Hi'ilani here:

This week is an important one as it carries our direction for our future through witnessing. So at the surface of your life, your world, your moments you want to pay attention to what happens and what does not. THE biggest thing that is a super big deal is life is changed. The divine forces have taken over so if you are someone who has been fighting the good fight, care what happens to the planet, to people, to our children and to the ever evolving world and no matter what happens have some optimism and hope for a better possibility the good news is we finally get to have these possibilities be our reality.
 
In a body you don't get here without a lot of hard work. But all the work cannot go backwards so though it may feel like you are having to deal with and redeal with some of the same issues the truth is each time you do  you are more mature than the last  and actually combining, connecting more dots and more layers of your onion. This is your life. The lazy days are over and it is important to expect more now and to allow the principle of Less is More to operate for your life, your friends, your family and our humanity. Just saying "Less is More" actually will help you access the most efficient way to find your way and to value your true life's path in trust. 

We must consciously do this. You have to hold the space of your better, bigger, soul full self and don't identify so strongly with the parts of you that are falling away as well as the parts of others that are falling away. Something really strong is calling to you from inside. It is a part of yourself that has been there forever. It will get your attention and it is the voice to listen to and to ignore and pay less attention to the voices that are not as strong and are not bringing the life manifestations you desire. The fear of the past is making sure we get this right once and for all. It has a strong smelling ability so you can smell things that stink and that are outworn and outdated. Throw stinky parts of your life away now please. Do not eat food you cannot stomach and certainly do not commune with people you cannot stomach. It is instinctual so will make you more like an animal, primal, care less about what it looks like and more about what matters. It is also heightening how to care better for yourself so listen and do not ignore the limitations that are just too small or no longer good enough for your ultimate destiny. Thank you.

It is also pushing on people's egos located in the heart. SO that want to kill something feeling is coming from your ego. If you don't like yourself change who you are into something that is more palatable and that does not stink in its attitude. An example was a few weeks ago the New England Patriot quarterback literally kicked someone in the head on television after the play was done for the whole world to see. It was very out of character for him and he did not even realize what he was doing. It was his truth though in that moment and these pressures we are feeling take away our usual filters that would have us behave better. Everyone on the planet is on this influence so listen as it tells you where you really are and where you are not and does not let you delude yourself. It can be very revealing in wonderful enlightening ways if you witness yourself and decide which part of your aggression, drama, cranky bitchiness needs expression and to come out into the light of day or it is going to die. Some old ways you manipulated life through using your will in maybe less than whole ways pushing people around to get your will and maybe not being so concerned with theirs could also be quite heightened. It allows the shadow parts of ourselves to share and to be included in our lives. Don't be afraid of who you are.  Ever again. Do know these are baby steps the first time some of these qualities may be coming out to play. So give them some time to marinate. Have some patience with the process. If you are not lazy and work hard personally now the rewards will be far greater than ever before. It may feel like an uphill moment by moment battle and it is a little bit but every movement you make towards your own greater good will stay with you and can never be taken away. IT is the great part of true, pure transformation. Welcome my friends! 
 
Your physical BODY is slow and takes a long time to hook things up right and for each of us to hook them up correctly is what is most important now. Imperative actually. We each can only go as fast as our brain will allow us to. Our emotional nature is running the show and it gets nervous if we move too fast because it can't grasp all the intricate pieces we need to calm our nerves down. So this alone can make one very cranky and right now we have two genes screaming very loudly to get it right please and that usually looks like a traumatic hissy fit rather than something harmonic and balanced. Whatever you do take responsibility for your own process, do not project onto another and certainly do not harm anyone.  
The key players cranking this up has something to do with our mind and our mental imprinting that is helping to bridge together the left and right side of our brain and body simultaneously. This gene is very sensitive and hears sounds that are not there to the normal listening ear. So it is like having surround sound going, listening, hearing everything in all these different tones and levels that some people are not used to having in themselves. So if you are someone who does not carry this gene it will be a bit of a ride and can allow you to go from ok to cranky super quickly. The best way to help yourself is to not have too much noise on and for sure do not subject yourself to other peoples sounds, tv, radio that you don't like and cannot handle. A good thing is to listen to sounds and tones YOU DO LOVE as this will help to create a symphony inside your head that helps this gene breakthrough and find its home in your head, in your chest, in your nerves. Say Free Clear Restore Breakthrough to keep this movement in flow and in sync with your truest highest calling. 

Human Being TOOL: The noise EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE really helps to vibrationally clear whatever unrest you may be experiencing and to not take the persons head off in front of you unnecessarily. Also note this is connected into us through the collective so how many people you are around and can handle will be deeply personal.  Too many people not enough quiet alone time will give you cranky and vibrationally cranky your head will be shaking in its exhaustion of trying to get this physical work done properly and YOU are not cooperating. You mind will be tired and need some space so take it politely and allow this process to happen as best as it can.

If you are feeling super anxious fried and frazzled you have too many people around poking into you so do your best to arrange and organize that better. So much silence is a must and it is up to you to figure that out. This is only with us until March 9th so each and every moment counts and it is not forever.  

Human Being TOOL: Another great thing to do is to take your hands behind both ears and move the flap forward. Our ears are wonderful acoustic devices and they are constantly listening. All the subtle tones even of EMF, Electro magnetic fields your cell phones and computers are creating impact them so they get full and need to have the excess sounds released. You will be amazed if you do this how much pain will get out of your head and how your mind can calm itself down just by releasing the excess backed up frequencies. Trust me if we could see all the fields we would know to do something about it. It would be like grass that has grown and needs to be mowed. You would notice. The subtle stuff matters and we need to be more aware and diligent with ourselves, our bodies in these subtle ways too. 

If your chest is seemingly not able to breath it is really working between the mind and heart. If you are tired, rest and certainly get enough sleep. Putting ear plugs in can quiet your mind onto itself and help you to not pay so much attention to other noises in the house which could be making you more tired than you need to be. 

Tapping on your chest right below the clavicles can really help whatever is suffocating you just fear that is paralyzed and trying to get out to move. Moving and grounding your body while breathing is also wonderful to keep everything flowing and finding its correct outlet so the fear does not get stuck in non movement. Breath in your nose and out your mouth. Then in your mouth and out your mouth. Doing this while laying on the ground is very helpful to telling the body that all is ok even if it does not physically feel like it is.  The fear of the past is located under your heart on the left in the back of your body. Lieing on the ground literally dumps the fear that is ancient into the ground and helps you incorporate what the fear has birthed into your present physical body. We need the wisdom that this process gives each of you. So don't be afraid of it help it to do its job and we can create a better humanity and life on earth.
Thank you for listening.
I count, You matter, Together We make the difference.  Love, Hii 

Hi'ilani here:
I am not super ADD so my entries are longer and exact for what is happening. I am going to try to submit more often and to keep it shorter for me and for you and more often as I feel life demands it and I feel I can manage it now. Thanks for listening and for sharing and for viraling this information as you see fit. Those who comment thank you it is helpful when standing out on a limb all by yourself to have people actually take the time to let me know that it helps. I appreciate you each and everyone. Reading my words out loud even if they take time to understand does help your cells receive them to upgrade your reality just as fast as you can be YOU. These words will purify you, put you into your pure state, use them well and be grateful for the truth beauty and love that YOU are. It is my 

Here is a good poem for now:

We are dieing now
No one wants to say it so I will
Life and the hope of life its magic is missing
We are realizing something very deep 
Is happening and it has very little to do with
The surface, the shiny wrapper we have
Clothed ourselves in
The surface seems to be collapsing onto it self
With only the depth to catch it
It requires substance, a conscience
Do we ever remember what that is
Our innate sense of right and wrong
Just because the plastic shiny particle board
Can fit;  be cheaper;  work for now
No one will notice, everyone's doing it
Doesn't mean it is true
Or that it will continue to sustain life
We have created a mess
Put together too fast
Without all the right pieces
Just to get by and make a buck
Oh in the end is it worth it
Will we be able to live through
The repercussions of our greed
And stand up to pay for the cost to life

The answer is YES. Though the secret is in this statement:

 I count, You matter and together WE make the difference.

I created that sentence in 2003 in Guam where I arrived to help a major corporation and its employees to bridge together an island after two wicked supertyphoons had stormed through and devastated the island. You only understand what that is like if you get to be apart of something so devastating and in those moments what is real is crystal clear and what needs to be done comes only from love and from true care of the sameness of our species not our differences. The people of this corporation had prayed for us to come and we in service answered the call. They did not use the telephone it was their truth of what was needed and the universal forces of all sent me. Not for any other reason than because it was our purpose and path to do and accomplish this for those people in Guam to restore their value and their lives properly and correctly for the prayers they made fully trusting they would be answered. I count, You matter and together WE make the difference. I created a safe and secure framework for each and every person to find and trust while I was in Guam just for such moments as now. I had no idea it would take so long for us to get here 2013 nor what would happen in these last ten years. I listened and showed up. I paid attention and did what I could.  You will notice different ways these words are being spread and are being used in commercials. by people as their little slogan,  in the way people are behaving and cooperating as they take action now. Yes this is how we create a sustainable future and we just need to follow the directive our genes are feeding us to become who we always knew ourselves to be. Best to get out of your own way and to surrender to the push of what is being asked of you from inside to birth yourself fully, wholly inside to outside intact, whole and sustainable. 

We can do this. Here are some details of different ways our genes are currently impacting the storyline and impulses of our cells, our lives, our perception, our forward growth, evolution and movement. If you go against what is happening to you it will be painful quickly kind of like when you put your hand on a hot burner, instant ouch and removal. Listen quickly, adapt through learning and change into the person you care and like to be not the fraud you may feel like you have been existing as.  Be present, make mistakes, learn from them and move on to adapt properly and correctly.

 Oh and just know forever our lives are very specifically ordered, divinely nourished and infinitely structured each and every one of us. So vibe into that and let yourself feel the nourishment that has always been a part of your structure in this body. What has not made it feel this way up until now is that our mind was healing itself. We as a species had to live out the storyline of the patriarch running the show. In this story many things real and true were oppressed not purposefully, but ignorantly and unconsciously because we did not have all of our consciousness available to us. What is changing it that all the current things you have undergone since 2001 are helping you to heal slowly and truly into having all of your awareness and consciousness restored back to this body and your being. This is selective and deeply personal to each person. You cannot look out at others and expect to know what the hell is going on. You must feel and act from within and cultivate what feels good  and true and more like you and let go of the parts that feel less like who you no longer wish to be. It can be as easily as saying I know longer wish to be like this or that and open to what is possible. THIS is being present.  

It will be easier to let go now as the last four months of the year restructured how each of us have been enslaved to not being vital, to exhaustion, to depletion, to letting the people outside of us take our own life's expectation away from us.  ALL your disempowerment and ways to disempower and be destructive to your own life force is shifting. This means you want to go for empowerment, vitality, what makes you feel full and alive and with energy. Let go of anything that feels lethargic, low energy, too heavy and dense to move step by step forward. What can be restored if you go for vitality and nourishment of your own life? 

All of the true power you as a being is supposed to carry to live this life of yours out purposefully and properly for who you incarnated to be. YOU YOU YOU. YOU matter but you can't feel that way without restoring this power back to yourself with each and every breath and decision you are navigating daily. 

Be ADD it is helpful. Take it slow and take your time. We can't get this wrong.  When enough of your own vitality is restored to the YOU that does matter, then your confidence will stand up for all the ways you can count and do the one purposeful part you came here to do. 

Then you can confidently count, and address some of these oppressive forces in your life and change them for the better through the cooperative effort that will be under way at that point. 

So far, we have fulfilled the expectation of the other, the collective, work, family and not fulfilled the expectation of our own life's experience. It has been our patriarchal shame. THIS makes us pissed off, angry, not happy. So we have been wasting away enslaved to this collective notion of win/lose. NOW in our genetic higher vibration the truth of our life is to know, live and fulfill our own life's expectation while coexisting and fulfilling the expectation of the other in the same moment. Win/Win. You will do what you want to do and you will be contributing to the whole through that motion not taking from it and not it taking from you. Read this a lot and let it digest in. THIS is starting right NOW. 

Affirm often: I am living my heart and soul's desire.
This will allow you to restore your vitality back to yourself. It will allow you to access and help yourself be aware of what has been missing from life that you are pissed off about. It will use your own start codon genetically to activate your win/win scenario and allow your body mind and spirit to know it is time and to start to play a different game of life. Cool. thank you.

Next: Out whoooooshed all our non vital parts and in whoooooshed Breakthrough. This gene lives inbetween our eyes activates and upgrades our pineal gland and will be directly responsible for the mental and body changes you will experience in the next three months. It is the finale of our mind shifting from the patriarch way of lack to the feminine receptive way of wholeness.  It will bridge and breakthrough all ways our mind has been unconscious and not really on board with our body. It is a preception changer so if you really want to know how you think listen to what you say in the next three months. If you don't care for what you are saying change your life. Impliment the changes you have needed to fix for the last 3 years and know you must do but you just have not started. START NOW!

It will bridge the left and right side of the brain into a new realm, reality. It is like the old tv's versus HD. There are a lot more pieces of light and more dots of color in this new perception and it will make you multidimensional. If you are dizzy slow down and breath in your nose and out of your mouth. If your eye fields are funny spend less time with computers, more time in natural light and conscious time with your eyes closed and with a nice pillow rest of lavender or something peaceful. Walk don't run, Drive slowly and carefully. Give yourself more time to do tasks as your mind will be both out to lunch not there or super intense thinking, thinking, thinking. It feels a little like a clothespin on the top of your nose and MUST express. So journal rather than blah, blah, blah randomly and please don't have verbal diarrhea with a bunch of people you don't know and they don't care to hear your explanation. This is about your personal  sacred brain and your mental awareness and perception. Use these months before spring to get this transit right and you will be grateful. This is not a time to pile too much on your plate. Just enough is what you want to go for and cocoon and get enough rest so your mind can do its thing in your dreamtime. Oh and your dreamtime will be vivid and will be going through many old lifetimes so if you see boxes shifting and pictures moving around THEY ARE,
 the one's too small are being let go of and the ones too big are being let go of and what will be left will be all the right answers to the questions and doubts you have so you may understand and have the right context to live out the rest of this life mentally as yourself, uniquely, truly, authentically and purposefully as your AWARE self. Your mind helping you and not hindering your life force ever again. Your body carries the push and primal knowledge of what narrow purposeful pathway you wish to live out to live your heart and soul's desire.  If you take time to walk and allow the right pace of life to order itself with your brain for these next few months that would be very helpful. If you find yourself having panic attacks your brain and body are out of sink. If you lie down on the ground for twenty minutes that can help and breath in your nose and out your nose. Breath in your nose and out your mouth. Breath in your mouth and out your mouth. Do these three breaths repetitively for the twenty minutes and you will feel better. 

Affirmation to use say out loud:
 
Free clear restore breakthrough.

The free clear restore part uses the trustworthy framework of life to free your past, clear your residual relationship to that past that no longer serves you and restores the more whole, vibration of truth beauty and love in your personal transformation perfectly.

The breakthrough part is special to now and will only be available to us until March 9th. Use it well to help yourself transform life purely and truly,

Do notice how you feel as these shifts occur. We as a species created this framework. It is everyone's to use and is free and your birthright to have. YOU must use it however.

It will lighten and revitalize you. I count, You matter and together WE make the difference. Thank you. 

Love, Hii  

  

Here is a poem from my book Simple Beautiful Inspirational Hope
that sets the tone for what is happening right now.  Page 92

Original Innocence
Hallelujah!
Funny how restoring our success
and finding our rhythm
boils down to reclaiming
Our authority......Mine
according to our original innocence
We have used our power
Poorly
For a really long time
We continue to try to squeeze
All the greed we can
out of fertile stagnant mold
It seems fine to pummel
One another
bruising each other
as  a common practice
of climbing some ladder
that never leads to nirvana
just more sacrifice
More soul loss
more drought and depleted fatigue
Unconsciousness you are unacceptable
your days are numbered
we are facing final mental meltdown
freeing the veil
of illusion and deluded reality
oh the sweet reprieve
to finally see minus the patriarch
with real vision
eagle eyes clarity
the newness may sting
the shock of visual reality
seen without the veil
feminine power unite
the time is now
realistic strength will prevail
false cluelessness and false pride let go
you have served your purpose
of boundary protection and reality twist
but now we need to be bounded
in light magnificence
thank goodness
breathe light into your eyes
let go of the shame blame guilt darkness
embrace home in your chest
as life's hearth heart
as your place
of perfect resonance
for your spirit's return
to bounded light
in balanced foundational reality


I wanted to start with this because I wrote it in 1998 and what is happening now has been working with us for the last fourteen years so it did not happen overnight and hopefully with a lot of grace you did not have to pay attention to each and every movement. We are not taught on earth proper manifestation and how long it really takes and with perseverance and diligence constantly to reach a goal, a dream, a focused success. No one has success placed in their lap. No matter how much it may look like luck they have worked hard either in this lifetime or others to have what is being delivered to their life. Both in a perceived good and bad way.

If you are built to be one way and are not honest with yourself about what that is (unconsciousness) life will bring all kinds of havoc to help you get really clear about what you are and what you are not.  The days of kidding ourselves or fooling ourselves are over and we will have to be more honest and pay attention to the message that is speaking very loudly from the inside of us out. The Hope consciousness Win/Win world is beginning and the Win/Lose and Oppression of all things real and true is ending. That is all do not be afraid. Honesty YES is needed. 
 
So if you are not taking the time to be still at least 20 minutes a day where you do nothing other than stay still and allow yourself to receive all the subtle messages you need to pick up to be you and survive wonderfully in your life be careful I don't feel we can live life without developing a relationship with our most inner voice and being now. Like all relationships that means taking time and putting attention and light onto this part of our life and taking steps to develop this relationship everyday.

The ADD that the internet and our technology has created in everyone's dependency on it for communication and connection is going to start to go away soon. What this means is technology has reached a perfection point that gives us what it was supposed to so we can get all our gadgets and all that we need to do our life, work. production and now start to slow down and focus each of us on our unique narrow part and purpose. The connectivity it has allowed will continue but we need to develop our own connectivity in our body now to connect psychically personally as well and not depend on an outside gadget in order to utilize the efficiency the internet and technology has created properly.

We need to have more unfocused time and space to be able to imagine and ponder and see what this brain of ours is like in its new form and how it wants to connect to others. Technology allowed everyone to have a consistent pushed driven striving to both open and melt down all of the ways we did not use both sides of our brain. It quickened us to vibrate at a faster and higher level and now we have to listen to our root the complete other end of our body to calm that quickening, to find our trust of all that has been presented to us and figure out what we REALLY LOVE out of all the options in the candy store and where is our JOY anyways. 

If your computer is clunky it directly speaks to your own energy. Get a new one and get one that honors who you actually are not what your parents told you to be or how they may have traditionally done something. All of your technology, phone, computer, ipad, tablets, nook, kindle etc. are reflecting what your own electricity is like inside your body. We are approaching the time when all of that needs to be more efficient so that we can free up some time to be outside, to restore socializing into more physical sharing and time so we can't be so concentrated just on our gadgets as it has taught us beautifully to be bounded in our own energy and time and space but now we have to become a humanity that is using all of that to help our life move more smoothly and to not be so caught up in using these things but having them truly support our lives into really good human sharing and movement which requires us to be back in touch with one another physically, personally, face to face, to flourish together in our next movements.

I had no idea that was what I would write today but here we are. So a good fore warning  this Christmas if you have been waiting on upgrading your technology to the perfect things you feel are important to be able to live your symphony find the deals, research and get just the right  detailed items to complete your technological life for a while. The perfect person may show up to receive what you no longer need so give the old stuff a new home please.

WOWeeeee! this eclipse season so we had 4 eclipses that touched our lives this year. 5/20 Solar Earth, 6/4 Lunar Fire, 11/13 Solar Water, 11/28 Lunar Air.

Earth, Fire, Water, Air in that order of our Earth to Sky movement and learning curve that we find ourselves in. Ponder that in your own body and the physical changes you needed to go through to cleanse and become you from May through November. Earth pushed us in May to find what is trustworthy or not and what is satisfactory or not personally and financially to support our life experience and start to really work on what we were super dissatisfied with to have a better physical body and financial life and future to support our own life experience moving forward.

In June enter Fire  which heated things up and burnt away what was no longer needed and provided the fire to alchemize whatever splits we had in ourselves all the ways our own nature felt split, cut off, Dr. Jekel and Mr. Hyde like, emotional qualities emerged to awaken us to  allow the very last parts of our mental duress to really alchemize and open and merge our own emotional nature with our mental nature in just the perfect way each of us needs. This would have been super uncomfortable and rather painful especially come November. It also helped us have the fire and energy to address some of these difficult issues that in the past we would not have but the last 3 years brought us to a spot that the fire put in motion stuff you had been thinking about changing for years. Thank goodness.

November enter Water to bring Sandy (earth, fire, water crisis) and remind us that handling, facing, paying attention to our water, our own emotional nature is critical to surviving our own lives moving forward. It helped us push forward emotionally and assert some power and find our true Compassion comes only from owning your own emotions and realizing you can use them to feel and to empathize with others and really want to live life in a more truthful authentic connected way.

Finally, Air when the storm finally settles the air is cleared and the mental field all of our mental discourse has been handled through the trials we went through in the last many years to prepare for final let go and movement forward. It also helped us to see how far we have come since 911 and how much we have matured in our own mental nature and how much our I has become stronger and our WE really matters and how do we include our I now in our WE????? It also plopped us smack dab in our chest and lung area. How are we breathing shallow and not at all because of fear and terror and a lack of certainty or are we yearning for deeper breath, whole breath, liver happy breath where all of life is breathed and felt and at a quality that we can live with. WE are RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW. Stay the course ask yourself this question often and take a moment to really breath in your nose and out your mouth. Drop your attention and hands onto your chest and breath really lightly into the top of your chest above your breasts and out. Make sure you are helping your body by breathing to get some oxygen in to those lungs to free old breath and open new circulation into those tissues and chest cavities. If you can do this it will help a lot to relieve some of the fire that is stuck in those tissues from the alchemy process of earth, fire, water and air in the eclipse force affects of this year.  

Just in case you have no idea what I am talking about here is what I went through to clear my body and physically get on board with myself to be the transformative agent I am here on earth.  I personally went through an acute episode of diverticulitis in September which I did not know I even had until I started to eat super vital smoothies for a few months before which allowed me to feel better and more like me but then the physical healing had to come. Painful belly aches as soon as something was ingested for all 25 feet of my intestine serious not comfortable.

In 2011,  I had a two knee surgeries and a  hysterectomy in a nine month period by  Thanksgiving  so they removed my uterus, a structure in my body. My intestine never really felt like itself after that surgery and in the end 7 months later it said I need some attention and things are not ok. My only knowledge of this was I kept having dreams of rotten food. I knew the food on earth was not going to go rotten but it took me a while to clue in that the rotten food was in me and wanted out and to be healed. The intestine carries all of our emotional history both as a person and as a species. So I talk about it a lot because to be at one with your emotional nature you too need to be at one with your own intestine and digestive pathway, mouth to anus. 

I am a Capricorn in this lifetime which has a lot to do with structure and I lost my structure to be able to handle a transit that is currently affecting us in the 2nd chakra. So to add insult to injury I who eat really well was combining food improperly for my sensitive belly to ingest and digest.      It took 48 years for me to truly get this detail in my life and have the energy and power to handle it for myself and take care of me properly. But I got it.

Then my back gave out and for 7 weeks I could not get up, sit up, stand up all my pelvic muscles gave out because I no longer have a structure in my 2nd chakra and the pain was unbelievable. I had to be restructured to own this part of my body front and back of my pelvis and have my legs be correctly aligned with my pelvis for the emotional being and nature I carry. It took a hospital stay, antibiotics, 3 doctors, a Homeopath, a chiropractor, an acupuncturist, a colonhydrotherapist, 2 physical therapists and a Russion Leech Man to get me back in shape and restore my health. I did almost die and for the first time in my life I went shucks had a chance to go and still here. I had never done that before and have endured a lot in this lifetime to bring this information but I need the world to start to open to it and the changes that I know are possible to start to happen.

It is up to each of us to use this information and apply it in our life and not just say I will do it tomorrow. Tomorrow is NOW.    Eclipses are super special and they climb inside our nervous system the internal wiring of our body and being and shake them up, burn them up, shuck free all the stuck stuff, clear once and for all what you have outgrown, and change you forever. 

This last one came during a mercury retrograde so it was centered in our head. You can imagine all the things we talk about here are forces that come from outside that have a connection inside of our body. So they have a relationship to you always and frankly it is a more consistent relationship that you can count on than any one person in your life. It is you and everytime you breath you are growing and developing and becoming more YOU. We have all kinds of forces that work with us genetically. They push and prod and grow our genes, our DNA, the very life blood that allows us to be standing in this body in matter. Gravity is a very tentative concept right now as much of this time has been shifting our relationship with the sky and the earth and the horizontal framework of our emotional nature currently under deep development to prepare us to stand up as ourselves in gravity properly with all of our intercellular frequencies polarized properly. (THAT sentence explains the Mayan calendar ending)

 Narrow pathways and doorways are affecting us a lot. Pay attention to all the doorways the ones opening and the ones closing. Also the ones flapping with annoying noise that are trying to get your attention if you listen are really important because you have a push/pull with the flapping doorways and are on the fence deciding where you stand with yourself so do listen for flapping doorways.  Sometimes you may feel the doorway is a revolving one that will even be changing some like maybe one revolving door is not for you anymore and another will present itself. Ideally you wish for a plateau shift like this level of life is just not good enough for me anymore with a very strong NO that comes from deep inside of you. If you are behaving like a two year old that NO is your primary vowel that is superb. Follow it and led it lead you to your new YES!

Along with the doorways  your personal pathway may feel very narrow almost like the hall way is smooshing upon you. Stay with it. You want this to happen and you want all the excess and the toxic waste dump that this excess has become in your physical body to not be a part of you physically moving forward. Remember December 21st is a reset time so all that you have done in the ways of hard work and things that were challenging and difficult to improve your life quality this year are necessary to be able to reset your vital life power come January. This is where I will start next entry to capitalize on all the facets of your own power to generate your own life experience. 

YOU ROCK! YOU not that person over your shoulder or the one getting all the energy and attention YOU! This life is yours and only you can live your one true life. Don't ever let anyone convince you otherwise. We can't do this migration alone. Don't give up these are the most important moments of our life. Soon all the dissatisfaction will move off of humanity and when that happens you need to be soberly aware of what role you are not interested in being and carrying and what narrow one you are uniquely built to carry.

The very best part of now is that once you address and handle these difficult things for yourself you gain some self confidence, step by step and improve your self esteem and your I AM. THAT can never be taken away from you and why it is super valuable to do the work, to learn to love and accept who you are authentically free of the stolid weight of the collective, human race consciousness that in the past oppressed us from being ALL that we are. We Can and will do it now. Know this with all your heart.  

I count, You Matter, Together WE make the difference. 
Thank you all for your contribution to this lifetime. We have done very good work all of us.
Peace be you and me. Thanks for listening and for your support of Aquarius Nation.
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Love, Hi'ilani

Hi'ilani here:

I wanted to share a quote that a young man wrote whom I never got to physically meet but happened upon his quote when helping a friend clean the home of her mom who had just passed peacefully in her sleep. This particular young man Christopher is no longer with us because he was hit by a drunk driver coming home from school.

"I have started to set goals for myself. Not goals that can be completed and then forgotten, goals
that are meant to spend a lifetime achieving.  Like the endless chase of a perfect balance to all aspects of life, good and bad; to strike a harmony between mind and soul that would eventually unlock your existence from moral dilemma and cast the essence of your aura into eternity."
Christopher Shand Root 1983-2000

Thank you Christopher. I feel you a lot and very much keep wanting to share your incredible words with people here who have to birth and open and grow and live and feel just like you describe and I hope it is ok to share your knowing so we may come to know our own in our own voice and truth. I am most appreciative for your presence here and now elsewhere to continue to guide us with the wisdom of both body and soul. May we be inspired to make our own goals through reading and digesting your words. Much love dear one.

I have much to say and wish to keep it simple and clear as there is much uncertainty when there need not be. We are in an extraordinary piece of time. This requires extraordinary measures, sensing, truth finding and telling. All that is occurring is asking, begging you to not be ignorant, not be afraid, but instead pay attention and listen to the still small voice inside no matter how faint guide your every movement slowly surely and with great ease and grace.

To our beings in the Eastern U.S. thank you for enduring what must be difficult and challenging and calling you to be present in extraordinary ways to feel the power of nature in all of its facets. The severe winds that removed years and eons of mindless fear, the waters that rose to cleanse and clear all of the blame shame and guilt that has brought death and cannot bring life moving forward, removing abuse, and brutality, and devastating separation from our emotional nature and spirit that seems scary but ultimately removed all of the non safe and secure foundations built on mistrust.

Of all people the east is so strong in its compassion and cooperation especially after 911. This event allows you to revisit all of the emotional maturing you have gone through to be more prepared and more sure of the conviction that happens when people come together and choose to stand up for what has to happen and not manipulate those results. It assures knowing what is truly important and what can be replaced.

PEOPLE are important, our lives matter nothing else. Money and it's manipulative greed pattern are finished, complete, done, changed forever. Thank you comrades and people of the East for once more being strong enough to face the truth straight up and now reaching TOGETHER for goals, rebuilding, and assured development that honor your soul and your life in its perfect order.

Take it slow enjoy the beauty of the spirit and sharing that will come from each person just needing that hug, that tear, that vulnerable knowing that together we can accomplish anything and separation is our past. I visited the statue of Liberty once and she is beautiful in all her glory and all of the lives that hoped upon her as their first sight to yearn to work hard to produce the dream in their hearts and souls that America promised so many years ago.

THAT is our foundation and we cannot move forward without restoring the truth of all those immigrants who founded this country and all that it truly represents for the citizens of the UNITED states and who we are to the world. If we stand together and use our wisdom we can pridefully expand our heart and be the America we are meant to be and not be embarrassed by huge messes and deficits our lack of consciousness created previous to now.

We are capable together to handle anything. Apart it is impossible. Seemed the Republican platform  stood for non cooperation for the last four years. That mistake has cost this world a lot of time, energy, money and hindrance that did not have to be there. I don't appreciate their fear, their suspicious nature, there old boy network that still wish to oppress women and their shear lack of recognition that there are other people in the world besides Republicans. That platform is not good enough.

We need a government that allows for our differences to come together and make the future. We need public servant leaders who minimally can recognize that there is a whole collective population of human beings that must be addressed and must be taken care of. Whomever gets to be the President must lead all of us not a selective few. THIS is killing us. It will not be allowed moving forward. Period.

OUR ancestors the blood and flesh we as a species come from, that we get to be alive because of, that are connected to our own genetic frequency are demanding something greater from us. We are capable now of having it, demonstrating it, striving for it, and achieving it. We are evolved creatures not stuck in space and time. There is nothing about life that works that way and you can be sure Scorpio in Saturn will make that a truth.

This storm went underneath, exposed and cleared and cleansed all of our lies, our secrets, our unconscious manipulation of our own energy, frequency, path in life that we are built to live out. It assured that we will notice, feel, sense, remember these items.

Your body, your heart, your brain, how you stand straight up and down is changing in super big ways not little ones. Your back bone to stand up for your own life and the lives of right life is growing and becoming awakened and alive in awesome strong new ways. Your feminine receptive strength is founded, present, alive,  here no longer oppressed whether you are a girl, boy, pet, in whatever color of skin you were blessed to be born with,  you are!

 The outside, superficial lame I can do this better than you, two year old audacity, is over, is fear, is separation, is incorrect. Whomever thinks they can hook socialism with cooperation is stuck in the past and perceptually off the mark.

I get there are many people in fear and many people who can't think for themselves, but that does not make it right. It makes it scary and just says YOU are not safe in their hands and they do not have your best interest at heart. SO be careful these are important moments, and each of us matter personally, and each of us matter to the collective whole. WE are in this together and can't do what is necessary to make a bright future for our children without really showing up with all of our consciousness now.

As Christopher says we need to make our goals that are bigger and unfounded. We will have to be present to pay attention and know with each moment how we wish to proceed. This is based from the inside out, not outside in.

So be careful of rich shiny wrappers that can't produce what your life needs. We are going to need all of our creativity to move forward and a whole cup of cooperation with little to no righteousness and a whole lot of love, honesty, truth bearing and real passionate step by step facts. 

So this election represents many years of collective consciousness and our collective mistakes and whether we have learned from them or not. Can we move to our wisdom, our higher perspective that has more answers and greater connectivity? We must pull our extreme reactions into balance now. Us or Them is extreme and is not cooperation. We all need to survive and have our basic fundamental needs met and it is our birthright to have that truth.

The structures will shift into better ones regardless of who takes office. We must demand this from life. If we can as a collective we will have leaders that will show up and take care of the structural shift.

So pray for TRUST, your own, and all the candidates. Like this, I trust myself and I trust Barack Obama, I trust myself and I trust Mitt Romney, I trust myself and I trust the democrats, I trust myself and I trust the Republicans and mercury retrograde will make sure gods will and good will is done.

Trust this no matter what and remove your own polarities and separation between body and soul, mind and spirit by doing so then you personally will be freed at the cellular level and together we can experience, "I count, YOU matter and together, WE make the difference". It will also help you be you and not take in the awful not able to stomach political commercials and be at home in your own body and emotional nature. 

Thanks for breathing and thank you Christopher and the people of the East Coast for bringing us this possibility.

With all my heart I know heaven is on earth. Thank you all for your hard work to get us here.

Human Beings ROCK!  Own your space and Own your life. Peace be you. Love, Hii 

Hi'ilani here:
I am traveling for two months and taking a well needed and deserved pause and time away to reconnect with the sky, ocean, earth, and wind. It is an awesome way to receive genuinely the pulse of the universe and what is really happening not just superficial ridiculous non valuable drama, obsession and focus and concentration on things that matter not at all to the big picture, what we are really doing here and what really matters moving forward so we can come together and make possible what is needed to sustain this thing we call life. 

Forgive me for any lack of encouragement I may portray but it is embarrassing to me the possibilities that are here now and all the ways we are not pulling together, taking the time and becoming what we can to live our best life ever. I am sure all of us never thought living a life of the right quality possible and that also was authentically genuine for what we incarnated to do and be would ever take so long. I certainly understand the frustration of President Obama and the possibility he could bring that has not been allowed to occur because people are not following their consciousness but instead their unconscious fear. It is palpably gross and I apologize for our lack here on earth. The value in it is we truly are at our non vital bottom, you know bottom that place you must get to in order to change anything?  So let us be grateful for that and do what we each can to be who we each are to make the difference the greater whole needs. And to the folks that refuse to share and cooperate please sort it out this story is old, boring and frankly does not have the support of the greater all so make it easy, let go and move on and forward to something that may be unfamiliar but will be better in the long run than THIS. Thank you.

Trending now:  This is what is currently pouring through us at the DNA and genetic level of your being. Follow these guidelines and you can help yourself to feel more at one with what is occurring inside and outside of you. Which ultimately is peace and enlightenment right now in this moment you are breathing. It is kind of funny for me, my sun is enlightenment/endarkenment which means I have to be aware of both always kind of an interesting life?!?!  and I just heard the Dalai Lama speak about what enlightenment is in an interview and it really helped me to understand just how little of our knowledge and information each of us access and how much more is possible when you come from some of these new perspectives we are going to start living out soon so hang in there, emphasis is on blurring the lines of all previous realities and boxes you put yourself or others in.

If you can blur the lines, expansion and the softer side of life can come in to reestablish a more surrendered and authentic boundary for you to thrive in as yourself to share with each of us. You will have more self esteem and confidence in the more blurred line reality. It will feel better and you will feel more comfortable in your own skin. If you don't read below and understand better what the center of your body is working on to fulfill this better, new, more comfortable reality.  Trust me. smiles.

The biggest thing that is affecting all of us is chiron a force that helps to bridge our spiritual awareness for us while in this body is currently being a deep sea diver and flashlight in our tummy. When I say tummy there are many things attached to this. Entry point is your mouth, exit point is your anus. Basically everything you touch or ingest with your mouth must get through your whole digestive system, tummy, in order to have you digest your life properly. Why I say deep sea diver is it is like having a team of people inside your tummy and intestines examining with a flashlight how well you have done at digesting what you have touched, eaten, had sex with, felt, perceived, been touched by or absorbed like a sponge in the environments you put yourself in.

Ideally your tummy wants to be open, girgling, pooping, hungry in appropriate ways each and every moment. Any and all ways you have not done this authentically chiron is researching, resurfacing, contracting, twisting and untwisting to sort you and your insides out to be ok moving forward and to be your most vital self and authentically presenting and ingesting life as YOU, the person that can handle what life brings and affect it properly with your power. Power is not LACK.  Lack is a manipulation where something has greedily ingested and obsessively taken more than there fair share so in the balance something else must experience lack. In lack EVERYTHING and EVERYBODY work harder than is needed to get no or a very poor result.

Power is self contained, gives authentically and generously, quietly and truly, says all the right words in perfect timing, carries grace, arrogance and self esteem in just the right narrow areas and in its maturity affects a lot efficiently and always for the good of all. We find ourselves currently addressing lack and it's manipulation in our world and our lives and the cultures we find ourselves in. We are feeling this in its bottom and will then rise to restore our authentic power and authority to a more correct and appropriate level so we can sustain our future and not take from it.  In the body this happens in the exact same place in side of us and resonates out of us not the other way around ever.

So be a self contained resonating person. Go now to your non vital low point so you can be open to naturally be opened to your more resonating vital nourishment point come August/September.  

This means all non vital, non empowering, depleting, exhaustive tendencies you have that are incorrect about your life are being investigated and helped by this flashlight examination going on in your tummy, gut, intestine and fluid ingestion and elimination. It you are swollen anywhere in your body you have an imbalance of fluid and ability to digest things for who you are.

You also have huge opening going on that is shining a light and revealing what is most important and valuable to you to pay attention to, make some new, amazing and wise decisions about what you have to include in your daily diet moving forward, with food, with people, with environments, with life quality, balance, exercise, job, income, HOME in all its facets, colors and frequencies.

This is going really slowly so you wont miss it. So if you feel sluggish this is correct. It is like having sludge that is deep inside of you that needs to twist and turn and clean out your fish bowl so you, the water and lens you are living in and seeing through can be cleared and cleaned up for good. This means all the toxic, painful, stuff you may have or not have seen or realized about yourself and your family and your humanity is teaching you A LOT. So pay attention. Be grateful for all of the ah hahs, laugh, giggle, cry and let go and let any and all ways you hold on improperly, unconsciously and inappropriately in an unhealthy, not helpful, not cooperative way say out loud: 

"I fully and freely release and let go of all that does not serve me and I open to safely and securely move forward as myself, purely and truly. I forgive myself and all those involved and I give deep thanks now and forevermore".

In a body we must speak out loud to allow our helpers and the greater framework we are connected to that is awesome and contains love to help us and to allow our boundary to shift properly for who we each are. 

Please be very clear life is changing is super great ways to allow for a consistent, more truthful, more honest way of life. Is all that is changing is the manipulation that acts like a stagnant barrier of guilt and shame that is allowing an imbalance to our lives and humanity that we can't live with moving forward. It is hindering progress, hindering proper care of our children, our families and our ability to cocreate and share with one another to have the lives we need to have to make sure every one's basic needs are taken care of. It does not mean everyone will have the same things. We each expect different things, homes, items, quality of life. It just means what is possible is the greed and manipulation that has choked our very life blood and reduced the sanctity and sacredness of life will diminish and be eliminated. What people who have things, and money never realize is if you share your wealth and are generous with your energy and things what the universe does with that is brings you more to distribute and share. Never the other way around. So by clinging and holding on we each have hindered progress and what is possible and reduced our wealth and proper abundance and quality of life to some ridiculous plateau of fear and lack that is substandard and not good enough for what we can have now. So be open to your shift and all of the ways life is changing its structure into something that is more reliable and that feels good and fits and is the life you were born to live not everyone else, YOU. You are prepared only for your life so if you feel like you do not belong it means there is work to do to get more comfortable in your own skin. Don't be afraid be open. Take the task seriously and all the right support  you need will be there. How do I get more comfortable in my own skin? What feels wonderful and what feels yucky?  Dump yucky and move in the direction of wonderful. If we can do this consistently through August we will be prepared for what is trending next to get us to our zero point by the end of the year.

Remember zero means the past is behind us, we have digested our lives up until this point each and every one of us to our correct maturity level, and the beauty of our ancestry will be in place and can be enjoyed for the love wisdom strength depth and purity you expect and deserve. 

I have been witnessing some really wonderful things on this trip. Those in touch with nature are growing, developing, eating more vital foods that go right in to our tummy's and make cooperation, community, family, every single person doing their part and experiencing the trust possible free of the fear. ALIVENESS expanding YES! The folks have many different colors of skin, eyes, backgrounds, gifts, expertise levels, names and nationalities and we are coming together in I count, You matter, Together we make the difference. Thank you for breathing, for being alive now and for all that you are doing each and every day to live, strive, open, change, face your fear and scary nervousness and undigested parts to be all that YOU are connected to all that is. You Rock! And if you are a veteran you absolutely showed up, gave your life, to make sure this shift occurs everywhere. So maybe some of the details of how we got into this point in time are a little off and questionable. The truth is we could not be here without each and every one of us even the most unconscious not willing to budge folks. So forgive all that we could not know up until now and open to who we are meant to become moving forward. Thanks for listening. Big hug.  

I am Hi'ilani and I do count, You do matter, and We will make the difference. When in doubt:  LET GO NOW!  Thanks be you and me. Peace!  

Hi'ilani here: This entry is dedicated to my dad Paul Anthony Lynch 9/5/37-6/26/10.

Yvette asked the above question and here is my answer:

Bottom line Venus is the entire left side of our body. So what is happening is occurring in the obvious left side feet, leg, pelvis, torso, arm, neck, ear and head, as well as left testicle, ovary, kidney, spleen, heart and throat connections into all energy pathways of the body, visible and invisible.
This is the final hit of something that began on the summer solstice in 2001 when the feminine receptive started its treck through our body and consciousness to rewire how we as a species are put together and connect the dots of our lives to be more conscious and to heal the tear in the fabric we created forever ago to take our power away, oppress ourselves and oppress the forces of divinity and good will,  have the patriarch way of life, and disempower  and devalue fertility and creativity as power sources. This transit restores that and takes away the ability to manipulate life in corrupt ways, evil ways, non authentic ways to get your way or pull one over on another, to use power improperly for greed, or false authority to harm, to hate, or to defecate the dignity of another, god, life, goodwill, and the forces of divinity SO wake up humanity it is time to grow together and not apart anymore. We CAN DO THIS! 

This Venus transit is restoring the power of the feminine receptive to each and everyone of us whether you are a male or female and to make this part of our body heighten to its whole state one that carries the potential to live our life in truth, beauty and love and the quality of life that correlates and feels like authentic truth, beauty and love to each of us in our emotional nature.
It also comes on the back of two eclipses so it is electrifying and sensitizing our nervous system the pathways that allow us to feel, be aware and keep the physical, psychological, physiological  functions in the body going through its nerve fibers. It is hitting and alchemizing, turning on to make a live wire of life in present time functioning perfectly at the depth of us and fully reaching the surface. SO our soul is now seated in place and functioning and living at one and at home in this body of ours. Pretty real and realistic and not virtual anymore. YAHOOOOOOO to that. This sensitivity could feel like heat, falling apart to fall together, shaking, volcano moving through you and you have no control of it and stop, go, stop, go in its spits and fits releasing old water and increasing of the vibration to new water and electricity. Key is to ground as all electricity needs to be grounded to function right. The ground is your root energy system feet, legs to crotch. Staying still instantaneously pauses and helps your body ground in space. Breathing in your nose and out of your mouth also helps to clear and free your mind the thing responsible to keep track of the bodily changes in a balanced and harmonious way. If you are dizzy or confused doing the above will help.
 
Imagine being kissed by the most beautiful girl or boy in all the right ways with all the caresses in all the right senses and waiting for such a thing for lifetimes. Well this is doing that to each of us for who we authentically came here to be in Love and light. Those are real things, real energies and function truly in our body and awareness once this consciousness of ours that has been substandard restores. Thank goodness.

This will be totally in place by December. So receive the kiss, let it touch and brush upon your body and being and flood all the cells in your body, fill up, full, plump, satisfied, YES! be grateful and thankful for all that we each are connected to all that is.

It will open your health, your heart, your ability to love and not withhold love. Pain comes only when we withhold our love not when we give it. With this in place we are equally opening the right side of our bodies in power to assert that power correctly and no longer tear things down but use the strength of our restored power to build the proper structures for the sustainable future we need and must have to keep living here on earth. It will allow our creativity to open, our psychic instinct to open, our cooperation to open, our togetherness to feel good and not wrong or bad, our families to restore the ancestral power of our lineage to its right place, our separation and resistance to diminish and our I count, You matter, Together We make the difference to flourish!

The Key:  LET GO of anything that does not sound like the above and that is not kind and tender and loving treating yourself and others the way you wish to be treated and dumping, letting go, changing, addressing, praying, receiving, gifting, anything that helps you or another feel included and not excluded.

Follow the feeling that you have been there and done that through to shine its light unto the darkness so you can say no this is not good enough for me  and I am ready for a new experience and wanting more of aliveness and less of this automatic experience of life called death while alive. We each have worked really hard for this tear in the fabric to be restored to wholeness. It frees our guilt and shame as a species and opens us to not be afraid of our emotions, our barriers and our bigotry that should not exist. Our blood is the same color, blue without oxygen and red with. It does not matter what color your skin is it matters now what the quality of the energy is that is emanating from you to others and them back to you. It starts with you. So what are you going to do with this hallelujah? Please receive her, Venus, in all of her loveliness and know that you too are this lovely now and forevermore. She is touching, brushing upon and activating your light here on earth so know what it is, shine it brightly and do so with the truth, beauty and love only you can bring. It took us this long to mature as a species to handle and address such issues directly and remove the obstacles and resistance that our poor consciousness has created such as poor me, I can't, giving up and compromising at levels that disempower and create low self esteem and exhaustion that enslave us improperly to less than at astounding levels.  
We are not whole without the love and light of each of us moving forward sharing, giving, receiving, loving as you have never imagined was possible but have a deep expectation that it should be. Well should be just caught up.

Thank you Yvette for the question, for the demonstration you give us each day in your personal life and the transformation you have overcome to do so. I am very proud of you and your love and light. Shine brightly dear one. 

All my love, Hi'ilani
     
I count, You matter, Together We make the difference.
 
This entry is dedicated to my dad who was born on the incarnation cross of consciousness and passed on 6/26/10. We did it dad thank you and I love you, your daughter Dr. Maura Hi'ilani Lynch.

Hi'ilani here:
We find ourselves in such interesting times these days makes years ago even seem new and different. We are smack dab in the middle of a solar and lunar eclipse. So what does this mean for our lives? Well let's explore what these very sensitive important occurences mean for us. Eclipses have the ability to directly affect your nervous system the thing that keeps track of all of our body functions as well as our perceptual reality, proprioception, balance, psychic sensitivity and clarity and how our mind works and perceives what is occuring in our life, on our skin, how tight and loose our muscle tone is how in touch or out of touch we are with our own reality and consciousness. Each of us is developing in our own special way this year to truly become the force of nature we came here to be with our own authority, perception and opinion. This solar eclipse truly is bridging our fear of our own shadow (all the parts of ourselves that have been hidden, take effort to uncover and reveal and notice and accept, our shames and distorted neglectful pleasures that we  as a humanity have not wanted to face until recently) back into our nervous system and our ability to perceive it and know it and see it and own it and be ok finally to find some comfort in what we could not know until we could. Our fear of the unknown is quite high and terrifying for some despite all the shifts and changes we have all been through these last many years. This eclipse was in Gemini which carries this beautiful ability to have a split personality two parts of one self that can be hard to grasp, feel, portray, express, reveal so it is helping us to get healthy in the image we have portrayed and felt was us only to discover this shadow that needs to now be arisen, incorporated and included in this already well developed image. This is a  tricky thing as your image so far may be quite shallow and not really all that much of who you really are here to be and quite superficial in all kinds of ways that really does not serve you, your life, your purpose or what you really came here to be.  If it feels dark always remember the darkness holds the space for infinity and creativity to make things from sometimes nothing. The place of nothing contains everything if you are honest and don't fight and push away the very thing that has been missing from this life from your wholeness from your light and love for a very long time. Nothing is dark, black, contains all colors as a possibility. Look at how hard we have tried to fill the space with anything the more color, vibrant, noisy the better. This is the clue we are afraid and unfamiliar with nothing. We have a cluelessness in our shadow and this contributes to it being hidden away and lurking, feeling like it is just there, something around the corner that we can't quite shake but is clearly attached to me yikes! It was really strong this January pumping, growing, becoming closer to bridge up until now and this eclipse has the ability to reunite all the perceptual fields and information needed to incorporate this aspect completely back into our lives and consciousness which can eliminate all push pull in your life where you keep shooting yourself in the foot, life does not appear as it should and I am not comfortable in my own skin, alone and separated in my truth.  Having it with us honestly instead of neglecting these parts of ourselves also eliminates the bigotry of separation that exists on planet earth so even if we get this partially right we are many steps ahead compared to what life has been like.  

The thing about eclipse time is it really makes you sensitive and emotional and there is no way to control its affect on you. So if you find yourself super critical, let go, if you feel stressed out and like you are going to splat all over the place, stay still and try to feel and cry some of the pressure out of your body and tissues. Do this through sweat, tears, laughing until you cry, and peeing,  All  of which help you to let go and  clear the kidneys of the emotional pressure you find yourself in. These eclipses are clearing very old patterns that have your life in a non vital, compromised and lack of confidence way. Honor that. Honor yourself and this journey you have breathed and kept yourself alive in to be here for these moments and this very special transformative year.  Pay attention to the moon right now you will find comfort in it as it is moving deeply through the most inside parts of this  body and all its connection points. If you are really freaked out take an epsom salt bath to remove the fear of the shadow parts and you will be able to relax and find some clarity amongst the pressure push you may be experiencing.  Lieing down on the ground with your back to the ground can be quite helpful as we are not done yet and you may need to let go of the fear on the surface of you that you can feel but it is no longer necessary for you to feel. So give it to the earth and surrender and let go of all that makes you feel not safe, not secure and emotionally unstable, Say Free, clear and restore.   These are just feelings. Please don't be afraid we have wanted to feel and bring these pieces together for a long time. If you are unsure ask a Gemini what it is like to always be perceived as two people but you are one. The hypocricy in this is obvious and not acceptable for the ideal and capability of our humanity. Being at one allows, new expression, new communication, new listening and hearing, new communion, and a structure we can build from and not tear down and apart just to discover our hidden pieces, qualities and ancestral heritage. It brings light to the darkness and allows all parts of ourselves to know our light and not be hidden or afraid to share it with others. I say we could use a little refresh button right here. Thank you god and evermore.
 Oh and one last thing current trend until August, you will be under pressure in your sacral area, under your belly button in the front and back of your body and your throat.  Serious tension to eliminate old outworn power, all non vital parts of yourself, and all lack of confidence from your emotional insecurities. Self destructive tendencies could be at an all time high and frustration and anger is your key. Feel it, groan it out, say EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE to release it and not hurt yourself or others.  Each time you hang with it and move it through your throat you release old power and own and restore your true vital power for the future of your self empowerment. KA just did an entry that is perfect and awesome for some of the details and nuances. (Awesome job my friend) Check it out.

When you are jealous it is a wonderful energy it tells you that YOU want something the other has and it is never exactly what they have. So the jealousy will reveal to you what it is. High possibility the old you gave up and did not have the sacral power to claim your true vital life. Forgive yourself. Life takes a REALLY long time to mature itself properly and exactly for the selective DNA being you came here to be! and this is true despite all the manipulative lies we have been conditioned with. Ask the jealousy to teach you what your heart and soul's desire wants, needs, hungers for and can't live without and thank that person for making you feel so strongly so you can figure out what is missing in your life that you now want to include and is not negotiable for you to exclude at this point of your life. You can only go as fast right now, (despite how strongly you wish to), as your emotions can digest, handle, and comfortably step through life , safely and securely to be YOU, own your emotional nature and mature  YOU correctly to be Your self in the right image that honors all of your precious facets. SOOOOOOO do not push that envelope.  This year is about discovering your own emotional nature, pace and aspects that have to be included for you to be whole, YOU, on purpose, on path in calm trust. SO move at a pace that feels right to you not everyone else and remember this is not a race.  You will win if you own your calm trust and suffer greatly if you do not put this in place this year.    Affirm often: I am living my heart and soul's desire in trust. Thank you.   

I count, You matter and together WE make the difference.   Peace be all of us.  Hi'ilani

 

Thank you Natasha for commenting...

"What’s Your Song?
By Natasha Deonarain, MD, MBA

I drove home last night with tears streaming down my face. Believe me, it’s a terrible thing to have your eyeballs soaking in salty streams of water as one is trying to dodge freeway sharks on the 101 southbound. It’s like being a drunken freshwater fish from Kansas* who’s found itself in the middle of the Pacific Ocean.

Don’t get me wrong. I wasn’t sad or anything. I wasn’t depressed, worried or afraid. I was just incredibly, deeply, unbelievably moved.

So I’d gone to Pearls of Wisdom at the Kerr Cultural Center in Scottsdale on Annie Groth’s invitation.
No, I wasn’t “with Annie.” But she’d promised it to be an evening where I could “join a circle of like-minded women for a night of networking, financial well - being and inspiration.” Sounded like fun.

There was the usual; food drinks, display tables, lights, cameras, chats, nibbles and hello-it’s-great-to-see-you hugs. Temptations of every kind flashed in front of my eyes: bling, bling, bling from Silpada, organic, chemical-free household products and of course every lady’s essential breast health cream for self-examination. I’d often wonder if men had similar inspirational networking events, would they be tempted by an equivalent “penis health cream” boasting a hydrating blend of organic botanicals which not only promised to nourish the skin but could aid in the detection of lumps, bumps and other problem areas? Hopefully, they wouldn’t have testers available.

Regardless, the ladies were enjoying themselves. All manner of shapes, sizes, colors and ages mixed and mingled, having a great time.

The room at the cultural center looked like an old church. Low ceilings and wooden pews surrounded a sunken stage at the center. The sound and light crew were on the second level, getting ready for the show. I took my seat and settled in to the fold-up chair.

As the evening flowed, I could feel the energy in the audience begin to change. It was kind of strange. One after the other, as each speaker was introduced, I felt as though I’d been caught in a wave that was sweeping to an unknown destination. Energy seemed to swirl and we were getting caught in its words, tears, laughter and the smiles. It was as though with all this female energycombined we were coming together in some sort of magical and empowering force that was positioned to shift our world. Its strength was palpable.

The speakers picked up the lollipop microphone, one after the other. They began to weave their stories in and around our ears and into the beams of the ceiling, and then somewhere out above the rooftop of the cultural center.

As they opened their hearts to us, a most privileged audience, it began to dawn on me what they were really doing. I felt my skin tingle. My breath caught. I think my heart began to soar with theirs and together I felt as if we were swelling to something beyond our comprehension, except perhaps Dr. Lynch.

With unbelievable strength, quiet and fervent passion, determination and incredible conviction of spirit; I began to understand that each lady was singing her song to the world. And it didn’t matter if we agreed or disagreed, judged or didn’t judge her - she was going to sing!

Many of us keep our song bottled up inside. We walk through this world, holding our bottles them to our breasts and clutching them tightly in our hands like closet drunks, too afraid to open the bag and it all out. We cloak ourselves with blame, shame and guilt that Dr. Hi’ilani Lynch said had suffused our existence until about two weeks ago when a profound shift in energy happened. As women, as a species and as spirits, we had to burn to the ashes and suffer in order to emerge into this new consciousness we all now feel.

Dr. Lynch says the female energy is now coming into balance (http://www.aquariusnation.com/ ). Marie Yahner says it’s the yin with the yang (https://www.MarieYahner.com/) Annie Groth and Mary Aime-Juedes say its faith, balance and gratitude (http://www.rnpaofscottsdale.com/ ).

Every day I’ve woken up this past year and went about my day setting down lists of tasks of lists of tasks, I’d worry. How was I going to do this? Would anyone listen?? How could I, little old me, change this world?

To me, becoming conscious as human beings is going to be an arduous task. We’re so used to quick-fixes, instant gratitude’s and me first. We’ve slumped into blame, shame, guilt and what I’ve noticed in health-care; extreme victimization where we wait for the medical profession to tell us what and what not to do.

My message is about becoming health conscious. My message is about saying NO! to conventional medical thought, standing up to doctors and condemnation and ego that says, “there’s no scientific evidence and so you should take this pill instead of finding real health.”

My message is about coming deep inside yourself first and shutting down the distraction of the overwhelming details of how to find health with pills and “feeling” your way to an inner source of health and beauty, as Dr. Hi’ilani encourages. This may mean we stand strong against fear and victimization which seeks to keep us sick in society. This may mean we walk our own path; one that’s never been treaded.

I have a tiny group of girls who help me. At every step of the way, each mini-accomplishment, they’ve cheered like screaming football fans on an all-natural amphetamine high.

“You can do this!” they’d yell. “You really can! One day, you’ll help change the world!”
“I don’t know,” I say. “I can’t do this. No one’s going to listen to me.”

I freak out about not getting from zero to 360 in 3.2 seconds. I’m a control demon, whipping myself for stepping off the line every second of every day. And then, there are times when I sink into a listless sand-pit and wonder what’s the damn point of it all anyway.

But last night, that’s what I’ll remember; each of those amazing ladies, holding the microphone one by one and belting out their songs to the world.

“No,” I tell the girls. “I’m not gonna do this. I can’t do it alone.” I look at each of them, standing there with invisible microphones in their hands. “But together, we can.” The world is listening. It was crystal clear last night.

What’s your song? Have you taken it out of its bag and bottle? Are you belting it to the heavens as loud as you possibly can, no matter who’s listening and no matter what they say?

Because you know it’s your song, and it’s your heart who hears it loud and clear.

*P.S. Annie, do they still have enough water to make rivers in Kansas?"

Natasha Deonarain, MD, MBA blogs about The Health Conscious Movement™ based on her upcoming book, The 7 Principles of Health™ at www.7poh.com . You can email her at info@7poh.com and post your comments in her Let’s Get Real series; stories from the “streets of medicine” healthcare encounters in a healthcare crisis.

Hi'ilani here:
Please if you are in the Scottsdale area come to this event. We would love to have you with us for this auspicious occasion.

I have been away for a while. I had three surgeries in nine months time. Two knees, left and right, lateral meniscus tears on both, an extra bone on one and a cyst on the other. Next it became clear I was going to need a hysterectomy to remove 23 cm of fibroids of which in a years time I petrified, like wood the tissues. I find this fascinating and am still pondering but bottom line I am still here, alive and needing to restructure the way my bones, muscle tissues, fascia and body holds up my feet, ankles, knees and pelvis which then is connected to my heart and throat to shift my manifestation. This takes many hours each day and a lot of focus and discipline so my ability to give to others is reduced so I may concentrate on my own life and get myself and house in order to fulfill my role here as well as to create in the ways I now wish to and let go of old ways I do not. I am focusing on my clients who are my life and what I wish to give to as well as put items here for all of us to use to help ourselves in the current atmosphere and physical/energy transformation we find ourselves in. I am looking for a significant paying job that honors my ability to be a gifted shaman, psychic surgeon and DNA whisperer to help transform and move us forward to where we can live our life in truth, beauty and love and the quality of life that can bring us free of our collective past of blame shame and guilt. If you are someone that has an opening and opportunity for my services please do not hesitate to give me that significant job opportunity. Thanks.
 So enough about me! Thank you Terry for reaching out and letting me know you missed me being here and would love to hear from me here.  Here we go:

Our year is about letting go of anything and everything that does not bring vitality, aliveness, life, nourishment and our own charismatic narrow path. This is soul path time but don't expect to demonstrate it until next year. The best representation of the December 2012 mayan calendar ending point thing that I have heard is the ZERO POINT. We have the ability to correct anything that is keeping us and has been for as long as you have been alive held back from our divine design and destiny which just means who and what you came here to be in your wholeness not your lack. LACK and FEAR are our collective hold back not personal one. But we can only go as fast as the whole and we must be very disciplined this year to be true and honest to our own DNA and genetic make up free of our ancestral heritage. This does not mean you say fuck you and not deal with it. It means you upgrade and incorporate all that you are right now into present time deep transformation that can be permanent to reach your personal ZERO POINT by December. From now until August some very old self destructive tendencies will show up to be corrected so you get your basic survival imperatives in order to take you forward into the future. This means EAT vital foods not junk that makes you feel yucky. Feeling yucky has got to go. Get enough sleep to allow your sleep to help process some of the past out of you so you don't need to deal with it in daily time. It is correct to not feel like you know who you are, ideally you could be a different person everyday. We want high change not mediocre change so be grateful for all of the ways you don't know who you are and all of the ways when you find the right things to ingest and put into your life you feel better than you ever have. This is right motion. If you are having trouble, are paralyzed or stuck in fear get the fear out of your kidneys by laying on the ground and letting go and saying thank you to the ground for taking the fear out of you. Our job this year is to use our own energy, body and being to upgrade our frequency and maintain this new frequency in balance for who we EACH are. We must listen as it is an inside out thing and you can't look outside of yourself to get the answers or to have evidence you are doing it right. If you are breathing and each day you are finding more life and able to keep that life consistently in its opening momentum you are in perfect motion. Honor that and yourself for doing what is needed to do your part to shift our collective consciousness and help the sky, earth, ocean and fire get us where we need to be to create a safe, secure, self sustaining future we can thrive in. We have the energy to not hold back and the ability each of us to manifest what is self empowering for ourself. Don't miss these energies and the right to own them. You will only be ok in the future if you accept and own your own emotional nature, your feelings and the correct perception of feelings you carry in clarity for yourself, your own life and the life you give to all of us.  If we can do this we can correct any global warming harm we have created, any manipulation that is at play causing huge hypocrisy and waste and lack of leadership and find our way through our collective mess with honor and grace that only true human beings carry and is our collective birthright to claim now and forever together after the ZERO point moving forward. We can do this. I COUNT, YOU MATTER, Together WE make the difference. Love you. Get it done please. 

Poem for MAY 2012:

Each of us have our own perception of things
that perception is expanding now
to be more integrated
to be more full, more whole. more mature
and more uniquely our own
we each have the ability
to perceive life
in our own very selective way 
kind of like
looking through a crystal prism
that has many facets
because we are the crystal
we cant necessarily see
ourselves only the crystals of others
when looking out
it is easier to see out of ourselves
and view what is outside of us
much more difficult
to see ourselves in equal light and ways
so
things to realize
each of us are a crystal
uniquely put together
through the way our genes, our
DNA relate and communicate
complete in the structure
of our unique self
no one else can bring
our crystal slice
only we can
we need to start feeling better
and more confident
about our unique parts
and starting the journey
to develop and share
these parts
as with all things new
and unfamiliar
there is difficulty at the beginning
as well it does take a risk
to share how we uniquely perceive
try to remember the world is
dieing without this information
each of us must contribute
how we see it
and stop complaining about
the automaticity of not having the confidence
to speak up
just because they make more money
have more power, and are the leaders
does not mean they know what
they are doing
this is so much more than free speech
this is the freedom
to bring and express
all our consciousness that we have acquired
with our every breath
the real truth of our purpose
is to be ourselves
each person has one narrow
slice of information to contribute
to the whole
that is theirs
and that without that information
life and the whole of life
is not complete
try to remember
this when your perception
becomes so loud inside of you
that it wont be silenced
express yourself
stand true to you
be true to us
all will be ok
today and always
thanks be me. 

Please read this a few times this month and share it with others that are having a hard time.

Below is an action poem to read and do to help your body orient itself to what is happening for you and find its expression.

LIQUID MOTION

We are undergoing immense
structural shift now
like a great earthquake
shattering our mind
opening our feet to TRUST
and more TRUST
dont hold back
scream and let out all
the internalized pressure, frustration
in the privacy of your silence
it is loud
it is scary
it does matter
You matter
You count
You make a difference
let go of all the windfalls of days past
open to all the windmills of days future
holding on is painful
letting go is not
withholding love is the most painful
cataclysmic thing we can do now
it will be internalized
and implode
to explode at some inopportune time
relieve the pressure
let the heated steam out of your tissues
push out from your chest
push up to the sky
stretch down to the earth
and groan like a monster like puff the magic dragon
breath in your nose
and out of your mouth
center in
NOW
repeat three times:
I am safe and secure
I am safe and secure
I am safe and secure
Peace be me
I am love and light
Thank you. 
5/6/12  

If you are in the Scottsdale area...