right now. We want to live on purpose. We want to do what we love to do.  We want to make an impact on healing this World and healing the people.  We want to share messages of hope and inspiration and right action education.  And NOW is the time to plant those seeds and to fertilize these dreams of ours KNOWING that THIS is the year and NOW is the time to do it.  Are you ready?  Let's do it together! 



I'm coming!  I'm coming! I'm coming!  I will post each sign as I finish them okay!!!  :)

ARIES
Okay.  So this is the very best time of the year for you to really get clear on how you want your career to grow and evolve so that it become something that feeds your soul and sustains you.  Now is the time to set those goals and see yourself doing whatever it is you feel called to do.  Waste not a moment dwelling on all that has not worked out in your favor and instead see it as necessary steps as what has eluded you was not appropriate for this timing AND would also have kept you from your true bounty which is still down the road.  Stop the blame game and the too much focus on all that did not work out.  Instead focus on how you would like things to be.  Take all those past experiences and see them for what they truly are which were guideposts to direct you more clearly to what you would instead desire.   If you choose to instead focus on all that hasn't worked out, then you will just magnetize more of the same. This is the law and especially in these times now.  And right now, right here the Universe is asking you what you would like your career to blossom into.  How do you want it to grow?  What do you want to see yourself doing for a living?  And then all you have to do is dream it.  Don't push because you don't run the show, the powers that be do.  If you do choose to push and force and demand that things change NOW then you will be stuck eating unripe avocados or uncooked noodles. Your choice.  The beginning of this year you will be very focused on any projects that are sharing a message or somehow utilizing your communications.  Many opportunites are waiting to magnetize to you although now is a peculating time where all your thoughts will start to become reality the first week of February.  So trust me that it will not pay to be frustrated by lack of movement now.  What you are thinking now will be manifesting in a few weeks time.  So keep it on the high vibration and even though you don't see any growth at this time, just know that things are bubbling under the surface and change is on the way.  And then come the middle of this year, you will start to feel much more grounded with what you are creating.  There will be themes of home and nurturing.  It may be that you will finally be able to work from home and this will feel nurturing to your soul.  You will also be focused on healing some childhood hidden wounds, or cracks in the foundation at home come this time next year as the emphasis will be there so that your roots structure will be able to maintain your career growth that you are dreaming of now.  You have every reason to be excited for the changes coming your way and it may feel a little like the dark before the light, but just slow down and get out of the past because even though you can not see your thought manifestations at this time, they ALL will come back in their equal match in a few weeks time. 


TAURUS



GEMINI
So the end of last year you have been expanding your life in many ways but one thing that has occurred on this journey is that you have discovered some things along the way that you would rather let go of and transform into a higher expression of this new you that is evolving.  You should be feeling pretty good about how far you have come and the decisions you have made that have brought you to this moment here.  There has been a lot of mirror action leanings from others and many people who you are attracting now are showing you things that you need to see about yourself.  Some of them are not easy to admit but just know that they ARE showing up as gifts, you will see later, so that you can keep it real and get to that point of no regrets and total pride for all that you are and all that you express in any given moment.  They are just button pushers and you should use this New Moon to see yourself welcoming these people knowing that they are showing up as catalysts to help you change and better yourself.  Be stooked for what arrives.  Dive into it all with interest and think about when you smell something ranky in your house and your nose is on high alert moving around trying to find the culprit so you can get rid of it.  Be just as interested in people who push your buttons so you can peel back that layer within your personality and douse it with love and healing.  This is to be a massive death cycle to parts of your personality and you would be wise to use the power of this New Moon to see yourself transformed and alive and awake and even in a totally different body expressing fully who you dream of being out in the World.   See yourself shedding this skin and see yourself pulling out all this energetic garbage from your belly and throw it into the Earth to be healed.  This journey of healing lost parts and wounded parts and hidden parts should be initiated now in your thoughts and intentions and the next 6 months more and more will fall away to the point where you really are going to see clearly and totally for sure how incredible you are and how you will be able to say you love yourself, maybe even for the first time.  There is no doubt that by this time next year, you will know how perfect and powerful and deserving of all things good you are.  And what is really going to bring this realization to your true grounded knowing, is all due to a new habit of yours which will be to only give love and kindness and acceptance and forgiveness.  The other things you just won't want to put out there anymore because they will have died to you inside.  They are dieing now and you can feel that.  It feels better to be you.   You are even starting to be stoked about who you are.  And as the layers peel back further, what is going to be revealed will be like a magnet for all the things you have wanted to happen in your life. And I know one of those is more money so that you can have more freedom to explore other arenas besides only the career sector, and guess what?  It's gonna happen. Come the middle of this year you get to walk a whole year as a money magnet and I know that makes you happy to hear.  You are going to attract so many opportunities that bring in funds but also bring in things that show you more how valuable life is.  And we will talk more about this as the year unfolds, but do know that this abundance streak that is heading your way like a comet will be attracted to your light and to your authentic love nature.  So if you are covered in lies and fake and not really who you are, then the comet may not recognize you and you won't get to receive the bounty that wants to find you.   So peel back the layers, be truthful that all those people who are pushing your buttons are mirroring something about you that you need to accept, and then learn from it, let it go and promise that you will never take on nor express those traits ever again. This is time to let go of all that dark so you can glow and shine permanently like the happy side of your twin nature that we all love so very  much.


CANCER
Oh my lovely, lovely Cancers.  It is funny because the past few years I mostly meet new Cancer friends and I love them instantly and insanely.  I made a statement sometime last year that I was seeing that the Water signs were the ones who were really showing up as big game players in this paving the way into the New World for the others to then follow.  I still stand by that, but don't go telling the other signs I said that, okay?  This is between you and me and you are INCREDIBLE. My gosh.  You know I wonder too if it was Pluto moving into your opposite sign that worked as a catalyst to birth this new passion and strength in your life.  That is probably what it is.  Even with birth chart book orders, I would say that about 90% of them are showing up with Cancer as the Sun, Moon or Rising.  And that too makes me think how Cancers have always been seen as more background people, and are referred to as the Mother of the Zodiac, the homebody, the nurturer.  And just think about that, becuase we are IN the age of the feminine now where woman are supposed to come forward and be the ultimate power holders and strength on this Earth.  I've even made the bold statement that we are only supposed to learn things from women now.  Which all the male spiritual teachers are not very open to that way of thinking, but in my heart I believe it to be true.  And this whole thing with the Cancers growing in strength is a sign that these new feminine leaders are coming forward and accepting their purpose, thier job to influence and share messages with the people.  And for reals, my Cancer friends, are all Shaman powerful.  They all embody this sexual feminine protective nature that will not take any shit that you  just feed them.  They question things.  They say, oh hell no.  That is not the normal Cancer of days past.  But NOW.  Oh yea.  Something about Pluto coming into the scene has awakened them to their power and I love it.  So.  This New Moon is to be very powerful for you.  All those planets I talked about are on your polar opposite side. This is always a good thing as it is helping to balance things out in your life and even help you come to the middle ground so as to not be too excessive.  The focus is all on your relationships with others, so use this wish time to see yourself growing closer with those you love and grounding the truth of what you have together.  Also if you are wanting to do something work related that involves other people then see yourself doing that now.  You will do best when working with others on whatever career dreams you are intending.  You have Uranus up in your career house, so things may come suddenly and out of the blue for you, but no matter what you are looking to do something that benefits others and is kind of done in a way that things aren't normally done.  Make that your goal.  Look for ways to do things differently.  You are to stand out as different with whatever you choose your career to be and this is something that involves working with others.  You have a lot of power in this arena too, so honor that. You are being recognized for your power and influence.  So this year you are kind of in an inward state as you are really tapping more into spirituality and meditation and listening to your intuition.  You are wanting to be more alone and disengaging from all the chatter of people who are just wasting time with nonsense. You are wanting to do things that have value and that feed your soul.  Your soul is starving for the peace that can only be found in nature as you long to connect to the natural energies and flow of the natural World.  All things phoney are making you sick. You are coming into your power, my dear and let me tell you that once June 27th hits, you will have Jupiter entering your sign and then things go WILD and expansive and positive and uplifting and this year will be one of the best most fortunate years of your life so far. And I am so excited for you.  This time next year you will have a completely different life and you will be so happy doing just what you love to do and just what you have dreamed of doing for a while now and something that will fit you like a glove.  So dream it now.  Use these next few days to draw it out, list it up, see it happening and know that this is YOUR year. 


LEO
Okay New Moon wishes for you need to be focused on really discovering what your service is to give to the people.   Mercury, Venus, Pluto, the Sun and the Moon have all shown up to add their power and influence so that THIS year you can start doing something that you love, that comes naturally, that feeds your soul and that somehow gives back to the people.  Many Leos are contemplating some changes in their life because the whole service to others is becoming more important to them.  You are waking up to new skills and new drives to want to switch gears in a way on your Zodiac polarity  realizing the best avenue for you will be one that involves your creative gifts, your sunshiny ways AND something that brings value into others lives.  The secret to your success in these new energetic times now is that your main focus will need to be on how this thing of yours can benefit others.  When you can focus purely on seeing how it adds to others lives then people will just find you and want whatever you are going to offer.  Your creativity and sunshine essence are a given and not really things you need to focus on.  They will follow in their highest expression once you find the thing you love to do and put all your energy into seeing it benefit others.  You have a winning ticket here and all you have to do is see it as already happening these next couple of days.  You know already what you want to be doing so now just visualize yourself already doing it and allow this year to bring it to you in an organically unfolding manner.  There is no question as it will.  This is the time for a new page for you.  You will also be focused on diet and health and these may play a role in your next work expression, or you will just be awakening to wanting to take better care of your health.  Now this year is all about wishes for you and you just really need to be getting clear on what you would like your World to look like.  You have full power to create this right now as whatever you are dreaming is manifesting right before your eyes. Looking back at too much that has not worked out is not going to manifest you what you want.  You are staying locked in that pattern even just by talking about it.  You are also encouraged to join with others on your dreams as there are some people around you who want to do something similar and you will have more amplifying results when you work as a team. Also this year is a time to really come together with the best friends ever and the theme will just be optimistic and sharing expansive views.  These are some intellectual and philosophical friends in your life now and they are like salve to your soul.  Come the middle to end of this year, you will be withdrawing more into a soul searching sort of phase.  You will be connecting with spirit more and wanting to explore your intuitive nature learning to trust the guidance that comes your way.  You can expect to receive many prophetic sort of dreams and intuitional feelings that come out of nowhere and they will start coming as a way to see if you are listening.  You will hear things like, "in 3 days you will get a really big sale or opportunity".  And you will be like, "yea whatever, I don't know if I can trust that".  And then it will come to pass as a truth and you will say "oh my gosh I can trust these things!"  And then they will start to snowball and you will be receiving much more inner guidance that will really start to help you make better decisions in your life. 

VIRGO
This New Moon is going to be awesome for you!  This is when the canvas is completely clear and just asking for you to create whatever you can imagine that will bring more child like joy into your life, more abundant creativity into your life, more carefree love expressions into your life and this is also baby making time.... so, be cautious or go full speed ahead.   I do know this also could be that you are having  a creative project baby and that very soon will come the time to give birth to this project.  The water may already have broken, but the actual birth is a little ways away.  For you I would recommend a vision board that you can put up on the wall and for you to draw or paste in everything that you would like to see manifest this year.  I really want you to do this so that you can see that everything that is in alignment with your particular path will absolutely come your way this year.  You are in a wonderful space to really see magic coming out of the blue from all directions.  You are going to be more in love then you maybe have ever been and more creative then you could have ever imagined.  There is a new kind of depth to the love your are experiencing and a new kind of depth to your creations.  It all really is going hand in hand with each other as each thing feeds the other.  As long as you can stay on this flow of balancing only doing what feeds your soul and what you love to do, then this looks to be a pretty sweet ride for you.  Some changes are set to arrive in your work environment as all this fresh commitment of yours to only do what you love to do will open some doors and usher in some energy to clean the space out and create something that truly operates in alignment with what you are here to bring.    This year you will have many opportunities arriving on your doorsteps which will take you to greater heights with your career.  There will always be the element of surprise and many times these opportunities will come from you just making some sort of statement or exchange of ideas and then this will get passed down some line and an opportunity will be born.  People are going to start hearing about you and your work and there will be doors opening which will lead to even more doors opening.  Get ready to be really busy.  This is like you will mention something to someone about what you are doing and then they will mention this to someone else, who happens to run a popular blog or something and then that message goes out to tens of thousands of people and then your life is changed forever.  There is a power out there very soon to make your career larger then life, so please use this New Moon so set that wish in motion. See yourself expanding exponentially and reaching people far wide.  The secret is to also see the people benefiting from whatever you are working on.  Do not see the money aspect as that is actually the least important factor.  See yourself doing a service for others and then come the middle of this year, you will really see how your thing is able to affect large groups of people.  You will be seen and respected, as what you are doing is very serious, experienced and old soul ish sort of work.  What you are doing also gives people some feel good feelings and this is one of the reason they are attracted to you.  This is a really sweet in the flow time for you so just keep your thoughts on how lucky you are and how far you would like to take this thing.

LIBRA
So your main focus right now should be on wishing for all things wound and childhood related to be revealed to you so that you can do the healing and clearing in preparation for what is to come at the end of this year.  You are cleaning out the basement right now and down there is also hidden tunnels leading to even more hidden spaces.  This will take time and it will not feel fun and light, BUT if you don't tackle this task now, you will essentially be allowing mold to take over your life and all the good that wants to greet you in this coming year will be ruined and diminished.  Your wishes for this New Moon need to be focused on clearing out all the excess baggage of others that you have been choosing to take on and carry as your own that are honestly holding you back like dead weight.  This stuff isn't even yours!  It is past programming and the implanting of the issues of others.  Yuck. Why would you want to take that on as your own?  It's like never going to the dump and instead holding onto everyone elses trash.  That stuff is collecting, stinking and attracting rodents.  So let it go and find the free and unlimited you.  This year you are to soar to greater heights.  You will even have opportunities to travel and explore other areas that will open your mind to more expansive ways of thinking.  You may be working on a project that will be related to publishing or getting some sort of message out on a global sort of scale.  The beginning of this year will be when the opportunities come to grab up on that brilliant idea of yours and shoot it out like a cannon.  This may even be something related to helping others heal their childhood wounds. You may want to use this New Moon to not only help speed up your own clearing/healing but also to be inspired with the messages to help others do the same.  You may come up with some really great techniques.  This can also touch on sexual abuse or physical abuse but that avenue of exploration will still be evolving over the next decade.  There is to be a lot of focus on teaching and children as an emphasis too.  So the big and great news will start to appear in the middle to end of this year and this is when you will finally start being seen.  Many opportunities will come to help further you along in your career direction.  Come next year you will be in a completely different space then you are now and it will feel so fulfilling as it will match this sort of caring expression you are so driven to share.  You will be in a space that is very much focused on the other and on providing care and assistance for the other.  That is why it is so important that you work on yourself now because the clearer you are when these opportunities arrive, the more of an impact you will be able to make in others lives.  If you have not done your work and cleaned out the basement where mold is growing, then you won't have the potential blessings like I speak of.  Another way to look at it is, (because can you tell that I LOVE analogies!) is that this is the opportunity to fill your car up with gas and there won't be another one until you reach your destination.  So if you fail to do this now, then you will be on the side of the road, unable to get to the destination.  So if you want to get to this place of blessings galore and synchronicities a plenty concerning your career expression, then you had best gas up your vehicle now.  Clean out your roots, clear the hidden basement spaces of mold and dead rot, heal your childhood painful memory wounds, forgive those who have hurt you, rebuild your foundation so that it will be able to hold all the opportunities of fruit to grow on beautiful healthy branches. 


SCORPIO
So the New Moon weather for you means that you will be best to focus on  the miracles that will surround you in your immediate neighborhood.  There is much for you to discover and many opportunities to come from interacting with people that you will be seeing in your day to day.   This is like how you bump into someone at the grocery store and how everything they bring up turns out to be the answers to what you questioning.  This is like being in a dilemma over needing to find a new place to live and then walking into the grocery store seeing a flyer for THE most perfect place to call home.  So right now the miracles are all around you in your day to day travels and all they require is that you stay present and take the time to talk to those who cross your path.  It is kind of fun to always look at synchronistic bumping in to people with the thought in your mind of "what do you have to share with me??"  Always know and especially now that there is a message to the meeting.  Use this New Moon wish time to bring answers to all your pondering in the form of synchronistic events.  Just know that all your needs will be met and all questions, answered.  If you are looking for a certain item and don't know where to go for it, just know that you will bump into someone who will give you the answer.  Also this is to be a big communication time for you so you will be doing much talking and with many new interactions.  Wish now for clearer communications with those around you.  You will also really be wanting to talk in a loving sort of way as you should be feeling pretty dang happy with it all.  So this year starts out with still much more density leaving your system.  Most of last year you have been on a journey to shed some layers and to really get into the heart of the matter of who you are.  You have had the spotlight on yourself and are admitting things that you would really rather let go of and transform.  It is intersting that we are in the year of the snake because that is your life right now and will be until the middle of this year.  Be patient with yourself as more and  more layers are revealed.  You being honest with what you see and accepting your faults and past ways will make it much easier to slide out of your old snake skin.  If you live in denial and are unable of looking honestly at yourself then it will feel like taking off latex with no lubricant.  It will stick to you and almost be unable to peel back.  But come the middle of next year, you will be the Phoenix who is reborn out of the ashes.  You will be in your highest power and this new you will have a game plan that involves traveling to far off places.  Come the middle of this year, your sights will be on things that are not at all in your normal scope of travels as you seek to find an environment that is brand new to your senses.  It will smell different, feel different, taste different, sound different.   It will also have something to do with publishing or the internet or spreading a new inspirational message far and wide.  This may be the time when you really are seen for what you are here to bring and opportunities will come to bring you to a new environment which supports this new you and amplifies your efforts that involve sharing something you do with people from all over the World. 


SAGITTARIUS
This is to be the best time of the year for you to focus on bringing more money and more value and more stability into your life.  There have been a lot of changes recently that have kind of rocked you to the core and this has all left you feeling a little unsafe and unsure and a bit wobbly.  But ultimately many times these things have to happen to show you another way that is more stable and that will bring more value into your life.  It makes me think of how when you lose something, you learn to appreciate what it meant to have it more.  This is classic like if you lose a job and are happy about it for a spell but then if it takes a while to find another one, you are always looking back fondly at the old job.  So sometimes we lose things just to gain another perspective of being more appreciative for what we do got.  But no matter what, something is missed.  Now there is a message that one thing that can bring in more value has to do with you using your hands.  There is something that you can do to help fill this empty space of "missing" and it involves your hands.  This can be artwork, this can be writing (which is actually very likely due to Mars moving energy in your 3rd house), this can be cooking, this could also very well be self- care self- massage.  But your hands are required to help bring in this value into your life.  So this New Moon you can intend for more money to flow into your life this year, you can wish for more stability to flow into your life this year, you can wish for more sensuality to flow into your life this year,  you can wish for better communications and connectedness to flow into your life this year, and of course you must wish for more creativity and aliveness and participation of life through the expression of your hands to flow into your life this year.  This year you will start with much focus on your closest relationships.  Some things will bring you closer and some things will require better communications so that compromise can be more appropriately met.  This is not to be an off balance time with others, as there will be many reasons for each side to be heard and for a decision to only be made when it is mutually come to.  And then once the middle of the year hits, you will enter a very transformative time, that will really dig into the depths of who you are and all that does not operate in right action or work towards the betterment of your prospering existence will have to be transformed.  This will be a Phoenix rising out of the ashes sort of time.  One thing that will be awesome is that your sex life will come out of any slumps or lack or disconnect.  There will be a new fire that rises out of you and one of the main reason is that you will be transforming things that weren't in alignment with who you are here to be.  You will seriously shed old skins like a snake and what will be revealed is a very sexually connected person who hasn't felt this way in a really long time.  I write about something similar in the birth chart books for people who have been through sexual abuse and how always if they have, at some point they lose all interest in sex.  And this is happening so that a healing can take place.  This is like a vacuum and if it is completely full of dust and lint it will stop sucking up anything, until you clean it and then it is super-powered good as new.  So be stoked because your sexual nature is going to return, super-powered and good as new. 


CAPRICORN
This is like the time you have dreamed of and the time you have been working so hard to finally reach.  This is like the summit where you are up, or seriously close, to your destination and whether you are there or just very close, you are still filled with this excitement for being able to see how far you have come and especially looking back at the past several years.  It will feel like a miracle that you are finally here now.  And this New Moon is in honor of YOU.  This New Moon is a combining force of the Sun, the Moon, Venus, Mercury and Pluto all focusing on you and asking you to make the hugest wish ever as you blow out that birthday candle.  And with these new energies.... dang.  You just might be one of those lottery winners as Mars too is coming in on this to amp up your money house.  So if ever there was a time to dream that one, I would imagine the time is in the next few days.  So if mass loads of money is what it would take to make you happy then wish away.  Ultimately this time now is for you to dream huge about what you want to see manifesting for you this year.  For you, the arena is completely open as it all just revolves around you feeling more content and at home with who you are.  What would that take?  Would it involve career changes or home changes or health changes or relationship changes?  Name it all and spend the next days dreaming of yourself living whatever it is you would like to see this year provide for you.  Recently you may have felt like some things were still being held from you but now you see why.  You just had to arrive at THIS point and then ask again for what you want.  Maybe your dreams were held back because they just weren't big enough or honoring enough for who you are.  Maybe you are playing a little small and that just won't work this year. Nope.  This year its big time.  You will start this year focusing on your health and your body and what you are doing to feed it and fuel it and this will really end up not only changing your exterior and how it functions from the inside out, but once the midyear hits the culmination of these changes will open doors for others to better be able to receive you.  This is like someone who loses a whole bunch of weight and then all these doors suddenly open because people see then differently, but also because  the person feels differently about themselves.  You will be going through a transformation yourself and come the middle of this year, you will kind of be like larger than life to others.  One thing that's cool too is that you are really going to start finding a better circle for you that is much more positive and supportive and expansive.  This will be like meeting someone who opens all these opportunities for you. This could be like having someone write an article about you and then BAM you are so in demand and everyone knows about you. So get your vehicle (your body, your health) tuned up now as the end of the year promises to be one of your best times EVER and you need your vehicle in tip top shape because you are destined to travel to far out places.

AQUARIUS
Right now everything is kind of pulled inward in your life, yet you are ready to get out there and get this party started. There is an energy inside of you that is very much like "let's just get on with it!", yet there are other factors inside that are still pulling you inward into some quiet spaces of mediation and spiritual retreat.  There is much learning coming to you in these quiet moments and you can feel the time is similar to watching a garden grow and knowing you are so stoked and ready to eat that peach, but if its just not ripe yet and ready then you know it will totally suck.  There is a push pull going on. And you are wanting to push forward and "it", otherwise known as the powers that be, are wanting to pull you back saying, just wait a little longer.  So this New Moon will be an awesome opportunity to intend how you want to gain more wisdom and insight, which you will later share with others, in a quicker and easier to comprehend manner.  This is the time to really make solid connections with your guides so that you can know more about what is best for you.  This is the best time to intend that you will learn better to trust your intuition to be your main decision maker in life.   This is the best time to fully embrace this quiet space and allow more truth and peace and one love for all to enter your life.  And seriously enjoy this rest now, for you are gonna be getting very busy and you will look back at these quiet moments of now with much fondness.  You can trust me on that one.  So for the beginning of this year you will be focused a lot on self expression and really kind of pondering over how to feel more joy in your life.  Some things may have fallen away and left you a little shaky and unstable and you are going to do everything to find a way to wake up each day and see how fortunate you are.  You are on a mission to find purpose and to feel value and once we reach midpoint of this year, new elements will come in that will really make you feel like you are finally on a path that works with who you are.  Creativity is going to be tops on your list as you will learn to either go out and live your creative dreams or you will integrate art into your daily life as you have memories of when you were creative and you are remembering how expressing that way made your life feel more valuable.  You want to feel more youthful and free and limitless and you will do everything to make these your reality.  There will also be some changes with your health as you will be more focused on exercise and eating the abundant alive kind of foods and these changes will be like finally giving water to a plant that hasn't been watered in a year.  You can expect some really amazing results to your health goals this year and your body is not even going to be what it is like right now today. 


PISCES
So you get to be the most fortunate sign right now because the New Moon is in your house of wishes, and its got the punch of Venus, Pluto and Mercury also on your side and adding the ammunition to bring your dreams to fruition.  This will be your most important New Moon of this year and you had best spend the next several days in a state of already having all that you wish.  I want you to be so ecstatically thrilled the next few days just seeing yourself in every sort of situation that you like to see manifest this year.  Your best areas to focus on would be with you combining efforts with your friends or with groups.  This is coming together time where the impact you would like to make on the World will have more of an influence when you combine your energies.  You will be focused on humanitarian issues mostly as you really dream this year of being someone who is out there really waking people up and showing them this other way to be.  Your heart is calling to you and telling you that you have to share what you know inside and that it is valuable and that the people are ready to hear you.  Also if you are looking for more quality friends in your life, then now is a great time to see yourself meeting these new people.  You are going to be going through massive shifts this year where much will be falling away and that includes friends who no longer match your purpose in life.  And that will be a main focus, for who you attract and who you let go of,  because you will be coming into a space of only wanting to do things or surround yourself with those that encourage your purpose in life.  It is all about your purpose in life at this time.  Nothing else will really matter.  And anyone who questions your far out dreams or raises a suspecting eyebrow will not be around you by the end of the year.  And already you are going to start feeling who I am talking about.  One way you will know is because when you leave their presence they will still sit with you in your mind and it will be similar to a bad taste in your mouth.  So this year starts with you really being kind of inward and focusing on all those hidden factors that are keeping you from moving forward in life and this year will be full of childhood issue awakenings just asking to be cleared and healed.  Many wounds from your beginning days will be healed and your foundation will finally be firm enough to withstand the growth that will then enter your life.  And come the end of June!!  This is when you will feel better than you have in a decade.  Once the end of June hits, you will be gifted with a new love, or more of a solidification of a present one, an expanded creative burst of inspiration and opportunities, baby making time and overall good times and smiles galore.  So work on cleaning house and just know there is a very good reason and the reason is that the most kick ass house guests are coming and you want to have the open arms to welcome them in.