We find ourselves in such interesting times these days makes years ago even seem new and different. We are smack dab in the middle of a solar and lunar eclipse. So what does this mean for our lives? Well let's explore what these very sensitive important occurences mean for us. Eclipses have the ability to directly affect your nervous system the thing that keeps track of all of our body functions as well as our perceptual reality, proprioception, balance, psychic sensitivity and clarity and how our mind works and perceives what is occuring in our life, on our skin, how tight and loose our muscle tone is how in touch or out of touch we are with our own reality and consciousness. Each of us is developing in our own special way this year to truly become the force of nature we came here to be with our own authority, perception and opinion. This solar eclipse truly is bridging our fear of our own shadow (all the parts of ourselves that have been hidden, take effort to uncover and reveal and notice and accept, our shames and distorted neglectful pleasures that we as a humanity have not wanted to face until recently) back into our nervous system and our ability to perceive it and know it and see it and own it and be ok finally to find some comfort in what we could not know until we could. Our fear of the unknown is quite high and terrifying for some despite all the shifts and changes we have all been through these last many years. This eclipse was in Gemini which carries this beautiful ability to have a split personality two parts of one self that can be hard to grasp, feel, portray, express, reveal so it is helping us to get healthy in the image we have portrayed and felt was us only to discover this shadow that needs to now be arisen, incorporated and included in this already well developed image. This is a tricky thing as your image so far may be quite shallow and not really all that much of who you really are here to be and quite superficial in all kinds of ways that really does not serve you, your life, your purpose or what you really came here to be. If it feels dark always remember the darkness holds the space for infinity and creativity to make things from sometimes nothing. The place of nothing contains everything if you are honest and don't fight and push away the very thing that has been missing from this life from your wholeness from your light and love for a very long time. Nothing is dark, black, contains all colors as a possibility. Look at how hard we have tried to fill the space with anything the more color, vibrant, noisy the better. This is the clue we are afraid and unfamiliar with nothing. We have a cluelessness in our shadow and this contributes to it being hidden away and lurking, feeling like it is just there, something around the corner that we can't quite shake but is clearly attached to me yikes! It was really strong this January pumping, growing, becoming closer to bridge up until now and this eclipse has the ability to reunite all the perceptual fields and information needed to incorporate this aspect completely back into our lives and consciousness which can eliminate all push pull in your life where you keep shooting yourself in the foot, life does not appear as it should and I am not comfortable in my own skin, alone and separated in my truth. Having it with us honestly instead of neglecting these parts of ourselves also eliminates the bigotry of separation that exists on planet earth so even if we get this partially right we are many steps ahead compared to what life has been like.
The thing about eclipse time is it really makes you sensitive and emotional and there is no way to control its affect on you. So if you find yourself super critical, let go, if you feel stressed out and like you are going to splat all over the place, stay still and try to feel and cry some of the pressure out of your body and tissues. Do this through sweat, tears, laughing until you cry, and peeing, All of which help you to let go and clear the kidneys of the emotional pressure you find yourself in. These eclipses are clearing very old patterns that have your life in a non vital, compromised and lack of confidence way. Honor that. Honor yourself and this journey you have breathed and kept yourself alive in to be here for these moments and this very special transformative year. Pay attention to the moon right now you will find comfort in it as it is moving deeply through the most inside parts of this body and all its connection points. If you are really freaked out take an epsom salt bath to remove the fear of the shadow parts and you will be able to relax and find some clarity amongst the pressure push you may be experiencing. Lieing down on the ground with your back to the ground can be quite helpful as we are not done yet and you may need to let go of the fear on the surface of you that you can feel but it is no longer necessary for you to feel. So give it to the earth and surrender and let go of all that makes you feel not safe, not secure and emotionally unstable, Say Free, clear and restore. These are just feelings. Please don't be afraid we have wanted to feel and bring these pieces together for a long time. If you are unsure ask a Gemini what it is like to always be perceived as two people but you are one. The hypocricy in this is obvious and not acceptable for the ideal and capability of our humanity. Being at one allows, new expression, new communication, new listening and hearing, new communion, and a structure we can build from and not tear down and apart just to discover our hidden pieces, qualities and ancestral heritage. It brings light to the darkness and allows all parts of ourselves to know our light and not be hidden or afraid to share it with others. I say we could use a little refresh button right here. Thank you god and evermore.
Oh and one last thing current trend until August, you will be under pressure in your sacral area, under your belly button in the front and back of your body and your throat. Serious tension to eliminate old outworn power, all non vital parts of yourself, and all lack of confidence from your emotional insecurities. Self destructive tendencies could be at an all time high and frustration and anger is your key. Feel it, groan it out, say EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE to release it and not hurt yourself or others. Each time you hang with it and move it through your throat you release old power and own and restore your true vital power for the future of your self empowerment. KA just did an entry that is perfect and awesome for some of the details and nuances. (Awesome job my friend) Check it out.
When you are jealous it is a wonderful energy it tells you that YOU want something the other has and it is never exactly what they have. So the jealousy will reveal to you what it is. High possibility the old you gave up and did not have the sacral power to claim your true vital life. Forgive yourself. Life takes a REALLY long time to mature itself properly and exactly for the selective DNA being you came here to be! and this is true despite all the manipulative lies we have been conditioned with. Ask the jealousy to teach you what your heart and soul's desire wants, needs, hungers for and can't live without and thank that person for making you feel so strongly so you can figure out what is missing in your life that you now want to include and is not negotiable for you to exclude at this point of your life. You can only go as fast right now, (despite how strongly you wish to), as your emotions can digest, handle, and comfortably step through life , safely and securely to be YOU, own your emotional nature and mature YOU correctly to be Your self in the right image that honors all of your precious facets. SOOOOOOO do not push that envelope. This year is about discovering your own emotional nature, pace and aspects that have to be included for you to be whole, YOU, on purpose, on path in calm trust. SO move at a pace that feels right to you not everyone else and remember this is not a race. You will win if you own your calm trust and suffer greatly if you do not put this in place this year. Affirm often: I am living my heart and soul's desire in trust. Thank you.
I count, You matter and together WE make the difference. Peace be all of us. Hi'ilani