to leave so I can be alone. They are all very nice but I want them to leave.
There are about 8 of them living in this house and running this farm. They are
finally gone and I go out to visit the pigs and one guy is just still leaving
and he has a big pig hiding in his coat. i realize the door is still open and I
go to try to close it before the pigs escape. One gets a way but I catch this
baby pig. I am holding this pig and giving it love and I notice how fat it is
and you can see stretch marks on its belly. I feel sad because I know the pig
would not normally be so squishy fatty but they are trying to fatten her to make
more profit. She is so sweet and I consider letting her go. Then I see a piece
of cooked bacon on the ground and I get sad again at how I love to eat that
bacon but originally it comes from a sweet baby like this. Then I let the pig
go back into the room with other pigs because she seems to want to go back and I
find this woman who is in charge of watching the pigs. She is really down to
earth and seems to care. The room is overwhelming to me with feces and pigs
running everywhere. There is something with bath water and then I see her look
up to the wall and I notice she has written out the astrology birth charts for
each of the pigs and she is comparing something. She says she reads them to see
how to handle what they are going through. I am fascinated that she had their
birth time and has them all posted to compare on the wall. Then I see people
running around the place with guns. Everyone is running for cover and I try to
get to the door that I had sealed to keep the pigs in and there is a dead body
and I lay next to it to appear dead myself. When I tried to move someone came
upon me to check me out and I said, I was just visiting and was only trying to
help keep the pigs in. There are people all around shooting and running. They
agree to let me go and not kill me and they escort me out to protect me and then
I am walking away and wake up".
Lori here! My take on things:
Wow several meanings in this one, first we will get the obvious out then tackle the deeper meaning. You see yourself as a cause person and you can look at a situation and see both sides of the coin, such as the poor pigs and how you love bacon, can see the profit yet also some compassion.....thats the over view of the simple aspect of your dream.
Now for the deeper meaning, you are a very compassionate person, who is willing when confronted with a conflict in herself to see the whole pattern and change what you can to help. Animals represent habits, our habits, you have found many in yourself that is similar to a pigs attributes, from your dream you see the pigs as taken advantage of yet you still wish to do what is right and keep them coraled, now pigs would represent habits of glutny, filfth and chaos according to your perspective in the dream, I would like to expand on this for your idea of a pig may be hard critical thinking towards your habits that you are viewing in yourself that you are perhaps simply to hard on yourself for. Pigs are gentle beings they eat about anything and they "love" to play in the mud, it helps cool them, so you might want to look at your habits of gentleness as a blessing and that you are not afraid to "play" to cool off. As the people come in with guns and begin shooting and killing this is aspects of yourself determined to change these things in yourself. You found solace in the womans ability to use star charts for the pigs well being, this is a intuitive message from inside you letting you know that you can do charts to help, and that is good enough. You are troubled by several issues at this time, stop and meditate on these "habits" you are concerned with, I believe you are more troubled about the habit of helping and feeling like it is not enough. Let me know how it goes, you need to lighten up though and be gentle with yourself, that is why "you" were not killed and let to walk away.
Blessings and Love